knight in shinning armor

Abeshiya relationship evolution

Can we talk about this? :D It will have spoilers so please be careful. :*


Yeah yeah we now…You don’t care for Ashiya. ;) Pfffffft! Sure. :D


Here some lil collection of super protective and caring Abeno. :D 

- Abeno worrying for Ashiya’s health:

- Worrying for Ashiya’s vision and  trying to make it back

-Asking if Ashiya doesn’t feel again bad by Fuzzy like at beginning:

- Protecting when someone wants to hit him

- Looking for when he gets lost

- Worrying (mildly speaking) when Ashiya talks with strangers ;)

- Not allowing to fire Ashiya. 

-Being angry when someone wants to know to much about the fact Ashiya is human. 

- And of course the most important, Abeno opposed to powerful Executive to save Ashiya (my hearttttttt sob)

He was so scared for his baby :( and also did everything to save him. 

(He is such knight in shinning armor for Ashiya, isn’t he? :D)


Oikawa and Iwa-chan went to the cinema to watch the last ‘Alien vs Yakuza’ Movie, but the movie was sooo scary for Oikawa that he needed hug his ‘knight in shinning armor’ there. Muehehe.

PS: Hamster Iwa-chan is the cutest thing ever. And i like draw him doing “the thing” with his lips hahaha

Uncut version here:

PSS: Sorry if the english is wrong T.T


“Jaejoong? Well, your Jaejoongie is right here…
But it’s strange; he keeps begging me not to call you.
Aren’t you the one he loves?
His Knight in Shinning Armor?”

“Don’t worry, Jaejoong-ah.
Our Story is not over yet;
In fact, the last chapter has not even begun.”

“For You” - A Yunjae Drama Part 7/?


Previous Parts: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, & 6

Just a filler-chapter, cause I wanted to show Yunho getting all fired up and ready to go save his Jae… Sorry, I promise it’ll get more interesting soon. ^///^

My gifs/edits.

You weren’t my knight in shinning armor. You were the tears that I cried after you told me to go fuck myself. You were the heartache I felt the months following your leaving. You were the anger I felt when you did things with her, that you would have never done with me. You were the hurt that I felt when I realized that you used me.
-I was wrong when I told you that you were my knight

Watching this episode of Glee really reminded me of my prom last year. My prom was nothing like glees but just the whole idea of it gave me memories of it. This saturday is going to be my high schools prom, it’s hard to believe that it has already been over a year. I went to my senior prom stag which was my choice completely cause I could have easily gone with one of my girlfriends but chose not to. And when I think even deeper about the whole reason why I chose this…I start to realize that I only wanted to go to prom with one person and only one person. And decided that if I can’t go with you, then I can’t go with anyone. I know how this statement sounds but I truly stand by it. Sure we joked about how we totally could have gone together and all that jazz, but there’s something wrong with that whole ordeal. I was not kidding. I realize that it was a huge dream of mine, and one of those dreams that didn’t and wouldn’t have probably come true. And thinking about that whole night and everything that followed from it I don’t regret any of it. (first night I ever drank…asshole.) But it also got me thinking that I have never had a dream of mine come true, and if I am ever going to get my knight in shinning armor. I didn’t really realize all these things until this episode of glee. It was just watching Darren Criss and Chris Colfer at prom made me really realize how much I actually wanted to go to prom with a guy, and not just any guy but “my guy”. 

Reason 21: He came home.

So on Thursday he called me and we decided we missed each other and should be together again. Then I started thinking. And then I started over thinking. I got nervous because of the pain and heartbreak exchanged in the past. I was so afraid. I texted him to tell him feelings had changed. After a brief hour long phone call, he refused to let me go.

The situation got scary at this point. He became suicidal no longer seeing a point to live. I Facebook messaged the one girl down there I knew he would talk to and asked her to watch him. He called his parents saying that it’s an emergency and he needed to come home. His parents left at 1am and he was home at 10:30am. That whole time I was telling him that I loved him but maybe things just weren’t meant to be. We had our time and maybe that was it. Or maybe a break would be healthy. But he wouldn’t have it. At 11 I saw the jeep pull up to my house. In the moment I didn’t think about my feelings or his or the struggles or the pain. I thought about him.

I sprinted out of my house into his arms and stayed there for a couple minutes. Nothing had changed. We drove to breakfast and ate together. No kissing. No kissing. Just words and smiles. After dinner we headed back to my house to kill time before I had to go to work. On the way home, the first light we approach was long and red. I instantly was reminded of our “red light challenge.” It used to be, back when we were together, that every time we were at a red light one of us would say “red light” and we kissed. Not sure what to do, I remained silent. After that, light after light was green. Finally we reached a red light again. I said “red light,” turned and looked at him. You would have thought it was our first kiss! I can’t remember the last time I felt butterflies like that. But all the kiss did was make me more confused about my feelings.

I told him everything I was feeling/thinking and he asked for time so I told him he had all day. We went back into my room and cuddled in his fortress (my comforter) like he always used to. He held me and kissed me like each time he was winning the lottery. But there was more in it than that. It was like he won the lottery and was excited to spend it with me. Rarely was a smile not on his face. Tickling led to things which led to things and we ended up cuddled together with just the fortress on. I began to cry. My heart was telling me that I had once again found where I belong while my mind was telling me that a relationship going well would not be probable. He knew why I was crying and went down stairs. We drove to work in almost complete silence.

When I got out of the car I hugged him and told him to come visit me at work shortly for food and that I would see him then. Looking behind me every few steps I saw he wasn’t driving away and couldn’t figure why. When I checked my phone he had texted me “I waited for her to come back because she forgot to say I love you… She didn’t come back…” I still don’t know why he used third person. But that text killed me inside.

So I walked into the snack shop and told my coworker that he had driven me to work. She asked, knowing most of what we had been going through, if we were back together. I was getting ready to explain how I wasn’t sure of my feelings and how I needed to think about it more and how it was all impulsive. And then I said “yes.”

I realized that I could never love another person the way I love him. That no one else would make me laugh. That no one else could wipe my mind clear of everything bad going on just by a hug. I knew he was, and would always be, the one. I texted him and told him to come soon because I had news.

Basically from that point on we just enjoyed each other’s company. We hung with his brother a little later and got ice cream at the same place we always used to. We also cuddled, lots of cuddling. I miss the cuddling. He had to leave at 10 because of his parents but this morning I stopped by early on my way to work for a ten minute good bye. 

Instead of feeling sad this time, I’m excited. I get to tell our kids “One time I almost ended things forever with daddy but he became my night and shinning armor rushing home to see me, be with me, and show me the truth of our love.” Because that’s all that love really is. Truth.

So that’s the story in a nut shell. He’s back at college now and we’re trying to figure out a way for me to go to his homecoming this weekend. I can’t wait to see him again!

You’re heart can be stupid, but your heart is always true.

Knight in shinning armor

If whipping the tears from your face makes me a knight than I am.  If kissing your forehead to comfort you makes me a knight than I am.  If holding you while you sleep, to help you sleep more comfortably makes me a knight then indeed I am.  If laughing with you at the stupidest things that nobody else gets makes me a knight than I am.  If loving you, cooking for you, holding your hand, teaching you new things, getting you out of frustrating situations if only for a lunch break, make me a knight in shinning armor…. Than I will always and forever be that for you my dear.  For you alone. 

I love you

You and Only You

Growing up I was always the girl who wanted to find love, be the princess who a knight in shinning armour saved. But maybe i’m not supposed to find my knight, maybe i’m supposed to find myself. Because of pathetic and self-centered as it seems, that is all who really matters, yourself. You and only you. Anything you want to do has to come from your own strengths and beliefs, no anyone elses. Don’t bother with love, bother with you. Maybe the rest will come later, maybe it won’t. But you’ll be ok either way!