Based on their behaviour in the last video, I have a sorta angsty Prinxiety headcanon that Roman would initially try and confess in the most Extra™ and flamboyant way possible, with big bouquets of flowers or serenading him in the commons or other big and dramatic romantic gestures, hoping to bowl Virgil over with how much he loves him
But that Virgil would just be super embarrassed and flustered and stressed at all the attention, and would immediately flee the situation or try to avoid Roman and his loud romantic gestures as much as possible (even though he likes Roman back, he’s just not great with loud noises or PDA or being fawned upon cos it makes him self-conscious)
And that Roman would have to learn that sometimes thoughtful gestures like a gentle embrace or being nearby when Virgil needs it or giving him some space to recharge can be just as romantic and loving than leaving fifty red roses scattered around his bedroom
(Virgil definitely did not appreciate the roses scattered everywhere - he pricked his fingers at least a dozen times trying to clean them up)
I was tagged by @roslynrobinson 1ST RULE: tag 9 people you want to get to know better 2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true
APPEARANCE: I am 5'7" (170cm) or taller I wear glasses I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing I have blonde hair I have brown eyes I have short hair (i have mediumly short hair? mines a little past my shoulders) My abs are at least somewhat defined I have or have had braces
PERSONALITY: I love meeting new people People tell me that I’m funny Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude with people I know well I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it
ABILITY: I can sing well (people say i can but im not so sure) I can play an instrument I can do over 30 push-ups without stopping I’m a fast runner I can draw well I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch
HOBBIES: I enjoy playing sports I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else I have learned a new song in the past week I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month I enjoy writing FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION I do or have done martial arts
EXPERIENCES: I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol I have scored the winning goal in a sports game I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting I have been at an overnight event (if a party in my own house counts) I have been in a taxi I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts
RELATIONSHIPS: I’m in a relationship I have a crush on a celebrity I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least 3 relationships I have never been in a relationship (unless you count those silly middle school relationships that barely even count as friendships) I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them I get crushes easily I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have been in a relationship for at least a year I have had feelings for a friend
MY LIFE: I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” I live close to my school My parents are still together I have at least one sibling I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live I have hung out with a friend in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs I share my room with someone
RANDOM SHIT: I have breakdanced I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now I have punched someone in the past week I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life I speak at least 2 languages I have made a new friend in the past year
I do not know who to tag haha.. So instead of tagging nine people, i challenge anyone that sees this post to do this and let your followers know a little more about you :)
It didn’t matter how you built your pyre. It
still doesn’t. You weren’t sure how you were going to fracture yourself and
fall together in a better way - like gravity, like collapsing into a black hole
- but if death is an inevitability, surely the death of an ego is inevitable
It wasn’t supposed to matter, but it did. You
carried sadness around you - you did, you did, and you still do. So what would
come first, the sadness or the memories that caused them? It was a sick
juxtaposition - it was the contrast between ‘okay’ and 'not okay’. You think
that if you had never learned how to be happy in the first place you wouldn’t
be so sad now. You think there’s still plenty of time left to be happy.
What did they - the pictures, the chatlogs,
the people - matter to you now anyway? Physicality is easy to burn, physicality
can disappear - into carbon under bunsen burners, into smoke. It was what came
after you were afraid of - of not having anything to look back at, of not being
able to pretend that this past was your future. It was not having these
security blankets - not being able to read these conversations and trace over these memories until they were
as smooth as your bathroom tiles from wear.
You think about them a lot. If a relationship
has ten effort units total, and you give all ten, then you’re not going to get
anything back. If you look up to someone, if you spend hours social media
stalking, if you keep up obsessively without getting any acknowledgement of
your existence, if you write emails that never get replies, if you spend hours
upon hours drafting messages that never get read - then do you not force them
to look down on you?
And you wanted to become something greater,
to become a phoenix at the threat of rebirth - wanted something of revenge, or
regret, or some other unnameable noun that started with r. You didn’t want to
become something greater if they weren’t going to look back at you.
But not now. The pyre is built and the
funeral is ready. There are no white flowers, no observers, no wills or last
rites. Nothing but you and the flame. Nobody will cry for your death - but then
again, do you need anyone to?
i really want to post something, but it would be better if i posted it on October 19th but I REALLY WANT TO POST IT RIGHT NOW BC IT STILL WORKS FOR ANY DAY BUT IT WOULD WORK BETTER FOR OCTOBER 19TH AND UGH
I wish I was as happy about using Tumblr as you are lmao... ✨
Tumblr is a…. difficult place. I won’t lie, I have actually almost left this hellsite a lot of times and just moved my writing to AO3 or wattpad cause I hate this place sometimes. But I’ve been here since grade 7 (I’m three years out of high school now) and I’m right stuck.
But it comes down to people. Find friends and surround yourself with positivity. I love this blog bc I’m lucky enough to have kind people. An older blog of mine, however, was full of negativity and represented a bad time in my life and it showed. So while this site should absolutely burn, sometimes it’s the people that make it a little better.
i really hope that when people say “end cringe culture” they include people with obscure/mogai orientations and genders bc for as many kids are made fun of by adults for rainbow wolf ocs or warrior cats amvs there’s also adults that make fun of nb people by calling them “special snowflakes” or mocking their identities by saying they “identify as treegender demipanasexual”