November 7, 2011 // So I had a talk with my step dad today about guys and I opened up more than usual to him. I talked about how insecure I am towards guys. Or how I’m not the “type” of girls guy look for. And he told me how he fell in love with my mom. About how my mom was hooking him up with her friend, but he fell for her instead. Then I looked at their wedding pictures and he cheered me up so much.

“Falling in love is different for everyone. You can fall in love so many times or so little. And for you, you’ll know a guy really love you unconditionally is when he gives you the same look I gave your mom in these pictures. That looked that shows I would spend my whole life with her. That’s when you know it’s really love.” - Step Dad


March 16, 2013 // Beyond Wonderland was amazing <3! First Rave

Thank you to Joe for making it happen for me :)! Thank you strangers for being so friendly. No thanks to the perverts who were raping the shit out of me. HAHA, I love the music, sometimes. I love the adventurous things. Went with Lily. Met up with Joe and Andrew. Met up with Matt and Marqus. Met up with Brandon. Saw Demi and Courtney. Saw Walter. Saw Jon and Jason. OMG. Met a bunch of people. YAY <3

EDC next ;3


June 7-8, 2012 // Workman High School and Los Altos High School Class of ‘12 Graduation :)! 

Went with Stephanie to WOHS graduation then LAHS. Random plans after at Boston Cafe, dancing to Ma Boy in the parking lot, going to someone’s house and having a hookah sesh. Waking up to Kielthone requesting an open relationship with me. Haha he’s funny! 

Dear Daddy,

Hi Dad. How’s life on the other side of the world? I hope you’re staying healthy and hitting the gym there. Don’t forget about me~ Because I miss you so much. There never goes one day by when I don’t think about you. Because you’re the best thing that happened to my life. Someone who I can look up to. Someone who I can fully trust. And it hurts to know you’re not in my life as much as before. But I do wish you come back soon. 

A lot has happened in my life since you’ve been gone. I wouldn’t have made it through months without talking to you, but I tried my best. No one will ever replace you in my heart. Through all the pain you’ve dealt with to all the endless days talking, I want you back in my life. 

Stay safe and please come home.

XOXO, Daughter. 


April 21-22, 2012 // Tell me drunk stories. 

So much work and preparation for a damn party. But other than that I had a blast. Everyone kept on telling me I was a happy loving drunk. I love you all too :3! And plus I love those people who take pictures all night of random shit, captures the memories!