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Day 1, not so great

Day 1 of stretching all day with my new plug:

I’m going to have to stretch in small doses because this plug is huge. I could only keep it in my pussy for about 12 minutes because it started to hurt and I couldn’t walk comfortably. It felt great putting it in and I came twice while keeping it inside of me, which probably didn’t help, but as soon as I sat up, it was immediate discomfort. Maybe I should spend my stretching days in bed so that I can get used to the feeling of it filling me.

Idk, I’ll figure out a routine that’ll keep me stretching my pussy. I’ll try again tomorrow if I’m not too sore.

💖 Princess 💖

It's not wrong to be upset. It's not wrong to...

It’s not wrong to be upset. It’s not wrong to cry. It’s not wrong to want attention. It’s not even wrong to scream or throw a fit. What is wrong is to keep it all inside. What is wrong is to blame and punish yourself for simply being human. What is wrong is to never be heard and to be alone in your pain. Share it. Let it out. Tears are good. What flows is alive. Crying is like a thundershower for the soul. The air feels so wonderful after the rain. Don’t think too much. Breathe. Don’t be harsh or demanding on yourself. Just experience your feelings and know that your tears are announcing change in your life. Change is coming; like a summer rain — to wash away your pain. Have faith that things are getting better.

— Bryant McGill

The Book: SimpleRemindersBook.com

Feisty Challenge {Drabble}

Originally posted by animegifer

You walked around the new school once again. You had been moving from different school for so many times that you’ve lost count. It annoyed you but you had to do it for your family. You noticed guys looking at you like you were so kind of prey which made your insides boil but you had to keep it inside since you had to stop getting into trouble. Your previous schools banned you from violence fights and other shits. You had to behave yourself. 

You sighed as you ignored their looks as you made your way to your class but as you passed this guy with a fedora hat, you heard a beautiful sound coming out of his mouth.

“My, My. So your the one that everyone is talking about huh?” He tilted his head to the side slightly as he met your eyes.

You met his green orbs before you turned away and continued to walk, completely ignoring him which made his face change into a shock one.

His feet started to move on their own without him realizing as he suddenly grabbed onto your wrist. 

You slowly glanced at him as you looked down at his hand gripping on your wrist before looking up at him.

“What do you think your doing?” You raised an eyebrow, confused.

“Uhm..” He quickly let your wrist go as he started to laugh. “Sorry about that but I just wanted to chat with you.” 

“Not interested.” You spat before walking off but he was suddenly in front of you quicker than blinking your eyes. 

“Wrong answer sweetie.” He teased as he moved closer to you which made you back away slightly.

“What do you want?” 

“That’s pretty obvious. I wanna play with you.” 

“Well I don’t play sorry. Go find some other girl.” 

He smirked as he kept getting closer to you which made you back up against the wall. He placed his hand on the wall next to your face as he got so close to your face but you kept your face stern. 

“You sure are a feisty one huh. I like that.” He whispered in your ear. “It’ll be so much fun touching you.” 

Your eyes widen as you raised your hand but he suddenly pinned it against the wall as his eyes never left yours.

“Why me?” 

“Because you’re different and I like a challenge.” 

You kept your eyes locked with his that you almost got hypnotize by them for a moment but you quickly shook it off as you pushed him off. 

“If you wanna get with me, you’re gonna try harder than that sweetheart.” You smirked at him before walking off.

He rubbed his chin as he watched you walking off with a smirk on his face. He sure found you interesting. He was gonna make sure that you were his really soon. 

“This just got quite interesting.” 

Don’t ask me why I keep you far away.
It’s for your own good.
To keep you safe from the monster the past created.
The monster I’ve tried to change.
You say you don’t care,
That you’ll love me no matter what.
But you will see the demons I keep inside.
The scars,
Of them trying to get out.
So don’t say you don’t care,
Because you’ll change your mind in minutes,
And break my heart in seconds.
Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it’s the only thing that I know
And when it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive
We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
And times are forever frozen still
So you can keep me inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer till our eyes meet
You won’t ever be alone
Wait for me to come home
Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And is the only thing that I know
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of you
And it’s the only thing we take with us when we die
We keep this love in a photograph
We make these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
And times forever frozen still
So you can keep me inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer till our eyes meet
You won’t ever be alone
And if you hurt me
Well, that’s ok baby only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won’t ever let you go
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home
Oh, you can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul
And if you hurt me
Well, that’s ok baby only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won’t ever let you go
When I’m away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone
Wait for me to come home
—  photograph ed sheeran

things about Nyx’s apartment/his life

  • he lives with a dude he met on craigslist (they’re not friends but it’s okay they mostly just ignore each other and they’re happy with that)
  • he has a room where his window leads to a fire escape and on that fire escape he has planted a small garden that he loves tending too
  • he has a bed but honestly he spends most nights outside sleeping on the fire escape because something about his dark magic makes it hard for him to be indoors when he sleeps
  • on nights were it’s raining or if it’s too cold he’ll sleep inside but keep the window open
  • he cooks he cooks really fucking well, this is the one thing he and his roommate are friends about. Nyx always makes a lot of food and shares
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 SteveBucky + quoting each other

Slipping (Post-Cage)

Michael could not believe he was really out of the Cage. It had to be another illusion, another sadistic game.

Even though it felt different this time, he could not tell what was real anymore.

Most of his powers went into keeping Adam in a safe bubble reality where he could be with his mom. MÍichael felt guilty about dragging the kid into this. He was never supposed to be part of it, and the archangel wanted to make up for it. But it took a lot of energy, and he was no match for Lucifer. His brother had eons to learn everything about the Cage, to bend it to his will and use it. And he was creative.