➳ pairing: kim seungmin x sleeptalker!reader
➳ word count: 5.5k ➳ warnings: fem!reader, bulletpoint scenario ➳ genre: fluff ➳ summary: the only thing you ever dreaded was falling asleep when
other people were around. because like alcohol, words you’d never say out loud
were now more likely to spill out of your mouth.
~ ☽ - ☾ ~
- you and seungmin were best friends since diapers
- shut up i love bff aus
- anyway, you and him were tight. even if y’all’d playfully bicker, you
treasured each other very much
- when seungmin told u he wanted to audition for jyp, u were now basically his
- “seungmin u absolute fool. nervousness–excuse me??? with that voice?
kim seungmin u could slap me w ur vocals and i’d thank u.”
- “wow, y/n–”
- “but don’t get too high on ur horse!!! im being nice just this once,
y’hear??? now go heckn,,, slay them”
A/N: I got this template from tenseoyong and I could not find the original creator to give proper credit to.
A = Announcement.- How do you tell him and the world that you’re expecting?
It would be the worst time for you both. He was away visiting family in japan the moment you found out and not to mention he’d be going on tour as soon as he came back. You were also at the prime of your career, just promoted and undergoing schooling again so you can get your master’s degree and get promoted once more. Neither of you had planned on having children for quite a while so you wanted to wait a while before telling him to get your brain wrapped around the situation.
B = Books.- Did he read the books?
He did not, since he had not been thinking of children yet.
C = Cuddles.- Who cuddles the baby more?
Even though the child was not planned, that didn’t mean you didn’t love them any less. You both shared a deep care for the child and held them close to you whenever you were around.
D = Daddy.- His reaction to being called Daddy and it setting in.)
He’d be mad at you and himself for getting you pregnant. He thought he should’ve been more careful and worn condoms every time, but the reason he didn’t was that you had said you were on birth control so he didn’t have to worry. No one expected you to forget your pill one time and for this to happen. You’d call him daddy first once you both were aware of the situation and he’d find it weird at first since he was actually going to be a father now.
E = Empty.- Who goes to the store when you guys run out of supplies?
It would be a while before you guys got used to another mouth to feed and another person to provide for. Budget cuts would have to happen in order for you guys to afford things for the baby. No more date nights to fancy restaurants or take-out when the two of you didn’t want to cook, the works. Yuta would be somehow really good at spotting deals or buying the most cost-efficient items so he’d go shopping while you cared for the baby.
F = Feeding time- Who does feeding time?
Yuta would be playing with the baby and suddenly they cry for no reason. He doesn’t know why but your mother instincts kick in and you take a bottle from the fridge and pick the baby up. Yuta’s amazed at how quickly you got the baby to stop crying and he tells you he’s gonna finish laundry while you have the baby calmed.
G = Grumpy baby. - Who is better at dealing with a grumpy baby?
You were since you always knew what they wanted and what needed to be done to get the baby to calm down.
H = How?- how many kids does he want?
Since the first one wasn’t planned, he’d like to keep away from more babies at first. After a bit of time goes by he gets a hardcore case of baby fever when his firstborn starts becoming more independent and he’d beg you for another baby. I think at most he’d want two after he sees how expensive kids are.
J = Jokes.- best dad joke?
Yuta: Why did the M&M go to school?
The kid: I’m stumped.
Yuta: Because he really wanted to be a Smartie!
K = Kisses.- His favorite place to kiss the baby.
He’d like kissing the baby’s tickle spots and hearing them giggle but let’s be honest everywhere is this kid’s tickle spot so he’s in for a life of laughter.
L = Little.- How he feels when he holds the baby for the first time.
He’d get really quiet all of a sudden and just stare at the baby. He felt like shit for being angry at first, how could he not want one of these in his life?! He would also make promises to the baby when the doctors leave and you are “asleep”
M = Mommy.- what does he call you?
He wouldn’t call you something like “momma” unless he was talking to you in the third person with the baby in the room but other times he’d call you “sweetie”
N = Nappies.- who deals with the really bad diapers?
Your mother’s intuition kicks in again before Yuta even notices the baby’s diaper is full and you would randomly take the baby from him with no explanation and just start changing them then and there.
O = Onesies- Who likes to dress the baby in ridiculous outfits?
Neither one of you would want to because it’s an “unnecessary expense” but if the outfit was a gift or a costume for Halloween you two would make a mini fashion show in your living room.
P = Pet names- names he calls the baby.
Idk any baby pet names in japanese but I guess the equivalent to “baby” or “precious”
Q = Questions.- How many questions does he ask the nurse?
He’d have plenty of questions, many he thought he should already know the answer to but didn’t, for the nurse and eventually the nurse would get annoyed and just give him pamphlets to parenting classes.
R = Rely- what is the biggest thing you rely on each other for?
You two were young and unexpectant parents who didn’t know exactly what you were doing so you guys would rely on each other for support and to always be there to help.
S = Sleep duty. - who gets up when it’s really late at night?
You guys, for the time being, would share a room with the baby. It was only until you guys could afford to move into a house that was bigger and with an extra room fort the baby to have to themselves. Whenever the baby woke up, so did the both of you. One would take care of the baby but the other would still be awake because of the noise.
T = Trepidation.- fears as a new parent.
He was afraid at first since he didn’t know what to do or how to raise a human from the ground up but his biggest fear would be not knowing what to do in an emergency if one were to occur.
U = Ultra sounds.- His reactions to the ultrasounds.
After hearing that you took three pregnancy tests and they all were positive he’d make you go to the doctor, clearly in denial. The doctor noticed Yuta’s behavior and brought out the ultrasound kit and started the process. The doctor pointed at the tiny blob on the screen, estimating that the pregnancy was about six to seven weeks in. He’d be in shock at first, happy on one hand but upset on the other. He wanted kids but not so soon. He wasn’t ready and knew you weren’t either. You two would have to get ready soon because this baby was coming whether you liked it or not.
V = Values.- what is the most important value he wants to teach your child.
He wants his baby to learn to protect themselves, knowing he wouldn’t be there forever to do it himself.
W = Water.- Who gives the babe the baths?
You probably would at first but Yuta would come in after the baby was already clean to play battleships or something and to get them ready for bed.
X = X-mas- what do you guys plan for the holidays?
Because the baby would be too young to go on planes family from abroad would come to your home, surprising you two. They came all of a sudden and with no warning so you two would have no time to prepare a meal or even to set up where they could stay. It’d be hecka stressful but eventually, the family would say they only wanted to see you two again and had worked out their own living arrangements for their visit, giving you two a fright for no reason.
Y = Yelling.- How many fights do the two of you get in?
Probably a lot. You guys would be super tense with the new addition and the stress of trying to do your best but not feeling like you guys were good enough that you’d take it out on each other. It would go on for a while but you guys always apologized first and agreed to work on it together because you guys did love each other with all of your hearts and wouldn’t change anything for the world.
Z = Zoo- How crazy is the house after the birth?
It was crazy after the birth. You’d be one of the mothers that got sick after the delivery so you’d be in bed as often as you could, getting up to run to the bathroom when you were about to feel sick. Yuta would not want the baby to get sick too so he’d keep you two away. It was only the first week after the birth so it wasn’t as bad as it could have been.
A silent sigh,a look at the door and he was all over the place.It had been a tough week at work,all the new contracts and people asking him for things made his head spin with the unpredictable weather,it was almost unbearable.
But he had him.
The way she smiled,how small dimples showed when she chuckled at him for a small joke and her small attempts to get her hair out of her face were all things he looked forward to in days like this.
She probably didn’t,he though to himself while wearing this jacket.
Unlike him,you were social and almost outgoing in your own circle.All this,the heavy panting and the mornings spent together was for one reason only at the start,relief and sex.
But as time passed you didn’t have that.It was more like a sweet morning with a person you cared about.He would cook you breakfast while you told him stories,about anything and everything you knew and he loved that,every damn second of it.
He wasn’t sure what he was to you.A fling,casual friend or a dear person,they were all the same for him at this moment as his head was full of the pressures of the world,his mind unable to process most stuff as he got into his car.
Being a CEO of a successful company,especially at a young age like him,meant danger.He was always careful around the people surrounding him,not knowing their intentions until they smiled after a night on his bed or at the sight of his signature on a piece of paper.
But he didn’t want that.
Almost all the people he met till this day wanted something from him,not for him.He was sick of all the attention most of the time,avoiding any kind of interaction at all costs because people were unpredictable,too many possibilities were there for him.
When you approached him the first day in the company and gave him a smile,he wasn’t sure of your intentions either.As an assistant,he thought you did your job with excellence and was sure you would want to sleep with him afterwards,which happened but it wasn’t the normal way of doing things.
You sat next to him that day during lunch as many avoided his gaze,fearing as he was a powerful man in the field.While you tried to get him to talk and only got very small answers,you didn’t give up like he thought you would.
After countless attempts to test you as he thought how badly does she wants to sleep with me that she’s being so nice?,you dodged all of them unlike he planned.He was usually met with a firm no and a small smile whenever he wanted to take you out on a dinner.
And this made things interesting for him.
For months and months,he chased your blurry figure.You would avoid him and only talk when necessary,give him a nod rather than talking and just be as quiet as possible.He would try to get under your skin,annoy you but meet with your sweet smile every time he attempted to do something.
And when you broke,it was a festival for him.
After a while,you couldn’t take it.His teasing looks and how he bit his lip made your eyes roll,in a good way.His stupid jokes and small laugh made you happy,the sweet smile he thought resembled hate was in fact your way of saying how adorable and dear he was.
While you walked into your apartment that day,a box waited for you on the counter.It had a big bow on it and was wrapped almost roughly.You smiled,knowing who it was.
“Enjoy it,my dear.”the note said as you read it,a small smile on your lips while opening the box full of different kinds of chocolate.You started eating them slowly,stuffing your face as tears made their ways to your eyes.
Did you really deserve him?
He was like a wounded bird who needed care and most of the time,you were getting all the attention.You weren’t sure if you were even a thing with him,but your heart wanted to take care of him,sing him lullabies when he was trying to sleep and hug him like you always did.
You found yourself calling him,a rush of panic all over your body.While you panted and a thousand thoughts passed your mind,you heard his low breath over the phone,sounding very tired as he drove.
“Hey,sweetheart.”he said over the phone,his tone low as he spoke.
“Hi.”you said,not knowing what to say as you did your best to avoid the words ‘I miss you,please come see me.’ come out of your mouth.
“Are you driving?”you said,praying that he would say yes.
“Yes.”he said with a curious tone as you kept talking.
“If you’re not busy for the rest of the night,would you want to come over?”you said,hating yourself for every word.
The thing is,this was awkward for the both of you.You didn’t see each other outside of work or small make-out sessions in his apartment.He was out of your reach most of time,especially when you wanted to call him and see him as much as you could.
“Uhm….”there was a long pause,bad sign.“I’m a little busy today.”he said,a grunt leaving his lips.
You made an understanding sound,soon ended the call with a rush in your heart.You knew you were nothing to someone like that,successful,rich and handsome.He could have anyone he wanted and it wasn’t like he wanted to be with you anyways,you said to yourself.
For the following next couple of hours,you watched the sunset while it painted the room orange,music playing in the background as your mind drifted away to him.The vision of his hands,his caramel skin and brown hair came before your eyes,making you smile at the sight as your heart fluttered.
After 2 hours,you found yourself eating all the chocolate an anything you found in the house as a relief,emotional eating as the tv played a show.You were wrapped in a blanket while watching the show,the comedy in it seeming plain to you as your heart was almost broken at this point.
And you slowly got into bed,the blankets feeling soft against your skin as the cotton caressed your whole body.A happy sigh left your lips while you smiled a little,about to fall asleep just when the bell rang.
You were almost scared of opening and you didn’t have anyone to call.After a couple minutes,you decided to call him as he was the only person in your mind.Touching the call button,you heard the phone ring on the other side of the door,the figure on the floor being him.
You slowly opened the room as he got up,bed hair and a long jacket on him as his white shirt complimented his dark skin,making your eyes spark at the process.You looked at him as he walked towards you.
His hand touched your waist as he kissed you slowly,no words said as his actions spoke.You felt yourself melt at the touch you missed so dearly as he picked you up and put on the bed slowly,undressing himself while you did your best to entertain him at the moment,caressing his body.
“Babe just kiss me please.”he said,sounding even more desperate than you thought.
While your lips mixed together,you felt yourself get lost in him.Your heart beat against his,your whole body getting hot as he got all over you,his kiss making you pant.
The rest of the night was filled with sweet words into your ear while he caressed you,small pants and grunts while the bed hit the wall.His slow movements as he hovered above you filled your vision while panting his name,a smile on his lips at the sight of you being his and his only.
When he made sure you were alright and comfortable,you smiled into the kiss he gave you.Just when you were about to finally sleep under the moonlight,he hugged you from behind and gave you one last kiss for the night.
While sleeping,somewhere along the line when you woke up at 4 am and your eyes didn’t quite open,you hoped to hear what you thought you heard,and that it wasn’t a product of your imagination as he kissed your shoulder and caressed your hair,his voice low under the black sky.
Laying her head down on the table in front of her, Kyunghwa ignores the stylist chiding her somewhere in the background, too tired to really care. She had already changed out of her stage clothes so there should be nothing for the stylists to yell at her for.
Stray Kids were at one of the many music shows that idols attend, promoting their latest comeback My Pace. Kyunghwa generally enjoyed performing, but doing it day after day, sometimes twice or three times in one day, took a lot out of her.
“You okay, berry?”
Turning her face to the direction of the voice without lifting it from the table, she sees Minho beside her.
Pouting, she replies, “No. I’m tired, oppa.”
Reaching a hand out, he begins rubbing her back gently in circles. “We’re done for today so we should be heading out soon. You can sleep on me on the way back to the dorms if you want.”
Kyunghwa nods, face rubbing against the table.
“Alright. Just stay here until we need to leave.”
Nodding again, Kyunghwa closes her eyes.
She must have dozed off because the next thing she remembers is being gently set in the van. Blinking, she looks around and sees the Minho is to one side of her, against the window, and Hyunjin is to the other side, presumably the one who had carried her out to the van.
“You guys should have woke me.” She murmurs, rubbing at her eye.
Pulling her hand away from her face, which probably still had makeup on it, Minho replies, “It’s okay. You said you were tired and Hyunjinnie needed the workout.”
Hyunjin must do something in response that Kyunghwa doesn’t see because Minho chuckles moments later, not that she really cares to find out. She’s just that tired that nothing else matters right now.
“Can I go back to sleep now?”
Minho pulls her to where her head is leaning against his shoulder. “Of course.” He then begins playing with her hair, running his fingers through it and gently scraping her scalp with his fingers.
The action lulls her to sleep with one hand twisted in his jacket and one leg curled up over his.
“How is that comfortable?” She hears right before she passes out.
“Can your heart be mine?” I say and easily, almost weightlessly, touch your face with my hand.
“What are you talking about, dear?” - you turn and look at me in amazement, trying to understand what I’m talking about.
“I want you to belong to me,” I do not pronounce it the way I want, because I feel like you’re moving a little.
“I agree,” you say and laugh giggly, and I do not immediately realize that I said it out loud.
“I know everything you went through when you were right next to me. I could say that I am not worthy of your love, but I can not. You trust me, show yourself real, understand me half the word, scold for some oversights, which, at times, are not significant. You do not turn away from me when I say not what should be. When I scream at you, you silently endure, cursing me in your head. You say what you like, and what makes the blood run cold. I will tell no lies, as long as you look me in the eyes. I’ll go wherever you are, I’ll follow behind. I will always support in any circumstances. You have added a new chapter to my life book, which will only become more time after time” I end my speech and look at you.
I notice grains of tears that roll down your face. You silently stretch out your hand and take mine, tightly squeezing. And I understand that I made the right choice. I understand that I am ready to go all the way holding your hand.