just watch the video you will not regret


This is what my YouTube channel looks like with YouTube’s new restricted mode, which has unfairly targeted some LGBTQ content for being “sensitive material.”

21 of my 43 videos disappear. 

In case you missed it: YouTube says it “wrongly” filtered out a ton of LGBTQ-related videos in a recent update to its Restricted Mode feature. This has affected virtually every queer YouTube creator from @tyleroakley to @everyoneisgay to little ole’ me. So, if you watch my YouTube videos in Restricted Mode, the videos above with an X through them aren’t available. 

Oh, and YouTube’s statement about the whole thing just sucks:

“We are so proud to represent LGBTQ+ voices on our platform – they’re a key part of what YouTube is all about. The intention of Restricted Mode is to filter out mature content for the tiny subset of users who want a more limited experience. LGBTQ+ videos are available in Restricted Mode, but videos that discuss more sensitive issues may not be. We regret any confusion this has caused and are looking into your concerns. We appreciate your feedback and passion for making YouTube such an inclusive, diverse, and vibrant community.”

So under that logic, the “more sensitive issues” that aren’t suitable for a “tiny subset of users” (like, say, a teenager with unsupportive parents who’s trying to get online from a school library where PORN IS ALREADY BLOCKED) include:

  • A discussion with my 90-year-old grandmother about how she eventually accepted having a gay grandkid
  • A conversation with my mom about This Is a Book for Parents of Gay Kids and why I didn’t have a proper coming-out
  • A crowd-sourced glossary of the differences between bisexuality and pansexuality 
  • A silly video with my fiancée where we write down things we love about each other
  • A collaboration focusing on the experiences of queer people of faith

And a lot more. I’m livid. Queer YouTube means so much to so many people. For millions of LGBTQ people (especially youth) whose rights are under attack, YouTube creators and viewers have built a community of resources that you just cannot find elsewhere. This is a mean and senseless kick when we’re already down. And we’re not going to shut up about it. 

Send LGBTQ YouTube folks good vibes & subscribes today. (If you’re not already subscribed, find your friendly neighborhood bisexual YouTuber [it’s me] here or on Twitter.)


I have no idea what’s happening but i’m in tears..

it’s so weird being a LOVE from before Produce 101, because before I followed pretty much all the Nu’est blogs and had trouble finding any videos of them with English subs that I hadn’t already watched 

and now suddenly there are lots of new Nu’est blogs that I don’t recognize making awesome content and new youtube channels subbing videos

and I’m just like welcome, greetings, thank you I love you


This new Mary Lambert music video dropped a few days ago and I haven’t seen anyone talking about it but it’s amazing and super catchy and super gay (both the video and the song) and more people need to be talking about it!!!

Please watch this video I promise you won’t regret it

Curiosity (M)

Originally posted by kimdaddynamjoon

Pairing: Cam Boy!Seokjin x Reader

Genre: this is pure filthy smut

Word Count: 1,796 words of Seokjin ruining your panties (you’ll thank me later)

Summary: You weren’t the one to watch porn, heck, you didn’t see the point in it. From what you had heard it was filled with unrealistic sex and poorly acted out scenes by men and women, but curiosity had gotten the better of you one day.

Part One / Part Two / Part Three / Part Four

You weren’t the one to watch porn, heck, you didn’t see the point in it. From what you had heard it was filled with unrealistic sex and poorly acted out scenes by men and women, but curiosity had gotten the better of you one day.

One of your friends had come up to you the day before while you were on your way to class.

“Y/N!” You turned around and saw her running up to you, placing a hand on your shoulder and panting. “You literally didn’t run that far and you’re panting? Get some exercise dude,” you laughed a little, teasing her.

“Shush, oh god okay. So…” she began once she had regained her breath, straightening herself back up, her eyes staring into yours as an awkward silence filled the air. “So…?” you began.

“You know Kim Seokjin right?”

“Yeah no duh, of course I know him. We’re friends. Anyway what’s up?”

“He’s kind of…a porn star?” you could only stare at her in disbelief before bursting out into laugher. “Porn star? God, what a good joke. Have you even met the guy? He’s way too innocent for that.”

“Yeah sure. Look, I’m running late for class, but I’ll send you a link to his page yeah?” you raised an eyebrow, totally not believing her ridiculous statement, but you nodded back anyway.

Going back home that day and opening the link that your friend had sent you, what you hadn’t realised was that the statement you once thought to be ridiculous, wasn’t ridiculous at all. In fact, it was very, very true. Kim Seokjin, your friend, was in fact a kind of porn star.

You stared at the page in shock. Little square boxes and dirty photos invaded your eyes, his webpage was filled with sinful videos of himself either smirking at the camera or having his hand wrapped around his very impressive length, you only gulped in response. You knew it was kind of wrong to be scrolling through his page when he hadn’t even told you be was doing this, but you couldn’t help it. You couldn’t tear your eyes away from the beautiful but vulgar images that were popping up on your screen.

You closed your laptop in a hurry and took in a few deep breaths, trying not to get too worked up over the fact that your blonde friend, was doing porn behind your back.


The next day you woke up and tried your best to distract yourself from the thought of Seokjin’s videos and his entire page, but you couldn’t help but be drawn back to the thought of watching one of his videos, just too see how it is. That wasn’t weird right?

That resulted to where you were now. Your eyes glued onto your laptop screen as you clicked on one of his videos, being greeted by a shirtless Jin, his lower body hidden behind the camera, a cute grin was on his face and then he waved to the screen. He stepped back, letting you see his naked self and you covered your face at the site of it. Instant regret and lust started to run through your body.

Why were you doing this? It wasn’t right to see your friend naked, especially if they hadn’t told you they were doing porn. He had to have a good reason to not tell you, right? But the lust was running through you. Yeah, you’d always thought he was good looking, almost too good looking for his own good. You’d had a few 19+ thoughts about him here and there, but this was only making it worse.

It was only when you heard the sound of something wet did you tear your hand away from your face. Jin was sitting back on a chair as his head was tossed back, eyes closed, his adam’s apple bobbed up and down, his hands were placed around his cock, pumping it quickly, wanting release. Suddenly something popped up on your screen making you widen your eyes and furrow your brows as you read it.

26/11/16 | 9:48pm

Jin’s live cam starting in two minutes. Come and watch ;)

Live cam…it wouldn’t hurt to see something else, right?


Those two minutes, could not have passed by slower. You were chewing on your nails, watching the numbers count down on the screen until they hit 0:00. A slightly blurry Seokjin popped up on your screen, supporting that innocent smile of his again, his upper body was clothed this time (to your disappointment). To the bottom of the screen you watched people’s comments, everything ranging from how good he looks to how they wish they were able to suck him off.

Concentrating back on Seokjin, you looked up too see him bite his plump pink lips, his hands coming to undo the top two buttons on his shirt, exposing his beautiful collarbones and some of his upper chest. “You want this off?” his voice was definitely a few octaves lower, sending shockwaves down to your core. He was looking down at the comments, smirking when he saw everyone was going crazy at the idea of him just taking off his shirt.

He brought his hands back up to his chest, slowly and teasingly undoing the buttons on his shirt, his slightly tanned skin being seen more and more. He slipped it off his broad shoulders before running a hand over his slightly formed abs, his boxers just able to be seen above his jeans.

“What do you want to go next?” He hummed as he ran a hand through his dyed blonde locks, staring into the screen with a smirk. He chuckled a little, some comments amusing him. Seokjin’s hands came down to his black jeans and undid the button on his jeans, slipping the material down his legs and tossing it to the side somewhere. It was only then when you realised the large bulge in his boxers. Even though you’d seen his dick from previous video’s you’d watched, you couldn’t help but gulp at the sight, wanting him to just take off his boxers instead of deciding to tease everyone.

Seokjin cupped his erection through his boxers, an airy moan escaping his plump lips before leaning towards the camera, the smirk forming on his face again. “You want to see this?” he moved back after a few moments and slid off his boxers, his cock hitting his stomach with a small thump. Your breath left your lungs at the sight, he was astounding, how could someone be that…perfect?

He took a hold of his cock pumping it slowly, bulging veins were able to be seen along his length and his head was pinkish red, swollen with arousal. He sat down on the bed, getting comfortable before smirking back at the camera and wrapping his slender fingers around his cock again as he began to jerk himself off, a soft groan released from his lips. You couldn’t help the dirty thought that popped itself into your head. You would have loved for your lips to wrap themselves around his swollen cock, or for his fingers to be knuckle deep inside your walls as your gripped at those beautiful, broad shoulders of his.

Fuck having sanity and some sort of respect for your friend. You were beyond gone at this point, you didn’t even realise but your hand had slipped itself into your shorts and under your panties, your fingers rubbing your clit hoping for some sort of release.

Your thoughts were interrupted as you heard a small, soft “oh fuck,” escaping from Seokjin’s mouth as his eyes closed, drowning in the pleasure. His hand stopped pumping his cock at the fast pace it was going at before and moved up and down slower, like he was teasing himself, he opened his eyes and bought his thumb to swipe across the opening in his head and collected the precum that had seeped out. He bought his thumb to his lips and wrapped them around it, sucking at his thumb and a low groan vibrated from his chest, the bitter taste of himself turning himself on more if possible.

Licking away shamelessly at his own precum, you couldn’t help but moan and slip a finger inside of yourself at the sinful sight that was in front of you (well, through a laptop screen). He bought his hand back down to his cock and gripped it tightly, moving his hand up and down at a slow pace again, but slightly bucking his hips into his hands. Another thought filled your mind, you’d love to be on your hands and knees as his hips snapped into yours roughly, his hands coming to grip your hips as the sound of skin against skin would be heard.

“Oh shit, fuck- just, just like that,” Seokjin groaned again, his words were barely above a whisper but they were filled with such desperation –  his other hand that wasn’t occupied with his cock coming to play with his balls. You tossed your head back and thought of how his balls would be hitting your clit as he took you from behind. Your breathing had definitely became more laboured and you were bought closer and closer to your orgasm with the thoughts of fucking your friend invaded your mind, as well as the sight of him laid out on the bed with a layer of sweat covering his body.

His hand quickly was becoming a blur over his cock. Seokjin’s head was tossed back and his jaw was clenched tightly, a vein bulging on the side of his neck as he was bring bought closer and closer to his height of pleasure. “God- fuck, so close baby,” his voice was slightly louder now, a few moments later his mouth was open in a silent scream. Thick ribbons of white were shot out from the head of his cock and covered his chest and his hand. He slightly thrusted into his hand as his high came to a close, his chest was heaving up and down once he’d finished, his entire body was covered with his own cum.

The sight of Seokjin being covered with his own cum was one of the hottest things you’d ever seen in your life and that’s all you needed to bring yourself over the edge – waves of pleasure consumed your entire body and a drawn out moan of his name fell from your lips. When you opened your eyes again, a tired, but cum covered Seokjin was smiling back at the camera and winked before turning it off, leaving you disappointed. You reminded yourself that you definitely needed to talk to him about this tomorrow, after all, maybe you could help him this time instead of his hand.

well, it was a roller coaster of emotions while writing this omfg. i actually really like how this turned out though (probably one of my faves!) feedback is appreciated :)

Movie Night

genre: fluff/little bit of smut

summary: a movie night with jaehyun is that and more

a/n: I’m pretty sure this is my first time writing for nct, so hopefully it’s a good first scenario for them…I also haven’t done a request like this before and I haven’t done smut in awhile, so bear with me lol

Originally posted by taeyounq

“Jaehyun just pick a movie already!”

You called from beneath the covers to your boyfriend who had been in the next room looking for a movie for the last fifteen minutes. He always did this. Taking forever to pick a movie, and then by the time you two start watching it, you’re asleep within the first hour.

Keep reading

The strongest Talon: part 6

A/n: wow this was a long one! Hope you guys enjoyed the series.

You watched the boys train in the cave and hoped that they would go along with your plan. You clutched your notebook, which had the messages, and walked over to Dick and Jason. You figured they could tell the other two a bit more discreetly than you would’ve been able to.

“Dick, Jay, could you guys look at this file? I’m trying to get back in the swing of things and I wanted to make sure the theory I have about the latest rash of robberies is right.” You said as you handed it to them.

Jason opened it up and they both began to read. Thank god that they had incredible poker faces. Otherwise, it would’ve been obvious something was wrong right off the bat.

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Lee Jeno || I (Love) Hate You

Jeno imagine

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Summary: When the bad boy at school secretly sends you love notes

Originally posted by mkayjaemin

‘Just another day at hell.’ You thought as you stood in front of the tall school building. You let out a deep sigh before entering. You walk quickly to your locker, opening it and sticking your belongings in there and shut it. You looked around the hallway, hoping he isn’t here. ‘Good, the coast is clear.’ You think before walking down the hallway, hoping to make it to your first class before he comes to ruin it.

“Where do you think you’re going, small?” A familiar deep voice said from behind.

Too late.

You groan and turn around, facing him, the last person you wanted to see today or any day. “What do you want Jeno?” You spat at him.

He grins, “You think I would want anything from you? Please. I just came here to mess with you, of course.” He said before pushing you against a set of lockers behind you.

You grew annoyed of his ignorance and teasing. You didn’t know when this guy would stop messing with you. You couldn’t even think of a single reason why he would bully you, he just did it when he felt like it, is the reason why you think he messes with you.

You were angry. Wait no. You were furious. You had enough of this guy picking on you every single day and giving you a hard time. Ever since you moved to this school 2 month ago, that’s all Jeno has been doing to you. Bullying you. He hasn’t even said a single nice thing to you.

You got up from the ground and dusted yourself off, brushing past Jeno and marching off the other way. You just want to have one nice, decent day. Just one. But no, you can’t even go a full passing time without Jeno approaching you and beating you. ‘I just want this to stop.’ You thought before walking in to your first class.

The school day went by slowly as you sat in your last class of the day, watching the clock slowly ticking.

‘Ugh, can’t the bell just ring already?”

*ding ding*

And there it is.

You quickly stand up and grab all your stuff and run out of the classroom and school building. You sprint to your house, which isn’t that far from the school, and open the front door. “Mom, I’m home!” You yell as you take off your shoes by the door. Your mom walks out of the kitchen and holds a small pink envelope. “Y/N, you got something in the mail today.”

You widen your eyes as your mom hands you the envelope. You see “To: Y/N” with hearts drawn all over it. You run upstairs and into your room to open the letter.

As you read it, you can’t help but blush.

“Hi, Y/N~ I just wanted to say that you’re really beautiful and I can’t help but melt every time I see you. You make my heart beat really fast and I just have the sudden urge to wrap you in my arms and never let you go. But for some reason, I can never do that. I just suddenly forget who I am and do the opposite. I hope this letter puts a smile on your face. You’re beautiful when you smile, and I just wish that smile was for me. Not soon, but sometime. But anyways, I hope you’ve enjoyed this letter. Have a nice night and get lots of rest! XOXO”

You had no clue who wrote this letter but you got to admit, you found it absolutely adorable and precious that someone would write such a letter to you that didn’t fail to bring a smile to your face.

That night, all you could think about was who the person that was behind the anonymous letter even was.

The next day at school was surprisingly…calm. Jeno hasn’t messed with you (yet) and no class was hard today. You could say today was a good day. Probably the best day you have ever had at school so far. And what made it better was that you found another letter from the same anonymous person yesterday.

“Good luck in class today! You look so gorgeous today ^^ but then again you look gorgeous everyday XD”

The note was sadly short but it was still adorable and so sweet, you couldn’t help but smile as you read it. You didn’t think anything would ruin this nice day until the person you hated approached you.

“Oooooo, is that a note?” Jeno asked from behind your shoulder. You widen your eyes and hide the note behind your back.

“So what if it is?” You spat at him, getting more irritated since he pretty much ruined your happy day.

He grins, “Whatever. I just wanted to say sorry.”

You raise an eyebrow. ‘Did I just hear him correctly?’ “Wait, what did you just say?”

“I said I’m sorry for being such a jerk to you. I’ll make it up to you. Just come to the rooftop after school today.”

He looked serious about this, so you thought he was actually sorry about everything. You still couldn’t fully trust him, though, but you went with what your gut told you to do.


He gave you a smile, which you’ve actually never seen before other than the time that he would laugh at you after beating you up. but this smile was much more different. It was more sincere. He actually looks kinda good when he smiles..

It was the end of the school day, and you went up to the rooftop, curious as to why Jeno would suddenly want to meet you up there. As you make your way to the rooftop, you see a crowd of students and you see Jeno in the middle of all of them.

“Guys, she’s here!” A guy in the crowd said. They all turned their heads to me, making me shrink into place. I see Jeno turn his head towards me as he approaches me, a small grin plastered on his face.

“Y/N, you’re here~ Just in time.”

You raise an eyebrow. “In time for what?”

He smirks as he holds up a rope. You’re curious as to why he’s holding a rope until you look up. Before you know it, a huge bucket of chocolate milk is poured all over you.

You could hear everyone laughing, taking photos, and recording you. You see Jeno standing in front of you, laughing and pointing fingers at you. You felt your face turn red and you were done. Done with everything. You hated Jeno. You just wanted him to leave you alone and stop messing with you.

You stood up and wiped some chocolate milk out of your eyes. “You really think this is funny?!” You shouted at Jeno. Suddenly, the laughter died down. “I’m done with you and your shit, Jeno! I hate you! All you do is mess with me for no particular reason and I’m done with it! You have no idea how shitty my life has been ever since I came to this stupid school. Just leave me alone, I hate you!” You ran back into the school, ignoring everyone that was looking at you weirdly, and ran out of the double doors. You sprinted back home and ran inside, not even bothering to close the door behind you, and ran upstairs to your room, shutting the door. You were crying your eyes out. You hated life, you just wanted to flee from this world.

As Jeno sat in his room, he got a notification from one of his friends. it was a video of the incident with Y/N. He tapped on the notification that lead to the video, and watched it. Jeno could feel tears swell up in his eyes as he remembered back to what Y/N said to him earlier. He loves her. Yet he did all this stupid shit to her that he regrets and has been regretting ever since. “Fuck, I’m so stupid…” He ran his fingers through his hair frustratingly and laid down on his bed, facing the ceiling. I gotta make it up to her.

it was finally the weekend, which meant Y/N didn’t have to worry about being picked on Jeno again. Y/N always looked forward to the weekends. Not only because school is out, but also because you don’t have to worry about Jeno and his antics.

As Y/N was lying down on her bed, your mom walks in, holding an envelope. “Another note.”

Y/N jumps up and quickly snatches the note out of your mom’s hand.

“You seem to be getting these notes a lot. I wonder what they’re about.” Your mom says, wriggling her eyebrows up and down. Y/N blushes.

“Just something.”

“Okay~ well, enjoy that letter then.” Your mom says before walking out, closing the door behind her.

‘Oh, I will.’

Y/N quickly opened the letter and read what it said.

“Y/N, meet me at the park down the street at 11:30.”

Y/N raised an eyebrow in confusion. Until the realization hit you. ‘Wait, am I going to meet him? The guy behind all these letters?!’ Y/N squealed at the fact that she is actually going to meet this guy.

Y/N was waiting on the park bench, clad in a floral shirt and light blue jeans. As you waited patiently, you were surprised and alo angry to spot the one person she did not want to see at all, walking up to her.

“Why are you here?” you spat at Jeno as he approached you.


“You jerk! I told you to leave me alone. Can’t you listen?!”

“Y/N, just listen to me-”

“If you’re here to beat me up, then fine, go ahead.”

“Y/N, I don’t want to beat you up, and I never did want to.”

“Wow, you’re a terrible liar.”

“But I’m not lying. Y/N, just hear me out.”

You cross your arms and sigh, rolling your eyes. “Fine.”

“Y/N, I’m sorry, okay? It was stupid of me to continue messing with you. I should’ve told you this earlier, but I like you. A lot, actually.”

You widen your eyes and hold yourself back fro blushing, even though you fail at that. “W-wait, wh-what?!”

“I like you, Y/N. I tried to deny these feelings on the first day you came here since I’ve actually never felt this way towards anyone. You’re so special to me, I’m sorry for the dumb shit I did to you these past couple months.”

“I’m special? Special enough so that you can beat me up everyday and make fun of me?”

“No, it’s not like that! Y/N please just forgive me.”

You could hear the sincerity in his voice and also see it in his eyes. You wanted to trust him, but you still don’t know if you can.

“How do I know if I can trust you or not?”

“Well, would you believe me if I said I’m the one who wrote you all those love notes to you?

You widen your eyes and you could not believe what you just heard. ‘J-Jeno is the one behind all those nice and sweet letters?’

“N-no! you can’t be! He’s so nice and caring, unlike you!”

“Y/N, please… Believe me.”

You felt tears about ready to fall down, and you almost run away until Jeno grabbed your wrist and pulled you back. You felt your back bump against his chest.

“Y/N. I like you so much. Please, don’t leave.” He whispered in your ear, wrapping his arms around you.

You widen your eyes and you wanted to escape from his strong grasp, but you can’t. You wondered if you felt the same way towards him. Did you?


“Please, Y/N. Forgive me and all those stupid mistakes that I made.”

You turned towards him and saw that he was currently crying. You had no choice, but you engulfed him in a hug. Jeno was taken aback by the hug, and you had to admit, you were too.

He wrapped his arms you and whispered a “Thank you.”

As you break the hug, you guys stare into each other’s eyes. You had to admit, Jeno is really good looking. And the fact that he’s currently smiling while staring lustfully into your eyes, makes your heart melt and you could feel your face heat up just by that.

“Gosh, I really like you, Y/N…”

“I like you too, Jeno.”

He widens his eyes, shocked. “REALLY?”

You giggle, “Yes, really.”

He engulfs you into another hug, but this time, tighter.

Before you both know it, you both are inching closer towards each other, and kiss. You felt sparks fly as your lips touched his soft ones. As you broke the kiss, your foreheads touched each other’s as you both smiled at each other.

“I still can’t believe you’re the anonymous person behind the letter. Gosh, you’re so cheesy, but it’s cute.”

“Pfft, you loved my letters. But you love me more.”

“Maybe I do…”

“Yes.” Jeno pecks your lips softly. “You do, darling.”

“Gahh, I do love you, you cheesy idiot.”

He smiles at you and lifts you up into his arms. “And I love you too. So, so much.”

To: Im YoungMin

I would like to sincerely thank you for allowing me to get to know you. You’ve shown how selfless, humble, hardworking and talented you are throughout the show. 

Although, you didn’t make it in, I hope you hold on and don’t think you’re lacking or unfit to debut. If there’s one person I wholeheartedly think deserves to debut and can make it in this industry, it’ll be you. 

I  will wait for you and support you no matter what for a very long time. I will also never regret choosing you as my one pick because seeing how you are as a person and your determination throughout the show is just something I cant help but really admire. 

Anyways, throwback to the time I accidentally came across this video and  got captivated by  your smile  and made me decide to watch Produce 101 so just I can see you more.

I seriously thank you for getting me into pd101, a show I was against  and for allowing me  to know so many amazing people .

crankgameplays livestream 4/2/17

just a tiny lil recap (6 pages on paper to be exact)

  • he doesn’t know what to do, still getting his shit together
  • “I just wanted to say sahh dude” (shoulda kept a ‘saahh dude’ tally tbh)
  • said he wasn’t feeling good, hes got tummy aches
  • didnt feel like recording, so he streamed instead
  • doesnt really want ppl donating to the channel, but he appreciated it
  • someone said they wanted more original songs from him and he was confused
  • he started playing overwatch
  • on the Hit it fergie video: now he really wants ppl to stop tweeting him about it, he did the video just to shut them up
  • ppl are spamming ‘soft and neat’ thanks for your contribution phandom
  • apparently hes horrible at overwatch
  • ppl want him to play ukelele but he aint got one, the one he had in the 12hr solo stream was kathryns apparently
  • he hardly plays overwatch and frequently gets killed
  • “I’m an overwatch king dude!! Saahh…”
  • tbh its much calmer than his videos,,,,, voice is much deeper,,,, more relaxed,,,, good for the soul
  • so many “sahh dude”s
  • he forgot to tweet out the stream link oops
  • hasnt watched the walking dead in a while, he fell behind
  • used to watch twd with his dad a lot
  • he also misses his parents a lot
  • he talks about how supportive they were in everything he did, they never said one negative thing
  • they would drive him 45min back and forth for gymnastics :’)
  • he also cried while writing out a long birthday message to his dad :’’’)
  • “balls balls balls balls” -in the midst of a battle or something
  • “how did i die?” -ethan, when he dies
  • Ethan, brian and G are doing a panel for indy popcon and hopefully a m&g
  • he likes that ppl feel welcome here in the community
  • “Ew gross girbeagly? Stupid…” idk the context i just wrote it down lmao
  • “You guys really dont have to donate!!!” x23442345
  • will probably make more battle cats videos
  • he misses maine
  • doesnt like pacific time bc its super hard to schedule things and videos
  • had a road trip to canada w his bro just before he moved to la
  • He’s not going to do another snapchat video
  • In a dry spell when it comes to games lately, hopefully it stops soon bc theres new games coming
  • Robin is watching apparently???
  • Ethan says pax south is much more chill than pax east
  • He regrets not taking the time to reupload all his videos from the old channel onto the new one
  • Theres apparently 700 privated videos on the old channel
  • Deciding what music to play in the background
  • “Big jazz boy, yeah thats what i am, you know it”
  • *burps into the mic*
  • He put on the flower crown “i am adorable” :’)
  • Says we should listen to the podcast “the comedy button”
  • He listens to a lot of podcasts actually
  • Ethan does not live with mark, and he doesnt film in his office
  • Fave thing abt maine is his friends :’)
  • Once he moved away he really started to appreciate the town he came from
  • Probably gonna keep the blue hair for the rest of 2017
  • He likes ppl cosplaying as him
  • Someone asked if hes dating kathryn and he said no
  • “I’ll tell her about that, she’ll laugh”
  • Dancing to the music (this happens throughout the stream)
  • Someone asked if he could help them name their puppy
  • “Omg i love puppies i hope you love her forever and give her treats tell her i said hi!!”
  • talked about his pupper cooper (rip) and that she was his best friend
  • he really wants a girl dog, but he knows hes too busy rn to take care of one
  • Had a slight allergy to dogs but it probably went away over time
  • he’s playing with a silver ball
  • If youre mean and bullying ppl then u dont belong in this community, be respectful!!
  • says the ball is somewhat like a stress ball
  • basically he constantly needs to be doing something with his hands due to adhd
  • He did not go to college, took a gap year,,,, then another one,,,, then la happened
  • Considered going to film school and if he had time he’d want to do a short film
  • He doesnt think he could have a job that isn’t creative
  • He’ll think about doing a tour of his place,,,, possibly,,,, one day
  • Fave 21p song,,,,,,, heavy dirty soul,,,,,,,, maaybbee
  • He’s a scorpio (i only put this bc for some reason i thought he was a libra)
  • Mixed feelings about the ‘dark side’ character thing: he doesn’t want to come off like he’s copying jack & robin, but he does like the communities ideas
  • wants to be more consistent with trash goblin podcast
  • Crankgameplays name origin: dad owned a company called ‘crank’ & ethan had a poster of it in his room and then he and andrew were deciding what to name the channel, eth saw the poster and then bam
  • thanked the ppl who donated to the channel (lots of name butchering)

And thats what you missed on glee

Loving Eyes || Jack Maynard Imagine

Everyone knew that Jack was a ladies man. But I couldn’t help but fall in love with him, I knew him better than anyone else, I’m his best friend. Sure he was a player, but I knew the real reason for the revolving door of girls, that passed me in the morning bodies clad in last night’s clothes. His ‘reason’ was that he was afraid of commitment, afraid to have his heart broken like it had been previously. I have stood by him through it all. Jack had made it seem like he was trying to get me to fall in love with him, he would call me nicknames like 'princess’ and 'baby’, he would kiss my cheek and forehead and he would defend me anytime I needed him to.

“Josh, Conor, Jack are you home?” I call out into the flat that the boys and I shared. When no one called back out to me, I made my way into my room and saw that the photo of me and jack that I had sat next to my bed had a note attached to it, it read “You’re such a slut! You’re a freak! What does Jack see in you? Crushing on your best friend is pathetic. Do you fuck everything that has legs?”

I felt tears spike my eyes. Who would write something like this about me? The boys are the only ones apart from myself that have keys to the flat. I place the note into my pocket and let the tears fall down my face. I hear the door to our flat open and voices make their way inside. I quickly wipe my face and plaster a fake smile on my face.

“Hey Princess,” Jack walks into my room, “How was your day?”

I want to tell him about what had happened but the fear of him agreeing with what the note says stops me from mentioning it. “Yeah it was okay, I guess.” I trail off, turning away from him and sit down on my bed and cover my face in my hands. Hoping he would just leave so I could let the tears fall, but as fate would have it he didn’t leave instead, he started rambling on about the video that he and Joe had filmed earlier that day.  

“Jack I really need you to leave,” I say, his eyes snapping quickly to mine. I watch as his striking blue eyes mine. I downcast my eyes away from him so that he cannot see the pain, that I know if I let him search long enough, he \will find.

“Y/N?” he whispers and takes a step towards me.

“Please, Jack. Just fucking leave me alone.” I half shout at him. Looking up at him. I watch as pain restates its self on his face. I immediately regret what I said. He doesn’t know what’s happened. I shouldn’t be taking my anger out on him. But I don’t make any attempt to apologize, I lay in my bed and wait until I hear Jack close my door.

I let the tears fall. Before I know it I am sobbing, gasping for air. I take a moment to try and catch my breath but I can’t. I sit up and continue to gasp for air, still, no air makes its way into my lungs. I feel panic make its way through my body, making it even harder to breathe. I take the step towards my door and open it shortly before I collapse, alerting the boys sat on the sofa.

“Y/N? What’s wrong?” Jack runs over and crouches down next to me on the floor, I clutch at my chest.  

“Help me.” I wheeze out. He takes my hand in his and places it on his chest.

“Breathe with me, Come on, in and out, copy my breathing.” He whispers.

I do as he says. I grab onto him when I breathing evens out, and sob into his shoulder. He grips onto me just as tightly as I do to him.

“What happened?” He asks.

“I can’t tell you,” I whisper, “Here.” I place the note into his hand. I watch him as he reads the note. Anger flashes through his eyes. He stands up and shouts “What the fuck is this?” The others in the room make their way over to jack and read the note that he has scrunched in his hand.

“Uh, Jack, that’s Casey’s handwriting,” Josh mumbles. Casey is one of the more recent Flings that Jack has had. Jack turns to me and pulls me up and into his chest.

“It’s alright Bub, I won’t let her or anyone else hurt you anymore.” He mumbles.

“Please don’t call me stuff like that,” I trail off, “I don’t want people to get the wrong idea.” I pull away from I’m and wrap my arms around my torso.

“What do you mean? Were befriends.” He says holding a hand out towards me.

“I don’t want to be Best friends with you,” I say, It’s now or never, I need to tell him how I feel.

“What? Is it because of the note, I swear I’ll make her regret ever writing it.” he takes a step towards me attempting to grab my hands. But I step back and raise my hands away from his.

“Why can’t you just see that I’m fucking in love with you,” I shout out. Watching as the other boys step away from us and into Conor’s room.

“What?” He asks, taking another step towards me.

“I know that I shouldn’t love you. It’s a big mistake. But over time I see you I just want to be in your arms. Can’t you see that you’re the only one that matters?” I take a step toward him and search for any emotion I can find in his eyes. Love, I find love I his eyes.

Dating Taehyung (V) would include

- your parents kinda looking at you a little funky when you brought him home to meet them, your dad kinda like….is he aight tho

- over dramatic Taehyung whenever he ate yours or your mothers cooking, “oh my god, oh my god, get my phone, call namjoon” “what Taehyung why u okay???” “This pasta is….its….so….good.” “…..”

- him changing his name in ya goddamn phone every day, and your wallpaper, but it’s just him, you look at your Instagram profile, it’s him too, and your Facebook? It’s him again. Don’t give your phone to this boy.

- Taehyung dressing you up, like you’d be tired from a long day at work and he comes in trying to make you feel better by dolling you up and making you drinks and it kind of works

- Taehyung putting more alcohol than he should because he doesn’t know how to properly mix drinks so he just throws it together and then you’re drunk trying to sing Christmas songs in English and he’s calling namjoon like “fucking help I don’t know what I did” while you try to put in your the grinch who stole Christmas box set

- Taehyung rubbing your head and combing his fingers through your hair while you softly fell asleep in his lap, 45 minutes into the grinch and chill

- Jimin coming everywhere with you, like you’re all pumped to go out to eat with Taehyung but then Jimin is there with his mom sunglasses and backpack more hyped than you are

- Taehyung trying to constantly get you to film some videos on the v app with him, but you’re too shy so he kind of just pouts at you until you agree and instantly regret it because how the frick do you handle this alien on live TV without flicking him

- him picking you up in early morning hours when your bangs are still in your curler to watch the sunrise with you in this abandoned field, while he unknowingly takes pictures of a still half asleep you drinking the coffee had bought you, giggling when you miss the straw like 3 times

- the rest of bts kinda wondering how you fit with him so well? He’s by himself on the personality spectrum but like with you his personality just fits in so well with you that it kind of amazes them

- Taehyung the type to not finish what he started, like y'all will be kissing it up on the couch and shit will get heavy and you’re about to reach for his shirt but then he’s like omg! I have practice! Gtgtgtgtg

- he also the type to send you sweaty pics of him in the practice room mirror with dumbass captions like, ‘workin hard or hardly workin ;)“

- honestly, you the type to pounce on him the second he walks back in the door though, then his slightly oblivious ass connects two and two and makes you forget your name for about an hour

- this boy…. His love would be, I don’t even know how to explain it, neither would you, or him. It’s just special, like y'all fit so good together and you can’t make sense of it but being with him would feel so fucking great that you wouldn’t even question it, y'all would just love each other.


Okay so I know I’m late to the party but I only just watched this video and this part really stood out for me.

I moved away from my home town - a shitty, suffocating little place - to a completely new country, and I’ve been given a lot of flack for it. How could I do that to my parents, why did I go so far, what do you mean you’re never going back to live there, yada yada yada. It’s exhausting to hear because doing that wasn’t exactly easy. I miss my parents, and being alone so far away is scary. But staying back there was never an option for me, and I don’t regret leaving, and I never will.

This part of the video kinda reminded me that yeah, it’s scary to be a grown-up all alone, but you know what? I got out of a really bad place for me emotionally, mentally, what have you. And I’m so, so much happier now.

So if you want change, if your heart feels ready to claw itself out of your chest and your mind is screaming at you to go, go, get us out, then do it. It’s terrifying, but you’re never alone for long, and when you’ve made it - and you will - you’ll see that it’s so, so worth it.

Everything to me (Part 2)

The tweets and comments had relaxed over the past couple of weeks. Well, the effect they had on you had relaxed. You had been yourself more. You filmed a few videos with the guys and had a laugh doing it like the camera and the viewers weren’t there. You’d been able to enjoy your relationship with Simon properly without focusing too much on the despising of your body.
But this was too much. They’d started a hashtag to clear you from his channel. They’d been tweeting the guys to try to get them to agree. Your mentions were overloaded with utter hatred for you. And you now had even more for yourself.
You felt trapped. Overwhelmed. Enclosed. And you had to get out. Before you burst.
You shook your head and ran a hand through your hair before bursting out of the ensuite and grabbing your essentials.
“Hey gorgeous!” Simon grins when he walks in, “Woah woah woah what’s going on?”
You cant look at him. Even if you did, his body would be blurred by hate soaked tears.
“(Y/n)!” He raises his voice, grabbing your arms so you were facing him, “What’s happening?”
“I-” You begin, “I can’t do it anymore” You exclaim.
“What are you talking about?” He questions, hurt and worry burning on his pale face.
“They’re non stop” You mumble, “I can’t do it. I can’t be with you anymore”
His eyes search your face like this all some big misunderstanding but he knows there’s nothing.
“Okay you’re being ridiculous babe, I thought we talked about this!” He shakes his head, “You can’t let them keep affecting you like this. Not this much!”
“Simon” You start, composing yourself more, “These are your viewers, your entire career relies on them. I can’t get in the way of that. You need to find your priorities. You need to do what’s best for you. And so do I. I need to think of you”
You nod and stare at his defeated face for one more time. And then you’re gone. It was too much for you to tell him you loved him. You just had to get out.
~~~Simon’s POV~~~
I still wasn’t entirely sure about what just happened. It terrified me to think she was on her own but I knew that was what she needed right now. I’d struggled with my own image ever since I could remember and I knew full well that when I did, I needed to be alone. But this was different. With me, there was nothing major to provoke it. Perhaps a few people calling me skinny or questioning why I never went to the gym. Only petty stuff. With her, it had reached death threats, vicious comments, disgusting words I wouldn’t wish upon anyone. Least of all her.
And so, here I sat. Let’s begin.
“Alright guys, this isn’t a normal video” I begin, eyes focused on the camera, “Its a video to tell you I’m fed up. Over the past months, since you guys have been aware that I’ve been dating (y/n), things have become ridiculous. On a daily basis, she receives horrible messages and tweets from you guys, and I’m not saying its the majority of you, but its the people that are watching my videos that are doing this. You pick up on the things you see as flaws, her body, her face, her hair, her clothes, her voice. Anything you can possibly think of arises in a tweet the following day and its disgusting” I explain.
This wasn’t like me. If I had a problem with YouTube, it was usually expressed in a tweet that I’d most likely regret in a few hours. This deserved more than that.
“And honestly, I’m asking you guys to stop. This has gone past the point of just typical YouTube girlfriend hate. Its got to the point where you’re not only upsetting my girlfriend but you’re making her feel as though its true. And it makes me genuinely feel sick to think that its you guys, people that have supported me with everything on YouTube, that are causing one of the most important people in my life to physically hate the way she is and the way she looks” My voice cracks slightly, they’d pick up on that, “Nobody, no matter what they look like, who they are and who they are associated with should be judged and hated like this. Especially after doing nothing wrong. It took a lot of guts for (y/n) to come onto this channel and right now, it seems like it’s the worst decision she’s ever made. And I don’t blame her guys”
I stopped for a moment. Here I was filming a video to the guys who wanted to know that they affected her. They wanted to know that their words hurt my girlfriend. And I was giving them that. I was giving an entire video dedicated to telling them that she couldn’t take anymore. Fuck that. They’re not getting the satisfaction.
My hands fumbled to stop the video rolling on the camera and I grabbed the two things I knew I needed- my phone and my keys. Before heading out to find the final thing I needed. My girlfriend.
She wouldn’t be at the pitch. She wouldn’t have gone to see Tobi or Ethan or one of the other guys in the tower. She would be back where it all began.
And I was right. There, in the corner of the restaurant, she sat with a glass of water in front of her and an absentminded gaze leading her eyes outside.
“Well, you couldn’t run away for too long” I break the ice, standing beside the booth table she sat at.
“I meant what I said Simon” She mutters.
“No, you meant that you thought that was best for my viewers. If I know my girlfriend at all, I know that’s not what she wants” I shake my head, sitting down opposite her.
“Maybe they should be your priority. If your viewers aren’t happy, its gonna affect your career” She points out.
“You think I haven’t said shit in the past that they’ve hated me for? Or played the wrong card in CAH that was probably a bit too offensive? Or taken a joke too far?” I raise my brows, “Of course I fucking have! And if course they’re things I regret. But this, them giving you hate” I say, “Its completely pathetic. Because you’re something, no matter how much you annoy me or prank me, you (y/n) are something I’d never forget”
She looks down with tears bubbling in her eyes once again.
“And I don’t care if they think you’re not model quality. I don’t care if they think you’re not suitable because you don’t match their dress code. You’re beautiful. And when you’re laying next to me wearing one of my shirts with your hair a mess and your lips slightly parted as you sleep, I’m surprised that you ever fell for a guy like me. But I’m even more surprised that you can’t see anything that I see” I explain, “So, I want you to forget about my viewers. I want the videos that we film to be for us and not them. So we can look back at them on a Sunday morning with our kids to show them how much their Mum has improved at FIFA or to show them how video games used to be before they were around. And if my viewers don’t like those videos, then they can be the least watched on my channel. But, babygirl, they’ll certainly be my favourites”

Congratulations, Y/N!

WARNING: NONE, This imagine shouldn’t contain anything which could hurt you

Posted on Instagram: 6th of February, 2017


Y/N’s point of view:

I stared the message on the screen like a crazy. I couldn’t still believe it, I’ll meet Justin fucking Bieber in some day in future. Maybe even tomorrow if I want

“Congratulations, Y/N Y/L/N! You got chosen from hundreds of competitors and now you have an amazing chance to meet and spend a day with popstar Justin Bieber. Please answer this message as soon as possible so we can contact with you and choose just the right day for you. Best regards, Bkstg”

I couldn’t get breath and my heart almost stopped when I read that message for the first time. I quickly wrote an answer to the message and sent it so my chance wouldn’t slip away from myfingers. I’d be too close to lose it now

This was the moment which I had wait my whole life. Till the day one and now it was finally in front of me. I clicked send and looked the little notification corner of the screen “Your message has been sent” I smiled and closed my laptop

They called me on next day and we chose the meeting on Friday at 6pm in the little café. They said that they would book it just for us. It felt unbelievable

All that just because of me

Friday came quicker than I thought and I found myself standing in front if the mirror, my hand sweating and all nervous. “It will go fine, just be your lovely yourself” my mom told and tried smile to me but it didn’t really helped me

“But what if he won’t understand me? What if I spell things wrong and say something stupid?” I let questions come out of my mouth. I wasn’t good at English at all. “He will, it’s not like they teach in your English class. People will understand you even your sentences wouldn’t be perfect” my mom told and handed me my jacket

“Are you ready? It’s time to leave if you don’t want be late” she told and I nodded back. I didn’t want be late, that would have been the worst thing ever. Especially when I was going to meet my future husband

Thought of that made me laugh myself. I had always liked to play with that idea even I knew that it will ever happen. Famous people would ever fall in love with a normal girl like me plus I wasn’t the only one who was trying to get him

I couldn’t handle that all pressure and hate which I could get. I also hated attention. I hadn’t even noticed that I was already sitting in the car before the sound of car which mom started, woke me up from my thoughts

A couple minutes and I could see him, my lifesaver, my light, person who had helped me more than no one has ever done

I was already able to see that old café where I supposed to meet him. “Call me then when you want me to pick you up” mom told and kissed my cheek

I gave her an annoyed look and hoped that nobody saw that. “Okay, I will” I mumbled and jumped out of her car. “Have fun” I heard my mom yelling still before I opened the door of the café place. I breathed deeply in and out before I stepped fully inside

And I saw him. He was standing there all handsome and tall. Damn, he was so tall compared to me. Suddenly he turned around and noticed me. My heart skipped a beat when I saw his beautiful face. He was much more beautiful face to face

He walked over me and hugged me, tightly. My heart beat so fast that I thought I’d get a heart attack soon. “Y/N, right?” he asked and pulled out of the hug and smiled. I nodded back smiling

I’d not have wanted to let go off him. I’d have wanted just stand there hugging him even it might sound so stupid. He smelled so good. I was able to feel his back muscles through his grey shirt which he was wearing

I’d have wanted to run my hands against his back even it might sound stupid. He was too perfect being a human

“How are you today?” he asked when we moved to sat on the closest table. “I’m good, this all just feels so unreal” I giggled and he chuckled back. Before I came here, I told myself to not tell that to him but here we were now. Me and my big mouth, I cursed myself

“You’re not dreaming, I’m real. This all around us is real” he said softly and moved his hand over mine. It felt weird but I didn’t pull my hand away. “I like that bracelet of yours” he said and turned the silver bracelet around my wrist

“Thanks, my grandmom gave it to me in my last birthday” I told and he nodded. “Your grandma has a good taste. I got mine to one of my fan. Isn’t that cool?” he showed a gold bracelet on his wrist. “Yeah, it’s beautiful. You have great fans when they give you something like that. Unfortunately, I have nothing to give you” I said a bit sadly now

He chuckled and moved his hand over my back. “That wasn’t it what I meant, this meeting is already a big gift to me” he mumbled and I felt how he kissed my cheek. I blushed and covered my face

“Stop it, Justin” I giggled. He looked me confused but started laugh then. “I have no idea what are you talking about. Would you like to open your thoughts a bit for me?” I removed my hands over my face and looked him shyly

My cheeks felt hot still but I didn’t care. “Why you have to be so cute? I mean, I have watched so many videos of you meeting fans but I haven’t ever thought that it would be this… umm.. intimate in real” I said but regretted my words after that more than ever. I wanted almost slap myself

“Sorry..” I mumbled and looked away. That was the another thing which I shouldn’t have said to him but he didn’t seemly mind at all. He just laughed and shook his head. “You’re not the first one who says that” he told and thanked the waiteress who brought us cups of coffee

I took it on my hand and took a sip. “I just like do things like that when I meet people. Just say if it makes you feel uncomfortable, I can handle that” he told but I shook my head quickly. “No, it is totally fine” “Good but now, would you have some questions to me, Y/N. I know you have. Don’t be too shy to ask them” he said softly before he put his own coffee cup on the table

Does he have a skill of reading thoughts, I thought shocked. “Well, how your tour has went so far?” I opened my mouth and asked. “Good, just good, of course it gives me a lot of pressure but I really enjoy doing that and seeing all those happy faces in the audience.. it’s maybe the best thing in this” he smiled and I nodded smiling back

“I can believe that but let me say that you have been doing just great. But it’s probably relaxing to have a little break now” I said and he nodded quickly back. “Yeah, it is. You cannot even imagine how amazing it is to wake up from your own bed and just lay there. No rush to anywhere, you can just lay there doing nothing” he said

He probably didn’t remember that he was talking with one of his fans. The one with a wild imagination. I really could imagine him laying on his bed but I decided just keep that fact in my head. However, it was good thing that he was treating me like a normal person, not like I was just his fan. I liked that

“What about you, Y/N?” he asked and it made me raise my eyebrows questioningly. “Do you study? Work? Or are you just planning how to rule the world one day?” he chuckled to his own question. Such a dumbass, I thought and shook my head grinning. “I’m studying in the college” I answered finally

He nodded and said that it sounded cool. “What do you wanna be when you grow up?” was his next question and it made me think a moment. “I dom’t know yet.. I just know that I’d like to work somewhere where I could leave something..”

“Something where everyone could remember me” I mumbled the last part. I may sound so stupid. “Like we everyone” he said softly and it suprised me. He really understood me. I looked him and couldn’t anything else but smile to him

He smiled back before took our empty coffee cups and brought them to front desk. He thanked the waiter before he walked back over our table

I had stood up now too and noticed how he opened his arms for a hug. I wrabbed my arms around him and hugged him tight like I’d have ever wanted to let him go

“Sorry, but I gotta go now, Y/N. It was so nice to meet and share some thoughts with you” he mumbled and I felt his warm lips against my cheek again. “It was so nice to meet you too Justin.. finally” I sighed out. We both laughed after that

“I think that we’ll see again” he said and I looked him shocked. He chuckled: “.. in my concert on next week. You have tickets right?” he completed his sentence and then I got it. “Oh, yeah. Sure, see you then” I mumbled embarrassed

He said byes to me and I said same back to him. I saw how black car stopped in front of the cafe and how he jumped inside of it. Car continue its way and he was gone with it

I sighed deeply and felt how my stomach filled with pain like it always had done after I had seen him in his concerts. This time it was just even worse pain. I missed him and his voice already

A small tears started run down my cheeks but I wasn’t sad. Those were happy tears. I felt myself extremely happy and blessed on that moment. I had just met one of my biggest idols and person who had literally saved my whole life. I couldn’t believe it

I pinched myself but I was still there. It had really happened. The waiteress smiled to me and tapped my shoulder calming before I realized that I was still inside that place. “Thank you for a coffee” I thanked her before I walked out of the building and grabbed my phone so I could call my mom to come pick me up

I dialed my best friend’s number and called her. “Guess who with I just drank a coffee??!! Justin. Fucking. Bieber” I yelled to her not caring that people would look at me. I had deserved this. I was the luckiest girl in the whole planet

You Posting a Hot Picture on Social Media while They’re on Tour: BTS


*lips dry up as he gets a better look at your cleavage* he thirsty*


“What can I say? She is so going to regret it when I come back…”


“Yep. That’s my girl. You can watch but not touch.”

Rap Monster:

Will face-time you to announce the punishment he came up with, so that you could get ready.


Will tease you with exposing his body through a video-call.


“Did she just… Yes she did.”


“Why is she like this? How am I going to perform now?!”

Thank you, whoever requested for this. Thank you.