kills me everytime they say it

How do you feel about our relationship?

“ Everything’s going to be alright, as long as we stick together ”

“The day you told me you loved me was the greatest day of my life”

Always knew there was something special about you. Glad I found it”

“It’ll be a cold day in hell before I let anything bad happen to you”

“Don’t know what karma I cashed, but I definitely don’t deserve someone as good as you” 

Wonder Woman, a summary
  • Amazons : Diana, don't risk your life
  • Diana : i'm gonna steal all those armory stuff and kick a God's ass
  • Everyone : Diana stop being so attractive
  • Diana : *gains +10 beauty everytime someone says that*
  • Steve : there's a sniper in that clock tower
  • Diana : i'm going to fucking blow off the tower
  • Soldiers : don't go into the no man's land !!! It's very dangerous !!!!
  • Diana : hold my drink and fucking watch me
  • Arès : kill that woman please
  • Diana : *lifts a goddamn tank*
  • me : do you even catch a breath
  • Diana : *does the little smiling head tilt*
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★ Mon-El Appreciation Week ★

Day 3 favorite heartbreaking/angsty moment: Karamel break up

‘cause there’s nothing like seein’ each other again
no matter what the distance between
and the stories that we tell will make you smile
oh it really lifts my heart

I Remember | Jason Todd x

Description: After Jason Todd’s death, the second Batgirl, Y/N L/N, is determined to kill the two men who caused it. Bruce watches her transformation, and the way her expression shifts when the Red Hood takes off his helmet.

Request: If the requests are still open could you do one where Jason was friends with the reader as Robin (round about when he was 16) and when he dies, reader turns into a Punisher like antihero and yaknow something with how when Jason does come back and his reaction idk really:))

Words: 1867

Notes: WOAOOOH I WROTE THIS SO FAST HOWWWW

Masterlist | Inbox

Taglist: @followeroonieclassic@robincoalition@puggleprincess@robincoalition


Bruce had never known how much damage a sixteen-year-old girl could cause until Jason Todd’s death. He remembers telling her almost as well as he remembers holding Jason’s body, or the splitting, earth-shattering, undiluted pain in his chest as his heart tried to saw it’s way out of his ribcage.

At first, the only thing that had been noticeably off was Y/N’s immediate disappearance and the way she had executed it. It was cliche and simple. She left a tear-stained note on her bed, and Alfred read it aloud to me as I drove the Batmobile into downtown Gotham—Riddler had made a bomb threat on the GCPD, and that meant that I was needed elsewhere. Y/N can wait, I remember thinking harmlessly, she’s only a teenager. I can find her once this is over with.

But after her disappearance crimes began to topple on top of each other, creating a proper and steady barricade between myself and the second Batgirl. By the time I had managed to create a period in which I could search for her, she was gone and seemingly never returning.

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silmarillion characters as wolfpupy tweets

CELEGORM: survival tip: you can sleep in an unattended birds nest for free

CURUFIN: have to stop saying “how am i going to kill my way out of this one” everytime there is trouble going on, or at least not out loud

EREINION: im well aware that ive accidently set myself on fire and its none of your business. i dont need your pity water either. let me burn in peace

FEANOR: the best way to solve problems is to create more problems until you are dead 

FINGOLFIN: haha youd have to stab me with atleast 6 more knives than this, this is so little amount of knives that i am stabbed with

FINARFIN: some say killing people is the answer to the problems, me personally i think killing people is bad to do because im not a horrible monster

GALADRIEL: you have to be cruel to be kind, no wait the other thing, you have to do nice things. phew, could have caused a lot of problems

GLORFINDEL: it happens to the best of us, the best of us such as me, out of both of us im the best one, probably too great to give you usable advice

GWINDON: things are going really well for me now that ive changed the meaning of really well to the opposite of what it means in my head

MAEDHROS: to everyone who said this would never work, sorry about the huge amount of damage and all of the fires 

MAEGLIN: i don’t want to throw anyone under the bus here unless they are my enemy or betrayer or if it will help me get where i’m going faster

MAGLOR: the “drama” fiasco is over, we learned nothing from it and nothing changed but we can safely say it is over for sure i hear that

MANWE: “who am i to judge” - the confused judge, the court room just became a comedy room in this all new sitcom, i sentence you to laugh in prison

MELKOR: at the end of the day whats important is not the enemies you’ve crushed and killed, it’s the gems, coins, and jewels you got from doing it

SAURON: only the good die young? phew good thing that i am so incredibly awful

TURIN: can only assume bad things keep happening to me because of the large amount of hexes and curses put on me by everyone all the time 

TURGON: people say “what you don’t know won’t hurt you” when in factuality i don’t know anything and am constantly being seriously injured and hurt

MCU characters as quotes from me while at school
  • Tony: Pluto is a fucking planet. It orbits a star and has an axis, and gravity, it's a fucking planet. It's not rocket science. it only becomes rocket science when you want to visit it.
  • Rhodey: [someone notices the 'gay af' on his shirt] Yes thank you. Finally someone noticed my hard work
  • Natasha: I hate Satan because he's the one that made Eve eat the fucking apple and give her periods so I hope he's rotting in hell for making my week a hell on earth
  • Clint: [sees everyone eating their lunch and remembers its lunch time] OH YEAH FOOD [runs to the lunch line to get food]
  • Bucky: cutting off your dick would be easier than cutting off your arm
  • Sam: i wish i could just say 'fuck this shit' and fly out the window
  • Steve: Hurt my friend, I hurt you, with a SPOON
  • Scott: i don't know shit about biology I failed it
  • Sharon: I'm a badass but even I won't fight a spider. That's idiotic and I'm just gonna hide around the corner.
  • Thor: AAAAAHHHH [runs and jumps on friend] I LOVE YOU
  • Bruce: That's not probable at all why are you doing that, no, no. don't do that. for right now i'm the mom friend and i'm saying No.
  • Wanda: if one more teacher tells me to do homeWORK I"M GONNA probably do it because it's senior year and i want out of here so fucking bad
  • Pietro: [everytime someone runs by] RUN FOREST RUN [pauses as freshmen stare in confusion] fuck i'm old kill me

Kills me a bit more everytime when ur mom or dad say ‘I won’t be around forever to help you with this’ Stop that, ur immortal😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

here is my much requested recs for tom fics!! i also tried to not mention the same people as I did for my peter recs but i love who i love, ya know? i tried to get everyone but i may have missed someone!! i hope you guys enjoy these author’s works as much as i do and show them some love!! (and to all the writers, if i could find you masterlist, i just linked it but sometimes I had a little trouble so if you’d like me to add it, just let me know!)

here is my tag (but its growing pls don’t sue me)

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The antagonist in S4 is Sherlock himself

I can’t find the quote anymore, but I remember Moffat saying that Season 4′s antagonist was Sherlock. And that’s when he starts laughing.

Because, yeah, it is pretty funny.

But when you remember that S4 is all inside his head… that suddenly doesn’t seem as funny as it used to.

Who are the antagonists in S4?

  • Ajay (whose statute as vilain is questionnable but, well, that’s how they’re selling him to us), a man who thinks he was betrayed by ‘Mary’, a person he believed was family. A man who was left for dead. A man who’s been tortured for fun and who has heard for years the same word over and over again, a word he’s linked with all his suffering and he believes ‘Mary’ is the source of it: amo, amo, (I love), love;
  • and then we have Vivian Norbury, Mary’s murderer. The one woman whose gun is a James Bond gun. But when we look at the shots again…

It looks like it was Sherlock who was holding the gun. It’s also a woman who lost her significant other (Sherlock assumes she’s a widow) and hasn’t moved on, who lives on her little flat with her pets because she tries to fill the void after her other half left her. A woman who indirectly confesses through Mary that she wants a family and a home.

  • Culverton Smith, a man who has a deep fascination with dead people, who likes to drug those he loves (THoB anyone?), a man who has no problem using these people and turn them into things, into means to an end (Janine anyone?);
  • Eurus, his most emotional side, who’s been repressed for years and has decided to throw the table and be the one in charge. A genuis Mycroft tried to repress. The one stuck on the plane and who needs to land it to finally go home.

Three versions of Sherlock are antagonizing him: the one who was betrayed and wants revenge, the one unlikable and disgusting man who desperately needs to confess and the most emotional one who has enough to be imprisoned and is having a tantrum.

And everytime, Sherlock needs to listen to what they have to say before they can be ‘defeated’:

1.1 Ajay:

AJAY: You know, all the time I was there, I just kept picking up things – little whispers, laughter, gossip: how the clever agents had been betrayed.
AJAY: Brought down by you.
MARY: Me?

(…)

MARY: You know I’ll kill you too. You know I will, Ajay.
AJAY: What, you think I care if I die? I’ve dreamed of killing you every night for six years, of squeezing the life out of your treacherous, lying throat.

(…)

AJAY: We were betrayed!
SHERLOCK: And they said it was her?
AJAY: You betrayed us!

1.2 Norbury

NORBURY:  Just a little peace. That’s all you wanted too, wasn’t it? A family, home. Really, I understand.

(…)

SHERLOCK: So yes. I say jealousy was your motive after all.

2. Culverton Smith:

SMITH: But you don’t actually want to die.

SHERLOCK: No.

SMITH: Good. Say that for me. Say it.

SHERLOCK: I don’t want to die.

3. Eurus:

LITTLE EURUS: We’re going to crash! I’m going to die!

EURUS: Everytime I close my eyes, I’m on a plane. I’m lost, lost in the sky and no one can hear me.

And we can summarize our vilains this way:

  • Ajay is anger/revenge;
  • Norbury is jealousy,
  • Culverton is suicidal ideation who has this urge to confess,
  • Eurus is emotion.

Sherlock is on a journey, facing the darker aspects of himself and accepting what they represent.

And if there is one thing Eurus showed us, it’s that acknowledging them, listening to them, is the answer to finally win.

Alive (Bellamy Blake x Reader)

Requested by: Anon

Request: Can you do a request where the reader is Kane’s daughter, but they have a bad relationship and she’s a total badass. When she gets sent to the ground, she constantly puts Bellamy in his place, and she’s kind of a leader. Eventually they become friends, and it leads to mooreeeeee!

A/N: I don’t kow why this became that long and it came out with a smut, but I hope you like it. Thank you for your request, I enjoyed writing this. :D

Warnings: Smut and swearing.

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Originally posted by darlinglostcrank

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Alive (Bellamy Blake x Reader)

“Really, dad? First of all you put me in the jail and now you’re sending me to death?” You ask to your father angrily. They can’t do it. They can’t kill you all. What the fuck they know about that fucked up place?

“Y/N, sweetie, you know why I did what I did. You know that…”

“Yeah, dad, I know. I KNOW THAT I FUCKING HATE YOU!” You scream to him before try run away of the cell. But one guard catch you before you did. “FIRST YOU KILL MY MOM, AND NOW YOU’LL GONNA KILL ME?”

Kane just look at you. You don’t used to be so rebel before your mom accident, but now, it was like you didn’t care about anything, and the true are you really don’t. They arrested you with Jasper and Monty and the only thing your dad said to you in that day was: “I don’t recognize you anymore, belive me this is for the best.” The best for who, dad?

“Y/N, just listen to me…”

“NO! I DON’T WANT TO FUCK LISTEN YOU! YOU JUST WANT TO SEND ME AWAY SO I’LL NOT BE YOUR PROBLEM ANYMORE! I HATE YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU!” You scream more louder, trying to let go of the guard arms. Your eyes full of hate never let your fathers face, so you see when he nodded to someone behind you, before you feel a little pain in your neck. The last thing you saw was your dad walking away from you.

____

You can’t stand this anymore, you just go out of the camp and start walk. The crowd celebrating the “liberation” just make you want go and hit this idiot Blake in the face. Instead of it, you hit a tree.

“What the tree did to you, beautiful?” You hear Bellamy voice followed by a laugh.

“Go float yourself, Blake!” You yeal at him, starting to walk again.

“Uhu hu… The princess look angry today. Maybe I can help you with that…” He says following you.

“Yeah, actually you can: kill yourself and it’ll make me feel really better.”

“Hey! I’m just trying to help!”

“Yeah, sure you are.”

He grab your wrist pulling you close. You immediately try to make him let go of your wrist, but he didn’t. You was already tired of this sick control that Bellamy wanted to exercise over the camp.

“What the hell, Blake?”

“I’ll help you to get this out.” He say calm, looking at you. “And then we’ll come back to the camp and get some food.”

“You know this is called a dictatorship, do not you?” You ask him with sarcasm. “Whatever the hell we want or whatever the hell you want, Blake?”

“You’ll discover it.”

And you did. He broke your wistband, but you didn’t let he go with the victory. You did what you wanted more: you hit him straigh on the eye.

____

After the first attack of the grounders, you insisted that everyone have to learn to protect themselves. Bellamy, for his side, insisted that everyone have to build a wall around the camp. So the camp was divided: half of the kids are helping with the wall and the other half are learning with you. This was the first time you was gratefull for your dad teached you how to fight.

But the fact is that you were not made for it. This place suffocates you, the dagger you carry terrifies you, and the cries you hear all the time torment you. You do not understand why things are happening this way, why they are attacking you. It does not make sense to you and all you want is for the screams to stop, why you can’t hear them anymore.

Sometimes you wonder why you’re here. You hate this place. You hate everything that you see. You hate Bellamy Blake even more. You’re tired of telling how many discussions you two have entered, how many missions you has been and how much blood has been shed. You remember the blood. You remember the traces of blood, remember the terrified screams, remember the cries and despair. You remember everything and you just wish you could forget.

Sometimes you wonder if you’ll ever forget it.

You take the glass that Jasper extended to you, and when you looked up at the other side of the fire, you met Bellamy’s gaze. You do not remember when you last slept in peace, when was the last time the red was not staining your hands even in your nightmares. You don’t even remember when it was the last time you had peace.

You only wake up when everyone has gone to sleep, is still a little dizzy because of the moonshine and the sudden movement only makes the sensation worse.

“I catched you.” You hear his voice while someone grab your waist.

“What are you doing, Blake?” Your voice came out more tired that angry.

“Helping you.”

“Yeah, I heard it before…”

He just smile at you and help you walk to your tent, putting you into bed.

“Here we are…” He start, sitting next to you. “Why you drank so much?” He ask you and you don’t know if it was the moonshine, but you aswer him.

“I just want to forget all this shit.”

“It won’t help, Y/N. But if we lead together, maybe we could do better.” He say looking at you. “What do you think?”

“I think I drank too much…” You say and he only smile at you.

___

“Y/N! Your dad want to talk to you!” Monty came to you.

“But I don’t wanna talk to him.” You say giving him your back and walking away.

Now he want to see you? Hear you? Well, now you don’t. You’ll never want this anymore. You could be dead because of him in the same way he made your mom be floated. You start hit a tree just stoping when someone grab you.

“Why everytime I see you, you are hitting something?” Bellamy ask you. “Your dad…”

“To hell my dad, Bell!”

“Hey, Y/N… What’s wrong?” He ask holding your face.

“He send me here to get kill, Bell. What the fuck he have to say me?”

“You only will know that if you’ll talk to him.”

‘Well, I’m not going”.

___

You are avoinding you dad since you arrived here. It’s about a week now. The only good think about being here on Camp Jaha is the drink. You are seat alone when Bellamy joined you.

“You’ll not get drunk again, don’t even think about it, Y/N.” He say to you.

“My dad ask you to babysitting me?” You ask sarcastic, looking at him.

“No he didn’t. I’m saying that because you are my friend and I care about you.”

“If you do, take me to another place, please.”

___

After Finn’s death, you are feeling strange. Like in the firsts day on the ground, but with something more. You are feeling empty. And that scared you, so you walk to Bellamy’s room and when he opened the door, you kissed him without a word. He don’t deny the kiss, instead of it, he kiss you back.

“What is it, Y/N?”

“I want to feel alive again.” You kiss him again, taking off his shirt. He was pressing you against the wall, your legs around his waist.

Bellamy murmured something, spreading his legs so you could get even closer to his groin. You can feel the extent of his arousal against your belly tug at your body and bring your hips in response, letting out a groan.

He is handsome, and you knew he was experienced, so you closed your eyes when you felt his fingers pulling off your clothes. He just stopped kissing you to admire the body uncovered. Then he laid his mouth with yours again, this time the kiss became more urgent, almost violent.

You held him by the hair. The feeling of being with him was so delicious. You needed him right now! The touch of the male fingers from your legs to the panties made you gasp. When he found what he was looking for, he slid his fingers through the thin fabric, making you gasp again.

“Should I stop?” He ask you.

“No.”

You heard the noise of the zipper and felt the heat rise. When he put you on the bed you took your body against his, leaving you even more impatient. You buried your fingers in his hair as you held his tongue in the delicious kiss. Then, with a single movement, he placed his hands on your hips and positioned himself to end that awful wait.

It was like being surrounded by a flame. Bellamy closed his eyes with a groan as he felt his body shudder in a surge of pleasure. Opening his eyes again, his gaze moved to your breasts. He put a hand on your back so you could arch your body over and give him free access.

You’ve always pushed back the thoughts of kissing him from your head because you never thought that that would actually happen. Abandoning your breasts, he sought your mouth again, ravenous. You never felt as alive as you feel right now. Your body moves rhythmically. He lifts his head to admire you and you held his gaze. His fingers molded your hips and you circled him completely.

“Enjoying, princess?” He murmured as he felt his first tremors of ecstasy.

“Yes.” You groan.

He penetrated you harder, leaving you in full abandon and making you moan his name several times. Then he let himself be with you in the pleasure of the moment.

Your head are now resting on his chest, with you hair spread over both of you.

“This was…” He start holding you head to make you look at him. “Amazing. I knew it, when I first saw you, that it would be incredible, but this? This was better then anything.”

“When you first saw me, you hate me, Blake.” You say smiling to him.

“No, I didn’t, I just didn’t wanted to admite my feelins.” He say, his eyes never letting yours. “I don’t want put any pressure against you, but if someday you want that we be more then friends, I’ll be here.”

“Good, because I alredy want.” You say, kissing him again.

kaerlighet  asked:

what is the gayest thing noora has done

not in order because imo, noora as a character is an EMOTION and everything she does fuels my lesbian soul with the conviction that the world can be good 😌

1. when that dude sat next to her and she looked everywhere for an escape and then proceeded to seductively walk towards eva, sit next to her and flirt with her. he was there. he was GONE. now, she’s whispering Spanish to a girl’s ear and checking her out… she narratively murdered him with her lesbian powers this LEGEND

2. biting her lips, laughing and generally lighting the HELL up when she’s around sana or eva. it happens a lot like she literally glows around girls

3. when eva was kissing jonas and she interrupted them, looking both bitter and SMUG like it’s some ao3 lesbian slow burn classic and not Julie’s hetero self insert fic. I mean, what’s the narrative purpose in jonas appearing so visibly threatened by her very presence ? I’m asking but we all know why!! she’s so gay even straight guys can sense how her love for all girls put their mediocrity to shame!! they KNOW

4. serenading to eva. TO eva. no straight girl would do it like this, they could NEVER do anything like this. she’s literally inches from her, leaning in, scrunching her face like she’s just dying to touch her, to be near her, to feel her close, rewatching these scenes FEEL SO GOOD like!! that’s a lesbian!!! I know it in my heart of heart, her entire smile screams pure and genuine love, understanding and affection, she’s GIDDY with it, drunk on it, it’s like she can’t get enough!! she looks at girls so hungrily, lovingly, fondly it KILLS ME EVERYTIME

5. her entire relationship with eskild. they both enhance their gay powers around one another, they can finally just relax and be openly gay comfortably in their own home it’s so cute :,)

6. vilde : we’ll meet there
noora : don’t tell me what to do
sana : no she’s right we’ll meet there
noora : Sure thing!! Whatever you say!! 💓💓

7. how she stares at sana in every scene of s4. the RAW attraction feels like being hit by a bus I mean she caressed her face, she’s literally buzzing with how badly she wants to be near her!! she’s so into her!! always has been!!

8. coming in at the party and eva being drunk and how there’s a split second where they consider kissing. literally it’s tangible, she’s really standing there in her butch ass coat, staring at the girl’s lips like it’s cherry candy SECONDS AWAY from her straight scenes with willheeverleave… lesbian noora truly went fighting before julie murdered her!!!

9. the way she dances. there’s something so free and unsexy to it! it’s so divorced from any dude’s hot take about what girls should look like while having fun, it’s so fun and warm and silly!!! like she’s out there!! being gay and swaying her arms awkwardly, missing the beat!! makes me MELT

10. her unique pair of mom jeans she wears all the time cause it’s THE gay girl size and she’s comfortable existing out there looking like a lesbo on her way to steal your girl!!

Montgomery x Reader Imagine (Part 11/?)

PART 1     PART 2    PART 3     PART 4    PART 5     PART 6     PART 7       PART 8   PART 9     PART 10


Me and Monty drove back to Bryce’s I quickly grabbed my bag without saying a word to anyone, then he drove me to my car and I got home. I walked in, my parents weren’t there, shocking.
I took a shower, changed into my pjs, made myself a sandwich and then someone rang on doorbell.

“Hi”, I said surprised when I opened the door. Zach was standing outside with big toblerone. “Come in.”

“I wanted to tell you about the bet before the game, I swear. I found out about it after me and guys left Rosie’s but I blew it off because it’s you and you would never just slept with Marcus, but then you agreed to go to the party with him and I thought he’d try something and I wanted to warn you but you…”, he was sitting out the words.

“But I was an idiot and didn’t want to listen to you”, I sighed and rest my forehead on his arm.

“I thought that maybe toblerone would help me to get you to listen to me”, he gave the candy.

“You didn’t have to”, I laughed. “I’m done with being idiot.”

“So we’re good?”

I nodded my head.

“Okay, good”, he hugged me. “I just want you to know that you’re more of my friend than Marcus”, he said walking to the door.

“I honestly don’t know how could I thought it was different”, I shook my head.

“I gotta go, bio test tomorrow. See ya!”

“Bye!”, I said as Zach left. “Idiot!”, I hit my head with toblerone.

***

Next few days were quiet intense but on weekend I finally had moment for myself to sit and not think and do nothing. Well, not exactly. It was Saturday and I was babysitting Trixie.

“Y/N?”, she asked.

“Yeah?”

“What tampons are for?”

I looked at her innocent little face with my eyes wide open and couldn’t believe what I just heard.
Should she already know about periods and sex? Is it too soon? She’s just seven. Am I the fight person to talk about it?

“Sweetheart, you should probably ask your mum, okay?”, I said.

I blow her off but not for too long. Next day we all had family dinner.

“I talked to mum”, she whispered.

“Really? That’s good, sweetie. Probably…”

“Do you have period?”, she asked.

“You mean… Now?”, I mumbled.

“In general”, she rolled her eyes.

“In general yes.”

“And now?”

“Trixie!”, I hissed. “Go to kitchen, my mum will give you extra ice creams.”

I sat there for a moment thinking and the ran upstairs to grab my phone. I opened calendar and started scrolling and counting…

“Oh fuck…”, I whispered.

***

“Are you okay? You haven’t say a word today”, Zach said at the cafeteria.

“Yeah, I’m fine”, I smiled faintly.

Liar, liar, liar. My whole life was circle of lies. But I couldn’t just say listen guys, me and Monty are fucking since September and now I might be pregnant with his child. That would be really freaking big bomb to drop.

“Okay, what is really going on?”, Monty asked when we were leaving Chemistry.

“Nothing…”, I said automatically, because hey, that’s what everyone does, automatically say they’re fine. “Actually…”

“Something happened?”, he asked and looked at me concerned.

“Maybe… I don’t know…”, I felt tears coming to my eyes. “I want to talk to you… But not here.”

“What’s your last period?”

“Spanish”

“You can skip, drive to my house, okay? I’ll meet you there.”

I nodded my head and went to next class.

Monty got to his house faster than me, when I stopped my car at the driveway his was already there. I just walked inside without knocking.

“Monty?”

“I’m here”, he shouted from upstairs.

I almost ran there taking two stairs at one step.

“I’m late”, I said opening door to his room.

He looked at me confused.

“Late for what?”

I sighed.

“Fuck, Montgomery… My period is late”, I said trying not to cry.

He freezed.

“Are… Are you… Sure?”, he mumbled.

“Well I’m pretty fucking sure I know how to use calendar… It’s three weeks late.”

Monty started walking around the room.

“Did you take the test?”, he asked.

“Not yet”, I whispered.

“Jeez… Wait here, sit, don’t move”, he pointed at his bed and left room.

“But… Montgomery!”, I shouted but listened to him and sat on his bed.

I laid down on my back and stared at ceiling, I don’t know for how long but it was long enough for Monty to get back.

“Go to the bathroom”, he threw few tests next to me. “How it may even be possible? I mean, we used protection and everything…”, he pinched bridge of his nose. “Usually.”

“What did you just say?”, I stopped walking halfway to the bathroom.

“Usually”, he mumbled.

“Montgomery. We had condom every time. Right?”, I said through clenched teeth. He took a deep breath. “Fuck, look at me and say you wore it everytime!”, I screamed.

“That time… In car… After that thing with Marcus…”, he mumbled. “It all went so fast…”

“Are you kidding me?!”, I threw pregnancy test at him. “Are. You. Fucking. Kidding. Me”, I hit his arm with every word. “You’re dead, Montgomery”, I took second pregnancy test, not the one I just threw, turned away, slammed the door and went to the bathroom.

We didn’t have condom. He probably got me pregnant. While we’re still in high school. We’re not even a couple. My parents are gonna kill me. My dad is gonna kill him.
I already made few scenarios how I’m gonna tell my parents when I sat down on toilet and looked at my underwear.

“Thank God”, I sighed when I saw some blood. “Oh my God”, at this point I was almost laughing.

I came back to Montgomery’s room to get a tampon from my bag.

“I’m not pregnant”, I said without looking at him.

“You don’t know that, you have to wait three minutes”, he responded while reading instruction.

“Yes, I do. I got my period”, I took tampon and left room again.

“You’re not pregnant, we’re good, right?”, he asked when I got back to the room again.

“I don’t think we should do this anymore”, I said and grabbed my bag.

“Wait. What?”

“The thing between us. It’s over”, I said without looking at him.

“But… Why? Hey, talk to me”, he came closer to me and pulled my face up to make me look at him.

“I just… For last two day I was scared to death I’m pregnant. With your baby. We’re seventeen, we’re not together, we’re just having sex. How would I explain it to my parents? How would I explain it to anyone?”

“But you’re not pregnant, you’re worrying about things that are not going to happen. I want to hear one good reason why you want to end this”, he crossed his arms.

“Because I…”, my voice cracked. I couldn’t tell him the truth. Telling Montgomery about my fellings? What would I expect to hear in answer. I knew him. I knew him well. He would become the one to end things between us very quickly. “I don’t want to do this anymore”, I shrugged. “You said nobody would ever found out and still, Sheri saw us. We’re done, Monty”, I walked past him and left him home.

I got into my car and quickly drove away. I got home, took box of ice cream from freezer and went to my room. Changed into sweats, I put my earphones on and played some music, sat on bed and started eating.

I did the right thing. Relations like that were only right, if they were right at all, if both sides felt the same way. Montgomery definitely didn’t feel what I felt and sooner or later he would call things off when he would get bored and then I’d get hurt more than I am now and I’d be the only one to blame.

He tried to call me few times but I ignored him. As much as I could avoid his calls for eternity  I couldn’t really avoid him in school.

“Can I talk to you for a sec?”, Monty asked when he stood next to the table we were all sitting at in the cafeteria.

“Umm… Sure”, I said as I stood up and walked to the side with him.

“What is going on?”, he asked when we were far enough so none of our friends could hear us.

“Nothing”, I shrugged.

“Bullshit”, he snorted.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Montgomery. What do you want me to say?”

“I want you to explain why you suddenly act so strange”.

“You think I act strange because I stopped something that was convenient for you?”, I crossed my arms on my chest.

“Yes. Because you ended thing suddenly, out of nowhere. We’re good together, Y/N. We had fun. What changed?”

“There is no we, Monty. There is no us. And we never were together”, I felt bigger and bigger lump in my throat. “And life isn’t only about having fun”.

“What do you want to hear? What do you want me to say?”.

Did he just asked me to say that I want him to tell that he has a thing for me or am I going crazy. Definitely the second option.

“Do you have anything to say? Then just say it”, I didn’t realized I was raising my voice until I saw some people looking at us. I looked at Monty, he was avoiding my sight. “I thought so…”, I said quietly and walked away from him.

“What is going on?”, Jessica asked when I came to the table and grabbed my bag.

“Chemistry project”, I lied and left cafeteria. I really didn’t want to confront him again at chemistry so I decided to skip the lesson.

I got to my car and spent the next hour driving around the city, listening to music and ignoring few calls from Sheri, Justin and Jeff.

I went back to school for the next lesson and Sheri caught me as soon as I walked in heading to my locker.

“Where were you?”, she asked standing me in the way.

“Here and there, you know”, I shrugged and tried to walked around her, but she stood in my way again.

“You know you can tell me everything, I’m always here for you, you know that?”

“Yes, can I go to my locker?”, I asked but she got in my way again. “Damn it, Sheri!”

“You can’t, actually”, she said quickly.

I looked over her it the direction of my locker where I saw Monty talking to freshman girl with big boobs, who just got to the cheerleaders team, the same on he asked out when we both went on a dates. “Seriously”, I sighed and rolled my eyes.

This time Sheri didn’t stopped me when I started walking.

“Great, sweetie, I’ll pick you up at seven”, I heard Monty when I was close enough. Jesus, he was pathetic.

“Sorry, guys, it’s my locker”, I said. Monty sighed and very slowly moved away a little but his new friend who literally stood in front of my locker didn’t move even for an inch. “It’s my locker”, I said again.

“Yeah, and we’re having conversation here”, she snapped back.

Sheri frizzed, Monty frizzed, even some girl few locker away stood with her mouth open.

“You know were in the same cheer team, right?”, I asked calmly.

“And?”

“And you know I’m vice captain right?”, I asked again. This time she didn’t answer anything but her mean smile faded away. “You’re a freshman so I can understand you feel a little bit too confident because number one fuckboy in liberty high asked you out but if you speak like this to anyone ever again I swear you’ll get kicked out of the team very soon”.

“Okay”, she said looking down at her feet and moving away from my locker.

I didn’t like being mean and I never used the “I’m vice captain” card, but this little bitch deserved this. Plus I had though few days.

I quickly grabbed my book and walked away.

“Wow, you’re a bitch”, Sheri laughed. “I mean, she deserved it but I’ve never seen you like this”.

“Yeah, me neither”, I sighed. “Can we meet later?”, I asked. “I need to talk to someone”.

“Sure. You want me to come to you?”, she asked, I nodded my head without a word. “Okay, I’ll go home after school and I’ll be at yours as soon as I can, okay?”

“Okay”, I smiled a little. “Gotta go, bye”, I said and walked in the classroom.

***

“Wow… That’s like… A lot”, Sheri said after I told her everything about Montgomery situation.

“I know”, I nodded putting another spoon of ice cream in my mouth. “And I also know that I’m an idiot. I mean… It’s Monty”

“You know… He did change lately”.

“Sheeeeri, stop”, I moaned. “You’re saying this because it would be a perfect little picture – me having feelings for him, him changing, not being an asshole, having feelings for me and then everyone live happily ever after. Not gonna happen, Sheri”.

“So what are you going to do about that?”

“I think watching him treating girls like trash again will make those so called feelings go away”.

I didn’t even have to wait long. Next day he came to our table at cafeteria with that girl.

“Yo, guys, this is Tina, she’ll eat with us today”, Monty said and their sat down.

“Hi, Tina”, everyone said.

Justin kicked my ankle under the table to bring me back to reality, because I was sitting there with my mouth open in shock.

“So, Tina, you’re new cheerleader, right?”, Zach started conversation, but after he finished his question, Sheri sighed and pinched her nose.

“Yeah, I just got in”.

“Girls are in team, too”, Justin said and pointed at me, Jess and Sheri. “Y/N is vice captain.”

“Yeah, I know”, she said looking down at her lunch.

“She’ll probably be the captain next year”, Jess said, crossing her arms.

I finally understood, they all knew about locker episode from the day before, but I wasn’t gonna be a part of that scene.

“Okay, you know, guys. I just realized I forgot about my Spanish homework. So I’ll go to the library to focus and get it done and everything”, I said standing up and picking up my stuff.

“Sit down, Montgomery can do it for you”, Jessica said. “Right, Monty?”

“No, he can’t”, I said through my clenched teeth.

“Why, it’s not like he hadn’t done it before”, she rolled her eyes. Jesus, she was so dumb sometimes. Or sneaky, it was hard to tell.

“Because… I had to take advanced SAT on Spanish if I want to go to the Law”.

“But you don’t want to go the Law”, Monty spoke for the first time.

I looked at him a little bit shocked about the fact that he even remembered about that. Yes, I told him about my parents wanting me to go to Law school, but I didn’t think he was listening.

“I don’t know yet”, I shrugged. “See ya later, lads, see you at practice, girls”, I grabbed my stuff and went to the library.

I spotted Jeff and Clay. Looking at Clay I could tell, Jeff wasn’t doing great.

“Hey, guys don’t bother yourself, I’m just gonna sit next to you and I will not interrupt”, I said sitting down next to Jeff untangling my earphones.

“You’re not at the cafeteria?”, Jeff asked.

“Nope. Oh, if anyone ask – I do my Spanish homework here”.

“Does it have something to do with Montgomery and Tina or whatever her name is?”

“Excuse me?”, I chuckled.

“I’ll go and look for that book I was telling you about”, Clay got up and disappear between shelves.

“So?”, Jeff crossed his arms.

“So what?”

“Are you still gonna deny and act like there is, or was, nothing between you and Monty? Come on, Y/N, I know you better, than I know myself.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about”, he was messing with me, he didn’t know about anything.

“One time you were at my place, you went to bathroom, our phones were next to each other, you received message, I thought it was my phone ringing, so I looked down and saw text from him”.

I was looking at him with my mouth and eyes wide open.

“Really, I didn’t mean to read your texts, it was a mistake. I’m sorry, sweet”, he apologized.

“Jeez, Jeff, you don’t have to apologize for anything”, I rolled my eyes. And grabbed his hand. “Why didn’t you say anything? And like… I always thought that if you’d ever find out about any guy only having sex with me, you’d beat his ass. Especially Monty’s”.

“That was my first thought”, he nodded his head. “But then I thought that you don’t look like anything wrong is happening to you, so”, he shrugged. “Plus, Monty wasn’t such an ass for people around for last few months, so it was a win-win situation. So – what happened?”

“Nothing”, I said, looking down, avoiding his face.

“You’re lying”, he said with such confidence in his voice, that I hated him for knowing me so well.

“I just don’t want to do this anymore”, I shrugged. “It was fun, yeah, but I just want something more and because Montgomery is Montgomery, he probably isn’t able to give anything more to anyone.”

“You really think so?”, he asked looking at me suspiciously.

“Yeah.”

Clay came back and he actually really brought a book for Jeff.

“For your next history essay, use this, not google”, he put book in front of Jeff.

“Okay, I gotta go for chemistry. Have fun, guys”.

I got to the class before Monty, when we arrived he sat next to me and not said a word.

“Well, hello to you too”, I snorted.

“Oh, so now we talk to each other?”

“We never stopped talking. We stopped doing other thing”, I whispered. “You started showing off with your new girl, that’s the other thing”.

“I’m not showing off. I’m being myself. You shouldn’t be surprised, you were telling this is who I am for last few months.”

“You know what, let’s just get back to not talking again, huh?”


IT’S BEEN AGES, I KNOW

I’M SORRY

REALLY

June just had been very busy for me and well, you know, some things you can’t speed up. 

Plus I didn’t really feel like writing for last few weeks and I really truly strongly believe that it’s better to wait and give people some decent content than to write crap just because it has been week or two since you last posted. I already have and idea on next part so it should be sooner than after three weeks lol x

Oh, I wil do proof reading tomorrow so if there are any mistakes, sorry x

Dating Sehun would include...

Originally posted by luedeer

; you are his universe.

A/N: this is what fuels me to write for my hun. if some of the things i wrote down seems to be copied/same as other’s dating - would include, i’m sorry. i’ve read too many of them and got inspiration from them. enjoy!

boyfriend? sehun, kyungsoo, junmyeon, baekhyun, ?

masterlist // get to know me

  • him being so extra with you, but acts like a serious, manly, and protective boyfriend in public
  • literally always sticks by your side and holds onto your hand when you’re out, making sure no guy dares to lay their eyes on you
  • not really into pda/skinship in public, but when alone or at home, his hands and lips would basically be all over you
  • adorable assholehun surfacing everytime you hug someone that wasn’t him
  • sehun being so huggable all the time (even in public) that you’d bury your face in his chest
  • he has a small smile on his face when you do so and he makes sure you don’t see it, so you won’t tease him about it
  • being bestfriends with chanyeol to make sehun jealous that you and yeol hang out a lot
  • “she’s my girlfriend, hyung. go find yourself one!”
  • having to calm down kyungsoo everytime sehun ticks him off by doing or even saying something stupid
  • “soo, if you kill sehun, i won’t have a boyfriend anymore.”
  • spending more money on food than anything else
  • “bubble tea isn’t healthy, hun.”
  • “yES, IT IS. IT GIVES ME LIFE.”
  • sehun lowkey likes to say romantic things bluntly/randomly/casually just to see you blush and get embarrassed
  • spontaneous dates filled with sweets, laughter, wrong directions, and getting lost
  • most dates being at home cuddling cus that’s what you both do best
  • “babe, kiss me. you look so cute.”
  • “i knew it. you only love me for my looks.”
  • sehun kissing you on the cheek before he leaves early in the morning for work while you’re still asleep because he loves the way you’d instantly smile at the touch of his lips
  • talking about the future (a wedding, babies, a house) with each other and you laughing at the ideas while sehun’s taking mental and vital notes to use in the future
  • “but i want a daughter, jagiya!”
  • “you know i can’t control the gender of the baby.”
  • “then we’ll just have to keep on trying then do we, babe?”
  • legit always cuddling all the time even after sexy time
  • sehun loving it when you dominate over him in bed, it fuels him to be more rough with you, and he knows you’ve always liked it rough
  • never being able to walk the next morning cus you’re so sore from sehun last night
  • sehun teasing you on how you can’t walk or stand when you moaned so loud for him
  • you having to get his long arms and legs away from your body all night long as you both slept
  • waking up next to a sexy yet cute, bare chested, messy hair sehun and kissing him the moment you open your eyes because you can’t believe this angel is yours
  • sehun smirking when you do this cus he knows you love him the way he loves you
  • it ends up with you catching his lil smirk and teasing him about it
  • “you like knowing i love you, don’t you?”
  • “nope, i just like how so many people are so in love me.”
  • you being in awe whenever he dances cus he looks so handsome and manly for some reason
  • always getting the “why are you so obsessed with me” from sehun
  • with his 184cm height and sassy attitude, he’d forever tease you about your height and how you’re so “tiny” just because he’s taller than you
  • you always staring at his butt because damn, that ass is beautiful and yours too
  • never getting hurt (emotionally, mentally, physically) cus sehun would explode
  • sehun unable to resist tearing up when you cry even if he doesn’t know why you started crying
  • he’d listen to whatever you’d say and do his best to comfort you cus he doesn’t want to ever see you sad
  • sehun always on cute loving boyfriend mode
  • never having a day where you’d be in a bad mood cus you have his kisses, weird jokes, and him
  • never having to worry about leaving an empty space between you two in bed after a fight cus he’ll always swallow up his pride and hug you cus his love for you is greater than anything else
  • always knowing sehun loves you soooooooo much because he’ll never let a day go by he doesn’t say you’re his universe
  • and always replying by giving him the most meaningful kiss you could give that meant just the same as his words for you, but for him