just-another-day-in-life

Late night shopping.

…I should just…put like..some limits to which pages I can access.
I just ordered a Trust WideScreen Tablet.
as well as a eye-shadow palette with 180 shades on it OTL  

…was there anything else…
Oh yeah, two new shirts!

*watches money fly away and waves at it*

 Now I’m hungry too but I just brushed my teeth, damnit

Better to just go to bed, have to be up for baby sitting tomorrow morning~

I want to fix the friendships that Ive messed up this year. One in particular. Its as if were total strangers now and I absolutley hate it. And I know its my fault for pushing you away but I guess you would have to look at it from my prospective to grasp what I was thinking. Im not proud for bascially not being there for you, but under the situation it was quite hard, but i think it will better our friendship in the future… hopefully.

A day full of hurt.

First of all, I fell outside in the morning because it was fucking slippery.

Then, I burned my finger in 160C sugar. I was caramellising it and for some brilliant reason (note; on phone with dad) I decided to test it with my finger.
Needless to say, it hurt like hell. 

as to what comes to other things.

I guess I’m just not the type of person for close relationships.
I always, always end up hurt. in some way.
I care too much.. I let people too close, even when I know they are the type that are bound to get me hurt.
I thought I was done with this one already, but no, today just slapped it to my face again.
It’s just so tiring.  
The moment I think I’m clear with something…everything gets tipped upside down and I end up blaming myself for it.
I’m just..tired of it.

I just…want to hide under the ground in a little hermit base and never talk to anyone again, just read books for the rest of my life.