kook of the week

Paint me a future

pairing: jikook

length: oneshot, 3.2k

genre: domestic fluff, mentions of officer!kook

summary: Waking up to Jeon Jungkook every morning was everything Jimin could have asked for in life. Having police officer for a husband was fun especially when he gets to play around with his uniform.

Having Park Jimin in Jungkook’s life was as perfect as it gets.

Except for when said husband likes to scare the life out of him by asking important questions rather casually while doing tasks such as re-painting their guest room.

Crossposted to Ao3

Jikook Fluff Week Day One: Domestic Sunday

He wakes to the smell of linen.

Not a particularly sharp scent, and definitely by no means overwhelming. It was a comforting one that enticed him to burrow his face deep into the juncture between his pillows and get lost for days. He presses further against his surroundings, letting his hands grip the bed below him and adjust slightly with a soft sigh escaping from his lips. Jimin had forgotten that he had washed the sheets the day before, leaving him with a relaxed aura of cleanliness. The soft fabric cradles his skin, wrapping him in a blanket of warmth and filling his brain with pictures of soft tufts of cotton and silky threads.

He also wakes to an incredible amount of body heat and what felt like a pair of lips pressing to his cheeks.

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|Sugakookie fanfiction thread

MY FAV FICS…theres a lot


Title:One Thing
Writer:darling
FLUFF / FIRST DATE
~This is actually so fkn beautiful 

Title:Kiss and cry
Writer: darling
FLUFF/AU 
omfg just..i loved this so much

Title:Future tense
Writer:maxx
ORPHANAGE/GROWING UP TOGETHER/FIRST TIME
i cried~fucking amazingly beautiful like u need to read this

Title:Folie à deux
Writer:everita
INCEST
i read this 3 times..its very well written..its amazing

Title:罪人 (for i have sinned)
Writer:minyocngi
AU PRIESTS/SMUT
um im going to hell but holy shit this was good

Title:Twenty first century boy  
Writer:xiajin
FLUFF/AU COLLEGE-UNI/GENDERFLUIDITY/ARTISTKOOK MUSICIANYOON
xiajin is an amazing writer and this work has a really good message…also if you are against this kind of stuff you can fuck off my blog immediately

Title:Bergen,4:30am 
Writer:bellamees
FLUFF/SMUTSMUTSMUT/TOPYOON BOTTOMKOOK
bellamees writes the best smut holy fuck

Title:Black silk and stitched daises
Writer:TheHalesNyx
SMUUUUUUT
so so good

Title:The infamous ice skating date
Writer:hobihun
FLUFF/ICE SKATING
its sooo cute

Title:Afterparty
Writer:gwangju_bby
SMUT/TOPYOONGI
this is legit just smut.with other members being and sleeping in the same room as them.while they fuck.and i loved it~ i loved this sooo much

Title:Favourite Client
Writer:Miro(Kuro Tsubasa)
STRIPPER AU/SMUT/FLUFF/STRIPPERYOON
read thIS.. is fucking good like really good..its in chapters

Title:Grind on me
Writer:daegusi
SMUT/DRY HUMPING/LACE PANTIES/GRINDING
this is basically porn without plot..jin is mentioned but its only yoonkook

Title:Tylenol
Writer:bellamees
FLUFF/SICKKOOK
this is really fluffy 

Title:Highlight of my lowlife
Writer:strangedesires
STRIPPER AU/SMUT/FLUFF/STRIPPERKOOK
best thing that happened to my life is this…its not finished though 

Title:Pop
Writer:xiajin
FLUFF/CATS
theres fluff and cats

Title:To be real in the night
Writer:markerlimes(sunmi)
GHOSTS/CHARACTER DEATH
its good…i cried 

Title:宇宙 (universe)
Writer:pursuit
FLUFF/ANGST
uhh just read it oh and pursuit^^is amazing

Title:Hello,maintenance calling
Writer:chensus
AU COLLEGE UNI/RAYOON/FRESHMENKOOK
kookie breaks everything and yoongi has to fix it

Title:Wolf
Writer:fitzgarbage
AU COLLEGE UNI
awkward but cute

Title:Kiss me,kiss me
Writer:skswriting
TATTOOIST YOONGI/FLUFF/KISSING
its soo cute

Title:Snowman jacket
Writer:osobts
WINTER/FLUFF
this is also soo cute

Title:You and me are like peaches and cream
Writer:numajiri
ICECREAMSHOP AU/FLUFF
i loooooved this..its cute and funny and cute ugh

Title:(be)a(witch)
Writer:siderum
AU HOGWARTS/MAGGIC(duh)/UNBETA’D/DRABBLE
i love hogwarts aus omg and i love sugakookie so

Title:A duet in code and electron
Writer:bellamees
AU PACIFIC RIM FUSIONLOVE AT FIRST SIGHT/MUTUAL PINNING 
this is the best thing ever!!bellamees fucking slays my life 

Title:In a tidal wave of mystery(youll still be standing next to me)
Writer:meowgi
AU MODERN SETTING/MUTUAL PINNING/FLUFF/ANGST WITH A HAPPY ENDING
i cried…

Title:Save yourself
Writer:naktoms
AU THE LAST OF US/AU ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE
i was waiting for tlou and za yoonkook au and when i found this \^_^/

Title:Paper Shaped Stars
Writer:thatdamrenegade
FLUFFF/FLOWER CROWNS/PILLOW BLANKET FORTS/KISSES
aaaa fluffffyyyy

Title:흥탄소년단
Writer:baekb_ae
AU HOTEL/SMUT/FLUFF/BLOWJOBS/SEMI PUBLIC SEX
yeeeeeees this is good really

Title:You shine so bright 
This is a series
Part 1:그 손을 내밀어줘, Save Me
Part 2:The Best of Me, 나 너밖에 없지
Writer:TheHalesNyx
FLUFF/ANGST/SMUT/HAPPY ENDING
this broke me and then pieced me together…i cried,best series ever

Title:Semantics
Writer:bellamees
FLUFF/LIGHT ANGST/MUTUAL PINNING
this is soooooo good omg

Title:Sure as hell screwed over one Min Yoongi
Writer:Miro(Kuro Tsubasa)
AU MODERN SETTING/FLUFF
theres trains and kook is awkward

Title:The Sugakookie alphabet
Writer:sugaspun
FLUFF/ANGST/HUMOR/SMUTLET
fucking good

Title:Sugakookie luv affair-Its tricky youre such a treat
Writer:sugaspun
AU HALLOWEEN
this slays

Title:Vampires and Werewolves(Tokyo)
Writer:sungmin(jeonggukkie)
AU NON IDOL SETTING
this is really well written, i enjoyed reading it,its really amazing

Title:Because its a meaningless dream anyway
Writer:hakho
AU/YOONGI UNDERGROUND RAPPER/KOOK IDOL/ANGST/SECRET FUCK BUDDIES WITH FEELINGS
i fucking cried so hard dude..happy end

There is more i will add them later!!!


Annoying tutor Jimin (but also my biggest crush)

Headcanon. I don’t even know how this appeared in my head, it just did. JK is a friend of Jimin’s brother and is terrible at math. Jimin helps him with math and he keeps being a lil shit until Jimin stops studying with him… It’s nothing much, but maybe someone will like it. :)

• „Okay now, do this equation – number five on the second page,” Jimin quickly runs his eyes over the textbook in front of him and waits for Jungkook to scribble down the numbers.

• Jungkook’s not moving in a slight way and glares at Jimin. “There’s no need. I won’t do any more exercises.”

• Jimin sighs. For almost two hours he tried to go over the math with Jungkook, and for almost two hours Jungkook tortured him the same way as he always does when they study alone. He was supposed to help both his little brother Jihyun and Jungkook, his brother’s best friend. But once again, Jihyun went on a date with his new girlfriend and left him all alone with this little punk. It was true that Jihyun didn’t need Jimin’s help as much as Jungkook – he was passing all his tests and improved significantly ever since Jimin took his time to help him with everything. Still, Jimin wished he was here, because in his presence Jungkook behaves more like a person than just an ass.

• Jimin stares right back at Jungkook, trying to control his irritation. Jungkook was just two years younger than Jimin, celebrating his sixteen birthday month ago, yet Jimin would swear he’s thirteen, tops. “I don’t care, Jungkook. But did you at least understand what we practiced today?”  

• Jungkook’s lips curls in a grimace and he groans. “No. No, because I hate fuckin’ math. And I hate you.” Jimin just rolled his eyes, same old song. “I don’t understand how Jihyun can live with you in one house! How can he even like you! You’re so annoying,” he huffs.

• Jimin is still watching him, now little disappointed, because really? Nothing fresh to use to insult him? He heard this one – about his brother and living under one roof – many times before.

• “It’s a good idea, Jimin,” his mother said. “You will help Jihyun and Jungkook can learn, too! He’s such a sweet boy.” Sweet boy his ass. Jungkook acted like sweet little angel every time he visited their house with Jihyun. Jimin’s parents loved him. Hell, even Jimin loved him at first those years ago when he met him for the first time. Jungkook was just cute. And he still is, with his big chocolate eyes, messy brown hair and smiling expression, even without actual smile. Unbelievable, how deceiving looks can be.  

• “Well maybe you wouldn’t have to spend so much time with me, if you’d check those goddamn exercises for once. But you’re still on a level of first grader, so sorry for trying to help you.”

• Jungkook flashes his eyes over Jimin’s face, almost like he was trying to stab him with bare sight. “I don’t need your fucking help.”

• Jimin shrugs, fed up with Jungkook’s attitude, and starts packing all the things. “Okay,” he says, for the millionth time in past weeks. The thing with Jungkook was that even when he was acting like little shit, his mom always paid Jimin more than enough for finding the time to tutor him, even when he helped both his brother and Jungkook at the same time. For just two hours it was nice amount of money.

• “This time I’m serious Jimin. You’re not helping me at the slightest, I don’t like you and I will find someone else!” With curious look, Jungkook waits for Jimin to react.

• “Okay,” Jimin shrugs once again before finishing packing up, says bye to Jungkook and leaves his room.

• After the door closes, Jungkook throws himself onto his bed and punches his pillow repeatedly in frustration which is not caused by math or Jimin’s tutoring.

• “So how was it yesterday?” Jihyun asks Jungkook, waiting for first class of the day to start. It’s math and they’re gonna have an exam.

• “Useless. He’s a terrible tutor and he’s so annoying. How can you stand him, being your brother?” Jungkook huffs.

• “Watch your mouth you prick,” Jihyun never understood where this antipathy for Jimin is coming from. His brother was the sweetest person to Jihyun, always helped him; was smart, funny and overall perfect. And when he explains all of the math equations to him, it really helps – that, however, doesn’t seem to be Jungkook’s case. But even though he badmouths Jimin, he never, even once, tried to find someone else to help him study.

• “I don’t want him as my tutor anymore. As much as I like you, I can’t stand your brother,” Jungkook continues and Jihyun rolls his eyes.

• “Okay, Kook. If you fail even this test, I will tell Jimin to not help you anymore. He has better things to do with his free time anyway, you know.”

• “Good.” Jungkook bites inside of his cheeks, frowning at his hands.

Not-so-surprisingly, Jungkook fails the exam, achieving five points out of thirty.

• Jihyun tells Jimin that there’s no longer need for him to help Jungkook with math, as it seems that he’s really not helping and Jungkook will find someone else. Jimin is slightly saddened – he liked the money he received for tutoring him. For a short while he can’t help but wonder if Jungkook really hates him that much – after all, Jimin never did anything bad to him.

• Jungkook gets in huge fight with his parents when they find out about his latest grade. Immediately, they find new tutor, young college student.

• Poor guy runs out of Jungkook’s room not even half an hour after he started to tutor him. Jungkook did his best to scare him off. He managed to do the same with next one, pretending he’s possessed by some supernatural force.

• He never really thought Jimin will stop tutoring him. There’s no way he will let anyone else to sit with him like that and explain all of those things to him, except Jimin. He wants him back (he didn’t want to get rid of him in first place, but it’s not like he would ever admit it to his parents or Jihyun.)

• Jimin receives a phone call from Jungkook, who politely asks him to come and help him once again, because, allegedly, “This hella guy just stopped coming.”

• Jimin doesn’t even know why, but he decides that okay, he will help his brother’s friend once again – after all, it was the first time for Jungkook to ask for his help.

• When he walks in Jungkook’s bedroom he finds him sitting on the bed, surrounded by few cans of beer and packs of salty goods.

• “What’s that?”

• Jungkook gives him uncertain look and jerks his chin towards the small empty space on his bed. “I thought I will… apologize today. Sorry, Jimin, I lied. I like it when you study with me.”

• Jimin’s not sure what to think about it, but he carefully sits next to Jungkook and takes a beer that Jungkook hands him. “How did you even get these?” Jimin asks and Jungkook just grins. “That’s a secret. Cheers.”

• So they sit on the bed, eat some junk and drink “secret” beer while chatting about silly things. Jungkook finishes his second can of the beverage just as Jimin’s telling him a story about their homeroom teacher, when he can’t help himself but kiss the older guy. Jimin just looked so… kissable at that moment, with smiling eyes, hands clutched around the can, lips wet with the beer he sipped just seconds ago.

• Jungkook’s not moving his hands at first, but then he remembers what to do and let them tangle in Jimin’s hair. His heart stops for a second when Jimin’s lips finally move against his. It doesn’t take long for Jimin to push Jungkook off.

• He’s in shock. What was that? Did he like the way Jungkook kissed him? What the fuck? Was this all Jungkook’s plan all along?

• “What the fuck Jungkook?” Jimin jumps off the bed with shocked expression and Jungkook notices the glimpse of hurt in his eyes. “Do you hate me so much you planned this as a way to… humiliate me?!” With back of his hand he wipes the saliva off his mouth.

• Jungkook feels panicked. Yes, he sort of planned this, but not to humiliate Jimin! He had no idea he will kiss him, all he wanted was for Jimin to tutor him again and for himself to stop being an ass to Jimin.

• “N-no! No, Jimin! I’m sorry if—“

• Jimin grabs his bag and shakes his head in disbelief. “You even tried to get me drunk, is that so? I can’t believe I thought for a second you’re serious about being sorry. Oh my.” Jimin turns on his heel and runs through the door. He doesn’t hear Jungkook calling for him, neither the thump of Jungkook, falling into his pillow as he did so many times before.

• Honestly, Jimin’s not sure what pisses him off more. The way he felt so comfortable with that brat after all those things he said to him in past, the naivety of his when he took the beer Jungkook gave him or just the fact that he fucking answered the kiss and almost made out with his little bro’s shitty friend (and liked the feeling of his lips on his own).

• Never before someone disrespected him this much. Jimin stormed into his house, ran up the stairs and slammed the door behind him. What the fuck. What the fuck… Did Jihyun say something to Jungkook? It was not even a year ago that Jimin came out to his family as homosexual. He thought nobody else knows – but now… No, Jihyun would never do it.

• The next day Jimin sits in his room, reading, when he hears some voices outside his door. He tries to run towards the door and lock it when he realizes that one of them is Jungkook, but it’s too late and Jungkook suddenly burst through the door, closing them behind him.

• “Jimin – just hear me out please.”

• Jimin takes small steps backwards, just to be as far from Jungkook as possible. “Get out. Get out of this room. You really don’t have any boundaries, do you?”

• Jungkook almost looks like he’s about to cry. His hands are gripping bunch of papers and notepads and he take a small step towards Jimin.

• “Get. Out!”

• “Please Jimin, I’m so sorry about yesterday, but it wasn’t like that at all! I really just wanted to apologize and ask you to tutor me again!” He nervously shifts on his feet.

• Jimin barks. “Really, that’s why your mouth was all over mine, right? As a peace offering!”

• Jungkook looks hurt now, big eyes staring at Jimin. “No. I just- okay. Okay. I just wanted to kiss you. I wasn’t thinking about it – only thought I had was how pretty you are,” Jimin laughs again, but Jungkook continues. “That is… that is why I couldn’t stand you studying with me. I think you’re too pretty and I – I don’t know why, but I think I like you.”

• Jimin glares at him, judgingly. “Nice try, you prick. Please, leave now…”

• “No. No, I didn’t tell anybody, but I’m not that bad with math,” claims Jungkook hurriedly. “I was just… trying to… I’m not good at this, it’s awkward!”

• “Oh god Jungkook, just…” Jimin’s about to say something, but Jungkook shoves all of those papers and notebooks in his face. “Look!” he says. “These are all those exercises I was practicing for last month. Just – look over them, I’m not lying!”

• With raised eyebrow, Jimin flips through few pages and his eyes jump over scribbled notes in corners of the pages like: “Jimin said A = 1,5! Remember this!!!” or “Solve this like Jimin – his way is better!”

• Jungkook’s not lying; dozens of pages are all filled with equations, numbers and notes. Jimin looks at him, confused. “What—“

• “Sorry Jimin. I don’t know why but I just… I guess I like you. Like I know it’s weird. You’re Jihyun’s older bro, but – trust me – in no way I meant to disrespect you yesterday!” Jungkook watches his shoes and slowly turns towards the door. “That’s all – I’m sorry – I get why you don’t like me…”

• Jimin thinks for a second, then walks over to Jungkook and grabs his hand. Younger male looks at him, surprised.

• “You’re a really stupid kid, you know?” Jimin stares at him but there’s no anger in his face. “You can’t act like this if you want someone to like you.”

• Jungkook doesn’t know what else to do, so he just nods.

• “I will start to tutor you again,” says Jimin and Jungkook smiles.

• “Really?!”

• “And we could maybe work on your behavior towards your crush, don’t you think?” Jimin gently grabs Jungkook’s other hand too, smiling nervously.

• On his following exam (month later) Jungkook achieves a “C” with ease. Jihyun facepalms over his excited rambling and watches him, as Jungkook types a text to Jimin.

• “Was this all really necessary? If you liked my brother, you could’ve just told me earlier…” he whines. Jungkook just punches his arm as he grins over his phone, now reading a response from Jimin. “I’m proud of you, brat ♥

그 손을 내밀어줘, Save Me

Pairing: Yoongi/Jungkook
Rated: M
Author: TheHalesNyx
Length: 54k - 15ch

That’s when Min Yoongi, self-declared ‘simple man’, turned the corner onto his street, mid-yawn, his breath escaping with a small squeak he’d never admit he made, when he collided into another body, and his ‘simple man’ life was thrown into chaos.

In which Jungkook is angry, nearly a high school drop out, and alone, and Yoongi is an adult who is struggling, and somehow, they find someone to save them in each other.

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Reccer’s Note:
I am completely in love with this fic, as I am with all of thehalesnyx fics tbh, they’re all so well-written. This is one of my favorites, and I think this deserves a read from everyone in the fandom, yoonkook shipper or not. It’s just one of those fics where you gotta read it, just because.

❝ I love you too, Jungkook. ❞

Plot: You’re an idol and you’re dating Jungkook. You show up at one of his fan sign and he says to everyone that you two are dating. 

Pairing: JungkookxReader 

Words count: 1,8k+

Genre: Fluff 

For anon, I hope you like it cutie! - M. 

Gif isn’t mine, credits to the owner! ♥

Deciding to go meet your boyfriend during a fan sign didn’t seem to be any more a great idea as at the beginning. The black mask covered your face and fortunately your eyes didn’t reveal much of who you were. Yet the feeling of being perpetually observed didn’t seem to disappear and so the anxiety increased to every minute that passed.  

But you haven’t seen Jungkook for weeks, and if that was the only way to change the situation, you’d be well-born to be discovered.  

“Next time I’ll close you in our room.” Your best friend muttered, as well as the leader of your group and the worst advocate in the world; making you smile amused from underneath the mask.  

“I didn’t ask you to come.. Then we repeated several times that we’re their fans, even if they discovered there I know hey couldn’t see anything strange… ”  

“YOU KNOW? I swear that if I read another article where they ship me and Taehyung I shoot myself. ”  

“What a bad thing Unnie…. In short, Taehyung is an incredible guy. ” You whispered in response, not understanding all that boredom towards that sweet and a little crazy boy. “Then he is also extremely beaut–”  

“But think of your boy!”  

“You Like him! That’s why you’re bored by the articles…. because you’re ashamed to talk to him. ”  

The slap that came soon after on your shoulder only made you entertain more, while patiently expected your turn to go to get the album signed.  

He was as beautiful as always but he seemed particularly cheerful that day, he could even not to bully his hyung and his smile could make you completely melt. It’s been seven months since you started to date and you’ve already figured out you were falling in love with him, but you were too intimidated and scared to confess your feelings. It was your first serious “relationship”, although not yet effective because he didn’t really ask you to be his girlfriend and you were both so young that you were afraid that he could run away in front of your confession.  

“Jungkook-oppa!” “Jungkook, you are beautiful!” “Jungkook I love you!”  

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Masterlist.

Fics that I’ve written for BTS. 

Sleepwalking to You, it’s out of my control. (Jhope/Oc)(Rated for language and implied sexual content)

Status : completed. 

Summary :  I love you. A little less today than yesterday. But I miss you. A little more than I did yesterday. And sometimes it’s easy to forget, that your emotions aren’t like mine. They’re constant. You hated me yesterday., You hate me today . And tomorrow , it will be just another day like this.

1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10-11-12-Final. 

Amor Vincit Omnia ( Yoongi /Oc ) (Rated for language, violence and sexual content) 

Status : Completed. 

Summary : Arranged Marriage Gang! AU . The worst thing you can do to a guy? Marry him when he begs you not to. Worst thing you can do to yourself? Fall in love with him afterwards.


1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10-11-12-13-14-15-16-17-18-19-20. (This ones finished… I’ll be uploading a few chapters each week. ) 

The Perfect Husband ( Jung Kook / Oc) ( Rated 19+)

Status: In progress. 

Summary : Jung kook falls in love and has his heart broken . Countless times. Over and over again. With the same girl. “ i wish i knew, how to quit you.” 

1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10-11-12-13-14-15-16-17-18-19-20. ( This is the cheesiest Cliche I’ve ever written. I cringe.) ( But do read and let me know ;) ( Also finished. Will upload one by one.) 

Under My Skin ( Namjoon/ Oc ) ( Min yoongi /Oc) (Rated 19+)

Status : In Progress.

Summary : Namjoon and yoongi are used to giving things up for their members, for the team and especially for each other. they’re best buds, moral support and brothers in every sense of the word. But when they fall for the same girl, neither is willing to give her up. 

1-2-3-4

The unfaithful Wife ( Jimin/OC) ( Rated 19+) 

Status : In progress

Summary:  At twenty five, Jimin had married  Min Hee, the eighteen year old daughter of his father’s business partner.. He had cared for her even. But then, , she cheated on him with his business rival , bringing shame and disgrace to his family. He divorces her , forgets her almost. Until now five years later, she’s in front of him, with a son who looks just like him. He has a new life now, a new fiancee and the weight of his father’s expectations on his shoulders. He really should stay away from her. But the heart wants what the heart wants.

1-2-3-4-5-6-?

Something’s gotta Give ( Taehyung / Oc) (19+)

Status : In progress

 Summary : I can’t think of a summary except that Taehyung is confused with his own feelings . 

1-2-3-?

A Bad Day | Jeon Jungkook x Reader | Ficlet

request from impossiblekimpossible:

“Can you do a Jungkook react to when ur having a bad day? Thank you!!”

pairing: Jeon Jungkook x Reader

genre: Fluff

wordcount: 4489

synopsis: It has been an absolutely shit day for you. When you return home from work, you and Jungkook start your encounter on the wrong foot, souring your day even further - however, he quickly remedies the tension between both of you through nostalgic means.

author’s note: I hope you don’t mind, I took it upon myself to create a ficlet instead of a react, since you requested for only one member! And I hope you don’t mind the career I’d assumed for the reader. Please enjoy! :)

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Reverse Idol (Jungkook)

Before I start this, I gotta say a happy birthday to Jung Hoseok, I hope he’s having/had (depending on the time zone) an amazing bday I’m watching the vlive rn but I’ve seen some gifs and it seems like he was really happy and that makes me s o happy also his new hair is so beyond cute I’m in love!! Last but certainly not least is the second half of the Busan line, the final part to the maknae line, our golden maknae who is continuing to prove he’s talented, the first time I heard the whole “chong, jojun, balsa" bit I thought it was hobi but the fact that it’s kook is so amazing bc this kid can really contort his voice and I can’t wait for the MV, Jeon Jungkook aka kookie

  • This AU is gonna be about what I think would happen if the reader was the idol and BTS were the fans, you can also think about this like a general celebrity post, I’m gonna be basing this off of kpop idols bc it’s easier for me to write with just one focus instead of being all the over place with it but if you wanted to see this as an actor!reader or a non-kpop singer!reader post, you could easily do that (and of course this is all still gender neutral)
  • Another series with idol!reader is my idol couple series (kook’s post is here) where both the reader and BTS are idols
  • This AU is gonna feature some youtuber!Jungkook (here) to sum it up, he’s a gamer on youtube 
  • Jungkook is another huge fanboy but he’s the O.O fanboy like chim’s the :) fanboy tae’s the :D fanboy but kook is just wide eyed “oh my god oh my god”
  • When he loves an artist, he seems to really just look up to them like him and GD, we all know that boy loves GD I mean wasn’t it him that made kook wanna become a singer/idol that alone says a l o t about how much kook respects him
  • In public he tries to be -_- (it doesn’t last long but he does try) but at home he loses it
  • He’ll hear your song in public and his eyes get really big and Yoongi’s mentally starting the ten second countdown before Jungkook starts  dancing along to it 
  • It starts off with just a bit of foot tapping around the three second mark, at the five second mark, his head starts bobbing, at the seven second mark, he starts swaying until he breaks into the full choreography
  • Whenever he plays your music, everyone just knows he’s about to come running into the room dressed head to toe in your merch and start screaming the songs so they just all prepare themselves, vmin start stretching so they don’t pull anything 
  • Sure enough, kook slides into the room with a hairbrush to use as a mic and start singing as loudly as he possibly can, not caring if he goes off key and he starts doing the dance to the song
  • But it’s actually really cute but all of the other boys get these huge smiles and they gotta join in
  • Okay but kook gets s o fucking into lip syncing or just goofing around and singing like we all remember the Linkin Park video that’s about all the proof I need and the fact that no one was really reacting to it tells me that he’s doing that shit at home too
  • The boys all know your music since I have this head canon that if one member knows an artist, they all know that artist just bc they’re all so close it’s easy to assume they’re sharing their favorite music with each other
  • Him reacting to performances is super cute too bc he gets so into it and he’s singing along and dancing and you can tell he’s genuinely enjoying it and what I love about kook is that he gives the performances his full attention
  • I was watching him react to one of Astro’s performances and his eyes are just glued to the stage and it’s so sweet
  • Of course I gotta bring up his reaction to the Rainism performance he literally started performing in the crowd and it was so fucking funny and cute you could just see how excited he got
  • His fans all know about his crush on you even though he tries to play it cool it’s pretty damn obvious
  • In the background of a lot of his videos, you can see some of your posters and some albums and he just giggles when he gets questions about it which totally gives away the whole crush thing bc your face lighting up at the mention of someone is normally a pretty good indicator that you have some sort of emotion towards them, whether it’s platonic or romantic
  • Plus in his live streams, he’s always got one of your albums playing in the background
  • And Vmin may have just maybe totally told everyone about his crush on you during one of their Q&As and Jungkook may have screamed when he saw them do it he m a y b e chased Jimin with a shoe and threw a banana at Tae’s head
  • Okay so an a m azing anon suggested this and it has become my head canon entirely
  • Jungkook has a tumblr right and it’s mainly art and gaming shit, those are the main focuses
  • He uploads his art a lot, they’re normally drawings of characters or musicians he likes and one day he uploads a drawing of you and everyone flips
  • Not only is it s o realistic, it’s also getting all of the shippers fired up and ready to scream bc it’s obvious it took some time to draw and Tae uploads a few videos of kook on snapchat like two weeks ago where he’s staring really intently at the screen of his phone and no one knows what kook’s drawing so everyone’s excited
  • And then the excitement doubles when it’s revealed that he was drawing you and then Jimin adds onto the excitement by stating it’s not the first time kook has drawn you 
  • You notice the drawing bc everyone sends it to you, even the people who don’t follow kookie send it to you bc it’s rea ll y good we all know how talented kook is especially when he puts his mind to something and he’s not about to half ass a drawing of his crush
  • You tweet out about it bc you don’t know who did it so you’re just like hey this is really good, whoever drew it and then everyone immediately starts telling you it’s Jungkook’s (the boys also help out by tagging you on instagram in kook’s pictures bc they’re wingmen all of them)
  • Kook decides in honor of your birthday, he’s gonna release a cover of his favorite song by you bc he’s released a few covers here and there already so why not do one for you and that does n o t help the shippers’ poor lil hearts at all
  • He doesn’t know that you know who he is yet so he doesn’t even think you’re gonna see it but little does he know, you’re following him on all the social medias bc he’s super cute in all the ways
  • It’s a more laid back version of your song, it’s just piano and kook’s voice which is s o nice and you can’t believe that this is the same kid you just watched dance around in a Pikachu onesie during one of his celebration videos
  • After that, you just h a v e to contact him bc he’s so sweet in his bday wishes to you and he’s just so cute and precious you gotta do it
  • “Your drawing was really cute and your cover was amazing, I’d love to meet you”
  • Ight but to announce your relationship to the public, he releases all of the other drawings he’s done of you
  • “Thnx for being my muse but no, I’m not gonna stop texting you pictures of puppies at three in the morning, they’re important”

awkward-kooks  asked:

I love how Alyssa comes after you even though she's been swerving biases in every group she's been stanning lately for the past year, but that's none of my business tho 🍵🐸

well… you aren’t wrong 

LMAO I BIAS A MOON BITCH ALYSSA I’M STILL DEAD LOLOLOL @jungkxook but for real she a swerve hoe. what’s a taehxyung? what’s a jungkxook? what’s a yoonkxook? what’s a taeyxong? it’s moonbxin. all she knows is moonbin lol

MASTERLIST (PART 2/2) [back-up]

MASTERLIST (PART 1/ 2)

Jimin 
Insecure 
Enemies: Part One | Part Two 
Startled 
A Typical Freshman’s Christmas 
Working Out (smut) 
Masturbating w/ V (mild smut) 
Clubbing 
What’s Done is Done (smut) 
Blood & Tears 
The Most Dangerous Game 
Lights 
Control (smut) 
Don’t Be Scared (smut) 
A Special Night (smut) 
Nothing Is Forever w/ Suga  
Dance For Me (smut) 
Past Midnight (smut) 
Doctor AU w/ Jin 
Strip (smut) 
Wet The Bed (smut) 
Remnants & Remedies 
Late Night Visits 
The Killer 
Cursed by a Cat w/ Jungkook & V 
Did You Think This Through? w/ Suga 
Deus Ex Machina w/ Suga  
Rain (smut) 
Favors + Guilt (smut) 
Fairy! Yoonmin AU 
The Disaster w/ Jin 
Because You’re With Me (smut) 
>friends. 
hell&back
Students by Day, Slayers by Night w/ Jungkook
4 Gold Coins For Your Trust w/ Suga
Good Impressions
Christmas Kiss
Imperfect Perfection 
A Deal With Death 
Dry Series; Jimin (smut)
Students by Day, Slayers by Night w/ Jungkook (pt 2)
Students by Day, Slyaers by Night w/ Jungkook (pt 3)
Love in Between w/ Jungkook 
Something New (smut)
Fatal Attraction
Dinner For Three w/ V (smut)
Bets & Regrets (smut)
Prevarication (smut)
Resignation w/ Jungkook
We Shouldn’t… (smut)
Drown Me

Taehyung 
Dry Series; Taehyung (smut) 
Forgetting Your Birthday 
Massages and Love Making (smut) 
Becoming a Father 
Mutual Love and Shy Confession 
Small Kisses 
Bubbles 
Scandal 
Liquid Passion (smut) 
Noona~ 
Threesome w/ Suga (smut) 
Masturbating w/ Jimin (mild smut) 
Hands, Stars, Flowers 
Bold 
Dirty Talking (smut) 
Hormone War 
Over (smut) 
At The Airport w/ Jungkook 
Sex  
Not Her 
Too Old For Sesame Street 
It’s Okay. It’s Not Real. 
The Tease (smut) 
A Confession 
Not Her (pt.2) 
I didn’t do it! I swear! w/ Jungkook 
Something Precious 
Just One Bite (smut) 
Shock w/ Jungkook 
A Late Night 
Ideal Girl AU 
An Attempt 
It’s The Thought That Counts w/ Jin 
Five More Minutes w/ Jungkook 
Ideal Boy AU 
Like a Mother 
An Unplanned Confession 
Where Did You Come From? 
Revenge & Lazy Mornings 
Cursed by a Cat w/ Jimin & Jungkook 
Every Damned Time (smut) 
You Started This (smut) 
The Dreaded Interview 
It Was an Accident w/ J-Hope 
A Splendid Failure 
The Goddamned Street Performer w/ Jungkook 
Body Shots (smut) 
Pink-haired Snow White
The Night Class
Christmas Surprise
Lights
I Hate This Part Right Here (smut)
First Time Making Out
I’ll Make You Feel Beautiful (smut)
Love Is Not Over (smut)
Comfortable Discomfort
Watch Us w/ J-Hope (smut)
It Doesn’t Matter: Part 1 | Part 2
Dinner For Three w/ Jimin (smut)
Abstinence

Jungkook 
Beach Date 
Approaching You For The First Time 
First Kiss 
Swim Meet (*EDIT: I can’t find a link for this) 
Unrequited Love 
Kiss Me in the Rain 
Han River 
Christmas 
Dry Series; Jungkook 
At The Airport w/ V 
Pepero Kiss 
Carnations 
Haunted House 
Sweet Dreams (smut) 
Ideal Type: AU 
Don’t Lie 
I didn’t do it! I swear! w/ V 
Shock w/ V 
Notice Me 
Five More Minutes w/ V 
Three Damn Weeks (smut) 
Transformation (vamp!kook) 
Resistance (vamp!kook pt 2) 
Crowns & A Rose 
Quiet (smut) 
The Calm (vamp!kook pt 3) 
Desperation (vamp!kook pt 4) 
Nightmare (vamp!kook pt 5) 
Mystery (vamp!kook pt 6) 
Remember (vamp!kook pt 7) 
Maybe w/ Suga 
Cursed by a Cat w/ V & Jimin 
Crowns & a Rose (pt 2) 
Second Chances 
Convergence (vamp!kook pt 8) 
Memory (vamp!kook pt 9) 
Action (vamp!kook pt 10) 
Truth (vamp!kook pt 11) 
Wanders + Wonders  
I Knew This Was a Bad Idea  
Crowns & a Rose (pt 3) 
The Goddamned Street Performer w/ Taehyung 
Between Sleep and a Facetime Call
Jin’s Method (smut)
Students by Day, Slayers by Night w/ Jimin
Pondering Pine
What Would Christmas Be Like Without You?
Sometimes I Wonder
Students by Day, Slayers by Night w/ Jimin (pt 2)
Students by Day, Slyaers by Night w/ Jimin (pt 3)
“and i think to myself, ‘you’re just like me.’”
Love in Between w/ Jimin 
I Didn’t Plan This w/ Jin (smut)
I Know
Your Shot
Nothing Like Us
“Pack me in your suitcase.”
To Ashes
Toes In The Sand w/ Jin

OT7 
Sailor Moon and Selfies 
When Watching the Walking Dead 
Lupae Loricatae (all parts) 
Chromesthesia Drabbles 
BTS x Tokyo Ghoul (scenarios) 
Daises (business!bts) 
Boys In Love 
The Dreaded Star Topper
BTS x Hugs series
BTS x Angels series

Ask Series  
(where a person asks a question for a member and then other people request for the admins to answer the question with the other members~) 
Ideal Girl 
Jealousy 
Ideal Girl Scenario 
Member x Trainee 3 Sentence Fics 
Ideal Boy 
Ideal Boy Scenario 

❝ You’ll be fine. ❞

Plot: When Taehyung and Jungkook, your boyfriend and best friend, find out you’ve cancer after you faintend in front of their eyes. 

Taehyung x Jungkook x Reader

Words count: 1,4k+
Genre: Angst
For anon, I really hope you like it! M. ♥
Gif isn’t mine, credits to the owner! ♥

Originally posted by jungkookfortunekookies

Originally posted by bangts

“KOOOOKS, COME DOWN!”  

“NOONA, I CAN FLY!”  

The laughter fill the air around you and you keep to look your best friend on the ramp for skating, worried more than ever. Taehyung’s hand, his big hand with that tapering fingers you just love, starts to slip through your hair undisturbed, provoking you a slight thrill down your spine.  

“You look like his mother rather than his best friend, Jagi..”  

“He could be hurt, then your PDnim kills me not you two..”  

“I’m sure Kooks has nine lives like a cat..”

You shake your head, smiling amused, returning to lay with your shoulders against his chest.  

It’s a nice evening, finally you can hang out with your favorite people and they can relax and not think, albeit only for a few hours about the stress of the tour, the comeback and everything be an idols implies.  

His fingers began to brush your forearms, it seem almost he’s playing a piano on your skin as he press and raises his fingertips, manage to get small sighs of relief and pure pleasure out of you.

Those caresses are your favorites and he can remember so well that he just can spends hours to touch your body, admiring you in complete silence.  

“AISH.. YOU’RE DISGUSTING! COME HERE!”  

“Kooks.. I don’t see my girlfriend for more than three weeks, shut up! ”  

“HYUNG, COME ON, I NEED TO POUR OUT THE ENERGY. I’m too used to work and when I have some free time are so loaded that I’ve to take it out… ”  

“You know, Kooks, the way you said it.. It looked a bit… Nasty ”  

Taehyung bursts out laughing at your statement and despite the light is muffled, there’s only that of the lamps into the park, you can see the sudden redness that colors your best friend’s cheeks. You enjoy teasing him, because you know you’re one of the few people who can really do it.  

He makes the grimace to you, so with exasperated sighing you leave Taehyung’s embrace, walking along to the ramp to “play” with Jungkook.  

“Do YOU really leave me for him? Y/N! I’m your boyfriend! ”  

“DO YOU REALLY WANT TO MAKE CRY THIS POOR AND LITTLE GUY?? I CAN’T STAND HIM AND HIS UPSET FACE! ”  

“I can hear you…” He murmurs, pretending to be annoyed, but you see him clearly “gloating” as for his victory on his Hyung.  

Hyung who doesn’t wait for more than two seconds to join you and you feel lifted, his arms tight around your hips, like you was light as a feather.  

You scream, your voice load of fun, starting to wiggle your legs in an attempt to break free from his grip. It’s the highlight of the last few weeks, and then when he finally lets your feet’re flat on the ground, you can’t help but smile and squeezing his hand in yours, doing cast off your fingers.  

Your look goes on that plot, his huge and tapered hand that perfectly holds yours, smaller and more delicate, making you think you’re in a beautiful dream. Still, after more than a year, you wonder how it’s possible that a guy like him has feelings for someone like you.  

“You’re so mushy that I’ve diabetes, guys….”  

“Be quiet, Kooks.” You whisper, looking at him with your “worst” killer gaze. You smile to see him do a little bow while Taehyung hugs you from behind and wraps with his body, making you feel safe and at home.  

His arms are your home and between them you’ve never experienced the slightest fear.  

“Now that we’re both here, Kooks.. what should we do? I was so comfortable on the grass to cuddle my girlfriend.. ”  

“HYUNG! You’re 24! You should be full of energy, we will have a challenge? You choose what kind of competition! ”  

“Oh God, why do you men must always put everything on competition?”  

“Nooooona, shhhh. Sit back down and look at the destruction of your boyfriend ”  

You raise your eyes, sometimes you want to kill him, charging a kiss on Taehyung’s cheek and abandoning, for the umpteenth time, his embrace.  

It’s at that moment, while you walk toward your bag on the grass, that your head starts spinning violently. You stop walking, squeezing your eyes and trying to breathe deeply; you think it’s just a sudden drop in blood pressure.  

The feeling is gone as well and you start walking again but everything vanishes completely when you fall to the ground, totally passed out.

                                         _______


“What happened?”

“We were in the Park, Hyung and.. She suddenly collapsed to the ground. She was pale and c-cold.. She seemed dead ”

“Taehyung.. You’ll see that it’s nothing, don’t worry. Her parents are talking with the doctors, she’ll be fine. ”

“Yes, Jin Hyung.”

“Where is Kooks?”

“With Jimin.. He’s trying to calm him down. ”

“Sit down, you need to rest a bit, too.

                                      ______


“What.. W-what does it mean… Cancer?? ”

“I’m sorry Ma'am..”

“N-No.. My baby.. ”

“The good thing is that at the first stage, there are 80% chance… We’ll do everything, I promise. ”

“M-my baby..” 

                                     ______


“Wake up Jagi.”

After those that you think are interminable seconds, you finally open your eyes and Taehyung’s smile welcomes you with love. But there’s something in his eyes, that causes a strange feeling you can’t decipher.

You smile and greet his lips on yours with desire. They’re touching and kissing like it was the first kiss and when he bites your bottom lip, with more subtlety than normal, you sigh just continuing to smile.

“I feel dizzy.”

“You’ve been asleep for two days straight.”

“T-Two?? Aigoo… Mom and Dad? ”

“They’ve.. They’ve a coffee. ”

His tone is weird and the uncomfortable feeling overbearingly bite in your chest. You look at him more carefully and see, something that you never used to be able to see, that even his smile is not the classic smile that you fell in love with.

“What …?”

“It’s nothing Jagi, It’s nothing.”

“Taehyung..”

“You’ve cancer Noona, is why he can’t tell you.”

Kooks’ voice hits you violently and you turn violently your head towards him, noticing only at that time your best friend, sitting in an armchair in the shadows as if trying to hide from the world.

“Jungkook..”

“Hyung.. You can’t wait.. She needs to know so she can start the treatment. You don’t want her to be saved? ”

“OF COURSE, BUT GOD YOU COULD BE MORE GENTLE. DO YOU THINK IT’S EASY FOR HER, NOW? YOU’RE SELFISH ”

“ME? HYUNG, SHE’S MY BEST FRIEND, YOU’RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO IS SCARED TO DEATH OF LOSING HER! ”

“Enough..”

You whisper while shock and the situation makes its way inside you. You’re 22 and you’ve cancer. Silence makes its way in the room, at that time, and immediately you feel Taehyung’s arms around you. They protect you, but this time they can’t do anything to help you.

You can’t cry, you’re still too shocked to react, but you lay your head against his shoulder and let yourself be lulled. His deep voice reassures you that everything will be all right but Jungkook’s gaze, tucked away into the shadow, can’t help you. You two are similar and the fear you read in his eyes is the same one that begins to cripple you completely.

“T-Tae..”

“Tell me..”

“I don’t want to… I.. ”

“You’ll be fine. You got us, you will always got us Y/N ”

first impressions

Pairing: Jungkook/Yoongi
Rated: T
Author: xiajin
Length: 4k

“you’re a famous critique and I’m a server and I get so nervous that I trip and spill the dish all over you” AU

Read on AO3

Reccer’s Note:
The fourth story of the week goes to the one story I’ve reread at least a million times! It’s just so cute and adorable and like always her portrayal of Jungkook is just so damn good!!!! He is so adorable in every single story she’s ever written!

#24 - For falloutforyou

Note: So Aisena (falloutforyou) and I were talking and we determined that Van McCann would not care if your bedroom was messy or not. I wrote her and you a fic as evidence.  


After you strung fairy lights along the curtain rods and other high spaces of your new flat, you sat on the couch and watched Jules cover the floor in balloons. The common spaces - kitchen, lounge, hall, bathroom - were all set up and moved into. It had only taken you and Jules a week to settle into the new place, and now it was time to celebrate with a housewarming party. When she was done you followed her into her bedroom, which was already unpacked and tidy. You sat on her bed and watched her pick a dress.

“Do you think I need to clean my room?” you asked. She’d already vacuumed the floor, too.

“Are you planning on having anyone come into your room?”

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Amor Vincit Omnia. (Yoongi/OC)

Chapter 11

It wasn’t until two weeks later, when I remembered the two gift boxes, Yoongi had given me earlier. I’d been watching a bit of Television after arranging the house and setting all the dishes away , noticed the light in my husband’s study still on and left a tray of tea and biscuits outside before turning in. He usually slept Iate and I’d given up trying to ask him what he was doing. He usually grunted ‘ work’ and left it at that.

If he was particularly in a good mood he’s fire off a bunch of complicated multi-syllable words that completely bounced off my head. I dutifully listened however, simply because I loved his voice. And didn’t get to hear it as often as I would have liked.

I’d fallen asleep afterwards and woke up suddenly, in the middle of the night, confused and groggy. For some reason, the first thing that came to mind was the gift box in the cupboard that I hadn’t yet opened. I sat up quickly, noticed that the bed next to me was empty. He’d probably fallen asleep on the couch again, covered in files. I quickly tip toed to the cupboard and grabbed the two boxes before making my way to the bed and turning on the dim mood lighting in the bedroom. I stared at the simple bronze decoration and noticed the small inscription on the bottom corner.

From, Y.

Succinct.

Smiling, I opened the boxes and felt my breath catch. One of them held a wide variety of clay sculpting tool in expensive mahogany, the metal parts glinting like the sun. My hands trembled as I held the tools, so familiar and so…so…beautiful. My eyes caught the beautiful calligraphy inscription in the corner of the handle of each tool.

Kim Ji Soo.

My surname. Not his. My hands trembled even more.

The other box held an ornate, bronze placard that read, “ Kim Ji Soo “. The sort you see on the tables of super rich CEOs. A small post-it stuck to it said,

For your studio office.

Without thinking, I got up and moved out to the living area. I didn’t know what I wanted to say or do. I just wanted to see his face.

He was curled up on the couch and fast asleep. I stood nearby, looking at him, amazed, as always, by how beautiful he looked, asleep. There was no tell-tale strain on his face, no worried furrow between his brows and no grimness in the curve of his mouth.

“What’s wrong?” He said suddenly and I jumped about a foot in the air. He blinked groggily and slowly sat up while I struggled with the urge to run as fast as I could.

“I…thank you for the gifts.” I blurted out.

He grinned.

“That’s it? I was sure you woke me up for a divorce again…” His tone was almost teasing and I flushed a bit. He sighed and stretched and I realized he was only wearing a tank top. I fidgeted a bit on my feet and he patted the couch next to him.

“Sit down. You can talk to me for a bit , if it makes you feel better.” He said softly. Coming from Min Yoongi that was like, chocolate roses and a candle light dinner rolled in one.

I settled next to him and smiled awkwardly.

“You’re looking very tired these days.” He commented, reaching out and lightly touching my cheek with his forefinger.

It was literally the first time he’d touched me voluntarily.

The past weeks had been hectic. I’d spent most of my time running around with Seokjin And Jungkook shopping and setting up the studio, or meeting with various NGOs to get kids. We had a hard time setting up a system that would work for everyone and I was stunned by how much money Yoongi had to spend for it. The kids had to be fed, transported back and forth and also given work clothes, in addition to all the materials that would be needed for the class itself.

I personally interviewed a bunch of young ladies and hired three of them to help me with the classes and the management part of the work. Hobi had managed to acquire tools and at first he’d been adamant on getting everything new. Once I’d convinced him that used tools usually worked better for kids, he got me nice deals on them. Most of the work was now done and we could start classes as soon as possible.

I’d taken particular care not to neglect my husband though and we always shared dinners together. At first he usually kept working with his dinner plate on his lap but now he shut his laptop and ate with me, exchanging words about his work and questioning me about mine. But the cooking and cleaning took its toll and I knew I looked a bit like a trainwreck these days.

“I…uh…Yeah. Jimin’s stylist told me I should take better care of my skin..” I babbled.

He scoffed.

“Then Jimin’s stylist needs to get her eyes checked.” He said casually.

I repeated the sentence ten times inside my head before confirming that it was indeed a compliment.

“I..Thank you…Really..” I said gratefully, warmth blooming inside my chest and spreading to my toes.

He shrugged.

“Just telling the truth.” He smiled.

Smiled.

I was half convinced I was dreaming.

“You’ve never said so before.” I said shyly.

He looked a bit uncomfortable.

“You don’t need me to tell you that you’re fucking gorgeous. You own a mirror don’t you?” He said shortly.

I laughed a little. I supposed compliments from Min Yoongi would always be veiled behind a scolding. I could get used to that.

“I’m glad you think so.” I said finally.

“You don’t have to be wary around me. It’s been nearly two months since we got married. I’d like to think we’re friends.” He said calmly.

I stared at him. He was smiling a little. Not much but a little bit.

“I’d like that.” I whispered.

“I spoke to Seokjin and Jung Kook . And Hobi too. We should be able to open your studio next week. Unfortunately, the word got out, so I’d going to have to hold a party at the end of this week. Maybe Friday or Saturday.” He grimaced.

“I don’t need a party…” I said automatically, not at all interested in another evening of being ogled and glared at.

He shrugged.

“It’s the way my world works. It’s good as well. The more exposure you get, the more contributors you’d have. “ He said firmly.

I didn’t reply. I wasn’t familiar with high society business tactics and Yoongi seldom made the wrong choices.

His phone rang without warning and broke the silence.

I stared at it briefly and noticed the caller ID.

Hye Mi.

It was two in the morning.

Yoongi didn’t hesitate, picking up the phone at once.

“What’s wrong, baby?” He said casually , glancing at me. The little endearment felt heavy on my conscience and I swallowed. He whispered something and then hung up.

“I’ll be going out for a while.” He said casually.

I nodded, not trusting myself to speak. He must’ve seen something on my face because he sighed.

“What, now?” He said brusquely.

“Nothing…” I said softly.

“Look at me.” He said briskly. It took some effort but i dragged my gaze to his face.

I stared at him.

“You look hurt.” He said in a matter-of-fact tone.

“So I’m not even allowed to be hurt?” I said bitterly.

He gave me a look.

“You don’t have any reason to be.” He said angrily.

“Did you mean it, when you said you were my friend?” I said. It must have been the grogginess from sleep that made me almost shout.

He didn’t respond, eyebrows raised.

“Then let me tell you, friend. I hate that you shut me out when I try so hard to get close to you. And then you go running to her the moment she calls.” I said softly. I became suddenly aware of tears falling down my cheeks and wiped them away in mortification.

“What do you think you’re doing?” He said finally.

“I…don’t know what you mean…” I stuttered, not liking the furious look on his face. He had no right to be angry when he was the one hurting me.

“Are you turning this into some sort of a drama with you in the lead role? ” He snapped.

I recoiled in surprise. It felt like a physical blow.

“Yoongi…”

“I’m only here because I can’t afford rumors about us. You’re only here because I don’t want you to get shot in your fucking  head . That’s it. You do remember that?” He said coldly.

I stayed perfectly still. Didn’t respond. Couldn’t trust myself to respond.

“What the hell are you thinking, spit it out!” He snarled.  

Something inside me just snapped.

“I spend every second of my life trying to make sure that we have a …comfortable life together. I cook for you, pick up after you and try to do everything I can for you. And I sure don’t do it because I’m afraid you’ll kick me out. I do it because I genuinely care for you. It’s unfair of you to make it sound like you’re doing me a favor by letting me stay here.” I said furiously.

He sighed and ran a hand over his face.

“For fuck sake…. Stop looking at me like that. Do you think I can’t read your face like a book right now? Whatever you think you’re feeling for me, it isn’t real alright? You’re just imagining it.You’re a twenty year old girl. You just met a good-looking guy and your body is probably playing tricks on you. So don’t get carried away.”

I laughed. I wanted to stop myself. I wanted to shut up. But I couldn’t. I really liked this guy. Loved him, even if you consider the hours I spent thinking about him.

He was beautiful, handsome yes.

But he was so much more.

He was loyal, protective and fiercely just. He did the right thing, stood firm in what he believed and always tried to do the right thing. He could have had any woman in the planet but I knew for a fact that he didn’t sleep around or even flirt with women. He had his own set of morals and he stood by them.

He never broke the rules of propriety .

All of his friends did but he didn’t.

He was everything that I’d ever wanted in a man .

Someone who would protect me . Someone who would never attack me . Someone who would always be fair.

It broke my heart to think that he thought that I only liked him for his good looks.

That what I felt for him wasn’t real.

It hurt even more that he didn’t accept that he cared for me as well. I knew he did.

“ I’m imagining it? Did I imagine what you did for me that night at the auction. Did I imagine that you made those customized placards for the pottery studio? Is my body lying to me that you stroke my hair when you think I’m asleep?” I said firmly, not even sure, where I got my courage from. But I wanted him to realize that whether he liked it or not, he did care for me.

And there really was nothing wrong in that was there?

What was so horrible about caring for me??

He looked like he’d been hit by two ton truck.

“I can see that this whole thing was a mistake. If you’re putting a romantic spin to every decent thing I do, this marriage can’t work. “ He said very quietly.

I stayed perfectly still, refusing to be cowed down.

“ I’ll be asking the staffs to come back from tomorrow. You don’t have to cook for me anymore.” He said finally.

I felt protest bubble up inside me.

“This isn’t about the cooking…. I just…” I just want you let me in. It feels like I’m filled with you but you won’t let me anywhere near you.

"Mrs. Lee has three kids and a sick husband . Do you want me to fire her? Leave her without a job just because you’re obsessed with playing house?” He snapped.

It felt like he’d slapped me.

“No. I..Okay.” I said, my voice trembling a bit. Why was he looking at me like that? Why exactly was he angry? What did I do wrong? I’d been telling the truth.

“Good. Also, I’m moving back in with the guys. It’s closer to my company and well, I can’t really think in peace around here.” He said pointedly , glaring at me. I swallowed, completely thrown. I hadn’t done anything wrong as far as i knew.

“Why are you being so unreasonable? it’s not like I’m asking you to start a real marriage with me….. Why shouldn’t we just get to know each other…” I whispered finally.

He raised an eyebrow.

“Get to know each other? What are we twelve ? Next you’re going to want me to take you to the movies and hold hands while we share a cup of popcorn. I’m not interested in relationships. ” He said roughly.

“You’re being cruel…” I said .

“Am I?  I’m just saying it like it is. You didn’t think I’d be sticking around here with you forever did you? You do remember this isn’t a real marriage.” He prompted.

“But you still lived here before i came. This is your home. I hardly ever disturb you, why would you want to leave?” I said. Why was I even talking? He’d made it clear how he felt about our marriage.

How he felt about me.

“I’m not used to sharing my home with anyone. Least of all someone like you. I don’t enjoy having my personal space invaded.” He turned away . I’d never once stepped within two feet of him without being called. I couldn’t believe he was talking like this.

“Someone like me…What’s wrong with me?” I laughed in genuine hurt. All I’d done was take care of him when he was hurt.

I stared at him in disbelief.

“Nothing. You’d be the perfect match for me if I was into Disney princesses who spend the day singing , dancing and baking cookies while squirrels danced around them in circles. unfortunately I live in the real world. And in my world, you wouldn’t last a day. ” He scoffed.

“I don’t sing…I only sing when I cook. ” I said stupidly. It helped me concentrate. And did that really bother him so much that he had to move out? His description felt unfair. I’d been that way because he’d been hurt. I’d only wanted to take care of him. I hadn’t realized that he didn’t like me doing things for him.

He gave me a look of long suffering. His gaze was steady but cold.

“Baby girl, this isn’t about you singing alright? This is about me, having a  shit-ton of grown up responsibilities that need to be attended to. I was hoping you could be a part of my life somehow, but this little conversation  let me know that you’re really not up for it. I can’t go around baby-sitting you all around town. I’m not here to keep you safe from all the big bad wolves in the world. That’s not my job. So I’m leaving. You can start your business , get help from the rest of my friends and once you start it off officially I’ll ask my chauffeur to drop you off and pick you up as required. You’re not coming to any public events with me again.” He said curtly .

I shouldn’t have said what I said next.

I really shouldn’t have.

“is this because you want to go back to Hye Mi?”

The moment the words were out of my mouth, I regretted them.

“I’m going to pretend you didn’t say that. But just so you know, I don’t need your permission or anyone else’s to sleep with her. Or anyone else. ” He said calmly, his tone telling me that he was seriously considering murder.

I sighed inwardly. Men are impossible. irrational and Min Yoongi was the worst of the lot. But something told me he didn’t mean half of what he said.

“Okay. Like you said, this isn’t a real marriage. So..I…”

“Good. We’re done now. ” He said swiftly, brushing past me to enter his study, slamming the door shut behind him.

~~~~

He didn’t come home for a week.

I tried to stay mad, but it was impossible. In the end I just ended up worrying about what he was doing and if he was alright. And in a way, I felt that I didn’t have a lot of right to be angry. all the things I’d done for him had been of my own accord. He’d never asked to be waited hand and foot. /He’d never asked me to take care of him either. I’d done it myself. It had been wrong of me to throw that in his face. If he liked Hye Mi I didn’t really have the right to go around yelling at him, just because I wanted  him to feel things for me.

Love didn’t really work that way, did it?

On the evening of the party for the studio, he came home around five in the evening, looking exhausted.

“You look sick, are you alright?” I said worriedly, as he loosened the tie around his neck and tossed his jacket on the floor. I moved to pick it up automatically , smoothing the wrinkled fold and throwing it over my arm. He glanced at me and shrugged.

“It’s alright. I’ll be fine.” He said curtly , undoing the buttons of his shirt as he moved to the bedroom. I followed quietly, not sure how to react. We’d fought the last time he was here and I could tell he didn’t want to talk about it so I schooled my expression to be normal.

“Get ready. We’ll leave in an hour.” He said , raising an eyebrow when I hovered on the door to our bedroom. Sighing , I moved away and went to the dressing room on the right. As i slipped into a simple white gown with a cinched waist and let my hair loose around my shoulders, i found myself wondering what I was doing with my life, really?

Was I really going to spend the rest of my life waiting for him to change his mind about me. ?

Not your whole life. Once that whole threat with EXO is over you’ll get a divorce.

Of course, he’d divorce me. He’d pretty much confirmed it. So maybe he was just being smart by not investing emotionally in our relationship.He knew it was going to end anyway. I was the idiot , really. I’d gone ahead and admired and fallen in love with him and now I was getting my heart ripped to shreds. No one to blame but myself, really.

I paid very little attention to my makeup, opting for just some peach colored lipstick and sparkly transparent liner. When I met him at the front door he gave me an approving look.

“you look much better without all that war paint on your face.”  He said , opening the door and holding it for me. I tried not to roll my eyes.

“You sure know how to make a girl feel special.” i muttered under my breath .

“What?!” He snapped.

I looked up and gave him an innocent blink.

“Nothing.” I whispered quickly. He still scared me to death , I thought vacantly, heart pounding at the way he glared. The ride to the venue was mostly quiet with him occasionally talking to some one on the phone. Once we reached I was pleasantly surprised to see all six of the guys with pretty dates. except for Jimin who had come with a handsome looking guy . I watched closely and noticed that Taehyung kept shooting death glares at the back of Jimin’s head. I sighed in defeat. Men were so unbelievably irrational when it came to relationships.

As I watched the glitterati around us, most of them rich as Croesus, i could sort of understand why Min Yoongi hated people so much. I’d hate people too, if I had to spend hours on end dealing with slimy men and women who only looked for what favor they could wring out of you and how they could exploit your power or your connections.

I hadn’t expected to, but I still had fun. Yoongi stayed away from me, and i found myself sitting with Jimin and his date, a nice guy named Choi Min Ho. He was very handsome and polite and I enjoyed the friendly banter.

It wasn’t until half way through the party that it all began to go to hell.