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( O K A Y SORRY ITS SO BLURRY BUT MY CAMERA SUUUUCKS

anyway this is for @imgamcrazyandicey-pie who requested kids in the dark (left) and @the-charming-rogue who requested sweater weather (WHICH IM NOW ADDICTED TOO THANKS A LOT)

also i hc that gene is adopted because?? like?? i like seeing characters suffer okay

and yes ik i messed up the inking and coloring and proportions but whatever 

I WROTE A FANFIC THAT I WAS REALLY PROUD OF AND TOOK ME THREE HOURS BUT I WROTE IN ON ONENOTE ONLINE WHEN I WAS USING MY COMPUTER, SO WHEN IT SAID CHANGES MIGHT NOT BE SAVED, I THOUGHT THAT IT WAS LIKE A NORMAL POPUP THAT’S ALWAYS THERE AFTER YOU TRY AND CLOSE IT (FIRST TIME USING ONENOTE SO I DIDNT KNOW) AND APPARENTLY IT DELETED ALL MY WORK AND IM SO FUCKING PISSED F U C K

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so basically with all my neuro symptoms, my hand gets really shaky and tremors like crazy, its incredibly frustrating. i havent drawn in months because of it.
buut.
Bex inspires me to do things i wouldnt normally do. in a good way. she inspired me to push through the frustration. it took me about 3 or so hours to do this simple thing and there was a lot of throwing pencils and erasing, but i did it. and im proud of myself.
@bext-k what do you think of the turnout?

June 29th 2015

Today was a month since my last self harm. Im so proud of myself omg.
Its been absolutely boiling today so i decided to have a haircut to allow my head have less heat. I caught the sun on only half of one arm which is stupid but yeah.
I went to choir today as the concert is Saturday. I then went for a walk and sat in a field to catch up with a friend:)
Today’s been good!
-C.K