(Y’all just never wanna be happy again is that it)
Judal: Judal feels desperate, his heart lurching in his chest as he begins to
see the light fade from your eyes. He wants to shake your body angrily
but knows that it will only further deepen your wounds, his grip on your
body growing tighter though he knows you can hardly feel him there. He
curses his fate a million times over, and when he’s finished, he curses
himself a million times more, tears dripping down his face and onto
yours as he watches your eyes open and close for the last time.
Kouen’s normal emotionless expression is replaced with one that is
clearly pained, with him sweeping any excess hair and blood from your
face as you desperately trying to get air. There were many things in his
life he had regretted, and not being able to save you would now get to
be at the top of that list; he holds your hand against his heart to let
you know he’s still there; as your vision begins to fade to black, he
leans down to whisper in your ear, his voice being the last thing you
hear before you fade away.
Koumei Ren: Koumei knows better
than to show emotion in a time like this, especially with you watching
him and silently relying on him for support, but he can’t help himself.
He can feel the tears gather at the corners of his eyes, a few slipping
down as he holds you against his chest and begs for you to hold on just a
little longer. But there was nothing he could do, his thoughts becoming
irrational as he feels your grip on him growing looser, wanting in that
moment to be anything but alive.