ka koi

Updates to look out for: *updated*

1. Kowagaranai de, Soba ni Itte

2. 19 Days

Comment: THIS IS GETTING WAY OUT OF HAND. I’ve said that I was ready to welcome any developments in their relationship but hell, I haven’t even really started. I am neither mentally, emotionally, nor physically ready for any of this. WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME OLD XIAN? *cries 19 rivers

3. Junjou Romantica

4. Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi

5. Waruiko Series

6. Koketsu Dining *still hoping

7. Ten Count

8. Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai

9. Kuchizuke wa Uso no Aji

10. Seito Kaichou ni Chuukoku

11. Jackass! Sawatte Ii tte Dare ga Itta yo! Hana to Junketsu

Comment: I still can’t believe that Jackass! is over *cries stocking colored tears* Anyhow, to replace this is an interesting vampire themed story. I’m really looking forward to this.

12. Kuroneko Kareshi Mashita no Fudanshi-kun

Comment: It’s safe to say that the Kuroneko Kareshi series is over so every thing else moves up!

13. Kore wa Koi ni Fukumaremasuka?

Comment: There has so far only been one update and things are looking good for this one.

14. Ote o Haishaku

What this is: Hand fetish

15. Mahoroba Days

16. Kachou Fuugetsu

17. Oita ga Sugiru wa Koneko-chan

18. Kocchi Muitte Waratte

10 childhood facts wala tag ha jee (likin hum aik hee baatein gey) I was tagged by: halalgrl hijabtasticc bombaynights missambsays. Bari mehrbani iss ghareeb ko tag kerne k liye.

1.Mein koi 7.8 saal ka tha,humare ghar k  bulkul sath aik chota sa park tha,udar sarey mohaley k bachay khelte rehte teh.Tou aik dafa mein tha aur aik aur bachi thi hum khel rehe teh k achanak uss k damagh mei koi keera usey tung kerne lag gaya aur usney meri fav gari miti k andar dafan kerdi.aur kaha k dhoond k dhikao,Phele tou mei bara hansi khushi dhoondta raha ha k game ha bara maza aye ga tou jub nai mili tou mein thora ghabra gaya mene usey bola k theek ha bhen kafi mazak hgya ha ab nikal k dou meri gari.Par wo kamini ko khud bhool gaya k usney kidr dafan ki thi.Phir mujhe char gayi taap meine usey rakh k aik laat maar di.Tou agay usney baldey mei mujhe 10 maari abhi uss ki niyat thi ki 10 uar bhi maarti likin mein bari muhskil se jaan bacha k ghar bhag gaya likin wo kamini mere peeche peeche ponch gayi aur meri ammi ko shikayat lagyi k isney mujhe mara ha phir meri ammi ne meri tabiyat saaf ki,sayi kapro ki tarah dhoya.Phir mei ammi se naraz hgya meine kah k mei ghar chor k jaraha hu meine apne chotay se bag mei apne kaprey daley aur mei bahir jaraha tha k gate k samne wo choti ibleesan apne bhai k sath udr khari thi.Uss ka bhai tha koi karate kerne wala,shakal se bhi ghareebon ka bruce lee lagta tha uss kanjar k putter ne bhi sayi maalish ki meri.Phir uss din mujhe andaza hoya k duniya bari zalim jagah ha.

☆ Summer 2017 Anime List ☆

「Koi to uso」I actually read the manga last year, and when I heard this was getting an anime, I was sooooo hyped! This manga is freakin good! Is basically about in the near future, when you turn 16 in Japan, the government will assign you a marriage partner. The catch is, you can’t fall in love with them…..

 「Kakegurui」I’m freaking excited for this one! It’s about a private school that teaches…gambling. “Here, the winners live like kings, and the losers are put through the wringer.” This is a psychological anime and I just LOVE psychological anime/manga. So I’m hoping this will be good.

 「Dive!!」an anime about boys who play a sport that involves water……it doesn’t remind me of anything in particular……*cough* lol but I think this will be good considering it’s about ‘Diving’ and the olympics. High hopes!!!! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖° 

 「Ballroom e Youkoso」an anime about dancing!!! How great right? The animation looks beautiful, the characters look unique and interesting, and the whole anime community has been going on and on about this. I have great expectations for it, it sounds like a very interesting anime. So we’ll just have to see.

 ………………………………….MOVIES…………………………………..


 「Free! Timeless Melody Yakusoku」I’m so happy my boys are back, I could cry! 

 「Mary to Majo no Hana」hmm…..there really isn’t a synopsis for this one….

 「Uchiage Hanabi, Shita Kara Miru ka? Yoko Kara Miru ka?」“The film is set on one day during summer vacation, and follows a group of boys who try to view a fireworks display from the town lighthouse to see if they look round or flat when viewed from the side. Meanwhile, one of the boys, Norimichi, receives an invitation from his crush Nazuna to run away with her.” NOW DOESN’T THAT SOUND SO AMAZING??!!! Oh my god, when I read that, I was blown away. That sounds like such a good story. 

 …………………………………tv shorts…………………………………….

 「Tsuredure Children」( when I first read the title, I thought it said “Tsundere Children” omg lol) I don’t really know what to think about this one. I just wanna try it out because the synopsis said “From a boy, crippled by his absolute lack of confidence in himself, that cannot accept the fact that the girl of his dreams actually asked him out on a date, to the near-psychotic girl that pours her own blood into her homemade chocolate in order to win his heart.” Like damn!  it might just be about a tsundere! lol

 「Pikotarou no Lullaby Lullaby」I’m just gonna say, PPAP…….


I know some of the first episodes of these anime have aired but, I still wanted to make a list! (๑✧◡✧๑) 

What anime are you guys watching? 

تیری زلفوں کے بکھرنے کا سبب ہے کوئی
آنکھ کہتی ہے ترے دل میں طلب ہے کوئی

Someone is responsible for
your messy, scattered hair
Your eyes stand witness:
A desire
 sits secretly in your heart

Teri Zulfon K Bikharne Ka Sabab Hai Koi
Aankh Kehti hai Teri Dil Main Talab Hai Koi
—  Nasir Kazmi

tu safar mera, hai tu hi meri manzil
tere bina guzara, ae dil hai mushkil
tu mera khuda, tu hi duaa mein shaamil
tere bina guzara, ae dil hai mushkil

you are my journey, you are my destination too,
to live without you, O heart, is difficult.
you are my god, and you are in my prayers too,
to live without you, O heart, is difficult.


[The second line, tu hi mera khuda… means that you are my god and at the same time you are the one for whose wellness I pray to god.]


mujhe aazmaati hai teri kami
meri har kami ko hai tu laazmi
junoon hai mera, banoon main tere kaabil
tere bina guzaara, ae dil hai mushkil

your absence tests me.
you are necessary for every scarcity that I have.

[that is, every scarcity, every shortage in my life is fulfilled when you are there.]
it’s my passion that I become good enough for you,
to live without you, O heart, is difficult.


ye rooh bhi meri, ye jism bhi mera
utna mera nahi, jitna hua tera
tune diya hai jo, wo karz hi sahi
tujhse mila hai to, inaam hai mera

this soul that is mine, and this body that is mine,
neither of them is so much mine, as they have become yours.
that which you have given me, even if it’s a loan,
it is a prize for me, since I have gotten it from you.


mera aasmaan DhoonDhe teri zameen
meri har kami ko hai tu laazmi
zameen pe na sahi, to aasmaan mein aa mil
tere bina guzara, ae dil hai mushkil

my sky looks for your earth, (that is, I’m sky, looking for you, earth.)
you are needed for every shortage of mine.
if not on earth, at least meet me in the sky,
to live without you, O heart, is difficult.


maana ki teri maujoodgi se
ye zindagani mehroom hai
jeene ka koi dooja tareeka
na mere dil ko maaloom hai

I get that this life of mine
is void of your presence,
but then my heart doesn’t know
any other way to live.


tujhko main kitni shiddat se chaahoon
chaahe to rehna tu bekhabar
mohtaaz manzil ka to nahi hai
ye ek tarfa mera safar..

I love you with so much intensity,
if you want to remain unaware of it, remain so.
this one sided journey of mine,
is not dependent on reaching the destination.


safar khoobsurat hai manzil se bhi
meri har kami ko hai tu laazmi..
adhoora hoke bhi, hai ishq mera kaamil
tere bina guzaara, ae dil hai mushkil

this journey is more beautiful than the destination,
you are necessary tu fulfill every scarcity of mine.
Even though incomplete, my love is complete (because of you)
It’s difficult to live without you, O my heart.