ok well basically BTS (bangtan sonyeondan) is this group of 7 korean boys who make dope music and they’re basically a family (jin = mom, namjoon = dad, suga = uncle, jhope = aunt and the 3 youngest are the kids) and they debuted in june 2013. since then they’ve gotten HUGEE both in korea & internationally and this fandom is called ARMY and lemme warn u, once u join it’s pretty much a life sentence :’)
if u wanna get to know the members here’s a very brief intro:
Rap Monster (Kim Namjoon):
producer & writer of a lot of their songs
Bang PD (CEO of BigHit, their company) said he created BTS because of namjoon
so without him there wouldn’t have been bts ugh my heart has so much room for namjoon
ANYWAY. HE’S SUPER TALENTED AND HE’S ONLY 22, released a mixtape titled “RM” that got on the Top 50 Hip Hop Albums of 2015 by US SPIN which is amazing (you should take a listen)
known to break things he touches
is actually very soft and nerdy on days when he’s not Rap Monster aka spitting pure fire into the mic on stage
part of the 2 man No Dance Line with Jin (but honestly both of them are way better dancers than u and i will ever be)
posts outfit of the day pics on twitter with hashtag #KimDaily
Jin (Kim Seokjin):
oldest member, born in 1992
GORGEOUS, BEAUTIFUL AND FLAWLESS (AND HE KNOWS IT)
became trending as #cardoorguy after he walked out of their car to walk the red carpet in 2015 melon music awards because ppl wanted to know who this handsome bastard was
cooks for the other members :’) thus the nickname of being the mom in the group
likes the nickname of Pink Princess fans gave him
does mukbang shows called Eat Jin where he literally just eats food and gets super excited about it
voice of an angel
studies acting in university
the only one who can put suga in his place
Suga (Min Yoongi)
one of the 3 talented rappers of the group
released his mixtape this year “Agust D” (give it a listen) that literally slayed us all
struggled in his trainee days and talks about it in his mixtape
second oldest, born in 1993
not the most talkative but will be savage af when needs to be
aka doesn’t take anyone’s shit
also produces and writes their songs
his hair color changes like every single era but he somehow pulls off all of them???
has a tough exterior but is a soft ball of love past it :’)
J-hope (Jung Hoseok)
other half of 94 line
LITERAL BALL OF SUNSHINE WITH A BRIGHT PERSONALITY THAT LIGHTS UP ANY ROOM HE WALKS IN
DANCING MACHINEEEE HOLY SHIT if you watch his “Hope on the street” videos on their v app channel or any bts performance video you’ll see what i mean
helps the other members with choreo
used to be a street performer before BTS. learned rapping after he joined and he’s hella good at it (listen to his track 1 verse)
when will bighit release his forehead again
loudest of all of them lmao
JImin (Park Jimin)
the other half of 95z
(the reason why i got into bts)
his vocal skills are also 10/10, hits them high notes as precisely as he hits the choreo
I WILL NEVER BE OVER HIS THIC THIGHS #thicthighssavelives
a selfless cinnabon, too pure for this world. puts the members before himself, always. it kills me how much he loves them. like he will tweet the most supportive things, is the photographer of #kimdaily and always praises them before himself ughhhhhhhhhh my heart
his solo song Lies did really well, ranked #2 after their title track on melon charts
V (Kim Taehyung)
other half of 95z (btw if you want to know more about 95z or the other ships, that will have to be another post because i have A LOT to say about them)
HAVE U EVER SEEN A HUMAN LOOK SO ANIME THO???
listen to his deep voice to understand how wonderful of a singer he is
actor!!! going to debut in his upcoming drama Hwarang soon :’)
cutie with a soft spot for dogs, his late grandma, babies, and jimin
very kind hearted and pure soul
rude af on stage tho (if you saw the taejin moment during MAMA u know what i mean)
Jungkook (Jeon Jeongguk)
maknae (youngest member), born in 1997 but does not act like it at all
nicknamed ‘golden maknae’ cause he can do literally everything and do them well (even bowling)
talented af. triple threat (sings, dances and raps)
his hyungs all dote on him so much :’)
its moving how much he quietly cares for them (his solo song Begin was written based on how he felt like the other members raised him since he joined kpop industry at such a young age and that meant being away from home since he was like 14)
MEGA EXTRA. SO FUCKING EXTRA WITH EVERYTHING
has a thing for plain tees
has one celeb friend, yugeom from got7 :’)
a walking human meme
IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE FEEL FREE TO MSG!! hope this helps
Amber I need to suffer, could you tell me what are the songs in which H and L harmonise the most together? I just can think of better than words just because of a post that's going around atm, but I joined the fandom pretty late so I 've never followed their music before MITAM? Sorry for the rant and thank you
You & I (Louis’ verse, Harry harmonises in the background)
Happily (in the chorus both H&L are really prominently there)
Last First Kiss (Harry at 2:28, Louis follows up the chorus)
She’s Not Afraid (they follow each other up)
Loved You First (same thing)
More Than This (… you know what I’m saying yet)
Moments (really prominent together in the first chorus, follow each other up)
Little Black Dress (again, Harry’s verse)
Strong (for the sake of it, Harry sings the chorus right after Louis’ verse)
Why Don’t We Go There
Some of them aren’t harmonies in the strict sense of the word but they’re still dream-teaming it up so it’s close enough, hahaha. I probably missed a few, anyone’s welcome to add, but I had to stop before I collapsed. this should be enough to tide you over at least
Here is the next part to Certain as the Sun. ***WARNING: EXTREME EXPLICIT CONTENT*** I hope you all enjoy reading it as much as it killed my heart to write it. (That’s all the spoilers I’ll give. Please prepare yourselves). Sorry it’s also super long.
I could think up about a million different possibilities as for why the hell Tamlin had sent for me to be brought to the Spring Court and none of them involved him letting Feyre go so that she could return home with me.
When I had first received the note from none other than the High Lord of the Spring Court himself, Amren had advised me to ignore it.
“It’s a trap,” she’d said, eyes blaring. “What good reason would he have to send for you?” When I’d addressed the rest of the Inner Circle as well, they’d had similar thoughts. There was one thing we all agreed upon, and that was that Tamlin had not invited me to his home for a nice brunch and some polite conversation.
When I’d tried to reach out to Feyre again I had been met with that dark, infinite void. She had not contacted him at all since she’d returned once again to the Spring Court. And although I was certain she must possess some perfectly good explanation unbeknownst to myself, it still struck some sort of chord that she had severed herself from me so thoroughly.
Nevertheless, I had agreed to meet with Tamlin. Morrigan and Amren were both waiting just on the outskirts of the Spring Court should I need their assistance. I’d ordered Azriel to take to the skies and keep watch from there, Cassian flanking my side. Normally, their roles were reversed, but in great thanks to that bastard King of Hybern, we still had not found any cure for Cassian’s ruined wings.
He had not yet come to terms with it, and over these past months, I could tell that there was something that was a bit off about my fellow Illyrian warrior. I could not begin to imagine the pain that came with being without your wings—for Illyrians we’d sooner lose our lives than the one thing that kept us from being fully tethered to the ground. Every day that Cassian chose to continue was another that my respect for him grew.
Even if that did mean getting rip-roaring drunk with him more than usual.
“Well, Tamlin’s certainly got a flair for the extravagant,” Cassian mused upon coming face to face with a ridiculously gaudy table sat decoratively in a corner. It seemed to have no use whatsoever besides showcasing Tamlin’s less than desirable personality traits.
No sooner did the words come from Cassian’s lips did a servant come to take us to wherever Tamlin was hiding out. He was a small, young Fae. Exceedingly pointed ears were a light shade of green at the tips, his eyes wide at the sight of the two warriors before him.
The boy swallowed before speaking. “Master Tamlin has ordered me to fetch you,” he said, fighting to stop his voice from quivering so much. “Please follow me.”
He promptly spun on his heels and walked out of the room, not bothering to ensure we were following him.
As we were led through the utter maze that was the Spring Court dwelling, I was shocked at how many memories were associated with this place that had once been like a home but was now nothing more than a living hell.
Finally, the boy led us to a set of dusty rose-colored double doors. His timid fingers lightly rapped on the door, followed by a, “Come in.”
As one we all filed inside. The room was big and spacious, a single table set with four chairs instead of just three did not escape my notice. This particular room had been peculiarly made with mirrors on three of the four walls, as well as the ceiling, giving it the illusion that you were standing in a pool of Starlight due to the sun that refracted off of them.
And standing at the lone window in the room was none other than the High Bastard himself.
Tamlin turned upon hearing our arrival, a welcoming smile adorning his lips. “Rhysand. Cassian,” he greeted. As he made his way over to us, I noted that his choice in clothing was just as flamboyant as his furniture. He wore a finely tailored red tunic with bright silver trimmings, grey pants, and black boots. His hair graced past his shoulders, and sitting atop his head was the infamous Spring Court crown. It looked decidedly uncomfortable.
“I trust you made it here without any trouble,” he continued.
“Your trust is accurately placed,” Cassian said with more than a hint of malice.
Tamlin just nodded, keeping that pleasant smile on his face. “Well, please sit. We’ve much to discuss.”
Neither Cassian nor I moved.
“I don’t have time for whatever mind tricks you’re trying to pull, Tamlin. Perhaps you’ve forgotten that that is one area—of many— that my performance supersedes yours,” I replied coolly.
That smile drooped ever slightly.
“I don’t see your Lady floating about,” I remarked. “Keeping her locked away for fear I may meddle with her mind again, are we?”
“Funny you should mention her, actually,” Tamlin’s eyes glittered with something that had my senses on high alert. “Feyre,” he called, “would you please join us?”
A moment later I heard the doors that we’d entered just a few moments ago open and then shut once more. I forced myself to breathe, not to react, to calm myself as Feyre came into view.
She was wearing a dress similar in fashion to what Tamlin was wearing, a pretty diadem sat upon her head. Feyre did not glance our way as she rushed to Tamlin, her lips meeting his as soon as he was within arm’s length.
Tamlin scooped her into his arms, Feyre leaning into his touch as his hand moved further south than should be permitted in front of an audience.
Cassian was taut as a bow, his hands clenching and unclenching were they were hidden behind his back. It took all my strength not to turn Tamlin’s mind to putty then and there, and I could tell similar thoughts were indeed running through Cassian’s mind as well as we were forced to watch helplessly as our High Lady shoved her tongue down another man’s throat.
“How are you today, my love?” He asked. She smiled broadly, one she had only ever graced me with when she was incandescently happy.
“I’m well, thank you,” she replied, beaming at him. “I got some more paintings done today.”
She nodded, biting down on her lower lip, eyes sparkling. “I was feeling oddly inspired this morning…perhaps due to—”
“Either we get on with whatever business, or the two of you get a room and we leave,” Cassian interrupted. As much as I wished I could say that I would have been able to stand there for a few moments more and let them go about their business, it was killing me to see her this way.
When Feyre had visited, she’d told me she had to do things to keep up appearances. Things that she was not proud of. She hadn’t specified at the time, but there was no need. I knew exactly the kind of things she probably had to do to keep up the facade that she was hopelessly in love with Tamlin.
And yet, the wrath deafening my ears came as a surprise.
Indeed, it was one thing to be told, and another entirely to experience.
“Feyre, you remember Rhysand, I’m sure. And the other is Cassian. His…advisor.”
I couldn’t help the low chuckle that came as a result of his words. “You think you will anger me by disrespecting not only my title but a member of my court as well. It will take much more than a few insults, princeling, for me to reveal my true self.” His brows rose. “And I assure you, your claws would not like to become acquainted with my talons.”
He was quiet for a moment, eyes calculating.
Finally, he spoke. “You know what? You’re right. So very right, Rhysand. How foolish of me to think I could rile you with belittling you insignificant and, frankly, foolish court of savages anyway?” My teeth set. “It would take something much more…personal, I think.”
It took less than a heartbeat for Cassian to have his swords drawn, me reaching out to strangle Tamlin’s mind as the room was flooded with ten guards. They all immediately came at us, and I was more than prepared to fight our way out of this cursed kingdom with Tamlin tisked.
“Spill a drop of their blood, and your beloved mate loses her head.” It took me a moment to realize what he was saying, an infinitely longer moment for it to process. For when I looked at where Feyre had once been standing like another pretty piece of Tamlin’s furniture, she was now being held by three guards.
I forced my face into a mask of calm. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, you crazy bastard.”
His brows rose in mock surprise. “Oh really? You’ve no clue that Feyre is, indeed, your mate? That she’s been pretending this entire time to love me when really, she had staged everything just to infiltrate the Spring Court. A spy within my own walls, hiding in plain sight.” He paused, as if waiting for me to answer some unspoken question.
“Well then, if you have no feelings whatsoever for our lovely Feyre, here. I suppose you’ll have no problem watching this.” I watched as he snapped his fingers and a table decorated with over a dozen lethal weapons, a whip, and strangely, a bed appeared.
“As you know, the punishment for such treason is death.” He stalked towards Feyre, whose eyes had gone devoid of all emotion. As if she’d shut herself out of her own body. With one finger, he lifted her chin, forcing her to meet his gaze. “I’m sorry for this, Feyre. I really am.” A regretful shake of the head and then, “Get on with it, boys.”
Immediately, Tamlin’s guards began to strip Feyre, yanking at her dress, tearing at the pins and beads in her hair until she was entirely naked before us. Once finished, Tamlin handed a long, black whip to the nearest guard. Something winked at the end of the whip—glass, I realized with unabashed horror.
“You’re going to whip her to death?” I asked, somehow still managing to keep my voice utterly bored.
Tamlin shrugged. “We’ll see how well she holds out.” He nodded at the guard, and I was sure my heart cleaved itself in two as Feyre took in a deep, shuddering breath, preparing herself for the pain that was sure to come.
The guard’s arm reared back, time seeming to slow as his arm came down.
The resounding crack of leather on skin was one that would haunt me for many centuries to come.
Feyre only released a strangled cry, biting the inside of her cheek to keep from calling out. And that was how it went as the guard whipped her again, and again, and again. I lost count sometime after fifty.
I knew that Feyre’s back had stopped healing itself when she finally released a cry so full of agony, it was all I could do to stop from ripping that whip from the guard’s hands and using it myself.
Tamlin allowed the guard to bring down that leather ten more times before he finally said, “Enough. Get her up.”
They heaved her up, Tamlin slowly circling around her like a lion before its prey. When he was once again facing her he murmured, “Get on the bed.”
Feyre looked at him, her eyes burning like liquid amber. But she did not respond, and she did not move. Only stared at him with a look that promised death in the future.
“Get on the bed, Feyre, or I will instruct my guards to seize your mate’s cousin and bring her back here.”
“I don’t know who you’re talking about.”
“Pretty little thing isn’t she? Bright red lips, beautiful honeyed hair. The only family Rhysand has left if I recall correctly. It’d be a shame for dear Rhys to be the only left of his name, wouldn’t it?”
And then Feyre looked beyond Tamlin, her eyes locking with mine. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry,” they seemed to say.
“I’m going to kill you.” My voice was quiet, but it was filled with a vow I had every intention to keep.
Tamlin didn’t turn to me as he said. “I don’t believe you’ll have the chance.” He inclined his head toward the waiting bed. “Off you go, Feyre.”
She hesitated for a moment, gaze still locked with mine before she obeyed.
“Now, Rhys, since she is your mate I figured I’d offer. Would you like to have a go? Feyre has…well, not really two choices but two possibilities,” he finally turned to meet my gaze. “Either you join her in that bed and fuck her…or I will, gladly, as you watch. You’ve thirty seconds to decide.”
“Rhys.” I looked over at Feyre to see her shaking her head, her eyes swimming not with tears, but with a sort of determination that only came with acceptance. “Don’t do it. Do not agree to this.”
“I’ll be fine,” she promised.
“Feyre—” Cassian tried.
“I will. Be. Fine,” she said, sternly this time.
And I wanted to believe her, I really did.
I wanted to believe that this wouldn’t be the thing that broke her, being raped by the man who had once claimed to love her. I knew he wouldn’t be gentle with her, even after being whipped. The man who had once been thought to be her savior, lover, friend.
But Tamlin was none of those things.
And I couldn’t, not for the life of me, believe that she would still be Feyre after this.
“Alright,” Tamlin sighed, “I guess I’m—”
“I’ll do it.”
“Now, now, Feyre. Let him finish.”
Cassian turned to me, anguish in his eyes. “Rhysand, you don’t—”
“I’ll do it,” I repeated, ignoring him. “I’ll sleep with her.”
“Well then,” Tamlin grinned, “I don’t believe you need me to instruct you on how to go about your business.” He gestured towards Feyre, towards the bed, my damnation.
I watched in horror as Feyre fought back tears at my approach, and all I could pray for was that she’d one day forgive me for this, for this sin I was about to commit.
She slid to the side as I rid myself of my clothing, by back to Tamlin’s gathered audience. Her eyes never left mine as I finally joined her on that bed.
“It’s alright,” I whispered my lips at her ear. “It’s just me. It’s just me.”
She couldn’t respond, she was shaking so hard. I’d never seen her shaking so violently. Feyre lifted my chin with her finger, her head shaking.
“Don’t stop looking at me,” she begged. “Don’t leave me. Please.”
“I won’t,” I promised. “I won’t.”
Slowly, Tamlin be damned, I made sure to honor her body, despite all of the new scars, worshipping all of her newly inflicted wounds. I wanted Feyre to know it was me, that despite this terrible act we were being forced into, it did not mean that I loved her any less.
When I finally connected our bodies, she let out a slight gasp, her eyes, now swimming with tears, still never leaving mine as I moved, my body cocooning hers, careful of her wounds.
“I’m here,” I whispered down the bond, “I’m here. I won’t leave you. I love you.”
April 1st, 2017 - Studying on the floor because it lets me spread everything out (and as you can see, I have a lot of papers). April snuck up on me and my APWH exam is next month! I haven’t even started studying yet.
Y'all the bts concert was amazing. The boys seemed to really enjoy performing for us and interacting with us. The reactions the fans gave them were so encouraging and you could see at the end of the concert that some of them were starting to tear up. Especially Rap Monster, Jimin, and Yoongi. J-hope was being extra the entire time (and he kept speaking English to us). Jimin’s high notes were on point and his English was super adorable. Jin’s voice was so beautiful to listen to live and Awake was bomb. Rap Monster killed Reflection and he really seemed to be super happy to see us American ARMYs. V threw water at the crowd (I think J-Hope did too) and it wet my friend. He also killed Stigma. I cried when Yoongi did First Love. You could tell he was pouring his heart into the lyrics. Jungkook almost made me cry with Begin but the dance break was dope. He also got an American flag at the end of the concert and was running around with it on stage. The encore stage was perfect. The entire show was perfect. They were so happy to be here with us American ARMYs, and we gave them all the love they deserved. This concert was absolutely wholesome and 100% lit and I hope they enjoy the other four they have left in America.
PAINTED THIS 2 HOURS BEFORE WINGS SEOUL LIVE STREAM STARTED. I WAS HOT N COLD THE WHOLE TIME. ALSO THAT WAS SO LIT??? SO FRIGGIN AMAZING???? MAMA WAS SO GOOD??? I CRIED???? JIMIN BEING BLINDFOLDED??? ICONIC YOONGI’S HAIR AND COAT ON CYPHER PT 4??? BEGIN’S CHOREO? THE WHALE VCR BEFORE REFLECTION??? JIN’S ETHEREAL BEAUTY AND VOICE?? HOBI’S PART IN SPRING DAY?? TAE’S HIGH NOTE??? I CANTTTTT.
-Honda Center was really bad at letting everyone in on time we got in literally at 8
-But it’s chill we made it to our seats in time
-Okay so they started w Not Today and I literally died on the spot
-NAMJOON AND JIN ARE SO FREAKIN TALL HOLY CRAP
-Jimin was so extra he was like a walking sin
-Jungkook was adorable and his English was so good
-Hobi’s smile literally shined its way to my heart
-Tae was SO HOT I SCREAMED
-Yoongi. Yoongi. Yoongi. Every time I looked at him I wanted to cry because I was like ???? He is literally the most beautiful and amazing man on the planet and I was feet away from him W O W
-Their solo stages were all perfect. Like literally I can’t even describe them in words
-Namjoon’s hit me so hard I started crying Reflection is so good
-The special effects were on POINT
-So they played Baepsae second and let me tell you I was NOT ready for those hip thrusts especially Yoongi’s I literally stopped breathing
-Anyways back to the solo stages
-Jungkook’s was so good his dance was AMAZING LIKE BOY CAN MOVE HIS BODY WOW he seriously did so so so good I cant
-Jimin’s was straight gorgeous like he has 0 flaws 10/10 would die for Park Jimin
-Yoongi’s made me cry also because the emotion was basically tangible. Boy is so passionate.
-not to mention the fact that they had a mini ORCHESTRA START PLAYING HALFWAY THROUGH THE SONG AND IT THREW ME A CURVE BALL I WAS BAWLING
-Literally Yoongi is perfect someone help
-Tae’s stage was STUNNING THATS ALL I CAN SAY
-Jin basically made me cry too good job with those high notes I fell over inside
-Am I Wrong was SO GOOD THEY DID AMAZING THEIR DANCE WAS SO FUN
-21st Century Girl was also so fun you could tell they were just having a blast and like they all killed me at the same time it was magical
-ALSO THEY RANDOMLY performed Dope like I was not expecting that and it was SO GOOD THE BEAT WAS INCREDIBLE
-Lost was hecka emotional my vocal line is so good
-So at one point they did this giant mashup of a ton of their older songs like N.O. started playing and I was like hOLD UP
-Like War of Hormone too I think and tons of their other songs and Kookie started rapping and I was like THROWBACK TO THE FIRST TIME I DIED
-OKAY SO HOBI’S SOLO STAGE WAS LITERALLY SO GOOD THIS DUDE WAS BORN TO PERFORM
-Like Mama was L I T and then at the end he just kind of said really quickly “THANKS MOM” and it was HILARIOUS
-Boy Meets Evil was so intense I pooped
-OKAY WE’RE GONNA TALK ABOUT CYPHER NOW AND I’M GOING TO PASS OUT
-Literally as soon as it started I was just like “oh no”
-If u didn’t know Cypher was the song I was most pumped about bc Yoongi’s rap k i l l s me
-All 3 of them were wearing these like crazy sugar daddy robes RIP
-So Namjoon comes out just blasting right
-And I fell over inside again but this time I actually died
-Like they were so freakin lit I’m dead
-Hobi slayed everyone within the first 2 seconds of his part
-THEN HOLY CRAP THE MOMENT MY BRAIN STOPPED WORKING AND MY HEART STOPPED BEATING
-HE IS THE COOLEST PERSON ALIVE AND HIS FLOW IS SO SMOOTH YET PASSIONATE IM SCREAMING RIPRIPRIPRIP
-Okay yes anyways
-Cypher ended my life the end
-jk moving on before I have another heart attack
-So after Cypher I’m WINDED
-BUT THEN THEY ALL COME OUT IN THESE RED JACKETS AND IM LIKE
-I’ve seen the fancams
-IT WAS SO LIT
-Like the dance break toward the end just
-J I M I N
-Also side note like most of the time when the whole group was performing I couldn’t take my eyes off of Namjoon he just has such a strong stage presence and he’s SO TALL I LOVE HIM
-okay where were we
-oh yes fire
-after fire they talked for a little bit and it was cute and my voice disappeared bc I screamed too hard during Cypher
-So I know I’m skipping around everywhere sorry it’s all I giant mushy jumble in my brain
-But they did Run at one point and it was so exciting bc they had giant gold streamers just shoot everywhere and I felt like I was in a movie it was so perfect
-Did I already talk about 21st century girl? I think so BUT
-It was so lit okay so lit
-So after that they talked to us again for a while and their English was so good you could tell they were trying and I LOVED IT
-BLOOD SWEAT TEARS WAS A KILLER HOLY CRAP I’VE NEVER FELT SO ATTACKED
-They looked AMAZING during it like wow the most attractive men in the world I swear
-So then Namjoon was like “bYE” and they all ran off stage and we were like ??????
-And so we did the rainbow ocean thing and I wanted to cry again
-So united and wow
-so after like 5 minutes of all of us just yelling
-They came out and did Outro:Wings and it was so good bc they were on the close stage and I swear Namjoon is so attractive help I’m swerving
-JK ILY YOONGS
-Oops ok here we go
-So after Wings they talked and again they were so good??? AND AND
-Namjoon was like “I’d like to take this time to thank my mom for emphasizing learning English because now I can talk to you guys”
-And I cried again bc Joonie luvs his mom how sweet I’m dead
-Yoongi was like “never forget me” and I was like BOI I COULDNT IF I TRIED
-Jungkook seriously sounded so fluent I was so proud
-Jimin was adorable
-Hopie was wild
-Tae was also wild
-JIN JIN JIN HE HAD THIS CUTE LITTLE PAPER HEART THAT HE MADE AND HE JUST WHIPPED IT OUT AND ALL THE OTHER MEMBERS DIED OF EMBARRASSMENT AND LAUGHTER AND I WAS SCREAMING
-Jin is so so so funny and cute
-Rapmon looks amazing in baseball hats
-So then after they talked rapmon was like “Kay last song”
-And again we were all like ??????
-But then 2!3! Started and I was like
-Here come the tears
-Like they were all just standing in a line on the close stage and they were so emotional I was so emotional everyone was emotional
-Jin hit those high notes like a god
-Jimin hit those high notes like a god
-Tae and Jungkook ended my life too
-Rap line was so passionate I could see Yoongi’s neck veins
-So after 2!3! Namjoon’s like “Kay last song” AGAIN
-and I was just like STOP LYING
-And then Spring Day started playing and I just lost it
-It was so emotional
-They were so beautiful
-Oh yeah and at one point You Never Walk Alone was playing while this video played about how all the recent concepts are intertwined and IT ACTUALLY MADE SENSE
-It was talking about how it was seven boys with one heart and one boy with seven hearts and they all reflected each other and were only happy and able to smile when they’re together IM SOBBING
-That probably made no sense to u guys I’m sorry
-After Spring Day ended they all came out on the stage and ran around and smiled and danced and were super cute and
-I just couldn’t believe I was actually there
-I’m so grateful
-so so grateful
-They stayed and ran around the stage for a good ten minutes and then it was all over
-My friend and I were just in shock we sat there dying for like fifteen minutes after it ended
-THEN OKAY ARE YOU READY FOR THE CRAZIEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE IM DEAD
-MY FRIEND AND I WERE WALKING ALONG THE STREET A WHILE AFTER IT ENDED
-Just like freaking out right
-and we were waiting at a corner
-WHEN BTS’s VAN DROVE UP AND TURNED AT THE CORNER
-RAPMON WAS IN THE FRONT AND HE STARED RIGHT AT US
-AND JUNGKOOK WAS IN THE BACK AND WE MADE EYE CONTACT FOR A SOLID FIVE SECONDS AND HE LOOKED JUNG S H O OK AND SO DID I
-LIKE IT WAS THE CRAZIEST THING EVER
-I JUST STARED AT HIM AND I COULDN’T MOVE
-I can’t even describe how beautiful he was even through a car window like he was FLAWLESS his eyes were so big and beautiful WO W
-I doubt anyone actually read this far so I doubt anyone will know that that happened to me BUT JDNDKDJDFMDFJEKDMSLNDKSAMKXNSLDFJEKXKDNKDJC
-Overall it was probably the greatest night of my life and totally worth driving across the country for. 11/10 would do again in a heartbeat.
-If you guys have any questions or want to freak out w me please message me!!!!!
-IM DEAD THEY’RE PERFECT
If you didn’t know about this then you’ve stumbled across me for the first time ever because (as my poor irl friend who followed me on here says) I only really post the 100 and of that it’s all bellarke. SO UH YEAH THESE STUPID DORKS HAVE RUINED MY LIFE, just look at the tears i’ve cried, the posts i’ve made, the dozens upon dozens of hours talking about them with alex and other ppl, the hundreds of thousands of words of fanfiction in just the last year (note: i had NEVER written fanfiction before bellarke, what the frick), and just skldjfslkdjflkdsfjlkds THEY’RE GONNA BE CANON THEY LOVE EACH OTHER END ME
2. P E R C A B E T H
Percabeth is my FIRST EVER SHIP YALL, and the longest too at that (they’re also the only ship that equals my love of bellarke AND it proves i have a type kill me). BUT LIKE,,,,,THE BEST SHIP EVER THEY’RE SO IN LOVE THEY’RE THE BEST SLOW BURN THESE NERDS GONNA BE MARRIED AND HAVE BABIES AND BE HAPPY I LOVE
One of my only high-key ships that I didn’t ship at the start, actually (I was a harmony shipper originally) but HOLY FRICK I’M 100000000% ON THE ROMIONE BOAT NOW. THEY’RE SO PRECIOUS AND LITERALLY MARRIED AND HAVE CHILDREN THEY’RE A DREAM
This ship ended me what the frick when I prayed for hand-holding and a hug I diDN’T MEAN IT LIKE THAT JSFLKDSJFDL. But like,,,,heart eyes???? Self-sacrifice???? Protectiveness??? Smiles???? Wow
I’m actually waaaaaaaaaaaaay behind on scorpion because some of the plot points and how they were treating walter has been really bugging me bUT THIS SHIP IS WONDERFUL Walter is high-key Ralph’s dad and he loves Paige and she loves him and skdfljsdkfjsdlkfj I love
(i don’t actually know how in order this was besides bellarke and percabeth lol so have sooooooooome)
Stydia – ENDGAME WHOOOOOOO
Mileven – h e a r t e y e s
Jancy – bed sharing!!!!!!!
Jily – let them live lkjsdjfls
Finnrey – the softest, the purest
EIGHT MILLION OTHER JDLKSJFDLKSJLKF
I tag uhhhhhhh whoever wants to tbh I feel like this has gotten around <3
Okay, so what would the Mercs reactions be to say some rich business CEO pays the team to look after/protect his 7 year old daughter while...certain matters are taken care of. This little girl though is fairly cute,curious & odd. She's unfazed by the dead bodies that occasionally are seen around, giggles sometimes even. She seems genuinely curious about the mercs line of work, and has been caught trying on their clothes pretending to be them. Lastly, she like teaparty's and invites the mercs.
Hey man, thanks for your ask. This is going to be a long one.
Scout: He takes the first shift taking care of her. The little girl laughs at all his jokes and together they read comic books. When she goes missing Scout freaks out, the kid’s father is going to kill him. He finds her wearing his hat and headphones, waving his metal bat around. He walks in, smiling from ear to ear. “What ya doing?” “Bonk!! I’m you!” Together they run all over the base, the young girl softly hitting the other mercs with the bat.
Pyro: Everything was going well, the young girl was drawing and playing with Pyro’s toys. It all goes south when she puts on a spare mask and scares Pyro. The firebug starts to cry, why is there an other version of them?? This isn’t their enemy. The young girl becomes confused. What did she do wrong?? She never meant to hurt the Pyro. She takes off the mask, moving slowly towards the merc. She hugs them. An understanding, of how far she can go around them.
Solider: Solly first shows her his heads and then his weapons. She asks him about how the guns and rocket launcher works, witch Soldier happily explains. He then teaches her how to use a shotgun. “Solly don’t hand her the gun” “It’s not loaded…… yet”
They spend the rest of their time playing war, where the child wears Solly’s helmet.
Demoman: She gives out a small giggle. “So, you can blow stuff up??” “Yes lass, it’s my job” “Can we blow something up??” The Demoman and the girl are seen outside the base, the girl behind protective glass. While Demo is setting up the explosives around an old truck. He hands her the remote trigger and places on a set of headphones. Using his finger the Demo counts down from five. Sometime after the explosion she asks him a question. “Why do you have one eye??” Tavish takes a deep breath and tells her the tale, skipping over some parts and sugar coating others.
Heavy: By the time it’s Heavy’s time to take care of the girl she’s feeling quite hungry. She sits down at the table while Heavy make the both of them a Sandvitch. At first she is scared of the man, she has never seen a man so big in her life. Heavy notices this so after they finish their meal he shows her photos of his family, he tells her all about his mother. The girl hangs on to every word he says. At the end of his story the Heavy leaves to use the bathroom. When he returns Heavy finds the young child in one of his tops. “Why you wear top??” “I just wanted to feel big” The Heavy has to hold back a laugh, the girl is swimming in his top, it looks more like a dress on her then a top. He picks her up and gives her a piggy back.
Engineer: “No, hun!! Don’t touch that.” Has to lead the young girl out of his work shop. It’s been sometime since he has entertained a child. He decides to take her down into the local toy store to buy some Lego. When they return back to base, he helps her create a small town. “This makes me an engineer right??” “Sure does sweety” “Does that mean I can wear a hat??” The Engi smiles and hands her his hat. They go from building a town into creating a city.
Medic: The young girl gets dropped off at Medics lab when she walks in she sees Heavy on the operating table medi-gun above him. The medic waves her over, the girl seems unfazed as she looks into the Heavy’s chest. “Would you like to touch his ribs??” The girl looks at the German man, she is unsure. It’s the Heavy that assures her. “Little girl can touch rib. It’s ok” Saying nothing she runs her index finger along the bone. The Medic finished up with the Heavy and turns his full attention to the girl before him. “What would you like to do??” “Can we play a game?” “What do you have in mind” The girl smiles. Together they play hospital, the Medic allowing the girl access to his stethoscope, syringes (no needles) and crepe bandages. They do this as the girl walks around in the Medic’s coat.
Sniper: The girl disappears again. Sniper is losing his mind. “Of course the girl goes missing on my watch” He searches high and low. Checking in with all the other mercs, goes all around the outside of the base. It’s until he hears soft giggling where he finds her, inside his van. “Kid, wot are you doing here??” “Scout dared me to come in here” The Sniper makes a mental note to kill the Boston once the kid is gone. Once both are back inside the base the girl notices that the assassin hasn’t taken off his glasses. “It’s rude to wear sunglasses inside” “It ain’t rude if ya need them” The girl doesn’t understand and the Sniper notices her facial expression change. He takes them off kneeling down to hand over his glasses. “These glasses help me see colour” The girl puts them on. “I don’t understand, you can’t see colour” He nods. “Yep. I have red / green colorblindness” The girl hands back the glasses, she looks ashamed. “I’m sorry.” “Nah it’s ok.”
Spy: The Spy stays in the same room as the young girl. He is annoyed that he can’t smoke or drink. Still the man does have a soft spot for kids. He tells her some of his adventures and shows her some tricks with his butterfly knife.
Ok that is the head canon part done, now onto the tea party.
It’s late, the team is in the dining room cleaning up after a large meal. The girl they are all being paid to look after is drawing on the floor. Sniper walks past Scout slapping him softly at the back of the head.
“That’s for daring the kid into my van” “Come on Snipes it was funny” The assassin looks Scout dead in the eyes, his facial expression is neutral. If looks could kill. “You gotta admit slim” The Engineer says as he wipes down the stove. “It was a laugh to see you run around. Think it was the most exercise you got in years.”
The entire team bursts into laughter. A sigh escapes the Sniper’s lips, he flips off the Texan. The young girl takes this as her queue. She goes up to each team member handing an invitation.
“I hope you can come” She says before walking out. The team take a moment to read over the invite they’ve been given. The Scout is the first to speak. “A tea party! We’ve got to go.” All the mercs nod in agreement, they would not dare break the little girl’s heart.
By the time the girl is found she has set up a small room with biscuits, teacups and a teapot. All the men take a seat on the floor. However the Snipers face goes from one of boredom to one of annoyance. “This is my tea set” Demoman chips is. “You own a tea set Snipes??” “It’s my mother” The assassin says defensively. The girl hands out the teacup and starts to pour the imaginary tea. For the night all nine harden killers play tea party until the young girl finally wishes to go to bed.
Yo. Sorry the tea party story was short but I gotta wrap things up.
this episode straight up killed me so I did some kind of AMV..thing…for the first time since high school because uUH I’m emo and procrastinating on work ✌🏻 (I wanted to end this on a happy note but lmao that Did Not Happen)
!!!SPOILERS!!! I can vividly remember the first time I heard about “Gundam Wing”. A kid named Nathan told me about it, and I didn’t understand why only one of the robots could transform. I also didn’t under stand why they had pilots. I thought all cartoon robots could transform, and I thought only the robots in Power Rangers needed pilots. I was a stupid kid.
The first time I watched Gundam Wing the music melted my nine year old brain. It was so serious. Somber tones played while a narrator explained what was going on, and I didn’t understand anything. There were multiple groups, multiple motivations, and even to good guys did bad things. The tone made it feel like a show for adults.
Another thing that stood out was that people died. The first episode I watched had two minor characters who piloted an aries and cancer mobile suits. They had personalities, and motivations. They work with Zechs, but at the end Zechs kills them. It was scary and exciting. I had never seen a TV show with such high stakes, and every episode fed into the next.
At the time, Gundam Wing seemed like a show from a different universe. It was Japanese, and the little quirks fascinated me. The music was so different, and one episode ended with a Japanese pop song. Even the names in the credits fascinated me.
It was a cartoon that was somber, violent, and had tons of Japanese stylistic cues. Maybe I’m just rambling, but it stood out to me so much back then. I really enjoyed that weird TV show.
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Heads up: violence, swearing, a rapist being found out, bondage (non-kinky), flashbacks, and there will definitely be smut in the upcoming chapters/parts :)
Setup: Negan & the Saviors overrun your community and dole out some long overdue justice, changing your life in the process.
You jerked awake as you heard the unmistakable sounds of a
fight occurring just outside the shed you lay in. Blinking repeatedly, you hastily
tried to clear away the dirt that had collected on your eyelids. Your shoulders
and hips screamed in aching protest at another night spent sleeping on the
For fuck’s sake, I
need to learn how to sleep sitting up.
Well, it would help to
be able to move around in this tiny shithole.
There were shouts from dozens of voices as gunfire rang out.
While adrenaline quickly flooded your veins, your brain went into full
fight-or-flight mode, and you weren’t entirely sure which avenue you should pursue. The muscles in your jaw and fists clenched instinctively, but you had
to calm down - you were no good if you allowed your body to take control. You
focused on your breathing, closed your eyes… and prayed that after all this
time you wouldn’t lose your life to a goddamn looter. Or worse, one of the dead.
You tried to push yourself up with your elbow as you
strained to distinguish the sounds going on outside, but after a few pathetic
failed attempts you collapsed back onto the hard dirt with a frustrated groan. Despite
the gag pulled achingly tight across your mouth and the tape shackling your
wrists behind your back and your ankles together, you mentally prepared
yourself for a fight as the sound of commotion drew nearer. You rocked your
body back and forth until you managed to twist yourself into a sitting position
- back pressed against the wall and feet coiled, ready to lash out at whoever was
planning on coming through those god-forsaken doors.