im dfab agender. prior to figuring this out, i vehemently rejected femininity bc it made me so uncomfortable, which im guessing was due to dysphoria. however, i've identified as agender for almost 2 years and have noticed i've been starting to embrace femininity much more. being called a girl/female still makes me dysphoric but now i can comfortably wear make up and perfume and dresses, which i could never do before. does this mean i might not be agender?