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Supernatural Preferences: When You're Pregnant

Sam: As soon as you found out, you began plotting how you were going to tell him. Of course he noticed the slightly different things you did, resulting in him pestering you to see what’s wrong. After you told him the news he began prepping for the baby immediately. Regardless of the fact you two had nine months to get everything ready. Guess excitement overtakes people’s senses.

Originally posted by cheerfulsammy

Dean: The minute-no the second you told Dean, he began to treat you as though you were going to explode. Taking junk food from you because “it could hurt the baby”. Not letting you lift anything. Barley even a book or glass of water. Once you started to show more and more he refused to hug you…or even sleep in the same bed with you once you further progressed because “what if I roll over onto you?”, even though he never had before. Luckily for you, once the baby was born he directed all that paranoid attention to the munchkin.

Originally posted by heytheredeann

Castiel: It’s no surprise that he found out before you did. He was in a state of complete shock and awe from the second he heard a second heartbeat lingering inside of you. At first you thought it was cool or adorable how he could check in on you. That was until he was doing it every other hour to make sure nothing was wrong. It only got worse when the little being inside of you grew to be bigger. Any movement you made, or small noise at the feeling of a kick in your ribs, Cas had to give you the full examination. Sooner or later he realized that everything was going to be fine and he could stop worrying so much. That didn’t happen until a week before your due date.

Originally posted by pinkman

Crowley: From the moment you told The Boy King about your little gift, he had a certain change in him. Whether he saw this as father redemption or was just filled with happiness, you couldn’t tell. The most overprotective he got during your pregnancy was not letting you leave Hell without him. Which was understandable, so you didn’t really put up a fight. Carrying the King of Hell’s child had its perks. Like food whenever you wanted it, and whatever you wanted. Anything you asked for, demons would scramble about trying to get it as quickly as possible. It was really something funny, watching them trip over their fear of not being fast enough. Of course your new little munchkins first outfit had “The prince/princess of Hell” labeled on it. That one you didn’t really have a say on.

Originally posted by lucifersagents

Lucifer: It all started when he sat straight up in bed and just looked at you with furrowed eyebrows. Just when you thought your life couldn’t change anymore, it did. On so many levels. Honestly it was really weird knowing that all of Heaven and Hell knew you were with child before you even had a clue. The fact that you had Angels hell bent on killing you, but mainly the baby, didn’t really help with the whole pregnancy stress level chart. As if it wasn’t stressful enough having a human growing inside of you. But Luce was by your side 24/7. Always keeping the Angels or anything that meant to harm you far away. Somewhere between all the baby assassins and pregnancy hormones, the two of you still had time to have a somewhat normal upcoming. Anytime a kick or a movement was going to happen he knew. And he’d be right there to witness it.

Originally posted by devoiddean

Gabriel: Never had you thought that Gabe and his trickster tendencies would be something you would appreciate. That was until it came handy to have to help hide you from those who meant to cause your unborn child harm. Most of your pregnancy wasn’t spent fighting some war against those who intended to harm you. It was spent fighting another war over what the babies name would be. First idea Gabriel had was “Little Ass Kicker” because for some god awful reason that made sense. Obviously you weren’t about to call any child of yours that, but he was persistent. “What about Lak?” He would ask while you were just about to drift off to sleep. “Lak? The hell kind of name is-…it stands for Little Ass Kicker doesn’t it?” There was no way around it. He’d go to pretty lengthy extents trying to get you to say yes just once so it’d be official. Like rubbing your back for an hour. Or getting you a shit ton of the food you were craving. Long story short…you gave birth to a Little Ass Kicker…

Originally posted by devoiddean

Telling Cas

Dean never says them back. The words.

He doesn’t whisper them when he’s got his forehead pressed against Cas’ after a long kiss he knows, he knows, he needed more than air.

He doesn’t pant them out when his face is buried in his pillow, Cas’ hand between his shoulder blades keeping him there, while the angel slowly draws his hips away only to thrust back in deep and hard, exactly how he knows Dean likes it. How Dean needs it. He does it like he wants to give Dean everything.

When Dean trails kisses, wet, sloppy, meaningful kisses up Cas’ thigh, he doesn’t murmur the words against the soft skin beneath him.

Dean doesn’t even say them when they part ways for a while because he’s got a case to work or Cas has a lead to follow.

But just because Dean never says the words doesn’t mean he never tells Cas how he feels.

Whenever they kiss passionately, after they’ve touched foreheads long enough that Dean has caught his breath, he gives Cas this look and it’s nothing but adoration.

Dean sends Cas pictures of cute animals- no, of the cutest animals- which means he regularly takes the time to riffle through what the internet has to offer, curating a string of photos just for Cas.

When Cas fucks Dean from behind, Dean chants, You’re everything. You’re everything. Cas, please. You’re everything.

There’s a tab for the American Bee Association on Dean’s computer that’s perpetually open. He still hasn’t figured out if it’s even feasible to raise bees in the bunker.

When Dean spends so long kissing his body, every inch he can get his lips on, cheeks flushed prettily and lashes fluttering, that Cas feels like the rain to Dean’s drought, the message is loud and clear.

Dean’s grin is wider than Cas has ever seen in it the first time he makes peanut butter cookies. He grumpily states that chocolate chip is the right way to go but well, whatever. His smile lingers as long as the aroma of the baking does.

When they part ways temporarily, either because Dean needs to work a case, or Cas needs to work a lead, Dean’s hand, wherever it is on Cas, linger and squeezes. Pads of fingertips brush against exposed flesh, before pulling away.

And Cas knows he is loved.

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Coming home to visit the avengers!

So it was spring break at Xavier’s institution and you convinced him to let you go see your avengers family, but you only told Clint you were coming back for 2 weeks but you thought he’d tell everyone that you were coming…but he didn’t so here’s how that went;
- as soon as you stepped in the door you saw Bucky
- “sup frosty” “ (y/n) wtf are you doing here DID YOU QUIT SCHOOL?!?” “No it’s spring break” “THANK GOD I MISSED YOU!!!!” *bear hug*
- oh god Thor
- *gasp* “LADY (Y/N)?!?” “Yes it’s me thunderbolt” picking you up in the hug “THOR I CANT BREATHE”
- nat and Wanda prying “sooooo…who’s the lucky guy or girl either one me and nat will kill them” “well uh I don’t know there’s um Scott summers”
- meeting the spectacular peter Parker
- peter is so into you and your powers
- “h-hi I’m peter” “hi I’m (y/n)” “you’re really pretty”
- as well as father stank “KEEP YOUR DEMON AWAY FROM MY SPIDERLING!! I love you (y/n) welcome home”
- “hey sam?” “Yeah” “uh can you tell Steve to stop trying to give me the sex talk” “yeah I’ll tell him Loki already gave it to you”
- two weeks of love


Pairing: Castiel x Reader

Word Count: 2856 (I may have got a little carried away…)

Warnings: Smut. Smut. Smut. Priest!kink, Dom!Cas, Prayer!Kink

Notes: So as some of you may have noticed, I have a Priest!Kink. And this was an idea I came up with last night. It’s just super smutty… I hope you all enjoy it! Dirty birds ;) xox

Knocking on the motel room door a couple of times before entering, you smirked as you saw Sam and Dean. Both of them were wearing smart trousers and a button down shirt; they both looked handsome but it was also incredibly strange to see them out of plaid and jeans. Dean let out a low whistle as he saw what you were wearing. A black halter-neck 50’s style pencil dress with some black heels.

“Don’t you think that’s a little inappropriate for where we’re going, princess?” he queried as he lifted a brow.

“What?” you smirked, sitting on the bed as the three of you waited for Castiel to leave the bathroom. “A girl can’t look sexy when she’s going to church?”

Sam chuckled and shook his head. The four of you were on a hunt, a suspected poltergeist haunting at a local church in Missouri. Unfortunately, those at the church didn’t seem to want to talk to anyone about it, which definitely made your job harder. So, after a few drinks at a local bar, Dean had come up with the ingenious plan to send Cas undercover as a priest to try and get some information and scope the place out. You and Sam agreed it would be a good idea, much to the angel’s protests, and now he was getting ready to perform his first sermon, which had not been part of the plan.

The bathroom door opened and Dean laughed loudly at the look of disdain on Castiel’s face. You, however, found yourself squeezing your thighs together at the sight. Seeing him dressed all in black other than the white of his collar was making you think about the angel in a whole new way.

“I feel very uncomfortable,” he told Sam, his brow furrowing.

“You look fine, buddy,” Sam clapped him on the shoulder and started pushing Dean toward the door. “And who knows the Bible better than you, right?”

Standing, you smoothed your dress down and gave Cas a final once over, biting your lip gently as you made your way to the car. He lifted a brow and followed you outside, sliding into the back seat of the Impala with you.

Sam and Dean were chatting in the front seat as you and Cas sat quietly in the back. You couldn’t stop thinking about him in that outfit and the things you wanted him to do to you whilst wearing it. You smiled a little as you shook your long hair over your shoulder, turning to face the road as you prayed to him.

Would it be a sin to tell you how hot you look like that, Castiel?”

Gazing at the handsome angel out of the corner of your eye, you saw his head snap to you immediately, his sapphire eyes suddenly filled with heat as he stared at you.

Incredibly…”His voice echoed through your mind. You took a deep breath and squeezed your thighs together harder. This was going to be a really long service…

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There is an underground network preparing to hide immigrants
Faith leaders in California don't have hope President Donald Trump won't enter churches or places of worship where immigrants may seek sanctuary. So they are building safe houses and preparing rooms to hide immigrants who fear ICE will deport them.
By Kyung Lah, Alberto Moya and Mallory Simon, CNN

A hammer pounds away in the living room of a middle class home. A sanding machine smoothes the grain of the wood floor in the dining room.

But this home Pastor Ada Valiente is showing off in Los Angeles, with its refurbished floors, is no ordinary home.

“It would be three families we host here,” Valiente says.

By “host,” she means provide refuge to people who may be sought by US Immigration and Customs Enforcement, known as ICE. The families staying here would be undocumented immigrants, fearing an ICE raid and possible deportation.

The purchase of this home is part of a network formed by Los Angeles religious leaders across faiths in the wake of Donald Trump’s election. The intent is to shelter hundreds, possibly thousands of undocumented people in safe houses across Southern California.

The goal is to offer another sanctuary beyond religious buildings or schools, ones that require federal authorities to obtain warrants before entering the homes.

“That’s what we need to do as a community to keep families together,” Valiente says.

At another Los Angeles neighborhood miles away, a Jewish man shows off a sparsely decorated spare bedroom in his home. White sheets on the bed and the clean, adjacent full bathroom bear all the markers of an impending visit. The man, who asked not to be identified, pictures an undocumented woman and her children who may find refuge in his home someday.

The man says he’s never been in trouble before and has difficulty picturing that moment. But he’s well educated and understands the Fourth Amendment, which gives people the right to be secure in their homes, against unreasonable searches and seizures. He’s pictured the moment if ICE were to knock on his door.

“I definitely won’t let them in. That’s our legal right,” he says. “If they have a warrant, then they can come in. I can imagine that could be scary, but I feel the consequences of being passive in this moment is a little scary.”


-the two of you would be just playing around when he’d notice that you’d cover your mouth or try to muffle your laugh-

*just as you began to laugh again, you cover your mouth*
“No, baby, don’t do that-”
*grabs your hands, moving them from your face*
“Let me hear that adorable laugh of yours, I love it.”

Originally posted by mygukie


-as the two of you hung out with Jimin; Jungkook would begin teasing his Hyung, imitating his gestures and voice but as the three of you laughed he noticed you’d try to hide it by covering your mouth-

“Yah, y/n, princess..”
*intertwines his hand with yours as he moves it*
“Stop trying to hide your laugh babygirl-”
“-Don’t you know how cute you sound when you laugh?”

Originally posted by jengkook


-while cooking dinner, he’d be making lame dad jokes making the two of you crack up constantly and though he was oblivious to it at first; he’d soon notice how you’d hide your face each time you laughed-

*tilts his head slightly, lightly swatting your hand away from your face*
“Jagi, why are you doing that?”

You; “Ahh, I’m just a little insecure about my laugh- I’m sorry..”

*gives you a sweet kiss before holding your hand*
“Don’t be insecure about it around me okay?”
“I love listening to you laugh, princess.”

Originally posted by bwiseoks


-laying in your room, y’all would be there joking around as usual when he’d begin to notice that every time you laughed or even let out a small giggle, you’d cover yourself- 

*pulls the blanket away from your face* 
“Baby, stop covering yourself-” 
*pulls you close* 
“You have the cutest laugh I’ve ever heard, stop hiding it from me.” 

Originally posted by mvssmedia


-the two of you would be in the practice room, teasing each other; but he’d begin to get pouty every time he saw you conceal your smile or try to quiet your laugh- 

*playfully pouts, giving you a back hug as he moves your hands* 
“Yahhh, Jagi!” 
“I wanna hear that cute laugh of yours.” 

Originally posted by missbaptan


-while making pancakes at 3 in the morning, the two of you would be goofily dancing to No More Dream; as you begin to laugh your ass off at his ridiculous moves, he’d immediately how you’d hide yourself- 

*lightly taps your hands away from your mouth as he keeps that angelic smile on his face* 
“Jagi, no- I know why you’re doing that, but don’t..”
*holds your hands while pulling you towards him*
“Not with me, I find every part of you perfect, okay baby?” 

Originally posted by hobies


-the two of you would just be sleepily laughing together for no reason when he’d get irritated seeing you try to hide your precious smile or muffle you laugh- 

*roughly grips your wrists as he swiftly moved closer* 
“Babe, stop doing that..” 
*gives you a quick, candied kiss on your forehead* 
“You have no reason to hide, I don’t want you to feel that way about yourself anymore..” 

Originally posted by yoonmin

sirikenobi167  asked:

How would you describe Dean and Castiel's relationship over the course of the seasons? (and how did it evolve?) I've been thinking about this a bit over the last few days (my current headcanon is that Castiel fell in love with Dean somewhere in season 6, and Dean fell in love with Castiel in season 8).

Hi, dear! Wow. This is a very interesting and challenging question. I hope I can do it justice. Buckle up because this is gonna be a hell of a long post! I’ll give you my interpretation in the most canonical way possible.

In season 4, Dean and Castiel were reluctant allies. They weren’t friends, at least not at first. But this was the season Cas started to see for himself that Dean was a good man and that Heaven wasn’t pure anymore. Finding out that some of his brothers and sisters had been corrupted and seeing Dean trying to do the right thing made Cas have even more doubts and questions than he already had on his own. This was the season when Cas’ superiors began to question his sympathies because he was getting too close to Dean and was starting to express emotions (doorways to doubt). I don’t think that means Cas was falling in love with Dean or anything like that. I think Cas started to consider Dean more righteous than Heaven, and therefore, his obedience to Heaven could falter, which actually happened. Dean, on the other hand, had problems to believe in angels and hated the guts of Castiel at the beginning. He couldn’t understand why or how he was rescued by an Angel of the Lord, and he definitely didn’t want to do Heaven’s bidding. It was this season when Dean started to realize that Cas was different, that deep down he cared, that he was not a “hammer” because he questioned his orders and even disobeyed Heaven to help him (in 4x18). This was the season when Cas first rebelled against Heaven even after he was dragged back to “Bible camp” (and we learned four seasons later that brainwashing and resetting an angel was a cruel and painful procedure). This was the season Dean started to see they were really making the story up as they went.

In season 5, Dean and Castiel became friends. Cas rebelled against Heaven for Dean (and Sam). He did his best to keep Dean and Sam away from the other angels who just wanted them to say yes to Michael and Lucifer. This was the season when they went from allies to friends. Dean and Cas helped each other in their missions, reluctantly, but they did. Dean helped Cas in his search for God; Cas helped Dean when trying to kill Lucifer with the Colt. Both missions failed horribly, both of them thought the other’s plan was pointless, but they helped anyway. This was the season when Dean got sent to 2014 and realized that his fucked-up, poisonous self could destroy even an angel like Cas. This was when he realized Cas would follow him anywhere, and he probably didn’t know how to feel about it. For Cas, this was the season when he totally lost faith in God and learned to have faith in Dean. Angels were created to love and have faith in the Lord, and they associated love with faith for default. When he started to have more faith in Dean than in God, he somehow started to love Dean more than he loved his Father. In 5x21, when Cas realized Dean said no to Michael, he apologized to Dean for doubting him, and I think that was the moment Cas’ faith in Dean became unbreakable. And so did his love for the righteous man. At this point, Cas’ love for Dean wasn’t romantic. Dean became his role-model. He put Dean up in the altar where his Father used to be, and he loved him deeply, as one of God’s best creations. When season 5 ended, Cas cared about Dean a lot more than Dean cared about Cas. As friends, brothers-in-arms, they parted ways once the war was over. Cas wanted to see Dean happy, but he still felt he belonged in Heaven and liked the idea that God had brought him back to life (for a second time now) to fix things up there. Dean, on the other hand, saw Cas leave and probably thought he wasn’t gonna see the angel ever again. He had other pressing matters, anyway. Sam in the pit, for example.

In season 6, Dean and Cas became a dysfunctional family. Before going back to Heaven, Cas rescued Sam from the pit to give Dean the grand prize he was asking for at the end of 5x22. However, he didn’t know he’d left Sam’s soul behind and the whole thing blew up in his face later on. He thought he could set things right in Heaven, but he wasn’t expecting Raphael to have totally different plans. When he realized he wasn’t strong enough to defeat Raphael, he went to Dean to look for help, but once Cas saw him living his apparently happy and peaceful life, he couldn’t pull Dean back in. Crowley took advantage of the moment and managed to convince Cas to work with him. It’s totally true that Cas did a lot of regrettable things in season 6 and that he lied a lot, but everything he did was for Dean and because of Dean; everything was in the name of that profound bond he thought he shared with Dean. On the other hand, Dean, who was raised in an environment of neglect and abuse, and therefore considered that kind of behavior “normal” in a family, started to treat Cas in a very poor way. As I said in another post:

[Dean] only called Cas when he needed something and didn’t really care about anything that was happening to Cas. That’s what Castiel perceived. He loved the Winchesters a lot, especially Dean, but he somehow thought he couldn’t really count on them. “Of course. Your problems always come first,” Cas told Dean in 6x07. “It sounds so simple when you say it like that. Where were you when I needed to hear it?”, Cas asked in 6x20. These two jerks really had communication issues at that time. Cas didn’t ask Dean for help at first because he didn’t want to disturb Dean’s apparently peaceful life, and he didn’t ask for help later because it was already too late (the deal was already made) and because anyway, he kind of thought Dean didn’t give a damn about his civil war. Dean was so worried about Sam and “the job” that he never cared to ask Cas if he needed anything. Probably because he thought an angel was so powerful, he didn’t need help. But also because the Winchesters are not exactly the most helpful people to their closest ones. Remember how Bobby didn’t get any help from Dean and Sam in 6x04 until he finally asked for it (and called them “self-absorbed”)? What was the boys’ reaction? “Bobby, all you gotta do is ask.” The whole speech Bobby gave them in that episode showed how the boys didn’t really give a second thought to other people’s problems. It was not because they didn’t love those people, it was just because that was the Winchester way. Dean didn’t know how to listen to Cas, how to offer help, how to empathize. And Cas didn’t know how to ask for help, how to consider that he might not be in a righteous path, how to doubt himself. I guess the “Next to Sam, you and Bobby are the closest things I have to family” Dean said in 6x20 came too little, too late for Cas at that point.

Cas desperately wanted Dean to have faith in him, but Dean didn’t. In Cas’ notebook, that meant Dean didn’t love him (no matter if he said Cas was family or that he would have died for Cas). Castiel had to finish what he had started. To defeat Raphael, he made very bad decisions. The ends justified the means, so he hurt Sam in the process. Castiel was disappointed. Nobody had faith in him, nobody loved him. That’s why he told Dean “You’re not my family” in 6x22, and that’s probably why the first thing he said as Godstiel was “You will bow down and profess your love unto me.”

In season 7, Dean and Cas had to reconstruct their relationship.  I’ll quote myself from another post:

Season7!Dean had so much going on in that head of his. I don’t think Dean had feelings for Cas at that point. When Dean said that Cas was like a brother to him in 6x20, I believe he really meant it. However, the guilt, anger and frustration Dean felt toward Castiel was drowning him little by little. Guilt because maybe if he had just listened, if he had said something, if he had been less self-centered, he could have saved Cas and prevented the whole Purgatory souls fiasco. Anger because how could Cas betray him? How could Cas break Sam’s wall? How could Cas lie to him? How could Cas die without giving him the chance to say everything he had to say? Frustration because he had to clean up Cas’ mess, because Cas was gone, because he had lost his best friend. It was so much for such a complex person as Dean that he couldn’t move on and dealt with all that the best way he could: drinking. When Dean found Emmanuel, everything that I just mentioned came crushing to his mind. Just add another frustration item: Cas didn’t even remember him. The frustration list just got bigger and bigger: Cas going kinda insane; Cas refusing to fight; Cas behaving like a little child. And the only method to deal with things like these Dean has known all his life is to lash out. That’s how he communicates. He learned it from John Winchester and has used that lots of times with Sam. He needed to take it all out, to yell at Cas in order to move on and start the healing process, the forgiving process (because he really wanted to fix things with Cas, he just didn’t know how to), but Castiel was denying him even that. Poor Dean! At this point, I felt sorry for both, Dean and Cas, because I could really empathize with both.

Cas realized too late that he’d made a huge mistake and before dying all he wanted to do was Dean’s forgiveness and make things right. He was absent most of season 7, and when he reappeared and remembered who he really was, he felt extremely guilty. Taking Sam’s pain was the only thing he could do to make things right. If drinking was Dean’s coping mechanism, staying away from all sorts of violence was Cas’ once he woke up in 7x21. Dean needed Cas to take out Dick Roman, and Cas agreed to help (and even protected Dean when the time came) because he wanted to show Dean gratitude for the faith he was showing him when he told him “I’d rather have you, cursed or not”. Faith equals love. Was that a “note of forgiveness”?

In season 8, Dean and Cas weren’t on the same page regarding their feelings. It was in Purgatory, the place that felt pure, where Dean realized that no matter what Cas had done, no matter what had happened, he loved his angel. He cared about him so much that he wasn’t going to leave Purgatory without him. In season 6, he was a shitty, selfish friend, but he wasn’t going to make the same mistake again. He needed to find Cas and take him home, where they could start over. It was in Purgatory where Dean understood he preferred a life of constant hiding, running for dear life, and killing instead of a life on Earth without Cas. He knew that if everything he suffered during the year Cas was gone was terrifying, the guilt he would feel about leaving his friend without even trying to look for him was definitely going to kill him. When he finally found Cas and realized that Cas had left him alone to try to protect him from the Leviathans, he decided to tell Cas how much he cared. He told him “I need you” and “I’m not leaving here without you”. Dean didn’t need Cas to be able to get out. He just needed Cas to be with him, and he wanted Cas to understand it. Cas, of course, understood, but he felt too much shame and guilt to consider the possibility of leaving Purgatory, so he just made sure he got Dean out.

Leaving Purgatory without Cas was so painful to Dean that he had to change the memory of what happened so he could blame himself. Once Castiel was back, even though Dean was suspicious of how he got out of Purgatory, he wasn’t about to make the same mistakes he’d made before. He was all “talk to me” with Cas. He wanted to make sure Cas was OK. He wanted to prove that he cared. No matter how shady Cas was, Dean still prayed to him. He still poured his heart out to Cas. Even when Cas was about to kill him, he didn’t fight back. He just reminded Cas that he was family, that they needed him, that HE needed him.

On the other hand, Cas was brainwashed into killing thousands of fake Deans so he would be ready to do Heaven’s bidding without interference from the elder Winchester. It took for the real Dean to say “I need you” to break the connection between Cas and Naomi’s mind control, but when Dean asked him what broke the connection, Cas honestly didn’t know what to answer. Unfortunately, there wasn’t time for Cas to analyze what had happened. There were more pressing matters, like the angel tablet. Cas wanted to make things right and got fooled by Metatron in the process.

At this point, I’m fairly sure Dean already understood he loved Cas. All season 7 Dean couldn’t understand why he couldn’t move past what Cas had done. In Purgatory he was free enough to say “I love you” in the Winchester way: “I need you.” He’s told Cas “I need you” a lot of times. Why? Because Dean Winchester is not really with the whole love and… love, so he says the next best thing. The question is what kind of love does Dean feel for Cas? I’m sure that’s something Dean doesn’t want to understand. He’s gotten hints from his family that he should try to understand his feelings for Cas (“he’s dreamy”, Charlie said; “because it’s Cas”, Sammy said), but he didn’t really get it, and even if he did, it didn’t matter anyway because his angel was going home.

In season 9, Dean and Cas weren’t on the same page regarding their feelings AGAIN. But this time it was Cas’ turn to start to understand. Castiel, angel of the Lord, has loved Dean Winchester since he decided to have faith in him. Faith equals love. However, I don’t think Cas understood what kind of love he felt for Dean. That’s why he couldn’t answer the “what broke the connection” question. HE DIDN’T KNOW. He had to be human to be able to understand that he can love his brothers and sisters, humanity, Sam and Dean, but each love is different. His love for humanity is agape. His love for his brothers and sisters is storge. His love for Sam is between storge and philia, but what about his love for Dean? I’m ready to bet it’s eros, but Cas didn’t know that before. (ETA: For more info on the kind of love Cas has for Dean and why I think eros is involved, you can read this). That’s why the PB&J conversation between Cas and Sam in 9x11 was so important. Being an angel, Cas has the physical capacity to eat or even drink liquor, but he can’t enjoy things the same way a human does. That’s why it’s been emphasized that emotions and even simple things like flavors are human things. I think it wasn’t until 9x06 that Cas realized he was in love with Dean. What about Dean? Well, 9x06 was probably the moment he realized he was in love with Cas, too, but this time it was Dean’s turn to let Cas live a normal and peaceful life.

Cas’ weakness was revealed in 9x22: he’s in love… with humanity. But, of course, everybody (Hannah, Metatron, and Dean himself) agreed that Cas sacrificed everything for just one man, to protect Dean Winchester.

In season 10, Dean and Castiel need to figure out what they want. They both don’t know. They both want more but are too afraid to go for it. Dean thinks he’s gonna die soon, but he acknowledges there’s people, feelings that he wants to experience differently or maybe for the first time. He has no doubts that Cas loves him. If he had any, he lost them after Cas gave up an entire army for him. Cas doesn’t know what he is anymore. He doesn’t belong in Heaven, he’s not a human, but there are human things he considers good –art, hope, love, dreams. However, he knows emotions… feelings are dangerous temptations. How does he know? Well, he’s been consistently screwing things up to protect the one thing that has become his priority: Dean Winchester. Everything has been, is, and will always be about saving Dean. It’s pretty much obvious Cas doesn’t have vessel issues anymore in case he decides to stay on Earth (whether angel or human). But his big questions are still the same, “What broke the connection?” “But as what [do you want to live] Castiel, as an angel or a man?” “Who are you? What’s your mission?” And the answers to all those questions are related to Dean. Therefore, Cas has to figure out what he wants.  

Dean, on the other hand, is afraid of losing control and hurting the people he loves: Cas and his brother. Notice who Benny (Dean’s subconscious) mentioned first. At this point in the story, I think Dean knows how he feels about Cas, but Cas doesn’t know. And Cas knows how he feels about Dean, but Dean doesn’t know. They both think they’re family for the other. They both are a couple of emotionally constipated idjits. Dean also has to figure out what he wants, but right now, he doesn’t give much thought to it because he thinks there’s not a good future for him.

I just hope that whatever the consequences of what Sam and Cas are doing to save Dean don’t separate Dean and Cas that much for season 11. However, they both already know how they feel. It’s just a matter of telling the other and we can’t get that yet. That’s why it makes so much sense that TPTB have kept Dean and Cas apart so much during season 10. So, I guess more conflict will be a must for next season.

If you notice, the thing that makes Destiel one of the most popular ships is that it feels real. It doesn’t feel forced. They have gone through a lot and overcome a lot together. This is definitely one of the best love stories ever told!
There is an underground network readying homes to hide undocumented immigrants
Faith leaders in California don't have hope President Donald Trump won't enter churches or places of worship where immigrants may seek sanctuary. So they are building safe houses and preparing rooms to hide immigrants who fear ICE will deport them.
By Kyung Lah, Alberto Moya and Mallory Simon, CNN

“A hammer pounds away in the living room of a middle class home. A sanding machine smoothes the grain of the wood floor in the dining room.

But this home Pastor Ada Valiente is showing off in Los Angeles, with its refurbished floors, is no ordinary home.“It would be three families we host here,” Valiente says.By “host,” she means provide refuge to people who may be sought by US Immigration and Customs Enforcement, known as ICE. The families staying here would be undocumented immigrants, fearing an ICE raid and possible deportation.

The purchase of this home is part of a network formed by Los Angeles religious leaders across faiths in the wake of Donald Trump’s election. The intent is to shelter hundreds, possibly thousands of undocumented people in safe houses across Southern California.

Workers rush to finish flooring for homes meant to hide immigrants.The goal is to offer another sanctuary beyond religious buildings or schools, ones that require federal authorities to obtain warrants before entering the homes.“That’s what we need to do as a community to keep families together,” Valiente says.

At another Los Angeles neighborhood miles away, a Jewish man shows off a sparsely decorated spare bedroom in his home. White sheets on the bed and the clean, adjacent full bathroom bear all the markers of an impending visit. The man, who asked not to be identified, pictures an undocumented woman and her children who may find refuge in his home someday.The man says he’s never been in trouble before and has difficulty picturing that moment. But he’s well educated and understands the Fourth Amendment, which gives people the right to be secure in their homes, against unreasonable searches and seizures. He’s pictured the moment if ICE were to knock on his door.“I definitely won’t let them in. That’s our legal right,” he says. “If they have a warrant, then they can come in. I can imagine that could be scary, but I feel the consequences of being passive in this moment is a little scary.”

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  • Taylor: FINALLY defends herself after being brutally dragged and bullied by everyone.
  • Everyone: Taylor is a white privileged bitch dragging up old dirt. Why doesn’t she focus on REAL issues??????’
  • Kimye: Uses attention to bring attention to their reality tv and failing brands while bashing Taylor.
  • Taylor: References the media's portrayal of her mentioned in an interview as a clingy girl crying in a marble tub surrounded by pearls.
  • Reality: KIMYE twisted the narrative to stay relevant & made a fucking wax figure of her naked and blasted it around the world.
  • Everyone: .....
  • Everyone: BUT…. SHE’S SATAN.

no one touch me while i just dwell on Chuck actually keeping angels away from humans because angels couldnt handle what caring about humans did to them, and how it fucked up most of them, and infuriated others, and how much more fucking special that makes Castiel

A Summary of Tokyo Ghoul:re Chapter 141

-Ishida is going at a neck breaking pace

-Yomo starts a fried Mucchan chain restaurant

-This chapter was like a stab in the stomach

-Gosh dang it not even an angel and four leaf clovers can keep a reaper away

-Juuzou magicians really don’t saw people in half

-looks like we are gonna make like Hinami and cut chapter 140,141 out

-where is Eto’s sewing service when you need it

-Next Time on Tokyo Ghoul:re: we see if rabbit kabobs are added to the menu

EXO Demon Reaction when they first meet you and you’re very sweet and innocent

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“I’m a one way ticket to hell.. literally.. but even I know that you don’t belong there. I’m scared that.. if I get closer.. I might harm you.. I’m too dangerous” *Trying to stop you from getting involved*


*He’d watch you from the distance, he’d try to memorize every detail* “I want this to be the last time I see her… I’m too tempted but.. I’m afraid I might feel something too deep towards her… it could be dangerous.. for both of us”


*Even though he’s a demon the smile he gives you looks very sincere, pure* “I want her soul.. but I’m afraid it’s not for demon purposes.. I want her.. for myself.. for eternity”


*Knows it, in that moment, that you are the girl that can make his heart of stone, beat* “So it’s real then? What the legends say… why we demons should destroy humans.. because they.. they can turn us into something completely different”


*He would be very confused, he’d be a mess. Trying to understand why that sweet girl can’t leave his head, why there’s something heavy on his chest* “I’m  a demon damn it! I’m not supposed to feel like this… why do I want to protect her.. why not turn her… why”


*For him that encounter would feel like a dream. For the first time he had seen the real wonders of life, the real color of it. At it was all due to you, something that his demon mind couldn’t quite understand* “Love? Is that really it? Can we … love too?”


*Everything seems different to him. He feels like a stranger in a strange land* “Her innocent.. is something I don’t want to taunt, something I don’t want to break… but I want to be close to her… why… why do I feel trapped when I’m not with her”


*He would not think, he would not care about the demon world rules, he would ignore it all and just walk towards you. Because he has to know your name, he has to know… who that girl that looks even brighter than an angel*


*He would stay away, keep his distance, try to ignore the strange beat he feels inside* “How could someone like her.. be this nice to me… danger is my second name.. and yet she gave me a smile.. who is she…”


*He would be in total despair. Knowing that your relationship is not possible would break him. Yes, break him, a demon. He would feel too much, too much for a demon at least. So he wouldn’t know what to do, because even if he tries to deny it, there’s no way to not see that he had fallen in love at first sight*


*After some hesitation he would approach you and ask your name, careful to not get too close.* “I’m sorry.. I’m sorry I look so scared but… this is the first time I… I just wanted to hear your voice… I’m sorry…”


*He’d try to scare you, keep you away. Even if he has to live with it, with the pain of loving you but not being able to hold you. Better him, than you*

[Masterlist] [Guideline]

Benefits of dhikr.
  • Drives Shaytan away and suppresses him.
  • Pleases the All Merciful.
  • Removes affliction and sadness from the heart.
  • Causes joy, pleasure and happiness in the hearts.
  • Strengthens the heart and body. 
  • Enlightens the face and heart. 
  • Brings sustenance. 
  • Provides man with dignity, beauty and brightness. 
  • Grants men love which is the spirit and core of Islam and the essence of happiness and salvation; which can only be removed by seeking forgiveness from Allaah and dhikr. 
  • Obliterates sins.
  • It’s one of the most virtuous deeds and it’s agreed upon that virtuous deeds obliterates evil deeds. 
  • It removes the alienation between man and his Lord. 
  • Guarantees the divine Help to man in times of adversity. 
  • Makes Allaah remember man in times of hardship since man remembers Him in times of prosperity. 
  • Protects man against the torture of the Hell.
  • Those who engage in the Remembrance of Allaah find unparalleled joys.
  • Calmness descends upon him, mercy covers him and the angels surround him. 
  • It prevents one from backbiting, gossiping, lying, obscene speech, falsehood and nonsense. 
  • The assemblies of dhikr are surrounded by angels while the assemblies for nonsense are surrounded by devils. 
  • Protects man against sorrow on the Day of Judgment. 
  • Allaah will give shade to the one who habitually remembers Him in seclusion and his eyes then flood with tears on the Day when there will be no shade but His. 
  • Dhikr is one of the most simple yet virtuous deeds. 
  • It results in unique and great rewards and recompense. 
  • It prevents the negligence of Allaah which is the cause of miserliness in this world and the world to come. 
  • It’s an easy act of worship.
  • It will be a light for man in this life, in the grave and in the Hereafter when the light of believing men and women runs before them and by their right hands. 
  • He will be guided to the way of Allaah. 
  • Only the remembrance of Allaah can prevent loneliness of the heart. 
  • It brings together the heart, the will and interests, while banishing sins and devils. 
  • It awakens the heart, bringing what is far from one’s heart [the hereafter] to be close to it and turning away what is close [desires of the dunya] from one’s heart far from it. 
  • It’s like a fruit tree bearing fruits of tawhid and belief. 
  • Allaah will be with man when he is in remembrance of Him. 
  • It’s equal to the freeing of slaves, charity and Jihad with one’s riches and self in the way of Allaah. 
  • It’s at pinnacle of thanking Allaah since the one who doesn’t maintain the remembrance of Allaah, will never thank Him. 
  • The most honorable of men in the sight of Allaah is the one whose tongue is always wet with the remembrance of Allaah.
  • It removes the hardness of the heart.
  • It’s the remedy of the heart while negligence is its illness. 
  • It’s the essence of taking Allaah as the helper, whereas negligence is the essence of enmity with Allaah. 
  • The one who stays in remembrance of Allaah, deserves His bounties and keeps himself away from Allaah’s wrath. 
  • Allaah and the angels bless the one who mentions Allaah. 
  • The most virtuous man is one who mentions Allaah most. 
  • It substitutes all other voluntary righteous deeds whether physical, financial or both physical and financial ones like voluntary. 
  • It helps man to obey Allaah. 
  • Whoever wishes to dwell in the gardens of Paradise should observe the gatherings of dhikr. 
  • The gatherings of dhikr are the gatherings of the angels. 
  • Allaah shows pride in those who mention Him to His angels. 
  • Those who are obsessed with the Remembrance of Allaah will enter Paradise laughing. 
  • All actions, in fact, are legalized to serve the rite of dhikr.
  • It makes obedience lovable, easy and interesting. 
  • Obedience, therefore, will be the delight of his eyes and the pleasure of his self. 
  • Unlike the disobedient, the obedient man will find no hardship nor difficulty in obeying Allaah.
  • Dhikr turns any difficulty into ease. 
  • It removes all anxieties from the heart. 
  • Those who seek the Hereafter are competing with each other (to attain the pleasure of Allaah), and those who make mention of Allaah are in front of them. 
  • It provides man with power to the extent that one can fulfill tremendous tasks which he cannot fulfill without dhikr. 
  • It characterizes man with truthfulness. 
  • It’s the cause of building palaces for the person in Paradise. 
  • When man doesn’t make dhikr, the angels stop building. 
  • Dhikr is a barrier between man and Hell. 
  • Angels ask Allaah to forgive those who remember Him as they ask such for the repentant. 
  • Mountains and deserts celebrate and welcome the existence of one who mentions Allaah on them. 
  • It protects man against hypocrisy.
  • It gives brightness to faces in this world and light in the world to come. 
  • Dhikr in various places [i.e., roads, house, cities], will multiply one’s witnesses on the Day of Judgment. 
  • Dhikr consists of praising Allaah, while du’a consists of asking for a need. 
  • Consequently, dhikr is more virtuous than du’a. Reciting the Qur'an is more virtuous than dhikr and dhikr is more virtuous than du’a.
  • In some cases, however, dhikr may be more virtuous than reciting the Qur'an, [i.e dhikr is recommended in sujood and rukoo while reciting the Qur'an is abhorred or forbidden in these positions].

Summary: al-Wabil as-Sayyib by Ibn al-Qayyim (pp. 38-88)

I just wanted to rant about something & I need to hear all what you think of this problem I have T_T

as a k-fans, we tend to have bias wreckers right? and it’s really normal especially when the group you stan have many members. So it’s been 3 days since i got a comment on my winwin fan-account in Instagram saying

and it really caught me off-guard and I am really alarmed.

yes we all have some sort of ‘phase’ like this when another member of our fave group charms us like we tend to say something like ‘*idol’s name* your getting higher on my bias list’ and etc. I know every fans have the RIGHT to change their bias if they don’t feel that ‘something special connection’ about them anymore. We have mistakes. Flaws. Maybe we thought to ourselves ‘i think i did not made the right decision to pick him as a bias’. But for you to tell and comment it confidently that you don’t love/like this person anymore, I understand that but fuck you.

winwin doesn’t deserve you at all. 


It really hurts me to see fans like this making decisions so fast as if they don’t consider others feelings especially those stans who unconditionally support their bias with no return. 

I just wanted to say to all those fans who supported their bias for a long time and stay with them even though there are lots of idols debuting now and will try win our hearts. I salute you. You are precious. I have my respect on you. May God bless you for being loyal.  

That’s all thank you for hearing me out on this topic. 


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Genre: Yandere!Taehyung

|| He’s not crazy, he says. He’s fine, he says. Kim Taehyung tells himself the craziest things while he watches her from afar. He’ll do anything to keep her, anything to keep other men away from his precious angel. After all, he’ll always be with her.

Jimin Ver. | Tae Ver. 

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Grantaire spent his days in a drink-fuelled stupor chipping away at a block of marble. It stood in the centre of his studio as a symbol of both his achievements and his failures. Slowly, very, very slowly, it began to take shape, marble falling away to reveal a hand, a nose, a head of flowing curls…

There stood in his room, the most beautiful man he has ever seen. And he came from his hands… Grantaire gazed at him, his eyes soft, never straying from the statue in front of him.

He recognised this man, this beautiful man like Michelangelo’s David, glaring with his beautiful, cold eyes and his haughty mouth pulled up into a mocking grimace.

Grantaire looked away, unable to keep his eyes on the angel in front of him. It was too much, like looking at the sun even though you know it hurts, even though it burns. As he tossed the sheet over the finished statue, he could have sworn that he saw it smile. He shook his head, passing it off as a flicker of light. He grabbed the bottle of red as he walked past and took a large swig of the cheap wine, cringing at the taste.

Hours later, after finishing that bottle of wine and polishing off another… he made his cautious way back to his studio, removing the sheet and staring at the marble man in front of him.

Feeling a sudden rush of courage, he leaned in and pressed his lips gently against the cold marble. Suddenly, suddenly, the cold marble was less cold, and less like marble… there were soft lips pressed against his own.

He pulled away sharply. His marble statue was stood in front of him, flesh and blood yet just as perfect. His eyes no longer cold and emotionless but bright and brimming with fire and his mouth no longer a mocking grimace but a mouth slightly parted, a soft smile playing at the edges.

Suddenly, his mouth opened and the image of perfection was… well, not shattered… but definitely not as perfect as before…

“Who the fuck are you? Where the fuck am I? And how the fuck am I meant to overthrow the government without any fucking clothes on?”

You're Stronger Than You Know

Characters: sister!reader, brother!Dean, brother!Sam, Chuck

Warnings: swearing, talk of abuse, angst

Word count: 1218

Summary: When your brothers, Sam and Dean, invite Chuck to come and help you with the British Men of Letters, Chuck tells you something that changes your life forever

A/N: I’m not really sure where this idea came from it just kinda happened

Things were all becoming too much.

With Lucifer on the lose and Crowley M.I.A, it was becoming harder and harder to fix everything. Cas wasn’t of much help at the moment considering he had once again lost his grace; Mary had run off on her own to hunt because it was still hard for her to live around the boys; the British Men of Letters were constantly on your ass. Things were just too much.

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