for the last year I’ve been “dating” and I’ve never really done that before I guess. It’s been crazy. You talk to someone and you think it’s gonna work but then it doesn’t. You go on actual dates with more than one person. I’ve never been good at that. i’m really an all or nothing kind of person. it’s been hard for me to hold parts of myself back, because I’ve learned that not everyone has the same heart that I do. i’ve learned a lot about myself through this whole dating thing. i’ve learned something from every girl, every date, conversation, and kiss. I’ve learned that none of this worked because each one of them possessed a trait or traits I desire in a partner, but none of them possessed all of those traits. but I’ll keep dating, keep learning, keep putting myself out there. because one day I’m gonna come across the girl that has it all.