fucks up something during a soli or solo
hey so next time just make sure to-
I'm so sorry this REED is just terrible I need to buy more next week [clicks tongue] [fusses with reed] [checks ligature] [checks keys] [blows into a hole to clear nonexistent water buildup] [squints] [scowls] [blows ten practice notes] phew that's better won't happen again
the whole ensemble:
the clarinetist two chairs away:
[whispering] it was probably her embouchure tbh she's been so sharp lately.. not to be rude ofc she's great.
Have you ever loved someone so much you wish for nothing but his happiness in every step he takes in his life? Well, that’s how I feel about this guy for these past seven years.
Happy Birthday, Kim Kibum! (September 23, 1991)
random question but do you have a FAVORITE gay-themed movie? and can you recommend some good ones? sorry i know it's a weird question
oh darling i’m a complete film geek so it’s not a weird question at all :)
if i had to pick one favourite then it would definitely be Weekend. it’s so brutally honest, both in the way it’s shot and in it’s directing and acting. and also, when i was watching it for the first time (with headphones on) i had to hold a pillow in front of my face because i felt like i was watching two people through a key hole and i felt like i was intruding on their private life. if a film makes you feel like that then you know it’s good.
as for the recommendation bit i have to say that there are a lot of absolutely terrible LGBTQ films out there, full of clichés and “for-effect” plots. buthere are some “gay themed” films that i would actually recommend watching:
and yes, i’ve intentionally picked films that involves younger people, since i think that speaks to tumblr more. and i would urge you not to be discouraged by the fact that ½ of these are not in english. i can tell you that if you’ve chosen not to watch films in the past just because they’re not in english then you’ve missed out on a glorious slice of life, trust me.
Ok, look, I did not wake up this morning and think “hmmm… I should just spend the day spreading angsty feels”, it just happened. It is truly beyond my control. I am sorry.
short drabble sometime in the near future?
She ignores the knock at her door the first time. And she ignores it the second. And the third time she just prays that whoever it is just gives up and leaves. Instead, a few minutes later, she hears the key enter the key hole and she knows it’s him before he walks in.
The lights in house are all turned off but it is not that dark outside to make it hard for him to find her curled up in the corner of the couch, legs pulled against her chest, staring at the wall. He says nothing as walks in and takes a seat on the far end of the couch.
The silence between them is heavy, overwhelming and when she cannot take it anymore, she speaks to him - for the first time since that tragic event a few hours ago.
“What are you doing here, Kurt?” she asks.
“I just wanted to check on you,” he says.
“I’m not doing too well,” she says, even though that is beyond obvious.
“I know you’re not,” he says, “I cannot imagine how you could be.”
His honesty shocks her for a moment. “Then why are you here?” her words are harsher than she means them to be but he understands her pain and doesn’t mind that she takes it out on him.
“I just need you to know that I’m here for you,” he says, “if you need me.”
A sound escapes her throat, something close to a sob, pained and broken. “Why? why do you keep doing that?” she asks.
Her questions takes him aback for a moment, but he quickly replies. “Because I need you to be ok,” he says, “because I can’t do this without you. You’re the strong one between the two of us, Jane, and if you can’t do this, then it means I can’t do this.”
She says nothing, just turns to him and stares - speechless.
“I can’t do this without you. I need to believe that you’re strong enough because if you can make it through this, then I can too,” he says, his voice breaking with his admission.
“But what if I’m not?” she whispers.
“You are,” his voice is low but strong - confident.
“But what if-”
Silence takes over again, for the longest time. Slowly, he realizes she’s inching towards him until she’s sitting next to him, still staring at the wall.
“You really believe that?” she asks him.
He nods, “I do. I really believe that.”
She nods her head, slowly, as she takes his words in.
“But if I’m not -”
“You are,” he interrupts him and that is when she turns to look at him. She shakes her head and takes his hand.
She gives him a weak smile. “If I’m not,” she repeats, more confidently, “at least I know that together we can be. We are in this together, right?”
She locks her gaze with his, urging, begging, looking for a lifeline, something to believe in. He locks his fingers through hers and nods.
“Yes, we are,” he says.
She watches him for a moment longer before she collapses onto him. Exhaustion and heartbreak finally taking over, she falls into him and he holds her tight. His arms go around her, his lips find the top of her head and he whispers, “together.”
All day Newt had been gone. You hadn’t seen him around at all (even looking around the inside the brief case). After around 6 hours of trying to make sure he as okay, you let out a sigh of defeat. ‘He’s a grown man. He’ll be okay.” You though to yourself. Pulling out a book you turned on the lamp and curled up. Reading seemed to be something you and Newt both enjoyed doing. It calmed you both down. Another hour passed and then you heard a key rustling in the key-hole. Putting a bookmark in your book you closed it and looked up. Newt took off to your bedroom without looking up (taking his brief case with him). You took in a deep breath, got up, and walked down the hall. Your shared bedroom door was shut but, not locked, Turning the knob you peeked in to see Newt curled up on the bed with tears in his eyes. Walking over you sat on the edge of the bed
“Do you want to talk about it?”
You asked the man. He looked up.
“This is silly of me.” He sniffled
“It’s not silly. it’s emotions.” You gave him a sympathetic look. “What happened?”
“They killed her.”
You head fell as the feeling hit your chest.
“Why?” You shuddered
“She wouldn’t jump. She was too scared.” He whimpered and tears flew down his face. “It’s my fault.”
You pulled him into your chest letting him rest his head.
“Shhhhh. It not your fault.” You whispered biting back tears of your own.
“It’s my fault for getting her caught in the bloody mess to begin with.”
You kept trying to shush him and calm down. You held him until he fell asleep from exhaustion. He finally looked a bit more calm. You sat at stared at his features until the sun came up.
Ok guys hear me out: the Karasuno team are all part of this modest little modeling agency. They used to be really famous until some of their top models retired.
Daichi: He would be the main manager of the agency.
Suga: He’s the main photographer of the company who also does some modeling from time to time (look at his face I mean come on).
Asahi: One of the veteran models of the company. A lot of people think he’s super scary and terrifying because most of the photo shoots he does have him looking rugged and beat up.
Tanaka: He sets up equipment, checks lighting, and constructs props. He sometimes gets dragged into photo shoots but he prefers the technical aspects of modeling.
Nishinoya: He’s one of the make up artists. He has a natural ability to bring out a model’s natural beauty. His talent is so amazing that other make up artists from the industry recognize his work immediately.
Hinata: He wants to be a model, but has been rejected by a lot of agencies because he’s way too short. He started out with building props and setting up equipment for Karasuno. Of course, he has a lot of potential because of his charisma and gorgeous smile (which is discovered by Kageyama by accident). After Daichi saw a picture of Hinata he signed him on as a model.
Kageyama: A new photographer to the agency who has an impressive resume. He’s been photographing ever since he was a little kid and has won many awards and scholarships because of it.
Tsukishima: A new model. He got hired immediately because of his height and good looks. He’s a complete asshole to the other models, but he can pose for the camera without trying too hard. He’s not too serious about modeling and sees it as a temporary part time job.
Yamaguchi: He’s actually a makeup artist. He chose this profession because he’s insecure about his own looks and wants to make other people beautiful instead.
Kiyoko: She used to a successful model. She’s been in the industry ever since she was a toddler and is the most experienced employee in the agency. Despite this, she never felt comfortable in front of the camera. When she grew up she realized that she enjoyed helping out behind the scenes instead. She’s now a manager.
Yachi: The newest addition to the company. She’s working as an intern underneath Kiyoko. She aspires to be a photographer in the future.
Takeda: The secretary of the agency. He always makes coffee and lunch runs for eveyrone.
Keishin: The president of the company. He inherited it from his grandfather after his retired. Used to be a model.
Oikawa: One of the most famous models in the country. His popularity is so vast that he has been able to branch out into other professions like acting and singing. He already has a huge fan club to where he has had handshaking events. He has a grudge against Kageyama because Kageyama refused to take pictures of someone “so boring”.
Iwaizumi: Acts as Oikawa’s manager and babysitter . He’s can be found either chatting away on the phone like crazy or scolding Oikawa for being an idiot.
Karasuno gets hired to do photo shoot in Tokyo where they work with Nekoma and befriend them. Later on they get invted to a model meet up where they meet Bokuto and Akaashi and everyone else.