keep running back

Amaram: “Old friend, it’s been too long.”
Dalinar: “Too long by far. I’m glad you finally made your way here, after years of promises. I heard you’ve even found yourself a Shardblade.”
Amaram: “Yes. Taken from an assassin who dared try to kill me on the field of battle.”

So, serious talk.

How is anyone supposed to both have a full time job and be a solo 1d fan?

Like… how?


So I’ll search for any other reason,
Any other explanation to why the fuck I feel like this,
But deep down I know it’s you,
The same way I know that it will always be you,
I don’t know why I keep running back to something I know is going to end up killing me,
But I guess I’ve always searched for a reason to destroy myself,
And you’re as good as any.


change pronouns to your liking / as you see fit!

❛ I hate that I love you. ❜
❛ I can’t stand the fact that I love you. ❜
❛ I’d rather die than spend one more second loving you. ❜
❛ If I could, I would make myself fall out of love with you. ❜
❛ Why is it so hard for to love me the way I do you? ❜
❛ I love you but please get out of my sight.  ❜
❛ I never said that I loved you.. ❜
❛ I love you but not that much. ❜
❛ You’re confusing the words love and like with one another. ❜
❛ Did you really think that I could ever love you? ❜
❛ We are not meant to love one another. ❜
❛ The last thing I want to do with you is love you. ❜
❛ I feel like I’m waiting on something that isn’t going to happen. ❜
❛ Here we go, here we go again. Now you’re telling me that you love me. ❜
❛ You only tell me you love me when you’re drunk or need something. ❜
❛ You say you love me and then turn around do this? ❜
❛ I’ve doubted this whole relationship ever since it started. ❜
❛ I don’t want to be in love with you anymore. ❜
❛ I never asked fall in love with you! ❜
❛ It’s not my fault that you love me more than I love you. ❜
❛ I’m tired of you walking all over my heart and emotions! Someday, mark my word. ❜
❛ One day, I will fall out of love with you and I cannot wait for that day to come. ❜
❛ I miss you but I’m better off without you around. ❜
❛ I want to push you off a cliff but hurry and be there to catch you at bottom. ❜
❛ I want to strangle you sometimes but then quickly bring you back to life. ❜
❛ I’m drowning in you and I don’t think even I can save myself. ❜
❛ Have a nice life, I’m done trying to be in it. ❜
❛ I couldn’t let go of you even if I literally did. ❜
❛ I could let go of you but I would still be there, standing, unmoving. ❜
❛ I don’t want to be saved from drowning in you. ❜
❛ All you do is break me and all I do is love you for it. ❜
❛ I wish that my hate for you would override the love. ❜
❛ The love I have for you overrides the hate I have for you. ❜
❛ I’m in misery with and without you. ❜
❛ I’m just as miserable without you as I am with you. ❜
❛ I just want you to stop hurting me! Is that so hard? ❜
❛ Why can’t you see? All you do is play with my emotions. ❜
❛ I’m tired of this roller coaster ride with you. ❜
❛ Please spare me the apology that I’ve heard so many times before. ❜
❛ I’m used to it by now, okay? I almost expect it. ❜
❛ Is it bad for me to say that I’m used to it? ❜
❛ I wouldn’t know how to act if you started treating me better. ❜
❛ I am so stuck with this love for you, I want it to go away. ❜
❛ I spend more time crying than anything because of you. ❜
❛ You say it’s the last time every time. ❜
❛ How many more times are you going to apologize and I just forgive you? ❜
❛ I’m weakened by your words every time. ❜
❛ I feel like a puppet and your the puppet master, just doing whatever while I suffer. ❜
❛ I’ve long lost the thought that you actually cared. ❜
❛ i’m hurting while I’m with you.. ❜
❛ I just keep on running right back to you. ❜
❛ I don’t want to let it go, I can’t let it go. ❜
❛ I fight the whole world for you if I have too. ❜
❛ I’m not giving up on us having happiness one day. ❜
❛ This love is taking all my energy. ❜
❛ This love will be the death of me but I know I’ll die happily. ❜
❛ Though my heart can’t take no more I keep running back to you. ❜
❛ My heart is beating for you but I can’t stop crying. ❜
❛ All the things we accept, be the things we regret. ❜
❛ I don’t know how I allow you to treat me so bad and still I stay. ❜
❛ When I get the strength to leave you, you always tell me you need me. ❜
❛ I’m mad because I love you. ❜
❛ I stop to think you could appreciate me then it all remains the same. ❜
❛ My biggest fear is that you will never change. ❜
❛ I’m sad and in love, that’s not how it’s supposed to go. ❜
❛ At this point I’m bulletproof with you, so hit me with your best shot. ❜
❛ Will you ever get tired of hurting me? Will I ever get tired of letting you hurt me? ❜
❛ The last thing I want is to go back but I know I will because I’m weak. ❜
❛ You are biggest downfall. ❜
❛ You are the piece of me I wish I didn’t need. ❜
❛ I still fight and I don’t know why. ❜
❛ If our love is insanity, why are you my clarity? ❜
❛ It’s so hard to love someone who doesn’t know how to love. ❜
❛ I’m feeling really unappreciated but that’s not new.  ❜
❛ I don’t know how much more my heart can take. ❜
❛ So sad what love will make you do. ❜
❛ I can’t stand how much I need you. ❜
❛ When will this ever finally come to it’s end? You and me? ❜
❛ Everything you do makes me smile and I like you for a while. ❜
❛ You know exactly what to do so I can’t stand at you. ❜
❛ I despise that I adore you. ❜
❛ You completely know the power that you love. ❜
❛ It’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I love you beyond the reason why. ❜
❛ You’ll probably always have this affect on me. ❜
❛ Tell a lie that makes me want to stay, like you always do. ❜
❛ If it’s real then I guess I’ll feel the pain. ❜
❛ It’s hard to love someone who can’t be loved. ❜
❛ This love I can’t undo, you got me bound to you. ❜
❛ Please, don’t tell me that you love me. ❜
❛ I would’ve given you all my heart but there’s someone who’s torn it a part. ❜
❛ I’ll try to love again but I know the first cut is the deepest. ❜
❛ When it comes to loving me, he’s worst. ❜
❛ You say the words but it just don’t feel right. ❜
❛ You say you’ve changed but we both you’re begging, don’t fool me. ❜
❛ You say you dream of my face but you don’t like me, you just like the chase. ❜
❛ I bet you start loving me when I find somebody else, somebody better than you. ❜
❛ I’m letting you go, I’m loving myself. ❜
❛ I’m going crazy without you, you got me so confused. ❜
❛ All you have to do is that ‘i’m sorry’ and ‘i’m in love with you.’ ❜
❛ You’re truth is hard to believe. ❜
❛ You walked away and I walked away but we should’ve stayed. ❜


└ We migrate from member stroking to butt & crotch contact. (^_^)

maybe i keep running back to you because you’re my safe haven






the worst thing about bioware: running after your squad during a quest and they just keep running away from you. Why. do i smell. talk to me. let me lov e you. pls

“Remus wouldn’t want to kill another student, Sirius nearly getting Snape killed by him would’ve turned Remus into an unwilling murderer, he should be upset by that!”


(James saved two lives that night)

Tom Holland x Reader Drabble

Prompt: “I tried to change the duvet and got stuck inside.”

Words: 522

Warning: Fluff

  You’ve been living with Tom for about two months. In that time, you’ve learned a lot about him and all of those little things you’ve learned have only made you fall in love with him more. People who know him as a celebrity know he’s precious, but if they knew everything he does with you, they’d die. Specifically, the fangirls.

  For one thing, he’s a cuddler. He will not let you sleep without have his arm or hand somewhere on your body. Mostly spooning you. Not to mention Tessa will jump on your bed and cuddle with both of you.

  He loves kissing you. Anywhere he can reach. Your hair, the corner of your lips, your shoulders. Everywhere. Don’t even try to push him off of you. Have you seen his muscles? Good luck with that.

  He’s also a huge dork. He tried to cook you breakfast in bed on your six month anniversary. Which ended in a smoke alarm going off and you freaking out that there was a fire in the house. Tom is hurriedly dropping a smoking skillet into the sink and turning on the cold water as fast as he can when you run out of your bedroom in a pair of his boxers and shirt. You always wore his clothes to sleep.


  Now, you’re coming home from a long day at work. Unlike your celebrity boyfriend, you wrote stories for a kinda popular magazine. It was something you loved to do, especially when your nieces and nephews ended up quoting them on family get togethers. You nearly pass out when that happens.

  “Tommy! I’m home!”

  Tessa greets you first, jumping around your feet a yipping. She’s either excited, has to go outside to do her business, or Tom is doing something he shouldn’t. Seeing as though she keeps running back and forth between you and your bedroom, it’s definitely Tom.

  You kick off your sneakers and drop your bag before following Tessa to your room. There, you find Tom, all curled up under the duvet on your bed. It almost looks like he got tucked in by someone.

  “Um, babe?”

  He turns his head to look at you and grins sheepishly. “I tried to change the duvet and I got stuck inside.”

  You roll your eyes and laugh softly. Like I said, you are dating a complete dork.
“Do you want help?”

  “That’d be much appreciated, love.”

  You crawl onto the bed next to him, tugging the duvet off one side of the bed, only to have him shoot up and pull you into his body.


  He laughs, nuzzling his nose into your hair. “What’s wrong, darling?”

  “Was this your plan all along?” you ask with slight suspicion in your voice.
He’s quiet for a bit as you relax into his arms, breathing in just the smell of him. His cologne was one you loved, so he wore it a lot for you.


  “Oh, my gosh, you’re such a dork.”

  “Maybe, but I am your dork.”

  You tuck your head into the crook of his neck, cuddling with your boyfriend. This is your favorite part of the day. Just when you both get to relax and cuddle, joke a bit, steal a few kisses here and there.

  Then, Tessa jumps on both of you.

Kinda based off of Boyfriend!Tom headcanons from @boyfriendtom

okay, listen. desi kids, we fucking love our mothers, especially our immigrant mothers who were torn from their homes with husbands they hardly knew, who sacrificed careers and education and their own mothers. they are the strongest people we know. we would die for them and kill for them. i can’t think of a single person who matters more to me than my mother. 

but the thing is, sometimes they themselves don’t know what’s right for their children. we know our mothers are caught between their husbands (whom they have been dependent on for the last few decades of their life) and their children (whom they only want the best for). 

in desi households, the kids don’t give a fuck about their fathers, they would sooner leave them than listen to a single word they say (and a lot of this has to do with the way men in south asia are raised – conversation for another time). but it’s the mother that really controls the household in the sense that she will take the angry words of her husband and tell them softly to her kids… who will listen to even the worst command if it’s coming from her. she doesn’t realize it, your father doesn’t realize it, and you don’t realize it, but this is still emotional manipulation and it is abusive as fuck.

you love your mother, and i love my mother. but sooner or later we really will have to come to terms with the fact that when we give in to her soft pleading requests despite rejecting it when it came as an order from our father’s harsh screaming, we’re perpetuating the same cycle we are trying to escape. it’s gonna make you feel guilty and craven and frustrated, you do so many things you don’t want to, but it’s the truth.

there’s no escape. we’re trapped for life with our mother’s love.

you’re either selfish and you leave your mother, or you’re a coward and you listen to your father. you’re never free. 

anonymous asked:

Lets.... Let's calm down here folks. Is everyone else safe atleast? The girls, Jake and Rich? Jeremy?

Chloe: Everything’s alright. The hospital said that the fire was contained to one part of that floor, so we were just moved some where else.
Chloe: There’s… there’s a lot of emotion. Christine’s a mess, Brooke has to sit on Jeremy to keep him from running back in.

Chloe: As for Rich and Jake…
Chloe: You never know how much you love someone till you almost loose them.

~hiatus extended to [TBD]~


@polliniaa made this post, which inspired me to make three All For the Game ‘TV Soundtracks’. Here they are again, updated and improved! The playlist includes lines from varying chapters, but not defined into episodes, and the music is all linked to the atmosphere surrounding that particular moment. The Foxhole Court is the opening of our story. Our protagonist, Neil Josten, is approached by Coach David Wymack to sign on with his team, The Palmetto State Foxes. He’s always been told to keep running, to never look back; never trust anyone, but the prospect of a stand-still life is one he can’t quite ignore. It’s what he’s always wanted. Throughout the series, Neil is faced with a number of tests, and whether or not he passes them is out of his hands. Tracklist under the read more.

                                   PLAYMOSS     /     SPOTIFY     /     TRK     /     TKM .

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