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God, you guys, day four is winding down and I really have to say that I’m so happy to see how much content is being made for Bodhi Week. Like you’re all doing That and it’s wonderful to see your ideas come to fruition. I literally love each and every one of you.

Fandom spaces in tumblr have such a toxic habit of shaming and abusing people for the characters they like or the things they ship and I don’t understand how people find it so difficult to just stay out of each others business. I physically do not see what it is that makes a person think it’s okay to be outright abusive based on someones fictional relationship preferences. 

The world is a terrible place and there are horrible things going on every second of every day and then there are people who lurk on this website that spend their time slipping into peoples inboxes to tell them how wrong and vile they are for shipping a straight pairing over a same-sex one or vice versa like, why. How do you have the time and the energy to be so hateful. What do you gain. 

It is so so simple to just…not do that. It’s actually less effort. It takes valuable minutes out of your day to open someones blog, go into their ask box and construct a message about how much you, an insignificant anonymous user, dislike this thing that they like and how wrong they are to disagree with you. It is literally so much easier to just keep scrolling and let everyone do their own thing.  

So my stomach is still flipping and my chest hurts and I wrote you another letter you’ll probably never read.

And now I’m watching 13 reasons why on Netflix wondering why I’m still not dead because I’m /certainly/ not alive and five minutes into this show and its just making my chest tighter and wow maybe I shouldn’t be watching this but..

No.

No I’m still a living breathing person for a reason whether you want to accept that or not. And I still love you for a reason whether I want to accept that or not. And I can’t. Can’t go anywhere until I figure out what’s happening with this god awful life of mine.

You lit this fire. You failed to put it out. God help you, it looks like you’re still trying! But it’s too late now. There is nothing you can do that will change how I feel for you. You can hurt me and you can drive me fucking insane. But no one said love was perfect or easy. My devotion to you, I know, I’ve been told, is insanely unhealthy. I’m sure if it wasn’t so stressed it would be fine but- but that’s clearly not how it is. and I’m trapped. You know where I’ve been and what I’ve been through and you have to know you have to now it’s never been like this before.

I thought Gabe was bad. Mario. Julian.  All those friends I loved, Savannah, Marly, Eli–

But you.

They don’t hold a candle to you.

You did this.

Take responsibility.

Remember the last time I asked you to do that?

“You’re mine and I’m yours, and that bed never stood a chance against me.”

You broke so much.. I hope you come back and fix something…

“Lions don’t lose sleep over the opinions of sheep.”

@kiaratheearthbender started following you

Elle looked up from her map into the blue eyes of the girl she had bumped into.

“Whoops, I’m so sorry! It’s just–” she gestures to the map in her hands, “I’m lost.” Elle pouts and puts away the map. When she looks up again, she notices the girl in front of her has a familiar face.

“Monkey feathers! You’re a probender, right?” She loved to watch the matches, but Tenzin was so against it.