Hey, let’s be fair.

It’s been on my mind for a while, and well I haven’t had much time to type it out. I just want to say that I honestly love Old Xian for every 19 Days update they give us. I don’t ever question the story since I believe it has reasons for the way it is.

I mean, here are some topics that causes common commotion:

1. Zhan Xi hitting Jian Yi.

Sure he does it since its a force of habit, but it doesn’t mean it’s right. And well, I hate to break it to you, but that shit won’t stop until much later.

Ahh, yes. Patience is the key. Especially in 19 Days. We won’t see Zhan control himself from hitting Jian Yi in the next update. That’s obvious. Want to know why? Because Zhan can’t automatically just stop hitting Jian Yi. It’s impossible. It’s almost like an addiction. For example: Smoking. You don’t completely stop smoking within the next day. It takes effort. And when we see Zhan thinking before hitting Jian Yi  as a common occurrence, is when he’s making an effort to stop. Then we fucking celebrate like there’s no tomorrow. Because that’s when he’s realizing what he’s really doing to Jian Yi. Hence, a deeper understanding of their relationship. I fucking love that Old Xian just keeps doing what they do because, like I said, it’s for a reason. I may not be right, but at least its realistic.

Plus, when we come back to the future Zhan and Jian Yi, maybe Zhan forgot about the affects of hitting Jian Yi. So, we start with the process of him getting out of habit. all. over. again.

2. Filler Update.

Yes. This update. (181). I can’t even think it’s a filler update. But that’s because I’m hoping Old  Xian will continue chapter 181. Who knows? On a more theory note, maybe Old Xian will have Zhan start arguing with Jian Yi when he jokes around like that. And we could all tell that it scared him. So why wouldn’t he get mad? I mean, Jian Yi was just almost kidnapped the other day, so I kind of find it sensible that Zhan reacted like that. You know what? I dream of Zhan getting so riled at Jian Yi that he pushes him against the wall but doesn’t do anything other than press his forehead against Jian Yi’s. And he’s standing there not letting Jian Yi move because Zhan wants to express how much it really affects him when Jian Yi pulls shit like that. So, they’re like that for a while and Zhan slowly talks and lets Jian Yi know that he really scared him. And at the same time maybe Jian Yi starts crying since it really shows how much Zhan cares. Maybe something ‘fluffy’ will happen. Then the chapter becomes “Story-line”.. Hell if I know; I mean its Old Xian we’re talking about. FuckIReallyWantToTurnItIntoAFanfic

3. Main Gays Becoming Side Gays.(?)

Okay just stop and think for a moment. We’ve had how many chapters that were dedicated to ‘Side Gays’? Don’t worry, I’ve already done the math for you. 106 chapters with Zhan and Jian Yi and 20 chapters with He Tian and Mo Guan Shan. (Depends on how you look at it & excludes art). Now that really says something. I also think people are getting impatient with 19 Days because it isn’t focusing on  Zhan and Jian Yi. And that’s completely understandable. These past updates have been developing a story that isn’t theirs. And of those updates how many chapters since we haven’t seen ‘storyline’ action from Zhan and Jian Yi..? Depends on how you look at it, but I’d say 12. (Chapters 169-181). And that’s.. how many weeks, or should I say days? 84. Eighty four days since we’ve seen plot chapters with Zhan and Jian Yi. Of course we miss them and people would get the feeling that ‘it’s all about Mo Guan Shan and He Tian now”. When really, it isn’t. That’s what time does to us and that’s why I stress that it’s important to be P A C I E N T.

He Tian and Mo Guan Shan started having (even more) fans than they did before when chapter 170 struck. And the ship-art/fanfics exploded within chapters 170-181′s day count. (77 days) FuCK we saw them kissing. Why wouldn’t the tag be populated with TianShan fanarts of the sort? Sure Old Xian put Zhan and Jian Yi aside to highlight or focus on He Tian and Guan Shan’s development. I mean, they’ve only had 20 chapters with just the two of them together in contrast to 106 chapters with Jian Yi and Zhan. Let’s be fair. Just give TianShan a chance to grow, learn, develop, change. Because just 20 chapters won’t cover it all.


“He’ll say anything to get what he wants.“ 

 Ezra + Guilt (After Malachor) 

One of the many reasons why I loved that Holocron merge scene from "Holocrons of Fate” is what Kanan said to Ezra. He told him to trust him and I love Ezra’s response to that because I can see him flashing back to “Twilight of the Apprentice." 

Remembering the last time he put his Jedi training in the hands of someone else, the last time he didn’t trust his Master and didn’t put his faith in him, Kanan ended up blind. And Ezra never wants to do that again. So in that moment Ezra did the very thing he didn’t do in TOTA— he trusted and put his faith in Kanan and that's BEAUTIFUL.

Could my brain please just stop being that active at night? I dreamed 

Warning: absolutely fucked up and it only shows what a freak i am lol, Death, Angst

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Tag Whaaaaat?

I’ve come to realize something that is quite irritating. Every time I go into the VK tag, the “related tags” never have Kaname listed as an option. It’s only Yuuki, Zero, or a ZeKi tag. Furthermore, if you try to tag Kaname Kuran there’s no popular tag for it let alone one at all and if there is one, which their normally isn’t, it’s never in the popular tag section. 

 I’m glad that at least the YuMe tag is still alive but it’s disheartening and almost angering to see that Zero has several tags that are popular while the other main, male protagonist of VK does not have one. Kaname is an important and irreplaceable character to Vampire Knight and without him, the plot would not have the course it does. In fact, some volumes would cease to exist altogether.

 He should be just as valued in the VK fandom as Yuuki and Zero are. After all, a love triangle does require three people.

I could go on but…

Originally posted by xxpenciledinxx

The Robert and Aaron scenes today were both Gut wrenching

and beautiful. Both were willing to die for the other. Aaron so Robert would leave him in the car and Robert because he was not gonna let Aaron die in that car. He didn’t care as long as Aaron was out of that car and safe. I also liked how Robert remained calm and logical and managed to calm Aaron down when he regained consciousness.

Both Danny and Ryan were outstanding, Aaron’s: “I love you, ok. I love you. Please, just go.” Gutted me as well as Robert screaming “no!” underwater and literally breathing life into Aaron as he struggled to free him. SIGH. That’s love right there. If anyone doubts how much Robert and Aaron love each other I got to ask what show are you watching? They love each other and are literally soulmates and the love of each other’s lives. Now, they just need to be happy. I know Aaron won’t die but it’s still worrying and I need to see what comes next. I also want them to get engaged.

But the whole crash scene was freaking scary I don’t know how many times I screamed as I watched the stunts unfold. P.s I also think the person dying is James.

Bad News Guys

I unfortunately have to cancel the blog takeover. I’ve had a lot of stressful things going on in my personal life lately and at first I was okay but it’s finally starting to catch up to me and I’ve been exhausted. I also have not had much time to write so I’ll be spreading my posting out a little more so that I don’t stress myself out even more. You can expect something every other day instead of daily until I am able to get my shit together. I’m blessed to have amazing friends that take some of the stress away and I love them so much ❤.
So yeah, just please be patient with me while I “recover” I guess, prayers would be much appreciated. Love you guys.

Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars..

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some poor schmuck: you can’t headcanon lucio as deaf/hoh! because music!

me: my dude…have you ever been around deaf people listening to/making music because i assure you…deaf people LOVE their music

besides, look at lucio’s design: backpack looks kind of like a subpac, his headphone could be a fancy hearing aid, gesture controlled music, i dunno it just kind of fits 

DANCE MAJORS AU. (Part 1, Part 1.5, Part 2, Part 2.5, Part 3 finale) 
Contemporary Ballet Dancer Shiro is someone everyone admires and basically Everyone’s Crush™ but he already have his eyes set on a certain new hip-hop dancer recruit next door who’s always wearing red. He doesn’t have the guts to ask him out–at all. However, he asks if he could teach him hip-hop dancing.

family photos ft. lance

excluding coran bc i can’t do him any justice


#that little smile on this face#he has literally never seen a girl like her#he believed in her and she did it!!??!!#look !!! at his face !! he looks so in awe of her#he loves her so damn much i’m??????#and the slow mo like ???? kill me rn#i’m d ead