Regarding that ask about what it was like to have someone, please do elaborate! I love what you had to say and I really want to hear more if you feel like sharing!
I can try to muster up an elaboration sure!
(oh and note: these feelings can apply to platonic
relationships as well. I’m just going down a romantic route because that’s my
It’s hard to describe what having someone is like now, just
as it’s difficult to describe what having someone would be like, if you don’t
have them currently, but I’ll do my best to explain my words.
I suppose a decent analogy would be the feeling of being
comfortable at home.
Like discovering another half of yourself and feeling whole,
if you believe in that.
Having someone in your life can be a common desire, but I
personally believe you get something you certainly wouldn’t expect out of it,
but of course that differs from person to person.
For myself personally I just wanted a close friend, however
what I truly needed ran far deeper than that.
What I needed was to be around someone I could be my true
self with. My real attitude my real voice, etc. and after the person got to
know the real me, they wouldn’t turn away or leave me alone, even after
experiencing all my flaws. I needed to
stop putting up walls and damaging myself. I needed someone to fight with,
against, and for me; for a better future
for myself. I needed someone to actually care about me and to make sure I believed
they did without a doubt.
I needed to be shoved out of my comfort zone and had to
learn that it was ok to smile when I wanted to. And I ended up getting that
with Brian, which makes me very lucky, and incredibly thankful to him that he took the time to get through to me, and to be there for me.
Having someone is to be able to help one another grow. And it’s a beautiful thing to experience. And I”m very happy I finally got to do so.
team RWBY themed PSD pack to match Raine’s team JNPR PSD pack, which you can find here! this was made for my 450+ follower milestone, but it was all Raine’s idea. like & or reblog if you plan on using any of these !!
I wanna cry when I compare Niam hug with Larry hug in the last fan picture. I mean, WHY IS IT LIKE THAT? WHY ARE THEY LIKE THAT? If Niall and Louis were switched it would look different. Harry was trying not to touch Louis so much. :(
harry and louis left that gap for zayn cry with me.
Ask me about how I often feel like I was diagnosed with Asperger syndrome because autism is “in vogue” and personality disorders have fallen out of fashion, because when I idly read the features of schizoid personality disorder I’m like “WELL.”