People fall out of love as easily as they fall into it. Who knows when you’ll wake up one day and realise that it’s all just been a drag? I’ve told myself since the beginning that if we ever do part, I will be strong and accept the truth. But the farther I fall into you, the further I leave my confidence behind.
And now, if you ever leave, I will ground my knees into the dirt and scream for you to stay.
No longer. We are no longer.
But guess what, darling? I didn’t mourn after you the way I thought I would. No, the opposite.
I had found myself in Him and that transcendeds anything that came from you. Lies, truths, half truths, half lies; the echoing doubts that flew around in my mind that I have now began to realised that I never believed at all.
Instead, when the time came, I ground my feet into the dirt and told you with shoulders back that it was time for you to leave.