barry coming to in his lich form after being killed in gerblins. watching taako, magnus and merle climb out of the well to the glass circle that was once phandalin, and just being like: “holy shit, its them. it was them the whole time. my best friends, and i didn’t even recognize them.”
watching taako pick up the pheonix fire gauntlet and just wanting to make himself visible and yell “THAT’S LUP’S, THAT’S YOUR SISTER’S! SHE MADE THAT, YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER” but knowing that taako wouldn’t be able to understand, and that he’d just ruin everything by showing himself to them at that moment
watching them all get in to the ball back to the moon base, knowing that whatever lucretia is doing up there, they’re going to be roped in to helping her without knowing the truth and that they’re going to be lied to and told that the very organization they devoted their lives to was nothing but a group of some evil rogue wizards
and he doesn’t know what exactly she’s doing, why she’s trying to collect the relics they all worked so hard to hide away. but those 5 individuals up there are practically his family. lucretia is probably the only other being on the planet that knows how capable they really are. shes smart, but so are the boys, and he knows they can find the truth. for now he just has to watch over them, try to protect them, even if they think he’s evil.
ok so I was thinking about that make america eat again cap Rebel had the other day and I had a revelation about what the movie is about hear me out. the Bellas are successful in their respective fields and they are great. they get called by the Military and US air forces and they are told they have been called to sing at the White house for the newest president Trump and they’re like no. but they are told that they will be trained by the militaryto infiltrate the house and help kill trump! and lily is like I told them we could do it we can be undercover. Anyway so thta is why they are always filming there!! it’s the best explanation! and then they get to the white house and Beca is like why do I have a guitar we do everything with our mouths and then Trump wants to hurt chloe because well. he is trump. and Beca is like ACA EXCUSE ME and kills trump with the guitar, saving chloe they have a heavy make out session at the Oval room table. The End.
When people thought I was monogamous, my favorite excuse to get out of a date used to be that I had a significant other. I always felt so bad about rejecting people, and I suppose I thought that was a good way to spare their feelings. Obviously, when people know that you’re polyamorous, that excuse is no longer an option. In fact, when you’re polyamorous, I think a lot of people just sort of expect you to give them a chance because you’re already seeing multiple people. If you’re already seeing multiple people, why not them too?
But, here’s the thing, polyamory does not make me more laid back. Never do I say to myself, “Oh, I guess I can experience everything now since I can date multiple people!” No, I’m afraid my standards have not lowered. If you really want to know the truth, I think polyamory has actually made my standards much higher. I have more people to dedicate my time to now, and it just so happens that they are really cool people so I want to prioritize my time with them. Making time for a new person means that I am either taking potential time away from someone else or myself. And it’s not like every minute of every day of my life is dedicated to someone or something, but the vast majority of it is and to tell you the truth I’d rather unexpectedly see someone I already care about than to attempt to build something new with someone who I may never have any real connection with. I don’t consider polyamory an excuse to go on as many dates as I possibly can; I consider it a freedom in the case that I should feel compelled to pursue a relationship or gain a new sexual experience. So no, I’m sorry but I don’t owe you a chance. My time is valuable, and I don’t feel bad having to decide who I should or shouldn’t spend it with.
March 26 - “Don’t turn your back on me” Farcy for @neverknowwhattocallmyself
Established relationship AU. Darcy and Nick got
together at some point between SHIELD spiriting her and Jane off to Tromso, and
the events of CATWS. His first order to Hill when she revived him was to get
Darcy to safety. Clint’s job during CATWS was Darcy-sitter; he of course took
her to the farm with Laura, where she watches the whole disaster with horror…
under the assumption that Nick is already dead. When he rocks up a few days
later she is understandably rather less than impressed that he didn’t let her
know the truth earlier.
“You have got to be fucking kidding me!”
“Ow, my ears,” Nick rolled to his side, attempted to
shield his ears from Darcy’s shriek. He’d arrived at an ungodly hour, found the
whole household asleep apart from Clint. Darcy was soundly asleep, so he just
crawled into bed beside her and passed out into the first proper sleep he’d had
in over a week. He wasn’t counting the time he’d spent technically dead.
“Don’t turn your back on me!” She thumped him in
between the shoulder-blades. “God damn it, Nick, I thought you were dead!” Her
voice cracked, and he rolled over, took one look at her face crumpling and
“Please don’t cry, Darce. I’m sorry, I…”
“Did Clint know?”
“Yes, but I asked him not to tell you because there
was an extremely high probability that I wouldn’t live long enough to get back
She really did start crying at that, snuggling into
his arms and pressing her cheek against his chest. He winced as she managed to
bump against the still-healing wound under the bandages he was keeping
concealed beneath his clothes as long as possible.
“How do you feel about a trip?” he asked, when she at
last settled down, just hugging on to him rather more tightly than was
comfortable at the moment, not that he planned to complain. “A long trip. To
“Sounds good. But if you think I’m letting you out of
my sight again, you’ve got another think coming, Nicholas Fury.”
“Yes ma’am,” he agreed meekly, kissing the top of her
head. “Anything you say.”
I thought I would keep it for myself because I don’t want to be involved in the drama which is surely in the sgrs tag right now but… I don’t know how to shut my damn mouth or stop my fingers to move on my keyboard so :
To me perhaps that “the thing” happened at a moment both were at their weakest. Perhaps Konatsu just wanted to end what she had in mind. Perhaps Yakumo just lets it happened as he did when he was younger: paralysed. It happened just one time but it had huge consequence. Yakumo never knew that Shinnosuke was technically his son, even with the huge connection he grew to have with him, and Konatsu kept it as a secret which was actually the main reason of her emotional state for a while. Knowing her mother, she tried to remain strong and Yotaro helped her in it without knowing. At some point, this truth had no value, and like many things in this story, will fall into oblivion.
Black men are the perfect examples of men in this world. Whites have done nothing but take advantage of others. It’s about time for the tables to turn. More and more women are realizing this truth and more will come ;) My current ambition is to get on my knees as our women do and see as women do. The behemoth flopping out of the Masters crotch his HUGE Black Cock as big as my arm and still soft. My mind says it’s too much, but my lips just suck, hands stroke, and my body submits because it knows the truth. Giving it all to my Black Masters and converting my female friends who are still blind. My ultimate fantasy (or inevitable end is more accurate) is to become a woman, yes all whites male and female will be feminized to serve our Masters. We shall be fixed to carry superior babies. And eventually whites will be nothing more than a memory. Our Masters will try to preserve the white women (the men will fade into memory of course~) but in the end all whites will fall and the True Race will take the mantle for the rest of eternity~
You want to know the truth? The truth is I still love you, I still care about you, i still want you to want me but I know it will never happen because you like someone. Someone who has a beautiful eyes, someone who has a beautiful smile, someone who can make you laugh. Its okay im used to it. People don’t have to love you back.
I hate mothers day, i hate how today is a day where its socially demanded that you tell your mother how amazing they are and how wonderful they are, wanna know the truth? i hate my mother, i honestly hate her, it taken me years and years to be able to fully say that without feeling like an awful person because society tells you you cant hate your mother, but i do and im not afraid to say it anymore.
i just realized that sometimes we said that we don’t believe on what media are saying. When they say that Lucy and Lauren are not dating anymore but i noticed that in us we believe it because we have that little hope that Camila and Lauren are. What if in reality Lauren and Lucy are just hiding it? what if we think the way around? what if between Camila and Lauren there was really nothing? that there was only friendship and maybe something more than friendship you know (let me be delusional here)? that between them right now there’s nothing?
Why do we kind of believe when the media said it when we continuosly saying that we don’t trust them? when the media said something negative about laucy we tend to believe it? what if nothing is PR between them? what if that was all real? what if everything they feeding us is real? But you know we will NEVER know what’s the truth. We will never know whats going on behind those doors.
But i dont want you all think that this just what i care about. I care about them, i support them, and i want them really to be happy and successful and enjoying their lives and this is for Camila too.
The way Lauren says those words for me were so real. I feel that that was she really feel and i think that it was not from someone else, you know? Because Lauren is like that. maybe not because i don’t know her so well but ughh .
Before i wrote all of this i was reading a fic, titled Between the lines and i don’t know this litte thought just got into my mind. ugh that fic 😭😢 if you already read that damnn it won’t let you stop crying for a second. it’s 4:24 am here so i think it’s understandable why all of these lol. BARE WITH ME. don’t hate or something it just really came up like that while i was resding the fic … byeee
one of the reasons mental illness sucks so fucking much is because people around you can literally tell you again and again that they love you, that they think you’re cool and funny, that they support you in every way, that you’re talented or intelligent, and no matter how many times they say it you’ll always cringe and shake your head and say “no, no i’m not, really” but the SECOND someone says one bad thing about you, even just once. You believe it completely.