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I said it before and I say it again: Tom should totally follow in Ralph Fiennes’ footsteps. Take interesting projects, create buzz, maybe direct, be high up the list of casting directors when it is about big roles in small movies and smaller parts in big ones. The one that steals a show, because he has some substance. The one that can surprise an audience and will always have people leaving the cinema thinking: “Who the hell was that? Why didn’t I notice him before? He is amazing!” The one that is not recognised by everone at first moment. The one that isn’t known by everyone that don’t know his work. But the one that leaves an impression with everyone that comes across his work.

Tom won’t ever be the A-list actor that gets blockbusters pushed his way. He won’t ever be the one with the biggest name-recognition that opens movies. The studios don’t see him that way and that won’t ever change, because he won’t ever be the hunky body with a beautiful face for them. They’ll always want him for his acting and his ability. Yet he can totally be the one that has a career for many, many years and collects awards in passing and twenty years from now he still gets new projects he hasn’t done before and that make him a darling of critics and audiences alike.

anonymous asked:

The guy at the game store told me I HAVE to buy the Z-Ring and the packs to use Z-Power in the game but my very very gamer literate friend told me that's bullshit. Do you know what the truth is?

I’m not coming from any source here, but the game store guy sounds like a bullshitter who was just trying to sell you something. No way in hell are most people gonna buy those. Also, there would be a lot of discourse about it on here if that were the case

i don’t think im doing a good job at expressing myself, on here. what i mean is, i just don’t think people get my yukino. and that’s okay, because my writing has went through a massive change, and i never really addressed it except maybe talking about it to like kai.

but my end game for yukino was death at one point, i couldn’t see her living past her forties. and now, my end game is her HEALING.

some backstory on this decision, last year was the worst time of my life. i had low energy, i was getting horrible grades, i was depressed quite frankly. i hated literally everything including myself. there were some horrible thoughts back then. and i’m almost grateful for that because im honestly feeling amazing right now as i look back. it’s the whole bring urself back up.

but going back to the point, yukino was in the same state for YEARS UPON YEARS. for more than 18-19 years, she thought she was a failure. she thought she couldn’t amount to anything. what kept her going was the mere desire to be powerful so she could please her dead parents. it was the only thing that seemed to ease the pain.

y’all, you get tired after that. emotionally drained, you’re tired of hating yourself, of always beating down on yourself. but she knew no other way. so she silently bore the pain. until she saw sting’s leadership of sabertooth. while i still headcanon that they’re almost the same as before, sting just encourages more social interactions between the tigers, u feel me ? but anyways, she saw how saber changed from a toxic guild to something more relaxed. an environment she wasn’t used to. and sting and rogue, especially, were accepting her. and THAT’S what triggered a bit of introspection, the ‘ why am i like this ? ‘ question. ( each person has their own trigger, something clicks in their mind. it can happen any time or for any reason. ) and that took time bc @ that excommunication. she didn’t care abt forgiveness, there was nothing to forgive. she thought she deserved it and she always will, but it’s still that humiliation factor. like hey, these people saw me naked. 

AND it’s not even the naked part, it’s the fact that she was in a submissive, defeated position. the fact that she was like this BECAUSE she failed. it’s the failure more than the naked part.

anyways, once you get a taste of a ‘ normal ‘ mindset, of a healthy mental state. you long for it. i longed to be myself again, and i’d think yukino would too. she’s not a girl of just sweet blushes and flowers. she’s a girl with a fire, with claws, she’s strong. she definitely doesn’t have a normal thinking pattern, and that’s what bothers me about the spin-off and canon. her view is different than the submissive, weak girl, u know ?

but the point is, yukino WILL CHANGE. she IS CHANGING. she’s tired, i’m tried. i can’t write a girl who hates herself every single time, not because i can’t, not because i don’t want to. but because it seriously hurts, lmao another case of getting too involved in anime, she deserves more. not that she openly wants to ‘ heal ‘ that’s not her mindset, it’s the fact that she wants to prove to HERSELF that she can be stronger than before. that she’s not a failure. and i don’t do this because i want to make her strong or for my own person benefit, she just deserves a change. she won’t fully heal by the time she dies, there’s no way she can. not with what happened to her, but she’s trying. she’ll relapse, she’ll have good and bad days. she’s TRYING.

love how they have an online application for ohp that doesnt actually let u answer all of the questions even when u give in and dl explorer (explorer?????????????????????????)  bc they say thats the “approved” browser but it’s EVEN SHITTIER THAN IN CHROME 

im just TRYING TO CHECK SOMETHING OFF MY FUCKING TO DO LIST AND IM 2 SECONDS WORTH OF TYPING AWAY EXCEPT I CANT ACTUALLY TYPE ON THAT LINE U FUCKIMG MOTHERUFKCIGN ;ALKJSD AAASASSHSOELLE HOSL;FA I HATHE UFCKUGING HATE TYOU HALKJ ;ALFUD

i did email disability services and i checked the end of my voicemail from a dr caling to schedule testing and he’s not back in the office til tmw so i consider that 2 checks off the list

still pissed though lol 

anonymous asked:

I think d&g has become so boring and repetitive as of late, like we get it you're italian, just try to do something more creative with it

yea. it’s amazing that they’re embracing their heritage bc they really are quintessential italian high fashion but you’re right, the new motifs they introduced a couple seasons ago feel pretty stale. it wasn’t a particularly memorable show

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someone suggested smooches and another cuddles sooooo

long mornings and longer thoughts

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ilvermorny houses + palettes

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new genre concept: soft apocalypse

the world as we know it has ended and mother nature starts taking back what’s hers. there are no zombies or cannibals or murderous bandits. the most valued members of the community are those who know how to garden and farm, sew and weave, treat wounds, work wood or build with bricks, cook from scratch. 

people bond together to begin rebuilding instead of killing each other. everyone teaches each other whatever they do know and works together to figure out the stuff none of them know. books become incredibly valued resources because they’re often the only way to learn critical information. if someone is elderly, disabled, or otherwise unable to work at the same level as most of the community, they’re taken care of by the others, not told any sort of “survival of the fittest” bs.

as the generations ware on, communities begin expanding into small cities. some of the settlements even find ways to repurpose solar or wind power on a small scale and have electricity in some of their buildings. storytellers wander the countryside telling tales of the old world in return for some hot stew or a place to rest for the night, and the mythos of the new world start to incorporate elements of the past. the only thing that remains constant is that humans survive, and they do it by working together.

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Beautiful, angry Sammy  (¬‿¬ )

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I KNOW what you’re trying to DO there gamefreak

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You can take my hand and I can take the lead.