kaartehan

Salamat sa mga ala-alang iniwan mo sa akin. Masakit mang tanggaping wala na tayo, iniwan mo na ako. Pero nagpapasalamat pa rin akong nagkakilala tayo, binigyan mo ng kulay ang mundo ko sa mga panahong magkasama pa tayo. Salamat dahil marami akong natutunan dahil sayo, marami tayong pinagsamahang mahirap kalimutan. Salamat dahil ginawa mo akong matapang at matatag. Salamat sa lahat lahat, di ako magpapaka-bitter dahil wala namang magagawang maganda to. Babalik ba tayo sa dati kapag umiyak iyak ako dito?! Babalik ka ba sa akin? Hindi naman diba? Siguro everything happens for a reason. God has his plans for everything. Once again, thanks for the memories.

Yung relasyong makulit. Para kayong mga batang naghahabulan, nagbabatukan, nag-wrewerestling, nag-aasaran, nagpipikunan, nag-papaluan, nagpupunasan ng sipon, uhog at kulangot. Yung relasyong hindi man ganon ka seryoso kung titignan pero yung pundasyon ng pag-mamahalan nila eh matibay. Magbestfriend ang turingan, Mag-nanay/tatay kung mag alaga, mag-tropa kung umasta pero mag-asawa kung lumaban. ❤

Just got poshed!

So many reasons to love Posh Nails! Really girly and very relaxing interiors, a lot of nail polish selection, and friendly staff!!

sorry ampanget ng paa ko hahaha!

Newly-polished nails! I had a hard time choosing what color to have but since it’s my first time to try posh nails (don’t judge me. I get pretty shy showing off my toenails to strangers, hehe), I chose my “supermish” color – hot pink :) 

And while I was being pampered…

Mr. O’s sleeping! I asked him if he wants to get a spa or something nice but he refused to. I guess he’s really sleepy at that moment or maybe Posh Nails really has a relaxing ambiance that he can’t resist but close his eyes and be in his lalaland. :)

Thank you Posh Nails!! :)

OH, side story. This was done last Friday, a night before my operation. Last night, when I was delivered to the OR, the doctor told me that they have to remove the nail polish on my thumb for the reason I cannot understand (science terms, hehe). I guess they saw the sadness on my face so they tried to put this some kind of sipit device on my thumb and tada! The machine read it even with my nail polish. Usually daw, they have to remove it pero in my case, they didn’t have to! Bongga ng Posh Nails~ :)

Balang araw, may lalaking hahabul habulin ako makamit lang ang matamis kong oo.

Balang araw, may lalaking magpupuyat sa akin, makausap lang ako.

Balang araw, may magbibigay rin ng red roses, tidibir at chokulit tuwing valentines sa akin.

Balang araw, may tatawag rin sa aking “Baby, Babe, Sweetypie, honeyboo, mahal, loves, babes, at kung ano ano pa”

Balang araw, may mang haharana rin sa akin.

Balang araw, may mang susurprise rin sa akin katulad nung nakikita ko sa fb na may bonggang bonggang effort.

Balang araw, may magpaparamdam rin sa akin na ako ang “Pinaka magandang babae sa skin ng soil”

Balang araw, may isang taong magpapasaya sa akin at aalagaan ako. 

Balang araw, may magmamahal rin sa akin.

 

Yung mapapasabi ka na lang na “Ayoko na”. Yung gusto mo nang sumuko sa sobrang sakit. Gusto mo na isuko lahat, pati kasayahan mo. Nakakatawang isipin no? Na yung taong nagbibigay sayo ng kaligayahan, e siya ring magbibigay sayo ng wagas na kirot sa puso. Mapapa-iyak ka na lang sa sobrang sakit, dun mo lang nalalabas yung sakit na nararamdaman mo. Nakakapagod, nakakapagod na paulit ulit kang iiyak hanggang sa mapahikbi ka, sumakit ng mata at panga mo.  Yung bibitaw ka na kasi sobra ka nang nasaktan, inisip mo na yung sarili mo, nagpaka-selfish ka na. Yung naaawa ka na sa sarili mo kasi di mo deserve masaktan ng ganito, ang tanging hinangad mo lang naman eh maramdamang may isang taong hinding hindi ka iiwan. Hindi mo nga ako iiwan, sinasaktan mo naman ako.. Mahal ko ang sarili ko, di ko kinakayang nakikita ang sarili kong nag hihirap ng ganito.. Naaawa na ako sa sarili ko. Ayoko na, sorry pero susuko na ako habang maaga pa. Ang sakit sakit na kasi eh, sobrang sakit.

People always think that when you sleep together, there’s always something that is happening in between the sheets and the bed. But let me tell you, It’s not always like that. The feeling of actually hugging each other until you fall asleep, the warmth of each other’s breath, and the total happiness in the morning when you wake up right beside them. Everything may sound so good to be true, but sometimes it takes a lot of responsibility and love to be able to be as wholesome as possible. Sleeping with your special someone is one of the most heartwarming experiences you’ll ever have. No nothing, simply hugging and smiling yourself to sleep.