bilinmezliğin karnını yar, çık gel yanıma. her yol bağdat'a çıkar diyenlere kulak asma. evvela gözlerini indir aşşağıya. nerde görülmüştür, fitnenin baş kaldırdığı! haramdır başkaldırmak, mazlumdan gayrısına.
ebedi kaybolma dürtünü boynuna kolye yap. hayalhânemin menziline sokul amma, kutsanmadan basma can yollarıma. bilirsin cam kırılır, can yırtılır, aşk tandırında..
deniz tuzuna ban ayaklarını, ellerini yuvarla, içine bir kuş konacak. dua derler adına.. tutun kanatlarına.
az gelme,uz gel. yana yana, düz gel. bir sis kaynayacak, omurgana kamçı kamçı.. sancı sancı.. putların yıkılacak. şarabın kabarcıkları kubbe olacak bir anda. göz kapaklarında..
çık gel yanıma, anadan doğma.. istersen musa'nın tur'una, istersen isa'nın dudaklarına.
ya da bağ bozumuna.. hangi tını böyle yağar, kulaklarına? hangi his lütfeder bunca macerayı, uçlarına? gel! ahlarını kanata, kanata. bağ bozumu zamanı.. hiç durma…
Sorry this has been a LONG time coming. I’ve had a lot of life stuffhappen in the last month and it’s meant I haven’t really felt like writing. It also means that this chapter is possibly a bit too angst ridden. Sorry about that (not sorry)
Summary: After a random meeting on Tinder you begin a long distance relationship with Lin while he films Mary Poppins in London. It’s all fluff and sweetness and light until your ex lies and convinces Lin that you are back together, threatening your long distance relationship.
Word Count: 5,232
Warnings: Remember when this started out as fluff? Pro tip: don’t try writing fluff after going through a breakup IRL.
A/N: There’s a lot of discourse on rpf at the moment. This is a rpf and is tagged as such so if that’s not for you then don’t read, and I hope we can still be friends.
Remember the time you used to date Lin-Manuel Miranda? Yeah that was weird.
What a strange sentence to tumble round your brain. The strangest part was that it was in past tense. ‘Dated’. As in you used to date him but not anymore. As in, you fell in love with him far too quickly and your life ruining ex-girlfriend decided to stomp on both your hearts. As in he’s a million miles away across the sea and he’s no longer speaking to you and maybe you should let it go.
I’ve been standing at the edge of the water…
long as I can remember, never really knowing why…
You cringed and closed your eyes as the familiar sounds of the Moana soundtrack blasted out across the tannoy in Target. It was maybe the 6th time you’d heard that song that week while trying to go about your daily life. You abandoned your cart and marched towards the nearest exit. Not today, Satan, not today.