keeping fighting

me: wants The Ship to cuddle and kiss and hold hands and be gross

also me: wants The Ship to be locked in an intense battle w/ guns or motorcycles or giant swords or some shit, like full-on fight where they’re evenly matched and in The Zone and there’s a strangely sexual atmosphere about the whole thing but also someone might die

myself: wants The Ship to have a completely trusting relationship where they would easily risk their lives for one another and they both consider the other the top priority no matter what

also myself: wants The Ship to be wary of each other, accepting but not trusting, the participants of a new partnership or smth that’s on the brink of collapsing but is also steadily gaining more ground as they learn more about each other….still wouldnt trust the other to not shoot them tho

So I was at the psychiatrist today getting my meds checked and I was talking with him about the #AlwaysKeepFighting campaign (while I was wearing my #AKF t-shirt) and he asked about the actor who leads the cause so he could write it down and check him out. I told my doctor that the actor’s name is Jared Padalecki and his response “Ah, he must be Polish.” And immediately I have to stifle my laughter because all I can think of is the scene in The French Mistake when Dean makes fun of the last name. It was a perfect Supernatural moment.


I’m feeling awful during these last days but I still tried to do a 2nd thing for Mercy76 week; even if it’s just a crack comic strip :’’‘)

It’s inspired by my regular experience as Soldier76; this happens ALL THE TIME. especially when no other healer is around. they stand in front of me, scream at me, I smash down my healing thingie n they run off screaming for healing n I wasted my heal thingie. like, what even? :’’’D I feel you, mercy. I feel you! lol

But then there are those beautiful moments when everyone runs off again spamming the heal button n suddenly Mercy appears in my heal circle, health drained badly n she thanks me for providing healing as well n gives me a damage boost. it’s so nice ;v;*

Imo, Solider76 n Mercy are a kickass duo that are a force to behold! especially since they can heal each other n keep the fight going :)

Wow, 50 Really?!

I can’t believe I’m only one away from 50 followers and I know that doesn’t seem like a lot to mot of you guys, but seriously, I’m just a geek from a small town in Oklahoma. I never thought that even 10 people would be interested in the stuff I post/write/reblog. It’s amazing how fast you, my followers, have accumulated and I really appreciate you all supporting me and giving me great laughs and stories everyday. So to thank you guys I want you to give me some ideas to celebrate. So..cough ‘em up lovelies! Mwah! Thanks again!

@lucifer-in-leather @doro7winchester @notnaturalanahi @amazingichie89 @widly-unperfect @polozsuperexcellentive @kiefvertheshaye @juhowell @little-red-83 @codename-petrova @sammy-moo @dammn-dean @malikbemine @iwantyoualive @pupdoggydog @exploratiionist @theenrapturing @hilaka @storyofawinchester @just-a-wayward-dream @flylikepaper23 @doopegamer @sebastianstanisporn@mackenziestewart2@fangirl-at-heart1418@growningupgeek@hlboyd04@darkestgrungeuniverse@sunshine-hunters@vinylwinchesters@supernaturalfaanzz@fan-of-loving@sammy-salamander@amber-s-2801@gabyreyes19@abbysciutoismyspiritanimal@livelovelike555@sukanya99@simplytenae@toothfairy-killer@burbotignis@acingdreams@fuckyeahjaredandjensenx

(Some are spam that I didn’t add,  but It’s still really close.)

  • BOBBY: Family don't end with blood, boy. (3x16)
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  • DEAN: You know what I think Mom would say? She'd say just 'cause you're blood doesn't make you family. You got to earn that. (6x16)
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  • DEAN: A wise man once told me, "family don't end in blood," but it doesn't start there, either. Family cares about you, not what you can do for them. Family's there through the good, bad... all of it. They got your back... even when it hurts. That's family. (10x17)
  • -
  • CAS: Thank you. Thank you. Knowing you, it... it's been the best part of my life. And the things that... the things we’ve shared together, they have changed me. You’re my family. I love you. I love all of you. [...] You need to keep fighting.
  • SAM: We are fighting. We’re fighting for you, Cas.
  • DEAN: And like you said, you’re family. And we don’t leave family behind. (12x12)

Ok. Weak moment over for the time being. What I realized is that even through the darkest moments, learn how to smile. Learn how to find what you need to help you through it. And as one of my special ed kids keeps telling me (and everyone else in the classroom 😂🙄), “don’t take it so seriously!”. Lol. Life is hard enough without adding unnecessary angst and sadness. Some of it is pretty damn warranted, but let yourself get pulled to happier places when you fall. There are plenty of people who will, and do, offer a hand to help you stand on your feet again.

I love you guys. Thanks for being my family!


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I love Seán so much and i always will. He makes me and so many other people happy. He always interact with his fans, via tumblr, twitter, youtube. His smile makes so many people smile. His laugh is contagious. His eyes are so pretty. He is so pure and adorable. Not a day goes by, when i havent thought about jack. He has saved some of my internet friends and im so thankful for that. He is a hero, a lifesaver, he is also a friend. I wouldnt have been able to meet so many wonderful people if it wasnt for jack. He has made me so happy and he also makes me smile so much. He also teaches us to be positive; dont take haters seriously and to be strong and keep on fighting. His happiness is so so important to me and to many other people as well 💚💚

Taking Buttercream Squad REQUESTS!

I’m back! And taking requests! Send a boy + a number! 1. “Don’t you say that… not you” 
2. “I know it’s 3 in the morning, but I can’t find my cat” 
3. “Make me” 
4. “Is that my shirt?” 
5. “If you walk out that door… don’t you ever come back” 
6. “Don’t you die on me” 
7. “Please… just leave me alone” 
8. “I can’t keep fighting like this” 
9. “I need you” 
10. “Where were you when I needed you?” 
11. “Will you just shut up for a minute and let me think?!” 
12. “I just want you to be happy” 
13. “It’s time to say goodbye” 
14. “Please…stay…” 
15. “I don’t want to hurt you” 
16. “Just shut up and kiss me” 
17. “Ignore me, I didn’t see anything” 
18. “I wish I could stop loving you” 
19. “I’m scared” 
20. “I’ll protect you no matter what… even if it kills me” 
21. “You knocked on my door at 1 in the morning, to cuddle?”

Originally posted by shawnasgonnagif

Gif not mine

I’ve been so busy with you know, life. I didn’t notice that I have over 200 Followers. Thank you so much you guys give me strength and power to keep writing and to always keep fighting! Again Thank You!😘😚 I will be doing some kinda Celebration Tagging @bulletscrossbowpie @baymella4eva @totallypaletrash @deanjensengirlmaggie @roxy-davenport @jotink78 @attackdogcas @ew-whats-that @fangirl1802 @impalaimagining

Originally posted by noinaedamiiz

anonymous asked:

why did you leave nyc? do you miss it?

I left NYC because I lost my third consecutive job and was sleeping on a borrowed bed in the home of a very kind person whose lease was ending and I didn’t have the strength or resources to find yet another stranger to take me in after some severe toxic emotional fuckery and a mental break had left me just. spent and defeated. I just didn’t want to keep having to fight to survive every goddamn day. so I went to my parents’ home in the state they’d moved to without me and slept on a couch again for nine months until I accidentally acquired a life and home I wasn’t looking for.

and yeah. I never don’t miss it. god, I really never stopped missing it. most days it’s okay and I really do like the life I’ve made here and deeply love the people I’ve gathered around me, and my strange and lovely home, and I like my job for the first time since I started working as a teenager. I never would have met some of the most important people in my life if I hadn’t left New York and then accidentally ended up in Cincinnati. but three years later it’s still a bruise I can press and feel an awful ache of longing. I get little glimpses and it catches in my throat hard. I don’t know what to do with that most days.

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Nonno is NEVER going to trust Xanxus ever a gain, not really, so I can see that reaction all too well. I’d bet Reborn’s presence in the bond is the only reason they don’t actively try to split them up. (That and splitting up soulmates is a bad idea, like causes mental instability and or phantom sickness and pain if separated long term kind of bad idea)

I imagine after a point they’d come up with the thought that Reborn’s not actual a part of the bond, he’s just trying to protect Tsuna from Xanxus, or basically make up some kind of story to fit with whatever view of the situation they have. I do want Tsuna to be able to stand on his own and stand up for his soulmates, so the thing with Nono would probably be his fight to keep them safe for once. It would also act as proof that he’s not some little cowardly civilian that’s going to meekly follow along with whatever he’s told, if there’s something he wants to keep safe, he’ll fight to do so. 

asks part 1

ok so first of all I wanna thank all of you for sending nice and supporting messages and I’m so happy that I received so many more nice asks than the ones that were not so nice. I also got some very kind replies and messages and I wanna thank you people as well. it’s always good to see that there are still some people in the DA fandom that care and support each other. I understand if not everyone can agree with each other but sending mean anon messages? (not even counting the ones from before because they’re more like argument messages even if sending them on anon is kinda…idk I mean I can’t argue with a person I can’t really reply to but anway) I just wanna say that I appreciate everyone who took their time saying something nice and supportive and it gives me all the strength I need to cope with some not so nice messages :) 

anon: Mage rights or mage fights! ⚔️ 

mage rights activism will never die! keep on fighting

anon: hello :) all this Anders talk… when I played for the first time, I was shocked with his actions, but i actually saw his point quite clearly and i supported his decision. my belief is that any war has its martyrs (in a way). was blowing up the shit out of that chantry right? perhaps not. was it the only thing left for anders to do? yes. will i still support him and count him as my friend? absolutely. and he fought for rights and freedom, so.. i support your point too.   

exactly. I can completely understand if people think his action wasn’t right and I wanted him to trust me more so that maybe we could’ve found a solution together but I still love him and know that he fought for a just cause and support him in that

moustashleigh: I support Mage right, Mage fights, birb mage, and you :) I don’t think these people should be hassling you about your views, I hope you’re okay!            

@moustashleigh: thank you so much! I’m in fact very okay because I got so much support and kind messages like yours :)

anon: i 100% agree with you on the anders debate. you can still like the character and agree with his ideology without automatically approving of his actions and being “pro-terrorism”. what he did was wrong, but the situation is not so black and white, and neither is the character. anders, those years in kirkwall prior to the explosion, did so much good: he freed mages, he healed the poor for free, he did more for them than the chantry did. (contd.)

(contd. from before) in the end, he felt that after no progress for 7 years and impending tranquility for all mages, he needed to do what he did. again, not saying it was the right thing to do, but to dismiss him as villain through and through is misunderstanding the character. and at the end of the day, if solas deserves redemption, he who knowingly released a blighted monster on the world and continued with his planned genocide even after inq cleaned his mess up, then certainly anders does too

I think a lot of people just see this one action and all their judgement is based on it when in fact Anders is so much more and has done so much more good compared to his action. even if you just reduce him to “well he has killed people he is evil” then probably every freaking character in the DA universe is evil. and yes, if Solas deserves anything that is not pure hate (not saying I hate him) then Anders definitely deserves people at least trying to see his point and not sending me hate messages for trying to explain and support him

anon: anders isn’t real, anon. criminy, do you also think you’re a murderer for running around kirkwall killing random thugs without due process? you can’t just accuse a real person of being a terrorism apologist like they agree with real life horrors just because they like a fictional character. maybe chill            

agreed. I mean even if I said that Anders’ choice was completely justified and right and not wrong in any way (which I never did) I won’t excuse people killing others in real life to…try to prove a point or whatever. as far as I now there is still a difference between fiction and reality and I am able to differentiate between them

helpfuldeathgod: By Definition, Anders also wasn’t a terrorist. The Templars were becoming Terrorists, but Anders does not actually fall in line with what it takes to actually be considered a terrorist. If anything, everyone who calls Anders a Terrorist because he blew up a building is trivializing the whole thing. Anders was not targeting Andrastians to incite terror in the religion, nor was he targeting Templars for that either. It was just a last resort message to the world, which in itself is not terrorism.

@helpfuldeathgod: I thought about it as well and wanted to make this point but you explained it very well already so I will leave it at that. I never really thought his action as any kind of terroristic act because that’s not my understanding of terrorism at all

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