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[ au’s that exist elsewhere ]

He didn’t say much as the reaper came to him in the night, telling him that it was time, that he was going to have to pay the debt that he created that one evening. The reaper handed him the scythe and said that there was no world without death. He who kills death must become death himself.

And so that’s what Dean became.

He watched with tired eyes as his brother desperately tried to find a way to save Dean from this fate of an immortal eternity. He tried all the way up to the moment that Dean came for him one night, hand outstretched, saying that it was finally time to come with him.

And Sam did without question. He followed Death into the endless abyss, bowing his head for one final time.

[death!dean]

Anything for You//Stiles Stilinski & Pack

Originally posted by alfatwolf

Hey, I was wondering if I could get an imagine… Recently I’ve been feeling really down, and one thing that helped me a lot was your imagines so… Can I request one, where the reader is feeling very down so all the pack (Scott, Lydia, Allison, Isaac, and Stiles) are trying to help her feel better? Something cute and funny, but something special with Stiles (since he’s my favorite character ever) It would make my day! Thanks for all your hard work, I love you 💕

Y/N POV

Today has sucked. Actually, all week’s kinda sucked. I made my way down the busy high school hallway, finding my last class and plopped down in my desk. Stiles came in like the ball of energy he is, as he sat beside me.

“What’s wrong Y/N?” he asked with concern.

“Nothing, just tired” I replied. It wasn’t technically a lie, I was tired, but after the crappy week I had been having, I just want to go home and sleep the whole weekend. The only thing I can focus on is my yearning to leave. The noises and bustling of students just made the day worse. The bell rang and I was up and out of my seat as fast as possible.

I didn’t look back as I heard the sound of my friends call my name from the corridor. I rushed to my car and sped all the way home. As soon as I got there, I dropped all my stuff in my room and headed for the bathroom. Maybe a hot shower will help wash away the week.

Stiles’ POV

Y/N hasn’t been acting right all week and I am determined to fix it. I met up with the rest of the pack after school so we could come up with a plan.

“Look guys, something’s up with Y/N” I began

“Yeah, Y/N’s been really distant lately” Allison said

“She doesn’t answer any of my texts either, we should do something nice for them” Lydia added.

“Alright, I’ve got an idea.. Here’s the plan” I explained.

Y/N POV

As I stepped out of the shower, I heard my phone ding from the other room. I saw Lydia’s name flash across the screen with a text that said “Pack meeting at Stiles’ house ASAP”. My heart sped up at the urgency of her text, but at least it didn’t say hospital.

I pulled on a pair of jeans, threw on a sweatshirt and my vans before heading out the door. This isn’t what I wanted to do with my Friday night.. I was planning to curl up and watch Netflix all night to block out my problems but unfortunately that didn’t go as planned. I pulled up to Stiles’ house, seeing everyone else’s cars here, I must be the last one to arrive.

I take a deep breath as I prepare myself to go inside. I loved my friends, don’t get me wrong, but the last thing I want to do when I feel like this is sit through hours of a pack meeting. I compose myself enough to look halfway decent as I walked up to the door, letting myself in.

I looked around the Stilinksi living room and what I see makes me smile. Allison and Lydia were setting out tons of fuzzy blankets, Scott and Isaac came out from the kitchen with tons of snacks and Stiles was shuffling through movies.

“Surprise!” They yelled, when they finally saw me.

“This doesn’t look like a pack meeting” I said in surprise, a small giggle leaving my mouth.

“We noticed you’ve been a little down lately and we wanted to help” Allison smiled.

“Who’s idea was this?” I laugh, “I love it”.

“All Stiles’ idea” Scott said with a smirk. I looked over to the blushing Stiles and made my way over to give him a hug.

“Thank you” I whispered into his ear “I really needed this”.

“Anything for you” he replied, his eyes locked on mine.

Our moment broke as Isaac burst in with “Let’s get this party started!’. We all ate pizza until we couldn’t eat anymore. The rest of the night continued with lots of snuggling (especially next to Stiles) as we watched my favorite movie. As the night came to a close, I stayed back to help Stiles clean up. When we were finished, he walked me to the door and stopped.

“Thank you again Stiles, you always know how to cheer me up” I said. Our eyes locked once again as I saw his eyes glance down at my lips, then back up at me. His hand came to cheek as our lips met. We stood there for what seemed like forever before breaking apart.

“Anything for you”.


Writer’s Note: Thank you for the request anon, I hope you love it! Requests are open. -M

anonymous asked:

I'm starting my first comic and I'm having trouble storyboarding the pages. What does your process for planning out comic pages look like?

When it comes to stories longer than 2 pages, we write a short page-by-page screenplay before we start working. We gauge how much action/dialogue we can fit in one page and pray we can work according to script. Sometime we change things in the process. Most of the time I have a relatively solid layout idea in my head before I sit down to draw.

I don’t think I’m amazing at paneling and overall composition but I try to make sure my pages aren’t exact copies of each other composition-wise, panels + speech bubbles are in a readable order and the latter are not covering anything important.
I don’t care about the quality of my layout drawings. I’ll refine sketches later or hand them down for @cameronaugust to draw if it’s a collab. If halfway the page I feel like I need more space, I just select and squish panels. For comparison, here are some pages with their layouts:

^see, how some of the drawings are kinda squished on the layout on that last page? It’s because they turned out too big or were positioned wrong and I had to resize them. It’s kind of like a tetris of ideas. If something doesn’t work, you try another solution until you find something you can roll with. Those sketches are just crappy throwaway place-holders, you should be 100% willing to sacrifice them while planning.

anonymous asked:

Could you talk some more about Hannah not being blameless or perfect? I like Hannah, but I haven't seen anyone really discuss her character yet. Who did she hurt?

Well for starters, she hurt everyone on the tapes by making them. I’m not saying they don’t deserve it (though some do more than others), but the none of the recipients are unscathed by it.

She gets upset at Ryan (rightly so) for breaking her trust and publishing her poem even if it’s technically anonymous, yet in making the tapes she reveals secrets of the others’ that aren’t hers to reveal. Most notably, Jess’s rape. She also makes a second Justin tape for how he lied to Jess and didn’t tell her she was raped by Bryce…..but neither did Hannah (although I think Hannah takes a little responsibility for this too in the tape iirc, and Clay has that line to Jess in the final episode or two about “I think Hannah let you down too”). Imagine being Jess and hearing the tapes and realizing not only did people who you thought cared about you lied to you, but now a whole bunch of people know what happened to you and that decision was made for you instead of by you. Rape is about power, not sex, and Hannah knows firsthand at the time of making the tapes how powerless one can feel afterwards. So to reveal Jess’s secret *and* make Jess one of the thirteen reasons was kinda crappy on Hannah’s part.

Hannah monologues a lot about how you never know what the other person is going through and how we need to consider other people’s perspectives, but she doesn’t always take her own advice. Granted, I think there is a correlation between her increasingly crumbling mental health and her becoming worse at taking that advice, so I’m not really blaming her, just stating an observation.

I think the episode that really shows that Hannah isn’t supposed to be a flawless, blameless victim, but rather just as equally flawed and human as the other characters, is Zach’s tape. When Zach asks her out, he’s polite, albeit not the greatest with his words. But instead of talking to him, she yells at him and pushes him away. Did Zach respond immaturely afterwards with what he did to her compliments from communications class? Definitely. But Hannah clearly projected a lot of expectations on Zach from herself (“are you lonely too?” she thinks but never actually communicates to him). And made assumptions that we see end up not being true (that she thinks Zach threw out the note). The whole episode does a good job of reminding the audience that the tapes are Hannah’s truth and not the actual truth, and while Hannah’s truth does mostly align with the actual truth, it’s not 100%. Hannah is neither totally good or bad, she is just as grey and human as the others.

I’m not victim blaming or saying that Hannah was never treated like shit (she definitely was), just that she also hurt others too.

So I arranged I Burn in a minor key based of the snippet in episode 6 of volume 3. And now I made a video to avoid my homework 👌🏽 Warning: the sound quality is pretty crappy and I’ve never recorded anything before so it’s kinda yikes lol

anonymous asked:

I was aware of the controversy surrounding Nick Spencer, but I had never actually cracked open one of his issues, but GOD DAMN WHAT?? What in God's name is even happening in his story??

Well. He decided to turn cap into a secret Nazi. And he tried to back peddle by saying
a) Hydra aren’t Nazis (they are)
B) attacking Nazis in real life “Is bad we should be civil. No one deserves a hit :(”
C) “trust me I’m going somewhere”

But now turns out the story of cap being a Nazi just made him EXTRA Nazi by saying the Allies altered the TRUE timeline wth a Cosmic Cube where the Axis powers won WW2, Cap was always a Hydra agent so the Steve we knew and loved was a fake (yknow the Steve created by two Jewish men).
So.
Yeah.
(Also the writing in general is kinda crappy and he has big gaping plotholes and thinhs that don’t even make sense like how does Nazi Steve remember real Steve when its not a brain wash itsa compete alteration of time? )
I’d say to maybe avoid main titles post 2012 and read Squirrel Girl or the Star Wars comics. Or just watch Avengers Assemble.

MTVS Epic Rewatch #167

BTVS 6x15 As You Were

Stray thoughts

1) Don’t you hate those loser guys who are working the same job as you are and yet they still believe they’re better than you? I hate them with the firey passion of a thousand suns. Pretentious twats.

TODD: You see, Buffy, the thing you gotta learn about the Palace, and this takes a while, is that job security all boils down to one simple thing. Politics.  Now, I’m not a political animal, but you learn fast around here or it’s wham! Hello, glass ceiling. I mean, it’s not like we work at Burger World, or the Happy Bun, where the power structure is simple. No, here at the Palace, you gotta keep your friends close, but your enemies? Closer. It’s like Machiavelli says. You know Machiavelli, right?

BUFFY: Tall guy, bleached mullet, works day shifts?
TODD: I’m sorry. My bad. I keep forgetting you dropped out of college.
BUFFY: I’m reapplying.
TODD: Good luck with that. Well, gotta motor! Don’t wanna be late for night school.
BUFFY: You go to night school?
TODD: I’m working on my MBA. Think I wanna spend the rest of my life cleaning grease traps?

2) Now, this truly was a low point…

VAMP: What’s that smell? Geez, Slayer, is that you?
BUFFY: I’ve been working!
VAMP: Where, in a slaughterhouse?!
BUFFY: Double Meat Palace.
VAMP: Ohhh. You know what? Let’s just call it a night. If it’s all the same to you, and you’ve been eating that stuff, I’m not so sure I wanna bite you.
BUFFY: You’re dead! You smell like it! How do you get to say I’m the one who’s stinky?
VAMP: Really, it’s, it’s cool, I’ll just catch you next time.

A vampire walking away from you because of how awful you smell? That must hurt… It’s no surprise she needed a little comfort after that…

3) Low point, meet lower point…

BUFFY: Oh, for Pete’s sake. Spike?

SPIKE: Ah, it’s a fair cop, you caught me, Slayer. However, in all honesty, I think we have to say this one doesn’t count. After all, I wasn’t exactly hiding.

BUFFY: No, Spike.
SPIKE: No? What kind of answer is that, you haven’t even heard the question yet.
BUFFY: I don’t have to. We both know what you’re thinking.
SPIKE: And we both know… that I’m not the only one thinking it.

BUFFY: No! Not here.

And yet…

The writers really wanted to make a point of how this was their dynamic as a couple (or whatever they were), with Spike always pushing, Buffy always saying no and yet eventually giving in. Of course, the situation was quite different when she said no and really meant it. But there’s no need to get ahead.

4) Oh, we get it, the sex was rough.

DAWN: Rough night?
BUFFY: The usual.

WILLOW: Hey, workin’ lady. Rough night?
BUFFY: Why does everybody keep asking me that?

DAWN: Some vamp get rough with you?
BUFFY: He’s not getting any gentler.

5) Look, even if you find Dawn annoying, you gotta admit that her being the biggest Tara/Willow shipper is the cutest (and enough reason to love her a little, okay? so please try and love her a little?) And Willow is actually acting so mature about the whole thing, so much progress for her!

DAWN: Big wedding coming up… lots of date possibilities… you and Tara are speaking again. You wanna call her? Invite her over?
WILLOW: Oh, no. Too soon for so bold a maneuver. But if I did call? She wouldn’t hang up on me.
DAWN: That’s progress!
WILLOW:  Hence the happy.

6) Poor Buffy…

Was she really ready to go back to college at this point, though? 

7)

Riley: *shows up*
Me:

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hey guys for the last few months @sir-adamus has been uploading a bunch of pics of the outfits for team rwby between volume 1 and 2 in the upcoming chapter 13 of the manga. I went on ahead and made a few sketches of what the design looks like overall for all of your drawing needs.

Please keep in mind:

-I made the originals on paper and had to paint with the mouse so sorry for the really crappy coloring 

-The designs change slightly from frame to frame(for example Weiss has black boots on one and white on the other) and they sometimes have more detail.

-This may not look like the final product I was following 5 to 6 images.

-Yang wasn’t shown all that much so It’s kinda hard to know what she looks like.

-Blake has shorts, they’re really small tho

- Have fun!

Slytherins and Hogwarts

Sometimes I think about how much I wanna be at Hogwarts right now and wonder what era I would choose to live in. 

I then remember that If I chose to be in the present era I would have to deal with the crappy story of Harry Potter and the Cursed Child. So then I’m like “Okay well just go live a bit before in the 90′s”, but I then realize that I’m a Slytherin and Slytherin and the 90′s were the worst thing ever. If you were actually kinda great most houses would still stigmatize you and if you made gryffindor friends etc then your fellow bitchy slytherin mates would pick on you. Soo then I think “Okayy then Marauders it is I always wanted a prequel on them anyways”, but I then realize that no that doesn’t work either, since the Death Eaters and all the purity of the blood slash Slytherin voodoo evil were at their peak back in the day. THEN I GET MAD and think “Well just go even more back in the 20′s with Newt Scamander it would be great”, but I would be triggered all the time by sexism

God dammit Slytherin I love you but why did you have to get such a bad reputation

“three lights are lit but the fourth one’s out” 

3.29.2016

so, I made a thing

Smoke and Mirrors (Song Fic)

My apology for “A Letter To My Loved Ones” (*cough* @thehoneybuddhadefender *cough*)

Guess the character :>


Your little brother never told you but he loves you so

He has been lonely ever since he was a kid. His family never liked him, and every time he faces them he was reminded of the amount of hate they had on him.

You said your mother only smiled on her TV show

His mother said he was a big disappointment to their family, and growing up he have been marked by those words. It stayed etched in his brain, and until now he can hear her voice say these words.

It rang loud in his head, haunting him every time he looks into the mirror.

You’re only happy when you’re sorry, head is filled with dope

The time he was old enough to stay away from them filled him with thrill and excitement. He knew he should be sorry, but he felt so free, and it was nothing like before. He felt he can go places without even needing their help; he has talent, right? He thought it was good enough for him to start from the beginning.

I hope you make it to the day you’re 28 years old

He was so young back then to know how to properly deal with it; too young to know it was harder than it seems. But he kept pushing, kept dreaming, and kept going until he found a sense of direction after numerous turns at the crossroads.

And he did. He found what he have been looking for, until he fell victim to something else.

You’re dripping like a saturated sunrise

At first he had control, but then he slowly lost the upper hand as he continued to smoke. Then it turned to addiction; he literally never goes through the day without smoking at least thrice.

You’re spilling like an overflowing sink

He fell victim to nicotine and how addictive it is. He continued to grow and be successful in his work, but behind everyone’s eyes he was falling apart because of his addiction. He tried to lessen the amount of times he smoked, but give him at least a day and he’ll get back to it in no time.

He was losing in this battle, and was afraid he would end up risking the only work he wants and loves.

You’re ripped at every edge but you’re a masterpiece

But me? I see the beauty he still has. Whether he smokes or not, I can still see how beautiful he is. How perfect he is. I know it would take him a lot of time to ask for support in his addiction, and that he would try to stop it on his own, but I have faith in him. I know he will come to senses and realize he can’t do this alone.

I’ve always known he was better than this anyway. I just know it.

And now you’re tearing through the pages and the ink

I’ll help him to open up to us; to slowly let down his guard and let us in through his walls. It’s just a matter of time before he realizes it, and I’ll be the first one to comfort him when the time comes.

I just know it, I just do.

Everything is blue

“Just let me in, please,” I begged, knocking on his room’s door a lot while trying to hear him through the door. I heard nothing; it was so silent in his room. It scares me, even if a part of me knew it might just be my irrational fear.

I pulled a bobby pin from my hair and continued to use it to unlock his door, taking a few minutes before it finally did unlock.

His pills, his hands, his jeans

I saw him sitting there with his box of cigarettes in front of him, and he looked like he was about to cry. “Why can’t I stop smoking, MC? I’ve tried so hard and yet…” I hugged him instead, comforting him as he cry in frustration. It wasn’t like him to be like this, but I knew how hard he tries to not relapse and come back to it.

And now I’m covered in the colors pulled apart at the seams

I can feel all his frustration, sorrow, and helplessness in him, but I can see it. He finally realized he needed help from someone in this battle, and that help would come from me.

And it’s blue

“MC, please how do I stop this…” He whimpered against my shoulder, sounding very sad and hopeless.

And it’s blue

“I can’t do this alone…”

Everything is grey

I can feel the life draining from him, all because he relapsed. I knew he was disappointed, but I can’t let him give up. Not now, not when he finally let me in.

His hair, his smokes, his dreams

“I never liked to depend on anyone,” he whispered “but I don’t think I could handle this all by myself.” “I know, and I’m here for you.” I told him, letting him hug me tighter.

And now he’s so devoid of color he don’t know what it means

“Could I even stop immediately? I tried so many times but–” “I know, believe me. The only way to go is cutting it down for a bit until you get used to it, and we just keep cutting it until you can get through a day without smoking. It’ll take time, but it’ll be worth it,” I muttered, helping him to gain some hope.

“Don’t be afraid to finally depend on someone. We’ll figure this out.”

And he’s blue

He never thought he would have to depend on someone again, ever since he became free from his parents and lived his dreams.

But he knew he needed her. 

And he’s blue

“Okay,” Zen whispered.


This is kinda crappy but I just thought, what if Zen actually struggled about his smoking habit? Like what if at some point he got addicted because he was under so much stress, and MC noticed it but waited for him to open up?

Also, I just made this up on the spot. It took me a day (and a half?) to finish this. 

Okay, next time when I have nothing to do I swear I will do a proper fic just give me time XD

@rfaimagining Sorry if this is really crappy ugh ;A;

I MISSED YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! Happy/Sad

Gosh, it’s been a long while since I’ve been back here… I only got glimpses of posts here and there, but that honestly made me happy already. I got to chat up on some people occasionally too. 

So like, first of all, THANK YOU guys for all the support you’ve given me. All the wishes and rest wells…And the little gifts I have yet to reblog (net is kinda crappy for it)! Really, they mean so much! I’m so happy I’m crying so much tbh- You guys are just the sweetest! I love you so much!! <3


Secondly, along with my tears of happiness, would be my tears of sadness. One of my favorite artists, a really good friend of mine, someone who’s been here LONGER than us, and just the biggest Kuro fan I know, deactivated her tumblr…

Really just… a Lawless moment for me– losing his Ophelia… I’m serious. I just wished things turned out differently… I wonder if there was something else I could’ve done but…didn’t do it…Ahhhhh… Still, with that final move, we lost a very important artist in the fandom. You probably wont hear much about her then. You guys missed a lot. She’s just so dedicated and amazing and I just wish things got better for her and people stopped going against her or ignoring her— like….shit.. But I will keep being with her through our own means. So… yes…I’ll still miss her here nevertheless….//sigh


Anyways, still, Thank you so much guys!! For everything! Things wouldn’t have been so worth the wait if it weren’t for the Servamp fandom, your kind words and for my bro’s questionable kindness he wants something from me after this i know it.