knew moment

I would always say to myself and others that “idk why I feel like this” when I felt any kind of feeling that I wasn’t really familiar with.
Deep down I would know what I was feeling, but even deeper down I knew I was scared to dive into this feeling and really dissect it to actually figure it out..
I was feeling more quiet than usual. Uncomfortable, actually.
I pushed away and distanced myself from things that once had value and importance in my life.. I didn’t understand why I wasn’t feeling connected to these things anymore until the other day. I knew that in these moments, I needed to sit with self, talk to self, feel, relax, breathe and just listen. I did and finally, I was seeing them for what they truly were, all just memories and lessons that should’ve been left in the past. Why didn’t I see this before? I wasn’t trying to look passed it anymore or continue to claim them as things they no longer were. I had a habit of holding onto things that once made me feel comfortable and loved or wanted, even if it wasn’t real. -at one point in my life I didn’t know how to make myself feel the way I wanted to, I would look to others to make me feel what I thought would be good but turned into the opposite. I was weak, naive, and I wasn’t loving myself so no wonder why I was attracting people and circumstances that aligned to that frequency. I didn’t want to be that girl and I didn’t have to be, I was holding onto things that didn’t have to be me. Now, closing the doors to chapters that I no longer have to dwell on.
I’ve let go and I realized why I had been so unusually quiet.

Amazing Taylor Swift songs that don't enough recognition

•I Almost Do
•THE LAST TIME
•Sad Beautiful freaking Tragic
•Starlight
•THE MOMENT I KNEW DAMN IT
•COME BACK BE HERE
•GIRL AT HOME
•SUPERMAN THO
•I Wish You Would!!!
•Today Was A Fairytale aw
•Sweeter Than Fiction exists
•Eyes oPEN
•COME IN WITH THE RAIN BITCH

I never felt something like that before. I was happy dreaming of our intertwining tomorrows. But in that moment you pulled my head out of the clouds and gently brush my hair away from my eyes. In that moment my fairytale ending was gone and my heart was no longer clouded. In that moment I knew your smile was never for me. You were always looking just past me. She was always in your eyes.

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1. And that was the moment I knew with Maddox and aria

hope this is okay :)

“And that was the moment I knew.”

Aria is 8 and Maddox is 4 when they begin wanting original bedtime stories, stories that didn’t come from a book, but instead came from one of their parents minds. It caught both Jasmine and Anthony off guard, the two of them finding that the hardest part of their day had now become the bedtime routine when it came time to think about what story they could come up with that night.

“Alright, kiddos, what story are we thinking about tonight?” Jasmine questions, sitting down on her 4 year old’s bed, Aria coming in to listen to the story before Anthony would come in and carry her to her own bed.

“Can you tell us why you had just us?” Aria questions, Jasmine pausing for a moment when she thinks about the question her daughter had asked her. It wasn’t the type of story they had been making up, but when she thought about her two kids and why they hadn’t had anymore as of yet, she couldn’t help but smile at the thought, settling back against the pillows as her two kids curled into either side of her.

“Well, Daddy and I always knew that we wanted to have kids. We argued over how many, but we knew we wanted them,” She begins, looking between them both. “And then I got pregnant with you, Ari, and I was so excited because I knew that no matter what, you were going to be the most perfect little human to come into our lives,” She explains, Aria giggling into Jasmine’s side.

And then when you got a little bigger, Ari, Daddy and I decided that we didn’t want you to be an only child. So we decided that we wanted to have another baby.”

“And you had me!” Maddox cheers, Jasmine laughing as she pulls her son back into her side, kissing the top of his head.

“And then I did have you,” She smiles, looking between both of her kids. “And Aria, you came to the hospital to meet Maddox, and I cried at how cute you were with your little brother, and I thought about maybe having another kid when Maddox got a little older.”

“But then one night you, Aria, had a bad dream and Maddox, you were having a tough time getting to sleep, and we were all in mine and Daddy’s bed. And I looked at the two of you,” She whispers, taking in the moment that her two children’s warm bodies rest against her, wanting to savor this and remember it for the rest of her life. “And that was the moment I knew.” She pauses, her lips pressing against both of the top of their heads, biting her lip.

“That’s when I knew that our little family was absolutely perfect, and there was no need to have another addition into our lives,” She whispers, the kids both nodding, Jasmine glancing up to see Anthony standing in the doorway.

“Alright, kiddos, bed time,” Anthony smiles as he walks in, both kids groaning. Aria says a quick goodnight to her brother and her mom before letting Anthony carry her down to her room, Jasmine standing up to tuck her youngest into bed.

“I love you, Mama. I’m glad you had me,” Maddox smiles as Jasmine leans down to give him a kiss goodnight, Jasmine laughing as she leaves a sloppy kiss on his cheek, his laughter filling the room.

“I love you too, my little boy. I’m glad I had you, too,” She whispers, shutting off his light and closing his bedroom door.

While it wasn’t exactly the bedtime story that Jasmine had in mind when she walked into her son’s bedroom that night, she can’t help but be a little emotional with what she had shared with them. She knows that there isn’t much time before they don’t want bedtime stories, trying to savor each last moment that she has before that time comes.

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Remake of this gifset because bless the new gif size limit.

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Sherlock: Is a phone call possible? 

Mycroft: Phone call? 

Sherlock: Sherlock has a brother he may wish to say goodbye. John has a daughter he may wish to say goodbye.

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Honestly the amount of people who think Neil and Matt are dating is probably ridiculous. Then there are those risky people that think Neil, Matt, and Dan are in a polyamorous relationship.

Neil is so confused when someone asks about his boyfriend and he’s like “how did you know Andrew and I are together?”

“Get down!”

WHEN THE WEAPON CAME AT THEM STEVE’S FIRST INSTINCT WAS TO SAVE BUCKY AND BUCKY’S WAS TO PULL STEVE IN CLOSER SO HE WOULDN’T GET HIT. THEY’RE MORE WORRIED ABOUT ONE ANOTHER THAN THEY ARE ABOUT THEMSELVES AND IF THAT ISN’T LOVE I DON’T KNOW WHAT IS