just thought people should know haha

anonymous asked:

Regarding the ring exchange scene, apparently some leaked storyboard showed an internal monologue of Victor's. He was sad Yuuri didn't come out and say it was an engagement ring. "So this is what he means." The Japanese fanbase picked it up. Which is why he looks a tiny bit sad. I wish they hadn't cut that part, but at least Victor understands Yuuri's real intentions. Thus the "we'll get married after winning gold," comment. :') But it would have been nice with Vic's original thought. Oh well.

yep, you’re absolutely correct! if anyone’s interested, here’s a post with the storyboard and the translation and here’s another post about the rings scene! i really wish they’d kept vitya’s inner thoughts in the finished episode, it feel that it would have cleared things up for a lot of people bc it would’ve made it clear that he absolutely understood what yuuri meant, and i’m really just dying to know more about vtya’s thoughts in any scene haha ♥ sometimes i wonder how many other little things like this one didn’t make it to the final cut bc i’d love to know them all D:

oh and if this ask was inspired by my tags for this post, i feel like i should clarify that i was talking about the whole composition of that screenshot! that yuuri pov with the ring in the front and vitya in the background? i feel that the way it’s framed absolutely makes yuuri’s inner intentions clear whether he himself says it out loud (or even fully admits it to himself bc anxiety) or not ♥


So what was supposed to be a little doodle exercise in style, kinda turned into a low key self indulgent gemosona thing 😅😅😅
I’m not even that big of a Steven Universe fan
But I know that other people are so I thought I should share for mutual fans haha



Giriboy: Now..uh…this is kinda..First,..(buffering) what was the question again? (Cheerful)

Interview [G: Giriboy; D: Dingo]
G: Hi
D: ‘5 songs for initiation’ what is the meaning of the title of the album?
G: Actually there isn’t much meaning to it, i wanted to release a full album but the company told me to rest a little, so as like a resting time, I decided to release this album. Once the full album comes out, it will be continuing this. So it’s like I can’t really tell you exactly what it is

D: The titles for your songs are all only two syllable, did you do that on purpose?
G: I did it on purpose so it’ll look cool (cheerful) HEHEHEHE

D: You also included remix songs in your album, is there a special reason for that?
G: Initially before I wanted to release a full album, I was already thinking to release a remix album so as I was in the middle of receiving song remixes, there was a song ‘Mixed Up’ and I really wanted to release it…ah.. so I gave up on the remix album and decided to release a full album so this song will be the center of other songs, the song 'express highway’ is really a song I made entirely 2 years ago, and I decided to take the song..uh..then..(lost his way) what was the question again?
D: the reason you included the remix
G: Ah! (Found his way) ah, I wanted to make a remix album, and then somehow the other song (lost his way again)
D: so you wanted to release a remix album but you also really wanted to release the song 'Mixed Up’ so you gave up on the remix album
G: I gave it up
D: And you included 2 remix songs then you released the album!
G: And I still didn’t feel satisfied so I added two more remix songs and thats why this album came out, thats what I was saying. (Cheerful)

*Giriboy - i’m in (yunji remix)*

D: Giriboy’s albums: 'adjective’ albums and ’-ceremony’ albums you have these two right? (T/n: ~적인 for adjectives - the fatal, sensual, lonely, mechanical, basic album and ~식 for coming of age ceremony and debut)
G: Theres going to have one more now
D: Ah so you mean the album’s thats soon coming out is going to be in another category?
G: Yes. No no of course no uh this is a bit difficult but in the game Lol there’s a unique point. 'Hybrid = ~adj album’ the albums that people all know and AD line is like the ~ceremony albums - an album that can show only my attacking points. Now one more is left which is AP, thats is like a magician thing in the game so i will be making only the beats, and other rappers or singers can participate(? He said it wrongly haha) but i dont know when i will release that. But I think it’ll be nice if you can look forward to that.

D: Do you have any particular location or situation where you get musical inspiration?
G: I don’t exactly have that kind of stuff, I actually don’t really have much thoughts haha without really thinking much I just sit in the room and think 'what should i make today?’
D: Are you the type that is quick when it comes to producing?
G: Uh.. yes. Really I am I can say that I am quite fast. But it is also because I sometimes have the tendency to just wing it? (Cheerful)

D: What is Giriboy’s top 3 favourite Giriboy’s songs?
G: uh…I have a song called 'All Day’ That song is really good but people don’t really know that song. 'ZOA’? This (choosing his fav songs) is difficult. 'Space Flight…….2’
D: Any reasons on why you chose these three?
G: it’s just that the song 'All Day’ it’s something that is trendy now but also has the old times feel to it, and I wish this song will become famous. 'ZOA’ and 'Space Flight 2’ these songs are the music styles that I have been obsessed with nowadays.

D: Any 2017 plans?
G: It’s my plan to release a full album, but who knows there can be changes.., if the things I want to do change, since everything is just according to what I want to do..

D: There’s a lot of saying going around that you don’t speak well. Do you agree with it yourself?
G: Yes. Really I… Yes I think so too.

D: You have a song called 'Pushover’ right?
G: Yes.
D: Is Giriboy’s dating style really like a pushover?
G: I don’t really know.. (cheerful)
G: People think that the story in the songs are about myself but it’s not my story hehehe
D: It’s a story you made up?
G: Yeah, almost everything.. really I didn’t think much while writing them so

D: What kind of artist does Giriboy want to become?
G: Ah..what kind of artist…I think it’s best to just be a happy person. Even if I fail, I’ll have money saved up and go to a village and make music alone thinking 'yeah I’m not going to let you guys listen I’m going to make songs by myself’ and just listen to them alone, eating chips and just be like that at a village, peacefully.. that’s like my dream.

D: One sentence each to your fans and your haters.
G: If I perform, there’s some fans that I always see and I’m really grateful to them, i can’t do this kind of thing (the finger heart thing) I really can’t do it so I feel sorry for that.
D: How about your haters?
G: Uh…I don’t really pay attention to them but if I don’t have any (haters) then it will be boring right so… thanks for existing. HA HA HA (cheerful)

I lied one thing about this strip: this is not what I experienced.

All other stardew valley diaries were actual play logs. But, this, is just my imagination. I’m mid-summer in 2nd year in stardew valley, so I didn’t had any flower dance within marriage. I just web-surfed about my hubby(I should know all about his details even if it kills me and the fun!!!!) and found dialogues related to flower dance. haha I thought it was funny and kinda adorable, since I can rly feel his pain, I mean he’s all rebel, emo and edgy and blue jumpsuit and funny traditional dance in front of the people….well.. But there’s a problem to make him rest from his pain: if I let him go, he’ll dance with Abigail. I like her very much (her heart to me is 8, so basically we’re best friends haha) but abandon me for dancing with her, seb, seriously?

So this is my answer: Let me dance with Abigail. It’ll make all three of us happy. I can enjoy the festival (with funny, not-a-single-move-is-similar-to-others dance), Abigail’s cute, and Sebastian can rest from his duty to dance, stay happy with his edgy look. Maybe I’m actually a genius. yay!   

And…actually I lied about this total strip: I’ll definitely go dance with Sebastian. Like I said, he’s cute when he’s annoyed.

Lost and Found (Part 2)

Prompt: Imagine finding a lost dog, but it’s not just anyone’s lost dog. Who will show up at your door to claim the pup?

Warnings: maybe language, lost dog…

Word Count: 1423

Note: My precious doggie went missing on 6/10 and no one has spotted her or turned her in to the local shelters or anything. I miss her so much, but it inspired this fic. Text msg in Italics. Thanks to my darling beta @like-a-bag-of-potatoes

Tags: @amarvelouswritings @blackwidow-romanoff


Of course he knows who the fuck he is. Real fucking smooth, Y/N. Just then, you remembered all the memorabilia in your house that featured him. Even your phone. Your fucking background was a picture of Sebastian Stan. You had a Marvel cover, a giant Winter Soldier poster, several Captain America posters and photos on your walls, every movie Sebastian was in on blu ray and DVD, several figurines of him. Thankfully most of that was in your nerdy ass bedroom which he couldn’t see from this angle, but if he stepped inside, he could probably see the larger than life banner of him.

You stared at his extended hand for an awkward amount of time before taking it and saying, “I know.” You shook your head angrily. “I mean, hi, I’m Y/N.”

While you were standing open-mouthed as if you were catching flies, Chuffy was jumping all over Sebastian in his white shirt, light blue jean jacket, and dark jeans.

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anonymous asked:

Hi leela, I was just wondering, what are your thoughts on smut in fanfic?

this is one of those questions that is immense and a little bit complicated so i would probably need to have a long conversation with you in order to really work out all of my feelings on it, rather than just giving a short reply to an ask. especially bc it’s so open-ended and broad. very very briefly though, it’s not something i need or look for in fic, and if anything i would say it can make me a little bit uncomfortable. at the same time i think the notion of like mostly girls/women/gender non-conforming folks exploring their sexuality through material that is written for and by them, with pretty much zero cis-male gaze involved is fucking radical and cool. there’s a reason people in this space cling to fanfic as their erotic material of choice and from what i can tell a lot of it lies in the fact that it is such a safe way for people to read and learn about things, figure out what they’re into, with people that have similar identities to them, and completely free from the harmful power dynamics that often come with exploring sex in the real world, where 1. sexuality for women/gnc people is often super constrained, limited, and repressed, and/or 2. the intrinsic power differential in consuming porn that’s written/directed by cis men can be totally unsettling and gross. 

it gets complicated for me in the context of dnp because i can’t shake the element of their being real people whose sex lives are being objectified or fantasized about (i was wayyyy more into/cool with smut when i was deep into reading harry potter/marauders fanfic for example), and for some reason that i can’t particularly articulate, this feels much more flagrantly wrong than people just fantasizing about dnp’s domestic bliss or even super angsty breakups and fighting or something. this is why i personally don’t rec fic on my blog that has smut in it. i should say that i absolutely don’t mind it and many times even enjoy it if it’s a writer i trust and know, but for the most part it makes me feel a bit weird. a big part of that is the reality that so, so many people writing fic are underage (which then makes me feel awkward as a 22 year old, reading a child’s take on sex??? it feels innately wrong to me haha. and then i can’t stop thinking about how many young girls aren’t just learning about their sexualities here, they’re specifically wanking to the thought of dnp having sex, like those two guys in particular, and that is strange and sort of removes me from my reading experience.)

beyond that i think this fandom has extremely weird bordering on harmful characterizations and stereotypes that they resort to when they write dnp in sexual situations, which i don’t think yall need me to spell out for you. that sort of proclivity for injecting harmful heteronormativity into a m/m relationship, for using regressive tropes and roles in sex scenes, for writing unsafe sex practices which maybe is excusable in the context of wanting to get people off or something but is usually distributed without disclaimers to an audience of mostly underage people consuming that content  and possibly learning about sex through it… all of that makes me uncomfortable. and trust me when i tell you i have plumbed the deepest depths of this fandom to see what is out there, what people are making and how they communicate about these things, because i think everything about fandom is super fascinating and i wanted to learn about it, so i don’t feel that these opinions are hasty judgments without any basis in the realities of this fandom. 

in short, there’s nothing intrinsically bad or wrong about smut in fic in the most general sense–it can sometimes even be good and hot. i myself, mostly through hp fandom but also some of the fic writers here whom i trust and know, have even found things i’m into that i would never have known about without it. and i’m honestly thrilled that there is this thing that women and gnc people have ownership of in order to explore their likes and dislikes, or just to read while rubbing one out hahah. but there are some particular things about smut in this fandom that concern me. hope this all makes sense!!!! this is a really complex subject as i said above, and there are definitely way more issues i could touch on and talk about but i’ll leave it here for now.

The Dan and Phil Sexuality Post

UGHHHH here we go. 

The Dan and Phil Sexuality Post:

Before I begin, I would just like to state that everything that is about to be explained is my own opinion of the events that have taken place. My knowledge of things comes from my studies at university as well as my own life experiences. Anyone who reads this is welcome to disagree with me. I really have no desire to write posts like this as I feel it causes drama and drama makes me want to vomit and leave the phandom forever – so oh well fuck it – LETS GO.  (please keep an open mind while reading this)

First, I’m going to start with sexuality itself – aside from Dan and Phil. Sexuality is fluid. Meaning it can take many shapes, and can change. Does this mean that someone can change their sexuality? No. It just means that it has the possibility of change – especially during periods of adolescence into adulthood. And that is because, as we discover the world and the people in it, those life experiences not only have an effect on our emotional development, but on our sexual nature.

Adolescence, especially between the ages of 12 – 18, discover sexuality for the first time, and explore that sexuality. Do I like girls? Do I like boys? Do I like both? Do I like neither? Do I like only specific people? How often do I find that I like someone? And how? What is the pattern?

It is not uncommon for people to believe one thing true about themselves while in adolescence while another thing in later their 20’s. This is because the brain is typically fully developed by the age of 25, with the prefrontal cortex (which is responsible for reasoning and decision-making) being the last part of the brain to finish developing.

With this in mind, I proceed on to my second part – which is to bring in Dan and Phil.

Back before Dan started making youtube videos, Phil was the one man show. Back in the day, British youtube Culture was prominently gay or bisexual guys (Or at least those claiming to be such). It was the cool thing, it was the in thing – although people at that time didn’t call it shipping (as it was seen as more of an underground fanfiction.net type thing (oh my god…those Harry Potter fan fictions…..) the idea of two men (especially effeminate ones) was highly appealing. On youtube, however, many of the british youtubers were all about the LGBTQ scene. Dan, from what we know of his life before youtube, was not. He was just a regular guy with a girlfriend who mainly watched American youtubers who played Rockband. (As evident if you were around to capture his twitter history before he deleted it. Counterphan has part of the timeline that most people seem to miss and also has it captured how many times he tweeted Phil, the context, everything. She was very through with the pre-youtube context of the situation that K took bits and pieces of to make the PhanDirectory aka: the phan bible).

It was only when Dan broke into you youtube scene and became friends with phil that the flirtiness and claims to bisexuality were made. Before Dan, there was Charlieskies. They too, were full of the cute pictures and the flirting – so much so that people thought (and still think) they were dating. To which Charlie has clarified that they never did and that phil wouldn’t do that http://phanantiproof.tumblr.com/post/89317289011/phantiblog-x .

Back then, when the claims to Bisexuality were made, you can see in the comments that people went along with the idea that Dan and Phil were sort of “made for each other”. Friends of theirs promoted the ship and the idea of bisexualness (mainly because that was the in thing to do – these can be seen in most of comments of the Daily booths.)

It’s possible Dan went along with this just to fit into that community and was also doing it for the attention (after all, he was rewarding people with naked Dailybooths every time he hit a follower milestone – what makes you think he wouldn’t also stoop to changing his sexuality for attention too?) This does seem to fit the claim he made in a live show that all of the answers on his formspring (which is where this claim was made) were “full of lies”. Likewise, he has also stated that he was “immature and attention seeking” when it came to Formspring. http://phanantiproof.tumblr.com/post/80485884655/im-also-going-to-add-these-for-context-to-what-i

But Ren! Why would Dan want attention that badly?? Don’t you think it’s sort of insulting towards the LGBTQ community to pretend to be something you’re not? Yes- yes I do. It’s not cool. And it’s not right. But when you’re young, and not really thinking about the long term consequences of your actions especially when there is no foresight, those thoughts might not come into effect. I don’t really think Dan had any idea that this would bite him in the ass later on. Additionally, as evident by his DML video, he had no idea that his channel would grow at the rate – or to the size that it did. He’s pretty much become the most popular British youtuber to date. How could he know this back then? The things he was telling people were getting positive attention – why would he not continue?

Even though people say that there was no shipping back then, and that Dan and Phil did not have that many subscribers, this is actually extremely false. http://phanantiproof.tumblr.com/post/107450059961/in-late-2009-early-2010-dan-and-phil-had-a-lot

Because some of their friends were already shipping them, poking at it for fun, and the fans seemed to enjoy it – why not make a prank video? YISSS. That must be the answer. (I’m not even going to go into detail about the voldy video. That would make this post too long for my taste and none of you want to be sitting here for days reading it).

The spiral of lies everyone refers to – which Dan has gotten himself stuck up in several times – always seems to be the spiral to cover up phan. However, I am under the impression that the actual spiral of lies that was made comes right down to pretending to be into Phil, and being into guys. If he went back against this – I believe the backlash would be astronomically horrible, which is why it continued for a bit, until 2012 where his channel exploded with subscribers.

Everyone calls 2012 Dan’s Anti-phan phase – mainly because he was so against the idea of phan, and denied it so many times (sometimes in aggressive ways) that it really caused a slight backlash from the fans.

However, this is how I look at it:

By this point, the v-day video had made its return and was spreading throughout the phandom. Because Dan’s audience had grown exponentially by this point, many new people were hearing about it (without context) and harassing Dan about an apparent relationship with Phil. I think at first Dan tried to ignore it, or address it subtley in youtube comments, or liveshows, (as seen in my screenshots and Cori’s videos) but when that didn’t work – the customer service blog was made – which was Dan’s super aggressive way of putting down Phan since he felt people weren’t listening to him.

But Ren – he didn’t have to be so mean! Why would he be so defensive unless it was true???

(RETURN OF THE LEMON SIMILE!) <— Ok ok. Soooooo. If you’ve been following me for a while, you should know that I have a simile to describe this situation at hand. Gather around, *here have a cookie!*, sit and Ren will tell you the simile.

Imagine for moment that you dislike the taste of lemons. You don’t mind if other people like them – it’s just not for you. But image for a split second that people thought you did. At first, it might not seem to bother you. Oh, haha. That’s funny. People think I like lemons. Your friends think this is funny too. So between you and your friends it becomes a slightly inside joke. Sometimes they call you “lemonhead”, sometimes you pretend to almost put a lemon in your ice tea, sometimes you joke that lemons are your favorite fruit. It’s all in good fun. But then, one day, someone comes up to you and asks you if you like lemons. Casually, you just answer “nah.” But the people keep coming. They keep asking you. Over and over again. 3 times a week this happens till it’s almost every day you have at least 1 person coming up to you asking you if you like lemons. By this point, it’s getting frustrating. How can so many people think I might like lemons?? I should stop with the lemon jokes. So you do. But that doesn’t help anything. Eventually, a rumor starts spreading that someone actually SAW you drink lemonade. Now more people than ever are convinced that you love lemons. Out of sheer frustration for the lies you feel are spreading about you (even though in the context of this simile, lemons are NOT that big of a deal) you lash out at people when they ask you about Lemons, thinking this might finally put an end to it. But it doesn’t. People take your hostility towards lemons and say that it’s just you protecting yourself. After all….you would never get so defensive if you didn’t like lemons.

However, what people fail to realize is that when lies are spread – it’s extremely harmful, emotionally, for the person they are about. I don’t blame Dan for getting angry. Nor do I call it his “anti-phan phase”. I just see it as someone being backed into a corner by thousands of people who won’t let shit go.

I think eventually it calmed down a bit though. I think his new step was to ignore it, and pretend like it wasn’t a thing. Which was pretty much most of 2013.

Now that the phandom is fucking ginormous, I think his new tactic has been to appear as relatable as possible. And that relatability extends to joking about guys being attractive that potential people in his audience might find attractive. Do I think he is legit? Absolutely not. Danisnotonfire has turned into an internet persona. We are not looking at the actual Dan Howell – in my opinion. I have strong, STRONG feelings regarding this matter, but for the most part, imo, whatever we see on camera has been carefully calculated for teenage consumption. Which is why I put 0 weight into anything that Dan says now.

Think about this – management has to know that D&P’s sexuality is a big selling point. There’s no way they would let that be revealed – nor the exact status of their relationship. Because either way, there is going to be horrible backlash. If Dan or Phil were to come out and say they were openly Gay or Bisexual (they aren’t gay – they have said this many times. See the videos), or they were to come out and say Phan is real – they would lose thousands of subscribers that are determined to marry them. People would feel betrayed and lied to, and I personally would have lost so much respect for them for lying this entire time.

If they were to come out and say they were heterosexual, or say they have girlfriends, or move apart, or do something that would prove the non-existence of Phan, it would alienate all of the shippers (which takes up a large portion of their audience, and are the most loyal). Many people in the LGBTQ would feel betrayed and people would be very upset and angry.

It’s a rock and a hard place. They dug themselves into a ditch which I don’t think they can get out of for a long time.

Long story short – and I’m so glad this is all over – Do I believe Dan is bisexual? Maybe. I’m not going to discount the theories that people have put into place. They have really thought about those theories and I have no problem admitting that I could be entirely wrong. But I tend to lean more on the side of the heterosexual boat – personally, just based on my own opinions stated in the post above. As far as Phil - I have no idea. I’m going to go with Hetero just based on the things that I have seen thus far. 

This post is not meant to cause drama. It’s merely a place where I can express an opinion. If you agree with me, great! If not, that’s ok too. btw, you guys should really check out the counterphan timeline. 


neonhairspray  asked:

I guess the clown community should be thankful to Bill :D (You know, because you might find a fine guy under that ugly makeup haha) I'm also kinda thankful, because Alexander came back to my dirty thoughts. I had such a crush on him since "True Blood" & would wait for those episodes where he's shirthless/naked mwahaha.

Ahhh True Blood… good times. Until the 4th season tho.

What i worry about lately, is that i’ve stumbled upon fluffy Pennywise fics and i just… i mean, here i am defending people and their ability to differentiate fiction from reality with all these controversial films and books, and then i see all these humans thinking that Bill IS Pennywise and that this killer clown could turn good and love someone.

I honestly believe it’s disrespectful towards Stephen King, towards the director and even Bill himself. The goal was to scare the audience and half of them want to actually love this villain and him to reciprocate.

If ppl have a crush on the killer clown, hey, to each their own. But do NOT butcher one of the horror world’s most famous and respected villains just because the actor who plays him in this 2017 adaptation is hot.


Sorry. I had to get this out of my system.



A translation of the above JP script! It’s not that I doubt the english subs, but I figured that they don’t actually carry the weight of Prompto’s and Noctis’ words as in the original.

I’ve done my best to translate into what I think is a more accurate version of their conversation below.

N: Noctis   P: Prompto

P: What are you doing?

N: Not much. Just spacing out.

P: Hmm, I see.  -sighs-

-> Make small talk

N: A lot of things happened today huh?

P: Yeah that’s right! But everyday’s fun! Even if we almost get ourselves killed,  it’s fun.

P: I never imagined it would work out like this. Going on a journey with you guys.

N: Yeah, you’re right.

P: So how long have we been friends now? Since the beginning of high school. Hmm…. so that’s 5 years?

N: Yeah, but we knew each other way back before then. Since elementary school.

P: Eh? Why did you even remember that?

N: Could hardly forget being stared (gawked) at.

P: Haha… Well that… There’s a lot of reasons for it…

N: Even so, when we met in high school, you said “Hajimemashite” (a greeting for first meetings).

P: Ah that! It took me a lot of courage to say that!

P: -sighs- It’s somehow nostalgic.

N: You should have just greeted me normally.

P: It isn’t as easy as you say. Noct, I’m sure you won’t understand.

P: Back then, I was… Sorry! Actually, it’s nothing.

-> Urge him

N: What is it? I’m interested to know.

P: Haha, yeah I know.

P: Last time, I couldn’t talk to people. I had no friends, not any real ones anyway.

P: I was always alone. At times, I thought that I was just worthless.

-> Express interest

N: You’ve been thinking about that?

P: When everyone looks at the me now, they think I’m a fun loving person, or a happy go lucky joker.

P: They think I’m a complex person, but in truth it’s nothing close to that.

P: I always felt like I couldn’t catch up to you guys. I’m a commoner, and I’m not strong like everyone else.

P: I’m not good with people. Unlike Gladio, when he uses his social skills he seems like a totally different person.

P: Unlike Ignis, I’m not smart and I’m horrible at cooking.

P: But when I’m with everyone else, we have so much fun that I forget about my own self (points to his own weaknesses).

Then reality comes crashing back, and I remember I’m not like everyone else. I feel scared…

P: That’s why, I’m going to struggle everyday to become better.

-> Comfort him

N: I see. But I think you’re okay as you are now.

P: Eh? The me right now is okay?

N: Yes. Is there something wrong with that?

P: Ah, no. Just… I’m sorry for saying such weird things.

N: Anyway, you know I don’t make time for just anyone.

P: Eh? Why are you offended?

P: Ha… Thank you.

P: Ah, somehow I feel much better/lighter!

N: Haha, what’s with that?

P: Alright! I’m going to work hard at what I can do right now!

N: Right, I’m counting on you.

The Promptis is strong in this one XD
I hope the translation is alright! I’m not an expert in the language after all.

If there are any errors or suggestions, please let me know and thank you in advance! ^^

teddyai  asked:

The lion changes make me cry, especially thinking it could be permanent ;-; This is just a hypothesis, but I kind of wonder if blue did it to make sure Lance piloted the red lion, since it rejected Allura? Since the blue lion seems to be, in my mind, more open and understanding, maybe it knew this change was needed and chose to become the deciding factor. Thinking of it that way makes me feel a little better so I thought I'd share this with you haha

;_; thank you for sharing with me. i’m worried since in the original Golion series, this change of roles was pretty much permanent. i do think that Blue is definitely the most accepting out of them all.

 also, the fact that Red being the most fickle lion choosing Lance is a wonderful thing and should be celebrated, but I’m really biased because I’m just so attached to Red/Keith and Blue/Lance its hard for me not to miss it

i do feel better knowing that lots of people also feel this way - lets hope season 3 leave us with some non-angst!!!!!

I shaved my beard last night. It was weird last night.

I’ve had a considerable amount of facial hair since I was 16, and a full beard since I was 19 (I’m 23 now)

I got a little teary eyed when I was going to go to the store and get my razors and shaving cream. I really don’t like change - a fear I’ll need to overcome as I transition.

I already regret a couple things. Namely that I didn’t go out and commit a bunch of crimes before I massively changed my appearance.

M (the bf) says he can hardly recognize me, and it’s going to be a bit. I think that’s fair. I can barely recognize myself. I still go to try to rub it.

Also, I got M to pierce my ears last night. It’s super cute. At one point I was letting them soak in salt water and when I took them out, M said to stop the blood water from rolling down my neck before it stained my shirt. I grabbed at my cheek and was surprised at how smooth it was - forgetting that I had shaved about 20 minutes before.

In the end, I took a selfie last night with my new face. Admittedly I was high, but I looked at it and thought to myself - Hey I almost look passing. That’s the picture above.

And now I’ve been up since about 0430 having an anxiety attack about school today - which feels silly because it’s not like I’m coming out to people per say, I’ve just changed my appearance.

I’m not sure what I’m going to say to people at school when they ask. I attend a very very liberal art school, so I’m certain they’ll be fine but it’s still scary.

I think I’m just going to be very sarcastic about it until it just sorta sticks.

Why’d you shave your beard?
“Oh, you know, I was tired of being a man so I thought I’d be a woman for a while.”
Haha, wouldn’t it be funny if I called you by a girls name?
“Yeah you should totally call me Jasmine. That would be hilarious.”

Other Voice Impressions
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Other Voice Impressions

Flemeth, Shale and Wynne.

So I don’t know what I want to gain from putting this up, I did this with my fellow DAO friends in the beginning to find out who could do what. I figured maybe this might inspire people to be better than me haha

I’ve put out a casting call for a Flemeth and Wynne, looking for actresses who are around 40-70 because I think the age in the voice is better done organically. But maker do I love doing that cackle!!

I had a Leliana one too but it sucked, I can do better but I can tell people really want to audition for her so I thought to leave it out~

If you think I should officially be Flemeth or Wynne (Shale was just done for fun) let me know, but like always I’d love for someone else to have the opportunity!

But yeah, it’s late and I’m tired so sorry for the randomness haha


Some tags I’ve been tagged in and haven’t gotten around to doing. (two of these were from several weeks ago lol)

Tagged By: @marksmushroomhair, @little-sundays (twice), and @nctscenariosxo ^^ thank you for tagging me, but I’m literally the most boring person ever haha

Also to those of you who are waiting for an update, a Taeyong imagine should be up today or tomorrow :))

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anonymous asked:

Hi. First things first, I LOVE your art. I have your Idiosyncradeck, Amethyst Oracle, and Only Time Will Tell decks. I know you have several works-in-progress, so this question is aimed at the distant future. Would you ever consider creating a lenormand deck in the style of your Idiosyncradeck and Amethyst Oracle? It would be nice to have a trio. Also, if you ever create a deck with the bumble bee and flowers "lovers" card, I would buy the hell out of that, haha. Have a sensational weekend!

Hi there!

Thanks! And you’re not actually the first person to ask me that, ha. 

I have thought of it, just because I’ve seen other artists that I admire do all three. But I’ve heard that people who use lenormand are very particular, and I wouldn’t follow what “should be” that closely, cause I’m a rebel.

I do already know what the back of my hypothetical deck looks like, so that might bother me enough to make a deck one day, we’ll see. Like you said, I already have a lot of decks I’m working on so it wouldn’t be for a while yet. Maybe one day though!

Thank you!

gameranilah  asked:

Hey vee, just thought id introduce myself since we havent talked much. im Hal, im 20, i love writing and im currently working on Terrackaw my first series!

Hi! Yeah, you’re definitely one of the people on here I’d like to get to know better, haha. Your blog/writing in general seems pretty neat from what I’ve seen so far :D

And I should probably introduce myself a little as well? I’m Vee, as ya know. I’m 16, and I’m working on my first series too! Well, first that I want to finish, at least. The first book and the series overall is called Heart of Lead. It’s a lot of work but it’s great fun too!

anonymous asked:

can you explain what sin peridot is or where it's from/how it originated? like i get it's when she's morphing to her form from gem-state but i don't get why it's called sin?

alrighty guys buckle up this is the FULL and UNABRIDGED history of sin peridot.

well its actually from long before catch and release! this is the first sin peridot, drawn by yours truly. i wanted to see how minimal i could make her design, while still having it be recognizable as her.

it got the name “sin peridot” when @megaclods reblogged it and changed my caption to sin. originally i called it “minimalist peridot”. upon seeing the changed caption i started saying “sinimalist peridot”, and then shortened to just sin peridot.

this stayed as an inside joke between us and a few people, and i started drawing it as a bunch of weird shapes, usually some kind of oblong blob

then theres this. the game changer. its traced from this animal cracker, which i did because i found it hilarious and all my friends were mad at me for laughing at it for legitimately 2 weeks straight 

i decided that its sin peridot’s corrupted form. although the shape was too hard to repeatedly replicate, so corrupted sin peridot became this. an oval shaped blob with tiny legs.

at this point, more people know about sin peridot. but then, catch and release came out, and peridot was seen reforming. since only her head showed, i thought “hey i should edit it to be sin peridot”

the post is here. it ended up getting 36k notes, which is how sin peridot became more well known i guess? i dont know why it appealed to many people… i guess they thought it was a real screenshot? anyways. it got reposted a lot which is kind of annoying lol

and uh yeah. thats the history of sin peridot. i really just spent my time typing this instead of doing homework haha

citrus-adventures  asked:

*prays* I wish thee luck. Hopefully Ink will meet Fatal, and instead of enemies they will be friends..(Also, what will Fatal be doing? Hunting for Error? I wonder if he's ever gone to the Omega timeline?)

You’ll just have to wait and see what happens ;)

But I can tell you one thing for sure…

Core!Frisk knows about Fatal_Error.

And they would neither tell him about nor help him to the Omega timeline.

Core!Frisk belongs to @dokudoki

(oh and also I guess I should just add in there that Core!Frisk, being Core!Frisk, would of course know about Fatal! But it’s not like Doku knows about Fatal, like it’s not like I told them and asked about how Core!Frisk would feel about him haha XD I just studied their FAQ :) Just thought I should clear that up in case people were curious ^^;)

Lanyard Dreams pt 3

Part 1 | Part 2 


Trying not to worry too hard about what was happening on twitter the lights began to dim and only spotlights are left on the stage. The music begins to increase as the pounding in your chest does the same. The boys run out with high energy and the opening song ‘End Up Here’ begins to play. The venue is electric. Everyone is screaming and dancing. You and your friend instantly scream and jump around to your favorite song. During the song your friend sees Luke glance down at you and smile while continuing to sing the chorus. You didn’t notice because you were caught in a trance by the vibe of the venue and the song blasting in your ears.

“Holy shit Luke just eyed you while fucking singing!!!” Your friend yells over the booming sound of the speakers

Without saying a word you just look at her while still jamming out. You begin to tear up because all of emotions running through your veins right now. The adrenaline of the concert beginning and the fact you basically have Luke Hemmings in the palm of your hand.

‘Long Way Home’ begins to play as Calum walks to the front the cat walk. He begins the song with only his bass. The sound resonates through the whole venue sending shivers down your spine. Calum then walks back down the cat walk giving your friend a little grin while his back is toward the crowd. She puts her hands over her mouth in shock and complete awe.

Luke and Calum were making this concert feel like it was meant for you two. That you two were the only ones in this venue. It was special.

After exhausting your bodies completely from jamming out you and your friend are drained and sweating profusely.

“This is our last song ‘She Looks So Perfect’. We’ve been 5 seconds of summer good night!” Luke yells with elevating pitch.

The song ends, the lights turn on, the screaming dies down.

“Bruh I feel dead I don’t even know how I’m talking right now.”

“Same same”

The security guard shows you the way to the exit where you are then greeted by Dave again.

“Hey you two how did you like the show?”

“It was awesome!” You both gushed.

“I’m glad you liked it. The boys wanted to me to ask you guys if you had any plans for after the show because they wanted to invite you back again.”

Quickly answering that you had no plans Dave begins to walk you both through the fence you went through earlier. You look around and see girls once again whispering and talking about you and your friend. You begin to worry that this would cause unnecessary trouble with the boys. Checking your phone after hours of being idle you see that you gained 300 new followers on twitter and counting. Somehow someone had recognized you from your twitter and began tagging you and all the “paparazzi” pictures from the show. You begin to panic.

“Holy shit. Do you see this?” You say showing your friend your twitter.

“What the fuck I have the same thing happening to me! Your friend says panicking.

You both didn’t know what to do or how to respond. You were literally still just fans to the boys. Nothing had happened except for innocent flirting. But then you remember Calum’s shirt.

“People are tweeting pictures of me in Calum’s shirt and then posting a picture of Calum wearing the shirt. They’re even analyzing the rips and tears and everything and making sure that I am wearing his exact one.”

“It’ll be fine. Just don’t respond to anyone. It’ll just cause more shit.” You say confidently.

You’d seen this happen before with other girls that were associated with 5sos. The fans are ruthless.

You thought you were going backstage where you were before the show but then Dave quickly turns to one of the shiny silver tour buses. What in the world. You’re about to enter 5sos’ tour bus. You only had dreamed about how it would be to hang out with them on their bus and now it was becoming reality.

“Alright ladies. Just a fore warning the boys smell like absolute horse shit after shows. But enjoy yourselves!” Dave says with a sarcastic tone and then opening the bus door. Climbing up 5 steps you and your friend are greeted with sweaty hugs from each of the boys.

“Yay I’m glad you guys didn’t have plans tonight!” Luke says while hugging onto you tightly. You wrap your arms around his neck and he begins to lift you off the ground. You feel the slickness of his skin from all the sweat. You basically are stuck together. You glance over to your friend who is already sitting next to Calum on the couch.

“Yall’s tour bus is sick!” Your friend exclaims

“It’s not too bad” Michael replies “Do you guys want a little tour?”

You both nod as you begin to follow all of the boys back.

“Well this is our kitchen. We don’t have shit in here except for bananas, milk, bread, and vegemite.” Ashton says while opening the small fridge.

You then enter where the bunks are stacked up on both sides of the walk way.

“This is my bunk. The best bunk.” Michael says as he draws the curtains back. His bunk is filled with a large comforter and a Pikachu stuffed animal.

“Shut up Michael mine is the best.” Luke disagrees. His bunk has a large, fluffy blanket with his laptop rested on top.

“Both of you piss off because mine is the best.” Calum says with a little grin at the end. His eyes squint just a little creating lines on both sides.

“This is our small bathroom. This is where Calum…..nevermind” Ashton says while trying to contain his laugh. The boys all laugh. You both knew what he was referring to. Calum begins to blush while peeking at your friends facial expression. She also begins to turn a shade of red.

“Anyways get on with it!” Calum shouts

You are now at the back of the tour bus. Luke presses a button and opens a mirror which happens to be the door as well. You all gather in and are seated on a semi circle couch. Calum beside your friend and Luke beside you. The setting is so relaxed you feel like you’re hanging out with your friends you’ve known forever. As your body begins to unwind from the stress of the concert you feel an arm reach behind you. It was Luke. He begins to rest his arm on top of your shoulders. Trying not to make any sudden movements you just enjoy the moment. You turn to glance at him quickly and you catch eyes. Fuck. He gives you a closed mouth smile. His lipring pulling to one side. Not saying a word. Luke then reaches in his pocket for his phone. He begins scrolling through his twitter. Then he quickly begins typing on it. A few seconds later you hear a vibrate. Calum then reaches in his pocket and pulls out his phone. You see your friend glance over to his screen discreetly. Her eyes widen. What had she just seen? Her eyes then bolt up to meet yours. She signals for you to check your phone as she begins typing on hers. Trying to cover your screen you open the text and it reads,

“Luke texted Calum and I think he saw some tweets about tonight. Fucking shit.”

Your eyes begin to widen now. Feeling slightly light headed you close your eyes for a second trying to get your thoughts together.

“So I guess there’s some nonsense going on on twitter about you two being like extra VIP.” Luke says

“Oh forreal? Like what?” You say pretending not to know what he was talking about.

“I think people think that you and your friend are me and Cal’s girlfriends”

“Well…..haha” Calum chimes in.

Your heart suddenly drops. Feeling awkward you give a little laugh.

“Ha…haha. That’s weird.”

“Don’t worry about the fans they just get pretty protective.” Luke says with reassurance.

You then hear another vibrate now on Luke’s phone. You peek to see what it says and it reads,

“Mate should we ask them to stay?”

Luke replies with “Is that too much? Or fuck it should we?”

“So…where is you guys’ hotel at in Tampa?” Calum says quickly after Luke sends his text.

“We actually were going to drive back home tonight after the concert.” You say with an exhausted sigh.

“Well we’re not leaving Tampa for another two days if you guys needed a place to crash. We have extra bunks.” Calum replies quickly

“Oh that would be awesome!” Your friend says trying to fake her calmness.

You are absolutely pissing yourself. Your heart is beating so fast you feel as if everyone could hear it.

Michael and Ashton begin to walk out of the lounge area saying good night and going to their bunks leaving you and your friend alone with Calum and Luke.

“Cal play me in fifa” Luke says as he nudges Calum with his elbow.

As he begins to set up the xbox Calum brings you and your friend a blanket to share.

“This might get boring for you two so here’s a blanket in case you fall asleep.”

“Did you want a shirt to sleep in?” Luke looks at you “You seem kinda uncomfortable.”

“Yea actually that would be awesome thank you!” You say pissing at the fact you’ll be sleeping in Luke’s shirt. He walks out to get you one.

“Do you want one too?” Calum says looking at your friend “Well you’re already wearing one of mine but I’ll just get you a clean one just in case.” Calum walks out to grab a shirt.

This is the first time you and your friend have been alone ever since you’ve gotten on the bus.

“Oh my fucking god. What is happening.”

“I don’t even know.”

“I honestly am so awake right now it’s not even funny”


“But we have to pretend to sleep to see what they say about us…”

“You’re so fucking right.”

“Alright just give it a bit first”

Calum and Luke both enter the lounge again. Both wearing a tshirt and basketball shorts. Luke has his hair tucked into a snapback while Calum’s hair has gotten curly because of the humidity of the concert. They looked like such babes.

“This is the only shirt I have with me right now. I actually wore it already I hope that’s okay.” Luke hands you his ‘You Complete Mess’ shirt. You instantly feel tears collecting in your eyes. Trying to contain yourself you take the shirt from Luke and without thinking you quickly switch the shirt you were wearing to that shirt. Luke takes notice but then looks away quickly pretending to not pay attention. The shirt is so big on your small frame. It reaches to your knees and the arm holes basically expose the whole side of your torso. Your friend is dressed in a large black tshirt that is basically swallowing her whole. Calum and Luke turn after you both are done changing. Without saying a word they look at you both with a type of adoration. Your small bodies fitting into their large, broad shirts. It was as if you were meant to be in them.

“You guys look so cute” Luke says while smiling.

You both laugh and then get inside the blanket that Calum brought you. It smelled like boy but a good smelling type of boy scent. You both sniff the blanket. Your eyes roll to the back of your head. It smelled like heaven. Calum and Luke begin to play fifa. Yelling at each other and making stupid jokes you and your friend signal to each other to fall asleep.

After 10 minutes of “fake sleeping” Calum and Luke finally notice.

“Oh my god they’re even attractive when they’re sleeping” Luke says

“Mate I really dig them”

“Me too”

“But what the fuck are we suppose to do about the whole bunk situation? Why did you lie about having extra bunks bro?” Luke said with a concerned look

“How else were we suppose to get them to stay and not seem like total creeps?”

“Okay how about we just let them share one of our bunks and then one of us can sleep here” Luke replies

You shuffle a bit in your fake sleep and the boys stop talking completely and then pretend to talk about fifa. You open your eyes to Calum and Luke staring at you.

“Shit sorry did we wake you?” Calum says

“No no worries I just got uncomfortable” You reply.

“Oh well we can take you both to our bunks now. Luke will sleep with you and I’ll sleep with your friend. Nothing creepy though” Luke looks at Calum with his eyes so wide. What the fuck was Calum doing?

“Alright that’s fine with me!” Your friend answers quickly. Shocked by her quick response you look at her with eyes just as wide as Luke’s.

Calum begins to turn off the xbox and you all walk towards the bunks. Luke’s is on the top and Calum’s is right across from his. Right before Luke climbs in first he looks down to you.

“Oh shit hold on.” Luke says as he then grabs you by the waist. “Jump”

You jump and Luke places you inside his bunk. Holy fuck it’s small. How were you and all 6 ft 4 of Luke suppose to fit in there? You look down to see your friend getting picked up by Calum. She wrapped her arms around his neck and he scooped her up and placed her gently into the bunk. Calum was on the inside and she was on the outside. Luke was on the inside and you were on the outside.

“Night mate” Luke whispers to Calum


“Night girl” You say trying to remain calm as you whispered across the bunk

“Night girl” Your friend says with a huge smile

As you both begin to close the curtains you give each other a look. You were about to have the best night of your life.

  • Chopin: franz I...I just really don't think we should keep hanging out like this...people will start...thinking things you know
  • Liszt: like what my friend?
  • Chopin: *throws hands up in defense* a-ah no idea I guess it's not a problem if you're not thinking about it eheh
  • Liszt: are you jealous of my lady friends
  • Chopin: w-WHAT why would I be jealous of you we're equals in our field I-I mean I thought so
  • Liszt: I'm talking about lADIES frederic laaadies not my work, don't go falling for me now haha
  • Chopin: a-ahahaa of course not we're close friends franz, like brothers...
  • Liszt: absolutely frederic, have a good evening now *chuckles and leaves for concert*
  • Chopin: *muffled sobbing*

anonymous asked:

I know that your not Russian but I'm trying to make a Russian character and I really can't find any good last names I like for him. His first name is Alexis, if that helps sorry if I'm bothering you. Thanks

hm, I’m sorry I am about to start with that, but Alexis doesn’t sound much like a common (or even not common) Russian name…it’s more like a modified version or a common name, heh:D Unless it’s meant to be this way, of course. I am no way criticising your choice, just thought I should mention it too. The name is more like Alexandra, (Alex would be short in English), but in for *us* Sasha is actually a short version of a name (bizzare, never knew how it made sense hahah); but that’s just in case, I know that’s not what you asked for.

I am certainly not the one to decide what surnames are considered ‘good’, so I could just name a few that people I know have. Krivilenko, Bondar’, Cuper, Tihonova, Petrova (the ones that end with ova are the most stereotypic\common ones.), Nickolaichuk, Yakunina, Chaikovskaya..haha, there are a lot. I hope it helped:)