✉ can you write a scenario where baekhyun leaves you bc he thought it would be better for you to be w/o him but you both couldnt be w/o each other and tried finding one another ❝Ah, it’s shorter than I imagined and I didn’t know why I made it short but… sorry! HERE IT IS I HOPE YOU STILL LOVE IT ►2015 words (omgiknow), scenario | slight angst, fluff
It has been… three days? Youweren’t too sure on how long it has been but all you could tell that eachsecond that went by felt tormenting, it felt too painful and it was too hardfor you to breathe. It was so agonizing to wake up each morning, despite it
being only a few, they were enough to kill you mentally as it ate you alive as
each minute, second that ticked by—hurtful and it felt like there was a big
crack in your heart ever since that day.
It was normal, or at least, you
thought it was.
Baekhyun was going to leave for
his flight at the end of the week and… a few days before it, he had did
something that had definitely taken a toll on you since you never, ever saw it coming. Maybe if he said it
to your face, maybe if he actually had the guts to come to your doorstep to
break down the news, maybe things would’ve ended differently. Maybe if he
showed his face and maybe if he saw your face, hear your cries, watch your
tears, breathe in the same room as you… maybe he wouldn’t have left the way he
You find yourself sitting by the
window, his favorite spot to embrace you whenever he stayed the night. He’d
wrap his arms around you from behind, you seated in between his legs as he
cocooned you in, keeping you warm as you both would share a kiss or two, crack
a jokes too many until you both would clutch onto your stomach from the pain
because being with one another was more than just happiness. It was pure joy,
contentment and it felt like you had finally found the missing piece to the
puzzle in your heart, in your life.
It was so complete—and it wasn’t
necessarily perfect but it was everything you could’ve ever asked for.
Who knew he would’ve broken down
the promises he made. Who knew he would put the sword down to the battle of
love you both shared, who knew he would take off his bright and shining armor,
laying it on the ground to say his goodbye.
Who knew he would wake up one
day and tell you, he didn’t love you anymore.
It wasn’t fair and heck, you
knew it wasn’t what you wanted—not when you felt this much pain that it was physically
Yet, you sat here, looking out
the window where you could easily see the busy streets despite the sky crying,
wetting the streets, leaving small puddles here and there as well as trickles
of droplets on your glass window. What felt worse was that ever since the text
message you’ve received, you weren’t able to get him off your mind. No matter
how many chick flicks you’d watch, how many ice cream tubs you’ve emptied with
a spoon, the number of boxes of tissues you’d waste—it wasn’t enough to bring
your happiness back like how you had when you were with Baekhyun.
Nothing could ever replace
As your eyes locked on a couple,
hands laced together with happiness, you’ve had enough. You stood up from the
seat, a bit wobbly and unstable but you were firm enough to reach for your
phone, ready to give Baekhyun a piece of your mind. He had said his piece, through a text but you have yet to say your share. Your fingers
shakily managed to unlock it, staring at your wallpaper after since that day. You weren’t able to look at it
because of the picture set as the first thing you’d see once you unlocked your
phone—God, you’ve missed his—focus!
By the time you wanted to dial
his number you’ve memorized by heart, a call, first thing you’d see once you
unlocked your phone—God, you’ve missed his—focus!
By the time you wanted to dial
his number you’ve memorized by heart, a call, Chanyeol had popped up on your
screen with three selections you could choose from to do with the call. Of
course, without hesitation, you tapped on the one on the far left before
placing the phone by your ear, “Y-Yes?”
“C-Can you come here? I need to
talk to you.”
“W-Why? Is something wrong?”
“Just come here,” Chanyeol
breathed out on the other end, his voice almost pleading you to do so, “Please.”
With the shoving of your phone into
your pocket and keys rushed in your hands, you were out of the door.
As you nervously jabbed on the
floor number, you tapped your foot impatiently on the floor, hands behind on
the railing as you waited for the elevator to move up—if only it could move
faster…! Your eyes were closed but they opened when you heard a ‘ding’. Your
eyelids peel opened, gaining back your vision once more before you’d step out.
However, before you could do so, your eyes met with a pair that you never
expected to see.
“B-Baek…” You breathed out with
the last breath you held in your lungs, hands suddenly sweaty as your heart thumped
rapidly against your chest—what was he doing here?”
He licked his lips that suddenly
went dry, his heart racing as he stood there, fidgeting with his fingers before
they moved to grasp onto the hem of his jacket, “W-What are you doing here?”
You suddenly felt the cold side
of your heart take over, your eyes nearly giving him a look that could cut his
heart, “I asked you that first.”
He pressed his lips together,
his heart nearly cracking when he heard the tone in your voice. If it wasn’t
pain, if it wasn’t hurt, if it didn’t show that you were crestfallen because of
what he did, he didn’t know what would it be. He gazed down to see your hands
clenched into fists, shaking as if you weren’t able to stand to see him any
further. He could’ve sworn that you were going to ram past him but what you did
had him catching his breath, eyes going wide as you reached out for him.
His arms naturally held onto
you, returning your hug as you both stood by the side of the elevator before it
dinged shut and moved on to anyone else to use.
“Why?” You could only whisper,
feeling your heart about to crush if you were to hear the words you dreaded to
I fell in love with someone else.
I don’t love you anymore…
It was either one and you didn’t
know if you were able to take it. All he did was try to breathe, holding you in
despite his words in his text message.
I don’t want this anymore—you…and me… I think it’s best we stay apart—I’m
breaking up with you.
The harsh words recalled in your mind,
reminding you of how he truly was through that one text he sent to you. He
wouldn’t even reply your messages then on after, he wouldn’t answer any of your
calls and he was stubborn to not keep in contact with you anymore. He was too
selfish, too cruel that you could’ve sworn that you heard him flinch when you
leaned away from his embrace, revealing your true state with the tears
trickling down your cheeks.
He licked his lips once more,
his hands lingering by your sides as he wanted to hold onto you so badly, “B-Bee…”
“I won’t ask again, Byun Baekhyun,” Your voice was
icy cold, colder on the days he’d share with you a blanket, cold enough to
freeze his beating heart. His hands helplessly fell to his sides, his eyes
weakly keeping contact with yours, “I-I thought it was for the best—“
“For what best?” You exasperatedly
sighed, eyes closing because you couldn’t stand to look at him any longer—how was
this for the best?
“Because I’m always not around!”
He raised his voice, making you wince as your eyes opened once more to see that
fiery gaze in his eyes. It was as if he—
“Do you think I like it when I
leave you for my career? Do you think I enjoy thinking that you’d be alone,
here, waiting for me whenever I come back I’d only stay for only a few weeks
before I’d leave again?” He was breathless by the time he finished a few
sentences, his chest heaving up and down as he raked a hand through his hair,
eyes looking away for a moment before they fixed on you once more, “I felt so
bad, so horrible of myself that… I thought it was time I stopped being selfish…”
His tone changed, it grew weaker, shallower, “I thought it was best that… I allowed
you to love someone else…”
His eyes closed, a tear rolling
down as he hurriedly reached to wipe it away before you’d see, but you had
already seen it from the moment it seeped through his eyes, “Someone who
deserve your love…”
He had expected you to leave, he
had expected you to kick him somewhere where it hurts, he had expected you to curse at him, hit him and tell him
you’d never want to see him again but what you did… well, it was partially what
he had expected.
“You idiot…” You sniffed,
gathering the strength to speak. His eyes meekly looked into yours and he bit
his lower lip to hide the frown threatening to form.
“Where’s my say in this?” You
questioned, knowing he wouldn’t have an answer when his lips parted just to
seal once more. “Isn’t a relationship based on the input of two people?” You
asked, taking a step closer, framing his cheeks just to brush the under of his
eyes with your thumbs—although you were the one shedding more tears, you
figured he needs it more than you did. He mirrored you, swiping your tears away
as his eyes closed to appreciate the warm feeling of your skin on his skin… how
much he has missed this.
“Why can’t we talk things out
instead? Why didn’t you come to me instead of…breaking up with me?” You questioned
with a softer tone, your words easily entering his ears, mending his heart as
his eyes opened to meet with your gaze that was suddenly so strong, so near, so
loving that he felt the tears welling up in his eyes once more.
“I didn’t want to be selfish, I…
I couldn’t,” He rasped, choking on his words when he let the tears trickle
down, “I’ve seen how you are when you’re lonely, how you cry when I’m not
around and… I hate that—I hate causing all of that,” He shook his head with a
sigh, “I just wanted you to be happy.”
“But I’m only happy when I’m
with you,” You confessed, leaning up to touch foreheads, “You’re breaking us
both if you do this…”
A few seconds, to minutes had
passed by just staring into your eyes despite the blurry sight he had because
of his tears. He blinked them away, eyes focusing onto yours as his arms moved
down, sliding around your waist as he held you nearer—this was something only
he could do, only he could do it this way, to you. He hugged you close, chest
to chest, heart to heart as he whispered into your ear, “I guess I’m going to
“You’re not the only one,” You
assured him, arms snaking around his neck to bring him closer despite the small
gap between you two.
“I’m sorry,” He said delicately,
his words sinking into your heart when he added, “I love you,”
a smile and a much relieved heart, you knew that no matter what came in
between, whatever that tried to push you two apart, it wouldn’t matter as long
as you both didn’t give up on one another. Your arms tugged around him tighter,
your voice sincere as you whispered back, “I love you too.”
You both didn’t know if it was Chanyeol’s doing behind this but you could only thank him for doing so.