justen lyrics bios

and now i know, i’m better sleeping on my own

my mama don’t like you and she likes everyone

you should go and love yourself

can we, we keep, keep each other company?

life is worth living, so live another day

be a visonary for a change

you give me purpose

calm down, don’t rush, no pressure

it don’t make no sense unless i’m doing it with you

tell me, where are you now that I need you?

I need you the most

you’re all that matters to me

I need you to show me the light

i’ll be your soldier fighting every second of the day for your dreams, girl

i’m here to make you happy i’m here to see you smile

you’re the smile on my face and i ain’t going nowhere

so baby know for sure that i’ll never let you go

and girl you’re my one love, my one heart, my one life for sure

let me tell you one time, girl, i love, girl i love you

They’ve already built a wall and here I stand, behind it
The purpose of my everyday to act like I don’t mind it
As if some words I write in haste would change my life for better
Convince someone to show me love so I could go and get er’

Hoping something in me is an object of desire
That someone might strive to possess rather than admire
That I might share without fear a life’s low expectations
Yet never in a sorrowed state, just endless calm vacations

The wall of which I’ve spoken I find facing every day
I lean against like broken fence to keep the kids from play
Peering past the splintered boards and dreaming of things to do there
Then losing those while walking home and into nothing stare

Have you ever felt your youth slip past you in frozen state
Living in your childhood room from 17 to 28
And like the smallest spider bite a pinching realization
That you’ve grown too old for young love
That you’ve reached a time for reflection

Yet have nothing to reflect upon
Empty frozen dinner trays
And YouTube videos gone on
Through several hundred replays

It hurts to know I’ve failed myself
And now must live on past for ages
An aging man but in no right
More a flower pressed between book pages

purearcticfire  asked:

Moon, Phoenix, Black Eye Galaxy, Asteroid

Moon: What are you currently studying/hope to study?

I have one year of high school left (bleh) but when I go off to college I plan to study psychology and criminology (and maybe creative writing)

Phoenix: Favorite thing to wear?

My blue sundress. Or an oversized Doctor Who shirt that I stole from my best friend. It says “Keep Calm and Don’t Blink” I love it.

Black Eye Galaxy: Do you believe in love at first sight?

No. I believe in infatuation at first sight.

Asteroid: What does your dream life look like?

Me being married to Anthony Ramos lol no, just kidding. um my dream life? living in an apartment, maybe by myself, or with some friends, or my spouse. I can wake up and roll out of bed and write or bake or read. just a peaceful life. that sounds good today. of course, I could totally change my mind before tomorrow