anonymous asked:

What are your top 5 Olitz scenes?

#1 S4 finale cuz I’m still screaming…I mean seriously I have never let out such a long and unintelligible scream and gotten up and jumped around watching a tv show like I did when this scene came up. It was just such an unexpected and welcoming surprise…

#2 The Trail from the bus where Fitz said ‘What kind of a coward was I to marry her and not wait for you to show up?’ because it’s my all time favorite scandal quote, to the hall scene in the hotel where he tells her to just go in her room, to her going to his room instead and of course their still so fucking hot first time

#3 The scene in the oval after Fitz gets back from the hospital where Olivia says ‘you almost died….don’t do it again” and the way he looks up at her and says “ok”. That coupled with the scene after Big Jerry’s funeral where Fitz is chopping the wood and she comes finds him and pulls him into a hug and he cries agains her. It’s just so beautiful to me watching them take of each other, but particularly her taking care of him because he’s the president and the most powerful man in the world (or would be in the funeral scene) yet she’s the one who is there to take care of him and help him and ugh melting in a pool of my own feels.

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Addiction: Hole in my soul?

Last night, I went out for dinner and I’ve been dealing with the feeling I felt last night for sometime, but I’ve just never been able to put it into words. I guess empty and blank sum it up. I watched Russell Brands documentary about addiction to recovery and he mentioned having a “hole” in his soul…

For some reason this analogy sparked something inside of me, it was almost like my soul just lit up and nudged “This is what you’re feeling, you’ve been trying to fill something inside of me”

I then did a quick Google search, “addiction hole in soul” and sure enough many forums came up describing the exact way I felt.

Then, somebody quoted some lyrics “Hole in my soul where the wind blows through” now this freaked me out, because at times it feels as if not only wind is passing through me, but the entire world. It’s as if my body is just a bridge and the rest of the world is a train going under.

Now that I’ve identified something I’m feeling, how do I deal with it? How do I fill this hole? How can I continue to stay sober when my soul is aching for wholeness?

I guess I’m posting this because I’m sure there are people here that have this feeling too and I’m trying to reach out and connect as much as possible. I’m going to begin counseling again (I say this every other week, but I have finally really accepted that I can’t deal with this on my own and that I need help.) So I’ll bring this up in session one day.

For the time being if anyone else has felt this way, how have you managed to fill and mend this hole in a healthy way?

Today, I fucked up... by quoting the great Shia LaBeouf to my dad

So this actually happened yesterday. My dad is working on a project for one of his friends and asked me to come over Saturday to help him move it if he finished. He called me Saturday and told me he couldn’t get it done in time, so we agreed I would just help him when I came over on Sunday, since I usually have dinner at my parents then.

Well, I arrive Sunday a couple hours before dinner to help him out and he kind of softly tells me that he wasn’t able to finish the project. So I decided to pull inspiration from the one and only Shia Labeouf and give my dad some motivation. I start yelling ‘YESTERDAY YOU SAID TOMORROW. SO JUST DO ITTTTTT.’ I even did the awkward flexing and everything. My dad always stays up to date on crap like that so I was sure he knew what I was referencing.

My dad burst in to tears and I knew I had fucked up. Turns out my grandpa got some really terrible news about his health and was given a few months to live. My dad had been really preoccupied the last few months with my grandpa and this project so he had no idea what I was even doing…Needless to say, my mom’s yelling at me, my dad was crying and I was fumbling around like an idiot trying to show my dad a youtube video of Shia LaBeouf on my phone ……

by rudeboyboyboy

When it came to you, I always allowed my emotions to cloud my judgement. I knew that you weren’t good for me, but for some reason I couldn’t let go. Maybe it was because I invested so much into us. Or maybe I was just weak and being with someone was better than being alone. Nevertheless, you were toxic, killing me slowly on the inside. Even though you were physically there, you were very much mentally absent. I think what I’m trying to say is, I deserve better. I can’t do this anymore, and we have to end.

-I’ll always love you, but this has to end. 


She handled herself like a lady. I definitely think anyone that has that aura that she had about her, has to have a great family. There was just something about her aura. You wanted to talk to her, you wanted to know her.

Aaliyah had a big influence on all of us. She was the first major young female artist to come out [in her generation]. We are about the same age, so it was very inspiring to see someone like that. She went to a performing arts high school and so did I. I just really related to her. It made me feel like, alright if she can come out and she’s young, so can I. It gave me inspiration and hope that we could do the same thing.

Her voice was so smooth, it was so sexy and soft. She cold do a lot of interesting things with her range. She could go very high and she could go very low. Her tone was just beautiful, it was sultry and sexy. But the most amazing thing is she could dance so well and sing so well, too. She just had this whole cool sexy vibe about her, the way she performed in videos and live. It even came across when she talked. But even though she was sexy she was still sweet and wholesome at the same time. There weren’t too many people like that. 

I would have loved to have worked wih her, definitely. Her and Timbaland, they had a whole magic when they went into a studio and I could never wait to see what the next album was gonna be like. She always had a sound that was hot. Aaliyah was the first celebrity to really embrace us. Everyone else was nice and they were cool but she was like extra sweet to us. And she hung out with us. She had just gotten her driver’s license so she came to the hotel and picked us up and we went to the mall.

It was hard for us to keep in touch, because you know how it is, with us doing a record and with her doing records and movies, we were always on the go. So we only really saw each other at awards shows. But I know it was always refreshing to see her and I was excited. I interviewed her two times for the MTV Movie Awards. I did the pre-show. I was really nervous about doing that because it’s hard talking to celebrities sometimes. I was so happy and relieved when I got to interview her because she made me feel so comfortable, everytime.

~ Beyonce Knowles remembers Aaliyah, 2001

This is going to really mess me up in the future. I told my sister that my mom needed her. She was in her room, and she came out of her room, and I shot her. And she rolled down the stairs and I shot her again. And then I went down and I shot my mom maybe three or four times, but I’ll never forget this. My sister, she came downstairs and she was screaming and I was telling her that I’m sorry but just to hold still – that, you know, I was just going to make it go away. But she kept on freaking out, but she finally fell down and I shot her in the head about, probably, three or four times. - Jake Evans on the phone to a 911 dispatch officer shortly after shooting and killing his mother and sister/

For me, the level of sadness and lack of inspiration and joy in general—that was hurting my work. I didn’t feel motivated. I was just depressed. Going to meetings, or trying to push for things: It was this little flame that was barely flickering anymore. The moment I came out, I felt every cell in my body transform. I was happier than I ever could have imagined. You feel excited about life, and motivated and inspired. You want to do more. You want to go on adventures. For the most part that was gone.
—  Ellen Page on coming out
In fact,“ I told him, "I don’t really give a fuck what you do.” He looked at me, surprised at the things that came out of my mouth. “If you want to go, then go, honestly. I’m not going wait around anymore for you to finally decide if I’m worth your time. If you don’t want to be with me, then go.” Then he walked out the door, just like I knew he always would.
—  Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #116

anonymous asked:

Wow you guys got me fucked up! Like? Okay I have a question why are you so into the Larry ship? Are you blind? They aren't gay honeyyyy😘. Damn it's true You Larry shipper really are hurting the fandom.

I’m into the larry ship because it’s so obviously real. If you can’t see that, I think you’re the blind one. You can literally see the love as they look into each others eyes. Their love is the realest love I’ve ever seen.

and this is just the top five gifs that came up. there are plenty more. I also know that Harry is not straight. he was out of the closet as bisexual before he auditioned for the X-Factor, and even now he is hinting that maybe is isn’t straight. Here is Mr. Styles answering the question “What is a important trait in someone?” after Liam says “Female. That’s a good trait." 

And here we have Harry again, telling Niall "Don’t knock it till you try it”. I don’t believe for a second that Harry is straight.

Louis on the other hand…


We literally have proof of him saying that he is gay. So sorry, your opinion is no longer relevant.


Fuel the Fire Challenge - Day 4: Favorite Location - Claude Monet’s Garden

“When I look deeply into your eyes, I see more than just three years of our marriage,” I profess. “I see ten, thirty, fifty, sixty years with you, and I see us returning to this place. I see us old and at the end of our lifelines, staring out at this water, on this bridge – as consumed by love as we’re tragically consumed now.”

thelegendofalyssa replied to your photo “hAHHA so this is actually for a p angsty purpose in the fic believe it…”








Jimin (Angst) ~ I Need U (Part 1)

     This just randomly came out of my mind a few months ago but I never finished this. Warning this is a touchy subject. This is about some bullying so please be careful, I wouldn’t want you reading something you don’t want to read. There are also some swear words included. This is quite long, but I hope you enjoy.

     Part 2


     Shotgun, aimed at my heart

     You got one

     Tear me apart, and them some

     How do we call this love?


     "Jiminie!“ You yelled as you caught up to him in the hallways.

     "Hey, your aegyo is irresistible like usual” he said, pinching your cheeks lightly.

     He wrapped his arm around you, lowering his head so he was facing you completely, stopping in the middle of the hallway.

     "I’m only 2 months younger, I’m not cute,“ you pouted.

     "You call me Jiminie,” he said, raising his eyebrows. “Plus, you’re my girlfriend,” he smirked.

     He leaned in closer towards you, your lips barely touching. Closing your eyes, you leaned in closer…

     "Eww, why so gushy" Jimin’s friends all shivered.

     Your eyes widened as he stopped midway to your lips. He sighed, rubbing his temples irritably.

     "You guys have the worst timing,“ he scoffed.

     "Well you’re both all kissy-kissy in the hallways, so expect this to happen,” one of his friends mocked, chewing his gum.

     You stared at them awkwardly, avoiding their gaze. ‘Them again’ you thought. You shuffled nervously behind Jimin, but not noticeable enough for questioning. You looked at them as they spared a quick glance at you, rolling their eyes.

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“Bucky!” you called. He was thrashing around in bed, groaning in agony as his hands clutched the sheets tenaciously. “Bucky, come on, wake up!” you called once more, gently shaking him. His eyes shot open and his metal arm gripped your arm that came up and touched him. You let out a small wince. His eyes went from stone cold to soft and remorseful, and he quickly release the tight grip he had on you.

“God, (y/n), I am so sorry, I–I– it was just a reflex,” he explained. "I am so, so sorry,“ he was quick to apologize.

"Buck,” you started, "Bucky, it’s okay. It’s alright, you don’t need to apologize- I’m the one who woke you,“ you reassured him. He nodded, then he sighed, lazily flopping back down onto the bed, muttering, "I am such an idiot.” You sighed as you lied down next to him.

“Do you want to talk about it?” you tenderly asked, stroking his hair above his ear with he surface of your thumb. He let out a lingering sigh, turning on his side to come face to face with you. His eyes lovingly scanned your face.

“I love you, so much. You know that?” his words were soft, slow and sincere as he spoke. You softly grinned.

“Yeah. I do, Buck. I do.”

I never look nice,“ she said. Like he was an idiot.
"I like the way you look,” he said. It came out more like an argument than a compliment.
“That doesn’t mean it’s nice.” She was whispering, too.
“Fine then, you look like a hobo.”
“A hobo?” Her eyes lit.
“Yeah, a gypsy hobo,” he said. “You look like you just joined the cast of Godspell.”
“I don’t even know what that is.”
“It’s terrible.”
She stepped closer to him. “I look like a hobo?”
“Worse,” he said. “Like a sad hobo clown.”
“And you like it?”
“I love it.
—  Eleanor and Park by Rainbow Rowell

So I flipped through it and I really shouldn’t have because I think I have an ulcer now. It’s one of those really aggravating “this book is not for the easily offended, I will not stop for politcal correctness because surprise surprise Im an asshole, and white and rich enough to get away with it”

It’s so full of out of context and poorly interpreted quotes. The whole book reads in first person ranting, and I’m so appalled that this is the book I am expected to see at the very front of the store. Marketing is behind every decision of what book is placed where in these stores, this is what people are being told to bring their attention to.

It’s so fake in acting like it’s not being racist. In one line it goes on about America is the most accepting of different religions, then on the page across goes off on a tangent of how you need to be suspicious of anyone who identifies as a Muslim. How the problem “isn’t Muslims” but the “very religion itself!! 1!1”. It is full of “us” and “them” ideology and I’m just gonna stop now before I get an even bigger headache.

Preference: singing in the shower

Matt: He could hear you from the kitchen singing “give it to me I’m worth it.” And he could help from snickering as he made breakfast, when you came out in just a towel asking if he could make you eggs he replied with “Well of course darling, after all you are worth it.

Wesely: He heard you when he had walked past the bathrokm, back tracking as he caught sound of your voice singing something about the shampoo in your hair. He knocked on the door trying to stiffle his laughter you yelped jumping when your realised he was listening in.

Anatoly: He smirked walking toward the sound of your voice entering the bathroom with out knocking. "You know Y/N you could be singing for another reason.”

Vladimir: He was humming along with you, brushing his teeth while you sang, laughing when you got the lyrics wrong and correcting you. (“It’s fall out boy vladimir no one knows what they are saying!”)