description: relationships are harder if only one person is doing the loving.
The first time it happened, the guilt felt worse than the embarrassment.
A streak of heat burned on your soft cheeks. The cold air coming in from his open window prickled at your skin in its wake, the breeze tickling the crook of your neck as you sat at the edge of the bed, fingers digging into his silk duvet and eyes permanently fixated on the grey walls behind him.
Even amidst the bustle of city life below, his laboured breathing was heard too loudly, the rise and fall echoing around the room, filling up all of your senses before he took a minute to cool down. You watched him stare in your direction from the corner of your eyes for longer than he’s ever done before, but you couldn’t make yourself look. There was something too comforting about those walls.
The second time you uttered those words, a spark of confidence caused you to tear your gaze away from the grey and follow the brown of his orbs instead.
He met your eyes instantly, but you were the first to look away, pupils darting back towards the plain walls, unable to handle the intensity his eyes were portraying. Words weren’t needed to describe the bout of emotions etched across every inch of his pale skin. The tears that trickled down both cheeks had already said enough.
Your words scraped against his skin like a match, and his tears were nothing short of gasoline. The flames were growing bigger, and you had no idea how to put them out.
The third time was by far the worst. The sob that bounced off every single wall of the dimly lit room caused your own breathing to hitch. The noise reverberated through the air like broken waves crashing at the surface of the sea. But he couldn’t swim and you knew it. So you let him drown.
The ongoing silence was broken now, a string of desperate words escaping from his lips as he inched closer towards you. At a closer distance, the mess your words had made was seen all too well. His right hand shook with such intensity, by instinct you found your own weak fingers reaching for them. He watched you in disbelief, eyes wider than you’ve ever seen them, before he hastily moved his arm away from your own. A bitter laugh resonated throughout the room.
Suddenly, the grey walls looked too bright for your liking.
The fourth time was a mistake. But he wanted to hear it again.
He was angry now. Mocking your speech in between his sour laughs. You watched as he moved towards your porcelain figure, any hint of hesitation from before already gone with the wind. His gaze burned your skin the closer he moved. The hand that he didn’t let you hold was now making way towards your face, before gripping your cheeks with full force. A small gasp escaped your lips but died as quick as it came as the feeling of soft, wet lips were strained on your own. Your eyes widened in shock, confused at his sudden actions.
Balled into fists, both of your hands hastily moved towards his chest, pushing him away with all the strength you could muster. He pulled back, looking away. You watched as he wiped his lips with the back of his sleeves in disgust.
You could still taste the salt from his tears on the tip of your tongue.
The fifth time you confessed, he wasn’t the one crying anymore.
“One last time. Say it.”
“Just fucking do it.”
Slowly, you looked up, blinking back fresh tears that formed from his harsh words. He was looking away now, finding fascination in the grey walls you knew all too well. You hesitated for a second, forcing yourself to sit upright before you whispered the words that have been swarming around the room the whole night.
Drabble: ”Just got my wisdom teeth taken out so on behalf of that experience 😆 I’d like to request a scenario/Drabble/imagine (same anon who couldn’t tell the difference lol) with NCT’s Johnny where he’s taking you home after your surgery and you start professing your love for him forgetting he’s your boyfriend while under the effect of laughing gas 😂”
Pairing: Seo Youngho/Johnny x Reader
Word Count: 509
Genre: Humor, slight fluff
“Y/n no, you need to sit back.”
“But why?” You fell back sleepily against the passenger seat with a puffy pout on your swollen face, your head lolling to the side as you tried to get a better look at Johnny. “I just wanna cuddle you.” You told him, tears suddenly brimming your eyes before steaming down your cheeks. “Why won’t my crush let me cuddle him?!”
Johnny couldn’t help the snort that came from him as he rolled his eyes, and he turned his head to look at your emotional state before placing one hand gently on your forearm. “Y/n, baby, just relax.” He told you, giving you a soft smile as he gave your arm a squeeze, but when you suddenly yanked your arm from out of his grasp so you could sit up, he pursed his lips together. “The nurses said to put an ice-pack on your jaw when we get home, so you need to stop talking or it’ll make the pain worse.”
“I can’t stop taking Johnny!” Your words were slurred together a bit, the gauze shoved firmly against your new wounds creating a barrier in your speech. You pressed one hand firmly against the arm rest as you tried to rolled down the cars window with the other, but you soon became frustrated when it wasn’t working, as Johnny had locked the windows beforehand. You let out a tired groan as you sat up in the seat, and you crossed your arms over your chest as you jutted your lips out in another pout. “The world has to know how much I love Johnny Seo!”
“Johnny loves you too y/n.” By now a large grin was pulling up Johnny’s lips, and he was on the verge of pulling out his phone to video your laughing-gas act, but he knew better than to do that while he was driving. He kept one hand firmly on the wheel as he reached out to grab your hand with the other, and almost as soon as his fingers wrapped around yours, you fell back on to the seat with a loopy grin on your face. “But please tell the world after we get home and the swelling has gone down—“
Johnny was cut off when you let out a loud laugh before hurriedly bringing his hand to your lips, and you sloppily placed an open-mouthed kiss to the back of his hand before letting your head fall against the headrest. Johnny couldn’t help but cringe when he felt your tongue messily scrap against his hand, but he knew that you literally could not feel anything in your mouth right now, so he really couldn’t put it against you. “I love you Johnny, and I hope that you know how much I love you so much.” A giggle fell past your numb lips as you gave his hand a big squeeze, a lopsided grin on your lips as you closed your eyes. “I really do.”
♥ Be buys you Japanese candy whenever he visits family and you can’t tag along
♥ So many plushies you have now thanks to him
♥ He smells like vanilla so he’s just so calming to sleep next to oml
♥ When you fall asleep next to him while you two are hanging out he carries you to bed
♥ Can be a bit over barring but it’s only for your own safety; like he really just cares a lot for your health so if you even cough you’re staying home from work
♥ You’re more likely to get some hate from fans from Korea AND Japan so it’s just more to look out for
♥ There are different opinions between you guys and he’ll defend his views and respect yours as well but this might cause some disagreement in the relationship
♥ He’d want you to learn some Japanese so this is really a con if you are unwilling to learn it and study it hard; really he just wants to feel closer to you and he’ll want to learn your mother tongue as well
♥ Deadass he’ll eat your food you were saving for when you get home and he won’t even feel bad a bout it but he’ll make it up to you by buying food for you next time
I accidentally deleted this so I’m posting it again. Sorry!
Summary: As YG debuts another girl group, one member catches the leader of NCT’s attention. Being in two different labels, it’s hard to keep everything a secret from the whole world.
Practicing for their comeback, Taeyong stays in the practice room late at night to perfect the dance routine. It’s past midnight by the time he leaves the practice room. Hungry, he goes out to buy himself a snack. As he texts the other members that he’ll come back soon. Distracted by his phone, he doesn’t realize that he bumped into someone walking out of the convenience store.
After losing three rounds of rock, paper, scissors, Y/N was chosen to go buy everyone snacks after practicing so late. Wanting to explore the city, Y/N took the long way to get to her favorite convenience store. After grabbing a handful of snacks and drinks, she paid for everything and left, but as soon as she walked out, she bumped into someone.
She quickly apologized, bowing her head many times, but they never noticed and continued walking inside the convenience store.
“Well that was rude of them. They didn’t even apologize.” Noticing that they dropped some money on the ground, she picked it up and walked back inside to give it back to the stranger.
“Excuse me sir, I think you dropped this when we bumped into each other.”
Checking his pockets to find his money not there anymore, he thanked the stranger and apologized for bumping into them earlier and not realizing it. “Thanks, and I’m sorry for not apologizing earlier. I was in the middle of texting my friends.”
Noticing who she was talking to, she turned pink and attempted to remain calm. “I should probably go now. Have a nice night!” With that, Y/N quickly walked out of the store and ran back to the practice room with a huge blush on her face.
As Taeyong continued buying his snacks he wondered if the stranger recognized him. He wasn’t wearing a mask like he usually does and he wasn’t wearing any flashy clothing that stood out to other people. His face was pretty recognizable, but he assumed that they weren’t a fan of the group. What he did know was that the girl was pretty cute. He smiled to himself all the way back to the dorm and then realized that he never got her name.
Back at practice room, three girls were screaming and yelling from excitement. “You met the leader of NCT?!” Minjoo was shaking the maknae of the group in with pure excitement.
“No wonder she came back looking like a tomato. She met her celebrity crush.” Hyojin teased. “You’re lucky that no one saw you or else we’ll be caught up in a scandal before we even start.
“As long as she didn’t forget our snacks, I’m pretty content with what happend.” Hana drank from her water bottle and grabbed a piece of bread from the bag. “Bread never tasted so good. I’m so hungry.
“Who cares, tell us what happened at the store!”
“Well, it started when we bumped into each other as I was walking out…”
At the NCT 127 dorm, the members were staring at Taeyong as he smiled to himself.
“I wondered what happened to him from the time he left the practice room to getting his snacks.” Johnny was poking said leader in curiosity.
As Jaehyun watched their leader looking dazed he spoke out loud, “He’s never like this when he comes back. He usually looks tired and he’s always grumpy.”
As Haechan tugged at Taeyong’s hair, Taeyong snapped out of his thoughts. “What are you guys doing? Why are you staring at me like that?”
Mark showed him a picture he took not too long ago and said, “you were in your own little world and you’ve been smiling to yourself for the past five minutes since you came back.”
Haechan jumped from excitement. “Spill the tea, Hyung!”
“Tea? We are not spilling tea.”
“I think he means gossip, Taeyong.”
“Oh, it’s nothing serious. I just went to the store to buy snacks before coming back here.”
Yuta looked at Taeyong carefully, observing him. “Well something happened at the convenience store. Did you happen to meet a girl?”
Taeyong’s ears became red when Yuta mentioned a girl. “I guess you could say that, but I have to focus on the comeback. That’s what’s important right now.”
Everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at each other and then to their leader.
and when you smile, my heart bursts into a thousand pieces
Pairing: Oc x Felix
Story: Alex always had a
crush on her best friend Felix, absolutely sure about the fact that
he wasn’t interested in her at all but this suddenly changes when her
bestfriend gets way too jealous when another guy got involved.
Genre: romance, friends
Okay, after a very long hiatus I’m finally back at writing and I
wrote this cute piece for my lovely wifey @mywigism-i-a ♥ I really hope
you’ll enjoy this! It’s not my best work but I’m glad I finished it
and I’m pretty sure to write more in the future, hehe. Thank you for
being such a lovely friend, I’m so glad to have you.♥
I’m sorry for any language mistake, I’m not a native speaker. ♥
Alex would always remember the first
day she met Felix. She remembered how lost she was, surrounded by
strangers, getting all kinds of stares due to her appearence. She
felt anxiety running through her veins, as she resisted the urge to
run away and hide in a storeroom where nobody would ever find her.
But she fought for a place to study at her university. It always was
her dream to study at one of the best colleges possible and due to
her talent for languages it felt like a dream came true, when she got
the acceptance letter from one of the most renowned medical schools
in South Korea.
She was overwhelmed with happiness but
as lucky as she was, she was afraid. Afraid of being alone in a
country she only visited twice before, without any family or friends
near her but she wanted to take that risk, she needed to get out of
her town. Far away from everything. So she studied as hard as
possible, taking different jobs to finance college and did the very
utmost at least.
But she felt a huge wave of regret when
she stood in the big hallway, pressing her bag onto her chest to get
at least a bit feeling of security in this mass of people. The
building was huge and looked expensive, it was intimidating to her.
But not as daunting as all these people. She had to admit that she
underestimated this situation but there was no chance of going back
now. Alex paid a ton of money to be able to study at this exact
University so she wouldn’t give up so easily, even when it was hard
and the urge to simply run away grew deeper with every breath she
And then she met him. He looked young
and kind of lost. Just like her. She remembered how he smiled at her
cheerfully. „You look pretty lost.“,
he said, with a way too deep voice for
that soft face. But she was more than just happy as he talked in
English with her, which soothed her nerves immediately.
„Well, it’s the first day. There are
so many people and I feel like everyone’s staring at me.“, she
sighed deeply, shrugging her shoulders. The guy smiled again, showing
his beautiful bright teeths and nodded. „They probably are because
of your looks.“
She knew that he didn’t mean it in a
bad way – he meant it as a compliment but Alex only sighed.
„Oh, I mean that as a compliment.“,
he assured and laughed a bit, brushing his hair out of his face. She
examined his features, his face looked soft a little childish but
that was charming in a way. His hair was brown and a few strains fell
in his forehead, forcing him to brush them away every few seconds.
Alex noticed his snub nose and lots of beautiful freckles around it.
She wasn’t sure if it was just this absurd moment or her anxietz
which made her heart beat faster.
guess.“, she answered silently and grinned.
„So what’s your name?
I’m Felix.“, her big brown eyes widened in surprise by his
„My name’s Alex.“, she
answered as Felix chuckled a little bit by her astonishment.
„I’m actually from
Australia, if that’s what you wanted to ask next. What about you?“,
her heart warmed about his frankness and let a warm feeling running
through her veins which calmed her nerves.
„That sounds pretty
interesting. I’m from the US and I don’t really know how I got here,
to be honest.“, she laughed lightly and started playing with her
„I guess now that we
both know each other we could watch a movie together sometimes?“,
he asked her smilingly.
This was now one year ago
and Felix and her were still friends. She might even called him her
best friend but that was probably because she didn’t make any other
good friends besides him. It was a very tough year. Alex was always
busy learning stuff and getting more and more nervous about the
different exams where failing wasn’t an option, because it would
result in leaving the school and that was simply not acceptable.
She sighed deeply,
letting her head fall on her neck as she stared at the ceiling of her
room. The book she was reading in was probably heavier than herself
and the words where actually written so small that she honestly
thought of buying glasses. But that wouldn’t probably help her
understanding anything about Anatomy or Infectiology which was the
most boring topic ever in her opinion. How do they expect her to know
every single bone
a human has or every disease and its treatmeant off the top of her
rubbed her eyes, which got pretty heavy already even when it was only
8pm but the lack of sleep and level of exhaustion pulled on her
stamina. Alex tapped with her fintertips on the surface of the ugly
wooden table which was nearly completely disappearing under the
massive book. She propped her head on her hand and browsed through
the book, pretending to read something but all she saw where the
letters rushing in front of her eyes as she was unable to focus
knock on her door let her flinch in the uncomfortable plastic chair.
„It’s open.“, she yelled already sure about who would enter her
room. Her body stiffened and she tried to fix her messy hair fatsly
with her hands when Felix entered her small room, with a bright smile
on his lips which immediately made her heart melt.
wasn’t like she didn’t try to fight it. Oh and how she fought against
it. Against this warm feeling which appeared at even the slightest
thought of him and how he gace her goosebumps when he talked with his
deep voice but the most fatal part of him where his smile. It was
absolutely impossible for her to keep a clear head when this absurd
bright and catching smile appeared on his face
was ridiculous. She knew it was, she sighed and closed her
eyes for a short second, trying to collect her dazzling thoughts
which kept her heartbeat racing.
are you doing?“, he asked casually after closing the door behind
him, lightly moving through her small room. „Anatomy and
infectiology.“, she mumbled bored.
let out a deep groan and her hair stood up in her neck immediately.
She cleared her throat and closed the book on her desk. „I thought
we might do something more fun today.“, Felix said while casually
taking a seat on her bed like it’s the most common thing to do.
what do you insist? A movie?“, she asked while carefully stroking
her thick brown hair behind her ear. Watching a movie was the best
thing for her to do, because they had to scooch together to fit on
her bed together but her heart sank when he shrugged his head
I mean something really funny.“, Alex clicked her tongue and
folded her arms in front of her chest, cocking her head. „So
watching a movie with me isn’t fun? Well, thanks.“,
expression changed and he wildely waved his arms in the air fully in
shock. „Nono, that’s not what I meant! It is fun – really fun,
but I -“, Alex laughed out as she feared him of hyperventilating
just kidding.“, she chuckled and Felix exhaled deeply, holding one
hand on his heart theatrically. She smiled softly. He was a unique
kind of guy. His behaviour was always honest and precious but he
defintely tend to overreact in a dramatic way but she thought of it
as kinda charming. He didn’t even know how charming he
actually was – at least in her eyes.
she had the thought of him noticing her feelings but she tried to
ignore it. It would destroy their friendship and she wasn’t really in
the position to lose a friend in relation of her having literally no
friends around here.
knew that her small, childish crush on someone as extroverted and
charming as Felix was just pure imagination. Other than her he
actually had friends and was overall pretty popular not only because
of his prettiness but also due to his soft looks and origin. Even
though his outer appearence was pretty Asian he was an Australian to
the bone which was another charming point about him. Especially girls
loved to listen to his stories about living there with all the
beautiful beaches and the different culture.
do you want to tell me your plans now?“, Alex digged deeper to
finally get an acceptable answer as she narrowed her eyebrows at him.
go to this party today.“, he said with a cheerful smile on his
face, clapping his hands in excitement.
nearly choked on her own spit as she shook her head heavily. „I
hate parties, Felix. You know that.“, her best friend pouted and
looked at her like a sad puppy. „Stop looking at me like that, it
won’t work.“, she yelled at him and covered her eyes with her hands
to escape his begging.
Alex. Come on, this one time okay? Maybe you find new friends.“, he
said and this time Alex moaned while she fought with herself. „I
don’t need new friends.“,
you do. But not super friends who would beat me, though.“, he heard
Felix reverberated laugh and instantly melted into a puddle.
could ever beat you.“, she sighed quietly, squeezing her eyes for a
second before taking her hands down. „Okay, we can go. But let me
change first and put on some Make Up.“,
don’t need Make Up.“, he said lightly and laid down on her bed,
knowing the fact that it would take her at least an hour until she
was finished. She waved his comment aside not actively acknowledgeing
his implied compliment.
a certain amount of time passed by and Felix nearly fell asleep Alex
came out of her small bathroom and looked not very pleasently. „I
think I messed up the eyeshadow urgh“, she groaned and
checked her work again in the mirror.
it looks great, really.“, Felix said, rubbing his tired eyes. She
smiled slightly and moved over to her closet.
had no idea what to wear to a party, especially because Felix looked
completely casual in his clothes. But he had a good sense of style
anyway so she only sighed and observed her clothes, until she picked
out a new shirt and a black shorts. She peered to Felix whose eyes
where already half way closed again and stumbled for a second. Alex
had the urge to punch herself in the face after thinking about how
cute and peacful he looked, with his perfect pink lips which she
really wanted to kiss just for a short second.
sneaked in her bathroom again to put on her clothes. She exmained
herself in the small, round mirror above her sink and plucked on the
fabric around her cleavage. It showed a bit of her curves which she
actually liked but she was unsure about it considering that this
country was way more narrow-minded as her home. But on the other hand
it was a party and she was pretty sure that some girls were trying to
show much more of their skin to show off.
Felix, if you’re that tired we can stay home and sleep.“, she said
as she poked his arm carefully. He mumbled something inaudible for
her and rubbed his eyes slowly until his gaze fell on her and he
you want to go like this?“, he asked as he slowly piled up and
stared at her.
mind filled up with anxiety. Did she look hideous? Did these clothes
made her look fat or ugly? She bit her lower lip and looked away. „I
can change.“, she stuttered and moved to her closet again.
I mean you – just.“, that was probably the first time she saw
Felix splutter since she knew him. „It’s um – you look pretty. I
mean, not only that – nevermind.“ he lowered his gaze and cleared
his throat after running through his brown hair. She was confused
about his behaviour, staring at her open closet.
me change then.“, she said again, oppressing another deep sigh.
„No, really, you don’t need to.“, Felix answered fastly grabbing
her hand and pressing it to cheer her up.
took a breath to calm her nerves and freed her hand quickly because
this simple yet steady touch let her mind went completely blank,
while her legs wouldn’t stop shaking.
closed the door again and fumbled on her shirt again to abstract
herself. „I didn’t mean it like that. You really look great.
Really, I promise.“ he said, swearing with his fingers and smiled
brightly which made Alex’ heartbeat increase even more that she was
scared of having an actual heartattack.
another long discussion if they should go or not Alex was defeated by
her friend, who didn’t stop babbling into her ear to get on her
nerves so she would finally say yes.
want to go home and sleep.“, she nagged as they walked towards the
building in which the party was when loud beats were already
noticeable on the outside. A few students were standing in front if
it to either smoke or chat together when Felix was already recognized
by them as they greeted him welcoming while Alex only waved quickly
and managed to smile slightly.
a small chat of something she didn’t even remember Felix and her got
inside and she had the feeling like the hot, sweaty air was trying to
suffocate her. „Don’t make such a face, enjoy yourself.“, she
heard Felix deep voice next to her ear as he leaned further towards
her so she could understand him due to the heavy bass of the music.
rolled her eyes as she examined the dark room and it’s people. It was
crowded and she could barely see something except the dazzling,
flashing lights in different colours. She took a deep breath as she
searched for the bar. She defintely needed something to drink which
you want to drink something?“, she screamed in Felix’ ear as he
tried to get a view himself.
but let me say hello to some friends first, you can come with me.“,
he suggested with a soft smile but Alex shook her head heavily. „I’ll
wait at the bar.“, before he could answer anything she wiggled
herself through some students which she ignored, even when she felt
like most of them were staring at her again. But that was probably
just her imagination.
sighed slightly when she ordered a cocktail as she took a seat at the
next free bar stool.
I buy you something?“, a voice appeared next to her and she
flinched. At first she thought it was Felix but she didn’t know the
guy who smiled at her. Alex was a bit shocked, not expecting anyone
to talk to her but she nodded and rejoined his charming smile.
the seat taken?“, he asked, pointing at the bar stool next to her
which she negated. She looked at the strange guy and noticed that he
wasn’t bad looking. He was taller than her, maybe just a bit – and
had very pretty brown hair, falling into his forehead playfully as he
ordered a drink for himself.
Jisung.“, he introduced himself smoothly.
nice to meet you.“, she answered while nipping on her drink slowly.
She noticed his charming smile which appeared on his face as he
started to ask her where she’d come from and what she was studying.
„It’s my second year already.“, she said while chuckling lightly.
wow that’s amazing. I’m in my first year.“, he answered. He didn’t
look very young but that was probably up to the dark light. At first
she didn’t noticed how Jisung moved closer to her with every second
passed by when his face was dangerously close to hers while he tried
to speak as close to her ear as possible which made her blush
wasn’t used to be noticed by such attractive guys and was probably a
mess at flirting but it felt good. Even though it was just plain,
trivial smalltalk but she could feel that he was genuinely
interested in her – or at least that’s what she thought. It felt
good to talk to someone – especially a pretty guy – who wasn’t
rejecting her feelings. She enjoyed his breath stroking on her ear
and cheek as he talked with a lowered voice which gave her small
really look stunning, do you know that?“, he said while chukling.
Alex smiled, feeling how her cheeks turned in a soft red. It was such
a good feeling to hear someone complimenting her, especially when she
took over an hour to get ready and of course after Felix’ strange
reaction to her appearence which still kinda hurt in her chest but
she shook the thought of him away. He wasn’t interested in her at all
so she had to move on and look for someone who actually was
interested in her as more than just a friend, even when the thought
of it let her heart ache.
you seem to be pretty smart, too. It’s rare to meet a beautiful girl
which is also intelligent and cute like you.“, he whispered in her
ear as she felt his hand slowly appearing on her upper arm where his
slender fingers drew small circles.
I could give that all back to you. I really enjoy talking to you.“,
she said, taking another sip of her drink, feeling his slow breath
again which made her temperature rise this time. It was a long time
ago the last time she flirted with someone or even met someone, she
didn’t even exactly remember.
about another drink?“, he offered as he saw Alex’ empty glass on
the desk. She wasn’t sure if becoming drunk with a stranger was the
best idea but maybe it was exaclty what she needed at this specific
me.“, she flinched as she heard a familar voice behind her and
turned around just to look at Felix who seemed to be in a bad mood
all of a sudden. She rolled her eyes and locked her eyes with his.
I’m talking to someone.“, she said while trying to introduce Jisung
to him, which didn’t seem to be interesting for him in any way as
Felix just ignored him and stared at her.
go home, okay? I want to watch a movie.“, he said, his arms folded
in front of his chest.
blinked at him, visibly confused. „Go home, then.“, she said
shaking her head. „Not without you.“, he answered harshly while
staring at Jisung. „I’m pretty busy, as you might have noticed.“,
Alex answered now feeling annoyed by him. He even left her alone a
while ago and now he wanted to go home in the exact moment she was
about to have some actual fun.
that your boyfriend?“, she heard Jisung asking who was already
standing up. „No! No, god, he isn’t my boyfriend.“, she stuttered
but she’s going home with me now, so go and try it on another girl,
okay?“, Felix voice wasn’t joking or nice, it was pretty much the
opposite. He sounded cold and even a little bit angry, which was very
strange for him.
tried to say something to make the other guy stay but he just rolled
his eyes and walked away without saying any other word. No goodybe or
exchanging numbers. She groaned loudly and stared at Felix. „What
was that all about? Now he’s gone, thank you Felix.“
felt his hand grabbing her wrist as she tried to go away as well.
„What?“, she asked annoyed. She didn’t understand his childish
behaviour, nor his sudden bad mood and she really tried to ignore it
but it was impossible. His stare was way too intense for her to
resist, as her heart started to beat faster as always when he touched
let’s go home. But only if you tell me what all this was about,
okay?“, she sighed deeply and brushed her hair behind her ear.
Felix didn’t bother to answer her, he only dragged her behind him
through the building, while trying not to bump into any other
students until they finally reached the exit and cold, fresh air hit
took a deep breath and looked up to the clear nightsky. „Would you
mind letting go of my wrist now?“, she asked Felix, whose grip was
tighter than expected.
sorry.“, he mumbled while looking on the ground, finally letting go
of her wrist. „Okay, now, talk. You scared him so much that he just
walked away.“, she nagged and folded her arms.
you actually think that he was interested in anything else than ..
that?“, he asked furiously, glaring at her.
understood what he meant and felt her cheeks blushing. „Even if
that is true, why do you care? You said I should meet new people.“,
I said new people not having a one night stand with some stranger.“,
he fizzed, still staring at her which made her start to feel
don’t get why you’re being such a brat now. Seriously, just mind your
own buisness and let me handle mine.“, she had to look down, not
able to think straight. Something was different, it was a strange
atmosphere coming up between the two of them which filled her body
really was furious about her but she didn’t quite understand why but
it was an awful feeling to know that he was angry at her, nearly
yelling because of something she probably had done.
can’t.“, he answered quielty, changing his position. „You can’t
what? Can you please be more specific? I seriously don’t know what
you’re talking about.“, and that wasn’t a lie. She had really no
just .. I mean -“, he scoffed, ruffling his hair nervously. „I
couldn’t handle it. I mean he touched you, okay?“, his voice
sounded like it was about to break as he groaned loudly in despair.
does it matter to you?“, she asked hesitateing, while a small
thought slowly found its way into her head but Felix remained silent.
He was seemingly fighting with himself, unsure about what to say or
are you so angry at me?“, she asked calmly while trying to sort her
thoughts which ran through her mind uncontrollably.
am not angry at you.“, he finally answered while taking a step
towards her. „I’m angry at him and at myself.“, he added quietly
as the atmosphere changed. It changed into something differnt, much
more powerful and clearer, even though Alex’ mind wasn’t ready to say
it by now. There was only one scenario which would lead to a logicial
explanation of his sudden behaviour and as closer he came to her, as
precisely were her thoughts becoming.
was jealous, okay? I had a feeling when you came out in your outfit
it is, you look breathtaking. I mean, it’s just -“, he suddenly
stopped and grabbed Alex’ hands, pressing them softly. „When I saw
this guy talking to you in such a way, I just saw red, you know?“,
looked Felix in his dark eyes and saw a small smile appear on his
face. „You’re my best friend, Alex. I mean you’re always there for
me and we can talk about anything. It’s just – why is this so
hard?“, he whispered full of despair and fear.
just – I can’t keep a clear head when you look at me with these
big, brown eyes it’s impossible.“, he said, his voice barely to
hear. „And then you look like an angel and this guy dared to touch
you, when I want to be the only one touching you.“,
voice broke as he slowly stroked her cheek with his fingers, letting
them run through her dark hair, softly wandering down her arms, back
to her face. She was unable to move, unable to breathe, unable to
think a single word. All that she could feel was the warmth which
felt like it would drown her, paired with the hot electricity his
soft touches left on her bare skin.
opened her mouth slightly, looking at this perfect pink lips before
she locked her gaze with his again. His gaze felt like it was
hypnotising her, completely being under his spell, as she decided to
move her head closer, just to give him a signal as her mind nearly
just a second passing but it felt like an eternity, this moment just
before their lips finally met each other, was a memory she would
always keep like a treasure in her head. It felt like a drum roll,
which let her heartbeat increase, her mind slowly going blank, waving
all the different thoughts away, leaving nothing but warmth and
affection, where all she could think about was him. The guy she
always wanted, the guy who made her heart melt with every smile, the
guy who was able to let her forget how to breathe just by the thought
lips were soft, way softer than she expected even though she dreamed
about this exact moment a thousand times. The way he carefully cupped
her head with his hands the first seconds, before he slowly peeled
away, just a centimeter to look at her eyes. She opended them just a
short amount of time, trying to give him the most affectionate look
she could, filling it with all the feelings she beared down over all
these months, before he smiled softly, carefully pressing his lips on
hands charily careessing her cheek before wandering down her neck and
her arms until he wrapped them securely around her waist to press her
closer to himself, while deepening the kiss.
heart was bursting in her chest as she felt she sudden explosion of
everything she ever felt for him, becoming butterflies filling up her
whole body, while having goosebumps and completely loose herself in
legs started shaking slightly as she had the feeling of becoming a
big puddle right at this moment, when their lips connected over and
over again, like two magnets who couldn’t be without each other. It
just felt so right , like this was the exact right place for
her to be with the absolut right person in front of her, kissing her
felt like they were in their own small world, where nobody else
exists besides them. Where the time just stood still, ignoring
everything else around them. It was just them, being completely
fallen into the kiss, the touches, the nearness. All these things
which seemed to be just a a very far away dream, a dream which
finally became true in an even better way. She would’ve never
imagined it to be that beautiful, in none of her dreams.
slowly peeled away again, this time far enough to take a clear look
at her face, which was probably bright red as she tried to look away.
was kinda unexpected.“, she mumbled quietly, as he still had his
arms wrapped around her waist, without making any sign of letting her
go. The biggest smile she ever saw on him appeared on his face, which
made her heart explode again. His expression got coy, even a bit shy
when he put his arms down hesitantly, brushing his hair out of his
face a few times.
crazy about you, do you know that, Alex?“, he said while chuckling,
staring at the sky for a short while before locking his gaze with
hers again. „Now I do.“, she answered with a soft smile, reaching
out for his hand, which he gave her happily.
do you still want to watch a movie?“, she asked the boy next to
her, filled with a happiness she never felt that strong before in her
life. All her fears and negative thoughts fell down and she had the
feeling do be able to actually breathe in a very long time and with
every breath she took her thoughts burned deeper and deeper in her
head. The thoughts of something which would lead to something much
bigger and even more beautiful than it already was. It felt like
nothing could reach her now, with him by her side. Nothing could
destroy this wonderful feeling, which filled her whole body.
∆ Jeon Jungkook had been your best friend ever since you were little. Three years with no contact, and things have changed.
∆ Jungkook x reader
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∆ y'all this has been maybe the easiest scenario for me to write in the past few months. I’ve had this idea ever since this song came out by Troye sivan and ariana grande it’s so good 10/10 would recommend~
When you left for abroad, Jeon Jungkook was a gangly, awkward boy with too much leg and not enough common sense. He had hair the colour of tar and skin that closely resembled the colour of your dining room table. There was a dash of a scar on his cheek from a petty argument with his brother and his teenage acne was at its peak. That was your best friend.
From the ripe age of five years old, Jungkook and you had been two peas in a pod. He was quiet and liked cars and you were quiet and liked action figures, and something in your undeveloped brains clicked. His house, which sat just next to yours and looked almost identical, was your home away from your home-that-was-less-than-a-yard-away. Your toys often found a home in his back yard and it was a common occurence to find your hair ties in his room – but it was the foundation of a beautiful friendship, and from there, you were never very far from each other.