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holding you closer than most / drabble

i’m holding you closer than most because you are my heaven

“I’m tired and exhausted and I just want to go home,” Blaine whispers, his chest falling and rising, and it seems that it’s working slower than the beat of the heart monitor beside his bed. His hand feels coarse, cold and rough in Kurt’s, and Kurt’s regretting his decision not to bring Blaine’s favorite lotion with him to the hospital today because he knows Blaine misses it.

It’s not the only thing he thinks Blaine is missing, though. He knows his boyfriend misses the comfort of his own bed, his own shower, real food, real hugs and everything under the sun. Kurt moves a stray curl out Blaine’s eyes–those beautiful, green eyes–and nods, fighting the urge to let the tears forming in his eyes fall. “You’ll be home soon, baby,” Kurt replies, his voice thick. “You’ll be home, and this’ll all be over in a flash.” His voice falters at ‘flash,’ his tone slightly piquing towards 'unsure’. But Blaine doesn’t catch it.

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GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS!!!!

WE GET TO DO COMPOSITIONS IN MY MUSIC GCSE THAT WE HAVE TO SEND IN AND WE CAN EITHER DO A JAZZ, POP, DANCE OR MUSICAL SONG AND  OMFG, SADIRUGHISUERTGH

BUT I COULDN’T DO IT

I AM WRITING A MUSICAL SONG BUT ITS LIKE KLAINE’S BREAK UP AND I ALMOST STRATED CRYING IN CLASS WOOPS BUT IM EXCITED FOR THE ANGST AND YUP.

JUST THOUGHT YOU OUGHT TO KNOW!!

story time!!!!!!!

okay so i went to my first intro to logic discussion session today, and i got lost looking for my class. this chick finally pointed me in the right direction so i get to class right as it hits 9AM and get a seat next to my friend and we wait for the TA to come in and he finally does five minutes later–he, like, opens the door and we see this dude completely dressed in black (buttoned-down shirt, skinny jeans, sunglasses, everything) with a studded-ish belt and painted black nails and he kinda looked like nate ruess from fun. omg

so then he’s standing at the door and then looks at us and then closes it and he’s still outside and then a minute later he comes back in and dumps his shit on the front table and looks at us and he’s like “it’s 9AM sorry, it’s so fucking early; and i’m (says his name) and i may or not be your TA because they might change it, but 9AM? fuck that shit.”

his voice kinda sounds like ryan murphy’s and he has the same kind of sarcastic humor as the murphinator and also maybe……………..i don’t know just think of a sarcastic and funny as fuck genius

and then everyone goes like super quiet and i’m just there thinking, “…jesus take the wheel” and then he starts talking about his policy for phones and laptops in class and he says “i mean, if i don’t see you texting, it’s alright, but don’t hide it from me!!! that’s fucking stupid! it’s like you’re ASHAMED of it.” and then he writes “SHAME” in huge as fuck letters on the chalkboard and then says:

“it’s like you’re shooting fucking heroin under your desk! ‘oh, no i’m shooting up in class; i’m feeling so ashamed!’ or 'you’re jerking off under your desk, and you wanna do it so you don’t feel a sense of shame and wanna prevent your stuff from spraying everywhere, so you put your hand in your pocket and go slowly with your fingers!’ so, yeah, just don’t fucking text under the table! don’t dick around with your computers and go on facebook! just don’t fucking dick around! it’s fucking stupid!!!!”

i’m not even joking and then he kept “SHAME” on the board for like half the session and then hesitated to erase it and wrote notes on the opposite sides of it until he needed more room to write arguments and atomic statements omf and used drugs as an example at one point

but then overall the session was okay i learned a lot