I remember when he told me,“I like you this,all smiling and laughing…..you don’t deserve to be depressed and shit”,your probably right but it’s just so hard,you constantly think about all things that are so easy to accomplish but your too stupid to accomplish it,every mistake you make,how worthless you are and stupid you are,how you wish you could be a certain way but you know you never can cause your too weak,whenever people say something horrible about you…you believe every word,you can’t do anything right,you don’t deserve anything good in your life and the worst one of them all…..you scared of dying but you wish you weren’t alive 🔫 #JustNotTonight