just-need-this-on-my-blog-again~

It’s that time of year again where the choco mint discourse comes back on my blog, and all because I don’t like eating it, you all feel the need to invade my inbox with messages like:

  • I trusted you! 
  • How can you dislike it?
  • Chocomint is the best, love yourself.

Listen, I can’t handle it…it’s just too much for me. 

I just reached 1,600 today!!!!! Ahhhhhh this the perfect gift after my blog’s first anniversary yesterday. Again, thank you so much for deciding to click that follow button and staying through all my random bouts of spazzing. I’m so happy to hear from all of you more and more. Know that I’m always here to listen or talk if you need. I’m open to private messaging too if you’re more comfortable with that. Please remember that you are all wonderful people and you are beautiful that deserve to be happy. I love you all a lot ❤️ THANK YOU!

Taking A Break

I’m stepping away from fanfiction for an undetermined amount of time. I’ve dedicated so much of myself to this blog I haven’t written personal works for publication in months.

I’m losing my inspiration.

And I need to take time away to get it back. I’ll still answer asks and reblog fics that I like but I am not going to put anything else in my queue until it is empty.

As for the requests in my inbox? They will stay there until I feel myself again. My requests are closed now and I just… I need time to breathe.

I need time to work on what I want to write for myself, with my characters. I need to get to know them and the world’s I’ve created again.

Once again, I’m sorry, but there is 39 things in the queue so that’s 39 more days of content.

anonymous asked:

Do you have a FAQ for who will you sell to (and won't sell to)? How far you are willing to ship to? And what credentials are needed (i.e. Medical card, drivers license) if any? Thanks so much

No just cause I don’t want that kind of info easily accessible to too many people. My blog is growing every day! But I’m glad you asked this cause I did want to address this again since I’m making changes! As of now, and for the rest of DECEMBER : 18+ US only Excluding HI & AK. No medical ID required. However that will be changing January 2017! Because of the growing popularity, it will be a requirement for you to have a medical card or be in a recreational state. ANYONE WHO HAS ALREADY MADE A SUCCESSFUL TRANSACTION WITH ME WILL STILL BE ALLOWED TO PURCHASE. However any NEW customers in 2017 will need a med card.

OKAY, THIS IS THE LAST I’LL DRAW OF TEEN STEVEN AND CONNIE….FOR NOW. I PROMISE. I REALLY need to get to the other things I need to finish. I JUST REALLY NEEDED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST/////

I was listening to the song “Oh It Is Love” by Hellogoodbye while I drew this AND I JUST. IT’S SO CUTE AND HAPPY ////////. Also! Somebody made a Connverse mix on 8tracks, WHICH MAKES ME FEEL SO HAPPY AND MELTY INSIDE, pls listen to it, it’s rly cute. (✿ ◕ᗜ◕)━♫.*・。゚

Edit: I uploaded a slightly smaller version to replace the original size one, tumblr made it look super shitty, hopefully this makes it look a little better?


dear diary, today steve wrecked three motorcycles and a car. that’s still three less than last month
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it’s fine tho really

more fics about friendships that are structured just like ship fics

specifically like pining ship fics oh my god

  • forced to share a bed becomes “accidental sleepover, I didn’t realize adults could do this and I should be chill about how happy it makes me, but no one’s ever braided my hair and gossiped with me before, but I gotta play this cool because I don’t want to be pathetic, and I don’t want to be the person who likes the other person more, but g o s h, I want us to be friends, and not just friends, besties
  • the coworker at your bakery/coffee shop/library/spy organization who smiles at you every day and asks about your weekend, but you can’t tell if they’re being nice or what, or if they’d actually say yes if you invited them out to coffee to talk about that hiking trip they went on, you don’t want to make things weird but work would be a lot easier if you had a friend
  • you’ve just moved to a new city and you cannot believe how many times you’ve had to knock on your neighbor’s door, but you didn’t pack like any of the things you need, and they don’t seem effusively happy that you keep asking to borrow shit like a vacuum or duct tape, but they also don’t rush you out of the door, and when you return what you borrowed, they ask you how it went, and one time you told a joke that made them laugh and you felt so good about it, you kept riffing on the joke for the next ten minutes and it isn’t until you went back to your place that you realized what an embarrassment you are
  • enemies to friends where you have to work with someone that you hate oh my god you hate them, and then you spend time with them, and then you don’t hate them quite so much, but stopping hating them? almost feels like? defeat?? you’ll stop acting like you hate them when they stop acting like they hate you, and honestly you’d really like them to stop acting like they hate you because they are the only other person you know that’s ever shared your interest for cold war spy thrillers and maybe this is the time for the book club of your dreams
  • your partner has a best friend and you’ve never hung out with them without your partner but now you are coordinating with the best friend for your partner’s surprise party and they are just the funniest, the sweetest, the nicest, the coolest, and suddenly your partner is concerned because you and your best friend are hanging out all the time, which is…great…awesome…….suddenly becoming the third wheel is just the funnest because who doesn’t like wheelbarrows (it becomes a whole Thing, and ends up resolving in a disney channel esque lecture of someone being like "Guys You Can Have More Than One Best Friend”) 
  • you’re lonely and it sucks and it’s not the kind of thing that you can admit because you’ve got your pride, you don’t want to look desperate, you can’t tell people about loneliness without making them wonder what’s wrong with you because shouldn’t you have friends? who doesn’t have friends? but it’s gotten to the point where you look forward to buying groceries because you can make small talk with the clerk, you look forward to work because maybe you can slip in something personal in the course of talking about business, but if anyone asked you how you were doing and if you wanted to hang, you’d panic and say that you were busy. and you want to change. you in fact need to change, but. yeah. it’s not an easy thing. and there’s no easy solution. and this is a 100k fic about you slowly assembling a friend group, while having really zero practical experience with friendship, and it’s a gentle epic with the highest stakes, oh my god, just the highest
  • you and an acquaintance become friends with benefits. things become unexpectedly awkward when you learn that the real benefit………..was friendship 
🍼things daddy says that make me feel immediately little 🍼

¨little one¨
¨look at me¨
¨put in your paci¨
¨what did you just say to me?¨
¨excuse me¨
¨be good, little girl¨
¨thats my good girl¨ 
¨do you need a nap?¨
¨is someone feelings bratty?¨
¨am i clear/do you understand me?¨
¨who makes the rules here?¨
¨im not going to ask you again¨

I am no ones first choice,
I am not a number one.

I am background noise
that you constantly turn down.

I am just here when needed,
and lately no one needs me.

I used to think my purpose
was loving you,
but you changed your mind
and decided you no longer wanted
a constant weight,
written with my name,
on your chest.

I am a book on a shelf;
pick me up when you’re bored,
put me back when you’re done,
never to be opened or touched again.

—  10:37 PM (s.s)
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On the phandom (and why it needs to change)

hello there,

recently I’ve noticed a lot of people are leaving the phandom, including some of my favourite youtubers, phan blogs, internet friends etc, etc, and I’m noticing a pattern…

first of all, it’s their choice to leave if they feel unhappy and this isn’t attacking them, it’s just addressing the issues the phandom is creating and how we can prevent these causing other valued members to leave.

One thing I’ve noticed with a lot of people who have left, is that in their blog posts or videos about leaving, they’ve all admitted that they wanted to stay, and that they wished they didn’t have to leave because the phandom was like a home to them, but certain elements have drove them to feel unhappy and they didn’t want to have to live in this ‘toxic’ environment. This is the drama that’s created by immature phandom members, the hatred towards younger phandom members that’s driving more of them out, shippers who FORCE phan and generally mean people who aren’t doing the community any favours.

Another thing that I’ve noticed (which I can empathise with to an extent) is that in every vlog/post i’ve seen about leaving, they’ve always said that they’re not enjoying D+P’s content anymore for whatever reason, be it they find it boring (as if they’re wearing out their old outdated jokes to the extent they’re unfunny or cringey, for example the ‘existential crisis’ and ‘don’t cry craft’/’protip’) or that they feel D+P are being insincere and fake (many people (including me) believe that since the American tour started, they’ve become too ‘famous’ and the creator - audience divide is incredibly strong, making them appear fake.)

Of course most of the ‘toxicity’ regarding the phandom is surrounding the members of the phandom and I’m not trying to attack D+P in any way, it’s just a lot of us want the old, sincere, opinionated, kind hearted D+P back; the way they were before the tour.

Overall, I believe it’s unfair that a lot of lovely people who were once part of this community are being pushed out due to ignorant people, a ‘toxic’ environment surrounding them and D+P’s attitude changes.

I’d like to end this with a shitty light-hearted metaphor, 

the phandom is like a bag of skittles, or a pack of starbursts (or any other sweet of choice)

it consists of all kinds of flavours and colours, there’s red ones, purple ones, green ones, yellow ones, pink ones and then there’s the orange ones.

nobody likes the orange ones (let’s say they’re the type of people I mentioned in the first paragraph) but they’re still there, no matter what you do, spoiling what could be an amazing pack of starbursts (that’s you guys) full of talent, creativity and lovely, valued members. But nothing can change that, and some starbursts (let’s say red, because they’re the most widely enjoyed, or maybe purple) will get too absorbed into the fact that the oranges are there. They will get so upset about those oranges they’ll fail to realise that there are so many more colours that balance out the bitterness of the orange starbursts, and if that happens, they’ll leave, meaning there will be less red starbursts. If this were to carry on in the way it would, there would eventually be no other colour than orange and the phandom will be disgusting, embarrassing and it will become a true dystopian horror that will go down in history as one of the greatest mistakes, I can see the headlines: “starburst releases packets of ‘all orange’ starbursts.” we do not want that to be our legacy do we? Surely we would rather go down in history as a wonderful group of individuals who support each other and produce happiness and creativity.

 The thing is, if we want that to be our future and we want to carry on improving the community and inviting new members with open arms, we need to work together as a phamily (was that cringey? I’m sorry) AND THAT INCLUDES D+P  to focus on the positive and simply ignore the shit going on in the background.

And that, is how we will make the phandom great again

If you feel strongly about this, it would mean the world to me for you to reblog so that it can be spread and we can improve our community


thank you for listening, this has been a PSA

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my fav ladies!! 💪 🌐 💕  

just a couple of twitter doodles to get back into drawing again! and deal with my descent into DCEU hell ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ̀ 

  • Sam: How are you feeling today, Danny?
  • Danny: I do not.