kingdom heartbreak

You are a rare commodity
Something so pure and delicate
Should be placed on a throne of hearts that never shatter
—  E.M
I promised myself I would never fall in love with you.
But it was 4am, and we were laughing way to hard,
And I felt happy for the first time in a long time,
And I knew I was screwed.

Meri zindagi ek band kitaab hai,
Jisse kabhi kisi ne khola nahi;

Jisne khola, usne parha nahi,
Jisne parha, usne samjha nahi;

Aur jo samjh paaya, woh kabhi mila hi nahi.

2

Nina wished Colm Fahey could march over to Jan Van Eck’s office and tell him to give Inej back or get a mouth full of knuckles. She wished someone in this city would help them, that they weren’t so alone. She wished Jesper’s father could take them all with him. She’s never been to Novyi Zem, but the longing for those golden fields felt just like homesickness.

They both met & so did their hearts.
When they together stood in front of the mirror? They had a beautiful glimpse of how they look. Holding hands and blushing at each other. A glimpse of beautiful future together ahead.
We Used To Dance

Prince Adam/Beast x reader

The Curse Series:  Part one, part two, part three, part four

Author: Lil Laddie

Words: 894

Warnings: Angst

A/N: SCHOOL IS OUT!! Today was our last day of finals which was awesome!! I finished out the school year with pretty good grades. At least, I see them as pretty good anyways lol. I hope you guys are doing good with your finals! And have an amazing day!! Love y’all!!


“What’s wrong?” You demanded, sprinting through the doors of the west wing.

“You came.” Adam smiled, stopping from his pacing of the wide room.

Adam hadn’t expected you to come to his aid when he had sent one of his servants to go fetch you. He had been ignoring you for years now. He could still remember the vile words he had said to you, yet you came. For some reason, you still cared for him and he did not understand why. He should be nothing to you after all that he has done.

“Of course I did! You said you needed my help. What is it?” You asked, glancing at the rose behind him that only had a few wilting petals left.

“Belle and I are going dancing in the ballroom tonight.” Adam mumbled, looking at the floor nervously.

“That’s fantastic! One step closer to breaking the spell.” You smiled, trying to force back your jealousy of Belle.

“Well, I haven’t danced in years and I…” Adam trailed off, making you laugh lightly.

“Adam, you are stressing too much. Just relax and remember the last time you danced.” You tried to reassure Adam, a smile on his face from hearing your laugh.

“How could I be stressing too much? I am going to make a complete fool of myself!” Adam roared, expecting you to cower as he lost his patience. Instead, you stood still without a trace of fear on your face.

“I would help you if I could but…” You paused, looking down at your very unhuman body. “I’m afraid I won’t be much help with reminding you how to dance.”

“Actually, you will be more than enough help.” Adam stated, causing you to furrow your brows in confusion.

“I don’t understand what you’re asking me to do.” You said hesitantly, not knowing what to expect.

Adam didn’t try to explain himself, instead he picked you up in his massive paw. You jumped slightly, not having been prepared. Adam stared at your face for a few seconds before clearing his throat.

“Show me couples dancing.” Adam said, watching intently as your face faded from the glass mirror.

The mirror first showed images of couples Adam had never met before. They danced and twirled, but watching them was doing him no good. This was not working out as well as he had hoped. Adam moved to set you down, but stopped when he saw an image that was much too familiar with him.

Adam held you closer to his face as he watched intently. This had happened not too long before the enchantress came. He had almost forgotten how beautiful you had looked when you were human.

~~~

“Dance with me.” You pouted, holding out a hand to a human Adam.

“If it will make you smile again.” Adam nodded, taking hold of your open hand.

Adam began to twirl you around the ballroom. Your laughter echoing through the large room, making Adam laugh with you. The two of you moved gracefully together, not once having to look at your feet. It would be hard to miss the admiration that was clear in the couples eyes as they looked at each other.

A couple members of the castle staff stopped to watch the two with a smile. The servants loved to see their master losing some of the traits his father had forced upon him. They had waited so long to see him happy again and it was brought back by you.

“You should dance with me more often.” Adam grinned, spinning you closer to him.

“I would love that.” You said, never once letting your eyes stray from his.

“Then why don’t you ever come to my balls?” Adam asked, raising an eyebrow at you.

“I would rather not have to compete with the other ladies there for you attention.” You sighed, not enjoying the thought of seeing other women throw themselves at Adam.

“If you were there, there would be no competition.” Adam promised.

“Sorry for the interruption master, but you are needed for a meeting.” Cogsworth interrupted, causing Adam to scowl at him for ruining the moment.

“You are fine, Cogsworth.” You quickly reassured him, hoping that it would ease Adam’s anger. “I will see you later.” You smiled at Adam.

“See you at dinner.” Adam quickly placed a kiss to the back of your hand before leaving.

With his back turned, you let your smile turn to one of disappointment. You barely ever saw Adam due to him trying to run a kingdom. It was heartbreaking, yet you were determined to push through it. You had never felt something like you had with Adam.

~~~

Adam set you back down as your face returned in place of the memory. He never knew how sad you were when he would leave for meetings. He hadn’t just made you sad when he had distanced himself. He had made you sad from the beginning.

“Did that help at all?” You asked with a hopeful smile on your face.

“Yes.” Adam answered, when in reality it had only made him dread dancing in the ballroom with Belle. “Thank you, (Y/N)”

Adam looked at you with longing, before he turned and left the west wing. You watched him leave as the smile that was on your face fell.

“I remember when we used to dance.”

EoS

So I haven’t seen much about it which just shocks me a lot. But it completely cleaved my heart in a million pieces because Maeve made Cairn whip Aelin. And Aelin, the stubborn, wonderful Fireheart we know and love, did not count. She wouldn’t do it. But, she bowed before Maeve, and Aelin swore she’d bow for no one or nothing. And the iron. The shackles. To know that Aelin did everything for Terrasen and now she’s again in shackles, whipped, and powerless and thousands of miles from her mate, her cousin, her friends, her kingdom is just heartbreaking. I completely sobbed reading that chapter. Was it hard for anyone else?

anonymous asked:

We've been doing so much fluff these days. How about some ANGST!? How would the suitors react to find the Princess slowly drifting away from their relationship and advising them that they should marry another. She is trying to be strong but is clearly battling her concscience. "She is quite beautiful and smart. Not to mention, she is of noble birth. I'm sure she will bring prosperity to your house/kingdom/s."

Geez.. f'n heartbreak city over here … make me cry… ugh, relationships that fizzle almost seem worse than those that go down in flames, ya know? Ok, *cracks knuckles* angst it is… this is assuming their relationship does in fact end …

Louis - He doesn’t wanna let go, he tries harder - more romance, more gifts, more clingy, he can’t take this, you’re going to break his heart- like he let you in and now you do dis? He will probably just never have a love interest again.

Sid - When he realizes what the deal is he is deeply hurt, but he puts on that rough exterior. He starts to get cruel- you won’t get to see him break. Then he just goes back to his casual affairs- all while being completely broken inside.

Giles- WHY would you do this do Giles? Don’t you know he’s fragile? He’s smart and he sees this coming, but he purposely ignores it to the very end when you leave him. Why you crush him like this? How dare you.

Leo - Another poor soul that will be crushed. You think he’s a flirty ladies man, but inside he’s dying. He tries to talk you into staying, trying to sound logical - but inside his heart wretches. He’ll go back to being a playboy- has a cycle of holding it together for about two months, then spends 3 days in bed…

Albert - He’s heartbroken, he tries to reason with you, he asks what he can do better, what does it take to make you stay? When it’s all said and done, he buries himself in work again and never talks about it. Cries himself to sleep with Benjamin.

Byron- He blames himself, he never shows on the outside, but he’s hurting like never before. It’s so painful, how can another human have this effect on him? He’s quiet, reserved, and a little moodier than usual. He’s just never the same after that.

Nico - He tries everything, and he asks is there another? He wants to fight for you- he’ll be more loving, more caring, what does he need to do? He cries when it’s done- and finds consolation in Byron and Albert (who kinda suck at that)- may try to party with Sid to forget.

Alyn- He wonders what he did wrong? He’s so hurt, he just tries to hide it and ends up getting mad at anyone who says anything (while mostly mad at himself).He bakes four hundred cookies and binges. The only one he shares his feelings with is Louis.

Robert - He knows if you love something you have to let it go, but he knows you’re not coming back. He’s extra reclusive, spending all hours in his studio, then probably takes another long trip away.

Rayvis - He gets frustrated- tries to look at this from all angles- let’s solve this problem. Then when its over -He’s trying to tell himself that it’s just what had to happen, that’s life sometimes. Says he’s ok, but now he’s just an empty shell.

Conversation

Can we please have a conversation where we don’t fight
Where you don’t have to prove stuff to me and I don’t cry
When can we finally look at each other eye to eye
I won’t breakdown in your presence this time
Tell me how you’ve been and I’ll lie and say I’m fine
Let's​ just have a conversation I won’t ask for more… Alright?

anonymous asked:

You told us about Tristeva, tell us what do you think about Yumalia now

Originally posted by the-world-of-twelve

Alright, for the record, Tristeva was a special case. I don’t have near as much to rant about here, but I will give you what I’ve got. So, this ship. I’m not crazy about it. I totally understand why people are, and if they end up being canon together, I’m sure I will still adore it, but here’s how this goes.

I’ve already explained that I don’t like Amalia for the most part. I tried to like her in the first season. I wanted her to be my favorite, especially since my name is Amelia. But when she wasn’t fighting for their lives, she was being a generally terrible person, and I couldn’t believe this group had to put up with that. That said, in the OVA, she seriously developed as a character and a person. Like, wow. Talk about the huge burdens she took on her shoulders for everyone. Talk about her having to choose between her friends and her kingdom. It was heartbreaking to watch, and I loved every moment.

That said, I don’t know what Yugo saw in her up until now. I honestly feel like he might have just thought she was really pretty when he was younger (I mean hi she barely wore clothes at all) But Yugo is a smart and perceptive kid. I’m willing to take the argument that maybe he saw something in her that I couldn’t. Maybe he saw the potential in her that finally came out in the OVA. I like that idea a lot.

Other than that, the physical age difference is awkward, and I don’t see a way of it working out, but again. If it does, as long as Amalia keeps this change in attitude, I will be so happy for them. Outside of it working out though, I love seeing this ship be teased at for the meaning it holds for Yugo’s character and adding to the things that he’s experienced and learned.

And that’s pretty much all my thoughts on Yumalia.

((Also: “I’ve always wanted to save a princess” okay Yugo rip my heart out again please))