All of that said... you don't have to worry. I'm weak from life but strong as frick. I refuse to give up, if I do, it will all have been for nothing. My entire life of sadness will be for nothing. And I don't want that. So I smile to everyone even when it hurts, I scream love at everyone because I can't handle knowing I let someone else feel like me. So senpai, just know when I tell you I luv you, I mean it because your one of the things that make life better. Love M.
I read the two asks before this one, and I took some time to do some self-reflection. Like, I wanna give you a huge eHug right now, M. >_<;
I have a hard time putting these feelings into words, but I see what you mean by trying to spread the love around. I feel I’ve gotten to that point after the summer. I wish I didn’t have to deal with so much mistreatment, yet I don’t want anyone to go through it either, you know? It’s agonizing.
And the world could always use more heroes.
I wanted to inspire others for my 2017 resolution.