This is from the time when Kokabuki was travelling.
I’ve never thought I could be so dependent on someone. But it’s happening, without her it’s seems like I can’t do anything right. I don’t even want to practice anymore. It’s all meaningless without her with me. Maybe, I should just forget it and… mature up. It’s about time I started to look for a job and after I can support myself I can move out like I’ve always want to.