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there will be people who use you. they are good at getting close so you care about them. when they see your scars, they’ll flash their own. you will feel kin to them. you know what it is to struggle with things.

and at first you think: they’ll help me if i help them.

but it doesn’t happen. you love them deeply so you always pick up the phone. it doesn’t matter that you have a test the next day or that you’re going through things of your own. you support them.

they are good at pretend. they will play like they are your friend, so you endlessly give to them. after a while you realize: it really doesn’t matter what’s happening in your life, some more pressing emergency is always happening to them. it is a hard thing to recognize, because you don’t want people to hurt like you do. 

i have a friend who never asks me if i’’m okay. she only ever texts me to tell me she wants to die, but never goes to therapy or does any of the things i tell her to do to help herself. once when i came back from my grandfather’s funeral she demanded to know why i’d been gone, and when i explained, she said that without me, she’d almost passed out of this world. i had to lay down on the floor; nothing made sense anymore. i want her to get better. i want to help.

but there are people out there who will use you. who don’t care about getting better, they care about you giving up your time, your effort, your everything. until you are drained of it. i don’t mean those who give back, who will gladly do anything for you, who you know you can trust. who you don’t mind giving up the test for, because you know they’d do the same in a similar spot.

i mean those who don’t know you. who pretend that they care about you but are using your empathy as a sore spot. who take more than they need. who demand your attention all of the time but don’t care if you bleed.

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Look, I could never forget about what happened that night…but trust me, I am the wrong horse for you to bet on. I’m the one they take out back and shoot before the race even starts. But that other guy; that’s the one who actually might win it for you. [..] I’m going to walk away and you’re going to go back to your room…and, we’re not going to make a big deal out of this moment.

Steve and Bucky giving each other some sort of touch or kiss whenever one is leaving a room.

Steve sitting on the couch waiting to start up a movie, Bucky going to get some snacks from the kitchen, Bucky running his hand through Steves hair on the way past,

When Steve leaves on his morning run he wakes Bucky up with a kiss on the forehead I will be back in an hour at most is whispered into the birds nest that is Buckys bed head,

Bucky leaving the gym to take a shower and Steve getting a light punch in the shoulder,

They move past each other clearing rooms on a mission, they grasp arms,

Even getting up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom means a kiss to the temple,

Every time one leaves, they say everything through touch that they can’t bring themselves to say out loud; I’m scared you won’t be here when I get back // What if this is just a dream // I love you so, so much - probably too much // What if I never see you again? // goodbye.

But when they do come back its always accompanied with a smile and an I’m back, I’m here, it’s just me, Hello.

Deleted lines from the Thor: The Dark World script #77
  • Loki!Odin: I cannot give you my blessing. Nor can I wish you good fortune.
  • Thor: I know. *(turns to leave)*
  • Loki!Odin: If I were proud of the man my son had become, even that I could not say.
  • Thor: *(makes sad face)*
  • Loki!Odin: It would speak only from my heart. Go, my son.
  • Thor: *(smiles)*
  • Thor: *(frowns)*
  • Thor: Loki...?
  • Loki!Odin: Er...
  • Thor: You little brotherly shit.
  • Loki: Ha! Yeah.
  • Loki: How did you know it was me?
  • Thor: *(laughs)* Well, all that stuff you just said was a huge giveaway. Father *never* would have said anything so warm and caring and selfless and full of pride...!
  • Loki: *(laughs)*
  • Thor: *(smile fades)*
  • Loki:
  • Both: *(awkward, silent sobbing)*

OKAY OKAY OKAY BUT LIKE. so i’ve watched the video about 20 times now because i’m just s o happy. i think i’m actually shaking. but point being it’s so good and also the two guys he takes down at the end are S O good because it’s tim’s fighting style. 

he’s small and he jumps up on the one guy to take his entire body weight into his chest and force him down, and then once he gets pulled off and thrown, he rolls well, and then his hits aren’t ridiculously powerful, but they’re accurate and it’s so important it’s so much like how i see tim fighting it’s so smart and uses his size to his advantage. i j u S T 

we are just so blessed to have him so pumped and so motivated to go for this. i am crying thinking about it; this is the most respect tim drake has been shown since the reboot in 2011 i stg

Slice of life Drarry?

Because we can literally pick out the cutest things but how about those normal every day stuff that everyone does?

-Harry washes the dishes while Draco dries them off next to him, and they either have the stereo playing in the living room or they just talk quietly

-Harry told Draco all about the wonders of the thing called the internet and social media and how people can connect faster and so many opportunities found online and Draco was fascinated until he learned that it had to do with muggle technology and he dropped it

-Because Drarry can’t use technology for shit

-Harry and Draco go shopping in muggle department stores and Harry gets taken by the latest new technology while Draco struggles to comprehend what a touch screen is

-Draco takes absolutely forever in changing rooms

-Harry doesn’t mind because he’s in the changing room with Draco

-In the mornings, Harry likes orange juice and Draco likes tea but when Draco’s lazy he’ll just swipe Harry’s juice out of his hand

-Draco actually really likes toast and when Harry introduced the toaster, they only had toast every breakfast for about a month

-Draco and Harry having petty quarrels on whose turn it is to cook dinner

-Harry’s in charge of all the groceries but when it comes to toiletries and house items, it’s Draco’s area.

-When they go furniture shopping Harry likes to pick out the most horrid things only to watch Draco turn pale, mentally gag, and steer them away muttering bad things about bad designs.

-Each room in their house/flat has it’s own theme and colour because Draco maintained that habit from his Manor days. 

-Harry likes bike rides and Draco prefers walks

-Draco stays up with Harry to watch the sun set and Harry watches, awake on the bed, as Draco stands on the balcony to watch the sun rise. 

-Harry repainting a room in the house and getting all messy and Draco watching in amusement and staying far far away from the paint

-Harry getting paint on Draco anyways and Draco exasperatedly goes off to change. Again.

-Draco and Harry going on vacations all around the world and looking stylish and wearing sunglasses and people always stare at them but they don’t care

-Harry forcing Draco to pose near a monument to take a picture

-Draco and Harry asking some other tourist to take a picture of the two of them in front of the Eiffel tower.

-Draco forcing Harry to try new foods and laughing whenever Harry makes a face when he doesn’t like one

-Harry fighting with Draco over how much money they’re spending on certain things and trying to emphasize that just because they’re both rich they can’t just binge buy whatever they want

-Harry teaching Draco humbleness in small things

-Draco teaching Harry the beauty of elegance in small things

-Harry and Draco doing normal every day stuff

Chasing Thursdays (1/2)

So like every other time I’m supposed to be writing something else, this idea popped up and wouldn’t leave me be. It was supposed to be a one shot (I swore to oubliette14 it wouldn’t get over 10,000 words. She knew I was lying. I swore I wasn’t. She was right.) but when it got to be 14,000 words I decided to split it. Part 2 will go up in a few days. Many thanks to both kliomuse and oubliette14 for encouraging me to not stick to what I should have been doing and giving this a once-over prior to posting! 

Summary: Elsa has no desire to follow in her politician mother’s footsteps and Emma wants to quit working at Granny’s. They decide to open Frozen and take advantage of the summer tourist season, but Emma doesn’t count on their neighbor, tattoo artist Killian Jones, showing up every single Thursday. 

Rating: M 

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It started with Elsa.

The very first day they looked at the space, a cheerful For Lease sign in the window, they had barely gotten out of the car before Elsa was grinning. Her friend pointed across the street with an arched brow. “We’d have great company,” she said with a sly smile, nodding at the sign stretched across the opposite building.

When Emma only stared at her mutely, Elsa shook her head, blonde braid tumbling over her shoulder. “Really? I couldn’t get Anna to shut up about it for almost three weeks after they ran that piece in the paper.”

“You know I have no idea what you’re talking about.” Emma glanced back over her leather-clad shoulder, eyes tracing the delicate swoop of the lettering. Second Star to the Right appeared to be a tattoo shop – the swirling paint on the front glass even proclaimed it to be so.

“The guy who owns it was on one of those tattoo shows. I have it on good authority he’s rather attractive.” Elsa waggled her brows, laughing at Emma’s eye roll. “C’mon, I know you don’t watch a lot of TV, but everyone was talking about him a few months ago.”

“I don’t know that I’d ever put your sister and authority in the same sentence. And isn’t she engaged?” she asked, ignoring the jab. Emma didn’t have a whole lot of time for TV – what little free time she did have she preferred to spend reading down by the ocean or stretched out in the park. Or hiking. Or really anything that didn’t involve someone else’s screwed up version of “reality” broadcast for the masses.

“Yep.” Elsa smiled ruefully, folding her arms and leaning back against the glass of the retail space they were hoping to call their own, if the realtor ever showed up. “But that doesn’t seem to stop her from gushing.”

Emma rolled her eyes again, thankful when she spotted the black Mercedes barreling down the road straight toward them. “Well, let’s not base our decision on your sister’s opinion of the neighbors. Your decision, I mean.”


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So like in the first picture, I had enough of scrolling down his Instagram and seeing his impressions of black celebrities such as Rihanna and Snoop Dogg so I decided to comment on his video using my primary instagram account @ afrxdite.
Then this girl @ gmoney probably didn’t understand what blackface even was so fair enough if she didn’t understand why I was taking his “artistic talents” so deeply. I was hoping she’d actually go away and research everything regarding blackface and she’d leave it at that.
But in the third image as you can see, the guy decided to block me so I knew he obviously saw the comments.
I had a back up account when I went through this rock music phase thing so I went onto that and typed out this message thinking that she’d finally understand what’s up. But of course in the last picture, you can clearly see how ignorant she is using that racist slur. And last but not least, the make up artist blocked my account.
I just wanted to express what happened because I’m tired of hearing people say things like “it’s 2015, it’s time to move on” because that just means you won’t acknowledge all the bad events that occur everyday and that’s exactly why we can’t move on. So yeah, it’s like 3:37am and I’m extremely pissed off.

Which member of Class Zero should you fight?
  • Ace: Don't do it. Just don't do it. You could probably beat up Ace if you wanted to, but why would you want to? He's like a sad puppy. Would you kick a puppy? I don't think so. Leave him alone. He's a pure chocobo son.
  • Deuce: Deuce plays really nice music that makes her allies stronger. You could fight her but if the rest of the class hears her flute, you're going to be in trouble.
  • Trey: Fight him. He's a weak nerd. After you fight him, throw sand in his face and then ask him to explain how sand is made. Then while he's explaining, fight him again.
  • Cater: It could go either way. Cater's pretty energetic and she's got a gun. Don't let her get three full charges on it or you're going to have a bad time. If you think you can take her on, go for it.
  • Cinque: You can fight her but you'll lose. Cinque is really cute and seems like she's weak but look at that mace. She could kick your ass.
  • Sice: Sice has a temper so you could use that to your advantage. If you fight Sice, though, you're probably going to lose. That scythe isn't just for decoration. You know what? On second thought, don't fight Sice. I won't have your blood on my hands.
  • Seven: Messing with Seven is like poking a sleeping tiger. She's strong and smart. Even ignoring these things, she has a sword whip. A sword whip. That just sounds way too dangerous.
  • Eight: Eight's used to fighting but that doesn't mean you can't beat him. I bet he's a huge crybaby so give it your all and you might win. Just be careful because he could just as easily destroy you.
  • Nine: Fight Nine. He's the fuckboy king. He's pretty strong but if you remind him that all his love goes unrequited, he'll cry. Don't let him fool you. He probably got his scar from getting his ass kicked.
  • Jack: Don't fight Jack. He might seem like comic relief and that he doesn't take things seriously but he could easily kill you if he wanted to. Don't you watch anime? The guy who always makes jokes is one of the deadliest ones.
  • Queen: Oh god, do not fight Queen. Are you crazy? Because let me tell you, she is. Even without her Janus glasses, Queen totally had a plan on how to fight you the moment she saw you. You don't play chess against a chess master.
  • King: If you fight King, he'll probably let you win. King's a dad so he'll probably fake being hurt so that you feel proud of yourself. King is a gentle guy so go easy on him.
  • Rem: Leave Rem alone. You could take her in a fight but I wouldn't recommend it. She's really nice so you'd probably feel horrible right after. I mean really nice, like asking you if she can patch you up after you've won.
  • Machina: You could totally destroy Machina. Punch him right in his stupid face just like you wanted to during the game. Fight him. Fight Machina right now.

I want to disappear
I want to fade into the background and blend into scene that has been placed behind me

I want to be erased
I want to be wiped from the face of existence and leave no trace of any life that I occupied before this one

I want to start over
I want to wake up tomorrow and see the sun through the eyes of someone who has never seen it before. I want to look into the eyes of my lover for the first time again and feel how I felt before I even knew her name.

I don’t want to be scared anymore
I want to walk down the streets with my head held high in confidence that I’m doing the right thing. Going in the right direction. That my purpose in life is being fulfilled.

I’m tired of being a waste of space
I need to feel wanted. Like I belong. That the people around me miss the empty seat I leave when I get up from the table and take their dirty dishes with me.

I want to die
I just wish I could give up and not worry about the consequences. But what if I fail? What if I succeed? What if what happens next is worse? What if it’s not? These questions float around my brain like waves on the sea; barely scratching the surface building up to the height of skyscrapers and then crashing on the beach and destroying everything that decided to call the shore their home.

I want to wake up from this nightmare
The worst part of feeling like this is that no matter what I do or how much I change these feelings will never leave my brain. I could fall in love thirteen times over and still think that they felt bad for me. I could have all of the friends in the world always asking about me and seeing if I was okay and I would still feel that I was a burden.

I want to know how to answer this question
Most of the time I don’t even know how I feel, yet I can always come up with an answer that pleases everyone:

“I’m fine. How are you?”

—  Someone asked me how I felt today and this is the answer I couldn’t send
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A huge storm rolled in and now there’s thunder and lightening and rain going like crazy!

Skookum got scared and was whining to go into the garage. We had the car’s back gate open to air it out (from puppy swimming in the river smells) and he jumped in and settled into the driver’s seat.

The last picture is the pile of HAIL that the sky just dumped on us!

I hate that he’s scared but it’s so sweet that he wants to be in a place where he knows that we will be :)

anonymous asked:

its obvious to me that outlaw queen and captain swan are what the writers are going for. Do you honestly believe that swan queen will ever make it canon??? Don't take this message in a fuck you judgmental way. I love CS and OQ but I sometimes have a soft voice in the back of my head silently cheering on SQ so basically I just want everyone to be happy and have a lot of great sex with their lovers. But i just wanted to know if you actually think SQ would become a canon couple

I see you with your feigned interest in my interpretation and your passive-aggressive slap-down, but I’m drunk and in a good mood so I am going to ignore a few bits of your message and dive in head first.

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lmao imagine standing at a crumbling front door waiting for your family to come home after a nuclear disaster that kills most of the world’s population, or at least to hear news about whether or not your family managed to be part of the small percentage that survived

imagine wondering if they’re dead or alive or mutated or worse & having no way of getting any answers

imagine being left utterly and completely alone for years and years and years bc you’re too loyal to leave just in case even though you’re pretty sure they’re dead or at least never coming back

imagine constantly being like i mean it’s been two, twenty, a hundred, two hundred years but if I leave & someone comes back what if they think I abandoned them

imagine not having anywhere else to go anyways because your family was really all you had & without them to look after what’s even the point

imagine resigning yourself to tending to a small, sad little garden in the back yard of a ruined house you’re trying to protect from radroaches for however many centuries it takes because you have to at least know they’re okay

:*)

REJOICE WITH ME MY LOVELIES

I ROCKED TODAY.

So I’ve been 100% out of Vim to get on tumblr, post, draw, write, answer messages or reblog since the first day of school.  I have been stressing over the upcoming quarter so hard I literally made myself sick to my stomach.  BUT TODAY

I introduced myself and did an assessment on my own initiative!  I talked to my fellow students and professor and had conversations!  I answered call lights and helped a gentleman with ambulation therapy!  I went through the medications my patient was taking and knew what almost all of them were!

Also I built a temple to myself on top of a mountain.  It’s not the biggest or grandest construction the world of minecraft has ever seen but it’s mine and it has SO MANY TORCHES on it the whole mountaintop lights up from a distance. ^u^

I know this oasis of feeling good/not-stressed is going to be brief but I’m really enjoying it and I love you all even though god knows when I’m going to be back on again in any kind of “wow I feel like interacting today” capacity.  So.  I thought you should know that.

Things I need want from the Christmas special:

  • Clara just jumping the Doctor and crushing him in a hug when he enters the TARDIS and refusing to let go for ages because if she does he’ll leave again and him just stoically accepting it without complaint for once because fuck it he’s got Clara back and he seriously needs to hide his face right now
  • The Doctor and Clara admitting that they totally lied and all but begging each other to please just do the space hopping together again because it’s seriously unbearable like it is right now am I talking about them or me you’ll never know haha it’s both
  • The Doctor and Clara just finally telling each other that they love each other because seriously?? The time is now. It’s time. Now. Now is the time. Because they both know what it feels like without the other now and what do they have to lose next for them to finally realise that it fucking hurts either way and they might as well just be honest for once in their lives
  • oh my goddddd
  • JUST SAY IT

Don’t judge me.
This challenge is terrible and degrading in many ways, glasses,pimples,moles,unibrows are all things you are born with, just like skin color. Maybe you are not born with pimples but as you go through adolescence and hormonal changes,BAM! They are right there smack in your face. Girls putting ‘fake mustaches ’ and saying it’s ugly is terrible, girls have hair there! And sometimes parents don’t let you wax it off or tweez it. Same as unibrows. That 12 year old pre teen that just watched those videos that might have glasses and a mole is now self conscious, we all know how it’s like to be there. I know I do. Still do. Flaunt your natural beauty, yes you can wear makeup. But don’t use it to draw on features you don’t have and labeling them ugly. Like Frida Kahlo had a unibrow and art students around the world look at her with admiration today. So what if she did, she rocked it. Lady had talent. And that unique feature set her apart from many other painters. And for moles (aka beauty marks) they are so amazing. Like cmon Cindy Crawford has one and she is not ugly at all. She beautiful! She’s not the only one, Marilyn Monroe, Angelina Jolie,
And even More! And glasses, so many people wear them you should just stop, like why do you have a pair just laying around for you to do the video *cough *cough someone in your family or friend wears it *cough*. And no one goes out in public with hair like that, no. One. At. All.
There is to many types of shaming in this world and we just add more. Just stop it and love your life and feel beautiful in anything and know you can rock anything!

P!nk’s singles
There You Go - 8 february 2000
Most Girls - 18 september 2000
You Make Me Sick - 18 december 2000
Lady Marmalade - 27 march 2001
Get The Party Started - 9 october 2001
Don’t Let Me Get Me - 19 february 2002
Just Like A Pill - 10 june 2002
Family Portrait - 17 october 2002
Feel Good Time - july 2003
Trouble - 8 september 2003
God Is A Dj - 26 january 2004
Last To Know - april 2004
Stupid Girls - 7 february 2006
Who Knew - 8 may 2006
U + Ur Hand - 28 august 2006
Nobody Knows - 20 november 2006
Dear Mr President - 1 december 2006
Leave Me Alone - 12 march 2007
So what - 11 august 2008
Sober - 3 november 2008
Please Don’t Leave Me - 31 january 2009
I Don’t Believe You - 5 october 2009
Funhouse - 25 august 2009
Bad Influence - 8 may 2009
Glitter In The Air - 31 january 2010
Raise Your Glass - 6 october 2010
Fuckin’ Perfect - 14 december 2010
Bridge Of Light - 2 december 2011
Blow me - 3 july 2012
Try - 29 october 2012
Just Give Me A Reason - 26 february 2013
True Love - 30 june 2013