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HE WANTED TO GO AFTER HER.

HE WANTED TO WAIT FOR HER.

HE THOUGHT SHE WAS GOING TO SHOW UP AT THE DOORS AT THE LAST MINUTE JUST LIKE SHE ALWAYS DOES.

HIS HEART WAS SCREAMING FOR HIM TO GIVE HER MORE TIME.

HE THOUGHT SHE WOULD MAKE IT AND THEYD ALL GO TO SPACE AND HED HAVE 5 YEARS BY HER SIDE TO LOVE HER AND JUSTTELL HER AND JUST LIVE WITH HER.

BUT THEN SHE DIDNT SHOW UP AND HE HAD TO LEAVE HIS OTHER HALF BEHIND.

AND HE THINKS SHES FUCKING DEAD.

HE THINKS SHE DIED FOR THEM, FOR HIM, AND HE WILL NEVER IN HIS LIFE SEE HER FACE AGAIN.

HES SPENT 6 YEARS MOURNING HER AND TRYING TO MOVE ON AND TRYING TO LIVE FOR HER.

AND NOW HE THINKS HES HEADED BACK TO AN EARTH WITHOUT CLARKE GRIFFIN.

HES NEVER LIVED ON AN EARTH WITHOUT CLARKE BEFORE.

BUT SHES NOT DEAD AND HES GONNA SEE HER AGAIN AND BE FUCKING HIT WITH A FREIGHT TRAIN OF EMOTIONS BECAUSE THEY GET ANOTHER CHANCE AND SHE ISNT GONE FOREVER.

AND HONESTLY LIKE WHAT THE FUUUUUUUCKKK??????????????? I DONT DESERVE THIS PAIN. I DIDNT ASK FOR THIS. I THOUGHT BLARKE HAD ALREADY FUCKED WHEN I STARTED WATCHING THIS HELL SHOW AND NOW HERE I AM IN PERPETUAL SUFFERING BECAUSE OF THESE TWO IDIOTS WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL?????

anonymous asked:

Okay but....who is Beau Bennett? I honestly don't know??

girl i’m

i’m so sorry

let me just

tell you about this beautiful little sunshine boy 

THIS IS BEAU HE’S FROM CALIFORNIA AND HE NEVER LETS ANYONE FORGET IT

he’s a little CUTIE who always gets hurt but we love him anyway

he posts frequently on social media about his awkward real life encounters hashtag relatable teens x x

he has a great bromance i only wanna sum up in one picture

HE WON A STANLEY CUP even if it was with the pens we let him have it because he’s sunshine

HE LOVES DOGS AND KIDS AND IS DROP DEAD ADORABLE WITH BOTH

he’s beautiful and perfect and everyone should love him basically????

The World I Live In
I have refused to live
locked in the orderly house of
reasons and proofs;
The world I live in and believe in
is wider than that. And anyway.
What’s wrong with Maybe?

You wouldn’t believe what once or
twice I have seen. I’ll just
tell you this:
only if there are angels in your head will you
ever, possibly, see one.
 - Mary Oliver

wanna chat? pt. 11

on ao3

pt 1 | pt 2 | pt 3 | pt 4 | pt 5 | pt 6 | pt 7 | pt 8 | pt 9 | pt 10 | pt 11

man writing is just not happening right now.

so i’m actually going to go back and edit this (surprise surprise) since i’m changing all the times to military time/24 hour time. also because i was super inconsistent with some of the skype commands and it’s bothering me.

if you haven’t read it, you should probably read sleep is good before this, since the reveal isn’t actually explained in this.

this is shorter and less fun than usual but we’ll get back to the memes next time i promise


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ayyy: id like to give a big shoutout to the people who submitted pics to the ladyblog
talk about the real mvps
dicks out for them

niNO: can we not keep dick s in
is that an option

ayyy: dicks out!!!1!!

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I swear that I
Will treat you right
If you just
Tell me your lies
Give me your trust
And I won’t tell…

In life or death I will be by your side
I will give you my air
You will breathe when I command you to
Nothing in this world
Can make me give up on your love
Even if you don’t want to, I will make you
Change your mind and you will be…
Will be…
Mine

I JUST ABSOLUTELY CANNOT GET ENOUGH OF OLIVER’S SHIT-EATING GRIN WHEN HE FIRST MEETS DONNA

like

OMG I AM MEETING MY FUTURE MOTHER-IN-LAW

AND YOU CAN SEE HE IS GENUINELY HAPPY TO MEET HER

so much so that he is quick to introduce her to diggle before felicity can

also omg donna’s reaction to baby sara is basically me with any baby ever

AND THEN 

when oliver is like “nice to meet you, finally”

I just die okay

because he loves felicity SO MUCH but has never got to meet anyone else in her life

and it just makes him so happy 

WHICH MAKES ME HAPPY

and donna can justTELL that this is the man in felicity’s life

the man she is in love with

from the way he looks at her

and the way she looks at him

we’d better see more donna scenes with oliver in season 4 seriously