keep me in your prayers

darlings, please keep me, my family and the whole of Puerto Rico in your thoughts and prayers. there’s a hurricane hitting us tomorrow that’s expected to be the worst the island has ever faced, according to records. it’s a Category 5 hurricane with winds of about 180 mph currently and it’s extremely dangerous. we’ve been warned it might well cause us to stay without any sort of electricity for at least 3 to 4 months, and that’s without taking all the inevitable damage into consideration. ily all very much and i will be eternally grateful for your prayers and good wishes ❤️

So, I really need help

The city of flint are issuing out liens for water bills, and are actually seizing homes for unpaid bills. I’ve been paying 20% of this inflated bill every month, but they sent me a lien anyway and they’ve started taking homes and i’m really at wits end. I’ve just finished paying off two bills, and they purposely delay mailing the letters out with an earlier date to fuck people up and it’s just an extremely shady situation; the entire city hall staff has been MIA since a town meeting; there are dwindling cases of water and water stations are supposed to end in a few months. No pipework has been done at all, and we’re still forced to either pay for this tainted water or lose our homes, and i’m terrified. I really need help.

The city is talking about my inflated total is 1541.00 due by the 19th of May, I’m going downtown first thing in the morning to contest this but I’m terrified – they’ve already taken the home of some folks i went to high school with, for a bill of just 500 man. This shit is just so dirty and frustrating man, they putting entire families out on the streets and they took back the water credits Snyder promised us last year man. Like please, I really need any help I can get I’m talking with my job to get a 2 weeks advance but I’m terrified man. If you can spread the word or donate to beiialedge@aol.com, i’d be so fucking grateful. Please, just keep me and this city in your prayers man

My fellow Tumblrites, I regret to inform you that I’ve begun unironically watching Winx Club in Spanish. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers during this time as I try to figure out how Bloom was admitted to fairy Hogwarts despite showing up under an assumed name and ostensibly no paperwork or registration was ever really completed.

I walk this difficult road alone and without subtitles. 

Sitting here in almost catatonic shock over Chester Bennington being dead, and knowing that he died from suicide, and that it happened on Chris Cornell’s birthday on top of everything else. I was a huge fan of Linkin Park as a baby bat/mallgoth teenager and even though their music didn’t stick with me as an adult, I still had respect for them as a band and especially for Chester. He went through so many horrible things growing up, from being repeatedly molested by a family member to being homeless, addicted to drugs, etc. and managed to overcome all of that pain and make something of himself. Every time kids made fun of “Crawling” for being a “whiny emo song” I reminded them that that song was about how he still felt alien in his own skin because his body had been violated so many times growing up. It was never a funny song and it is especially NOT funny now.

I feel guilty over making my last post because I was so wrapped up in my personal experiences with men taking advantage of me that I didn’t stop to think that men suffer from sexual abuse, too. Especially in the music industry, there are a lot of men who are rape and sexual assault survivors that are still dealing with the trauma of what happened to them through drug addiction and destructive behavior to this day. Many of them, sadly, couldn’t handle the pain anymore. Chester Bennington was one of those people. So was Scott Weiland, who Chester had replaced in Stone Temple Pilots (who I thankfully saw two years ago with Chester on vocals) - both victims of sexual abuse. The list goes on and on of men in hard rock/metal bands who had their bodies, their minds, and their hearts violated by disgusting predatory people, and the more I think about it the more sick it makes me feel.

Just please keep Chester’s family in your thoughts and prayers. I’m probably going to break out Hybrid Theory and Meteora for old times’ sake tonight and maybe invite my friend Nicole over to do the same. Nicole was so obsessed with Linkin Park and had a huge crush on Chester when we were teens, so this must be especially hard on her right now. Also, please don’t follow Chester’s example, Chris’ example, Scott Weiland’s example, or any other musician’s example in this sense - get help. Seek help from professionals and take care of yourself. 

Please keep me in your prayers.. I have nobody who really thinks about me or cares for me.. I only prayed to have a family that cares about me and.. my heart feels so sad today. I am genuinely thankful for you guys. Whenever I post something here, you all have prayed for me. I am so so so so so thankful. May Allah grant you all, all the success in the world. I am so emotional rn, its ramadan and I didnt want to be sad. My family sucks guys. Please pray for me.

What If I Make You Cry?

 A/N: I couldn’t help but write something for you all before my exams start on the 11th of this month. Please wish me luck, keep me in your prayers, and let me know how you feel about this little thing I wrote in a hurry :(((

~Admin Ayu ♥

Characters: Mark x Reader x Johnny
Genre: Angst, Romance.
Warning: Language, Mentions of sex (idk is that a thing?)
Word count: 2,896


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Hey sweet souls,
Please keep me in your prayers. I’m going through a lot of stuff right now and my anxiety is at an all time high. I’m trying to remind myself that my security and significance is in Christ, but it’s hard to remember sometimes. I also have a great support system (i.e. my parents), and they’ve been a huge source of solace and counsel. Just pray for peace and for trust in God and His plan for my life. Also, please let me know how I can be praying for you! My inbox is always open, so please send me a message or anon if you need prayer or just want to talk!

Easter Vigil

I’m being baptised and received into the Catholic Church tonight. I’ve been longing for this moment for so long, and I can’t believe it’s finally here. I’m so thankful for everyone who has helped and supported me throughout this journey, and I’m so thankful that our Lord has led me to His Church. I can’t wait to fully become a member of the Church community and spend the rest of my life learning and growing in the faith. Please keep me and all of those who are entering the Church tonight in your prayers.

Hey friends, I could really use some prayers. This weekend is my first weekend living alone in a city where I know no one. I don’t do well alone for long periods of time. I am known to have panic attacks. I’ve been crying for the past hour, knowing that I’m going to alone for the whole weekend. I’m fine during the week because of work, but now I’m freaking out. Please keep me in your prayers. Thank you!

hey if any of you pray, can you keep me in your prayers? i got laid off today, and now i’m searching not only for a place to live when my lease is up, but also a job. i’m applying for a ton of jobs, but who knows when they’ll actually look at my application, if ever. just trying to be realistic. i’m doing all i can, but still, at the end of the day, it’s a little concerning.

so yeah, prayers would be appreciated.

Giving Up.

It just feels like everything in my life is falling apart. Last month gave me so much hope. Now I’m on the verge of giving up. Everyone is having their time to shine and I cannot even be mad because they deserve it… I’m just praying on my blessing. I’m just waiting on when it’s my time to shine. God please have mercy on me, I feel like I deserve it.

i have a job interview at a talent management tomorrow in west hollywood which is exciting but also terrifying because the interview is at 4:00 and traffic is going to be a fucking nightmare…… wish me luck and keep me in your thoughts and prayers xoxo, gossip girl