thank you so much for being apart of my life. you mean the absolute world to me and i’m so glad you’ve stuck around for so long. i’m sorry that sometimes i’m not a great friend to you n i’m sorry for all the times i’ve done wrong. i’m incredibly happy that you’ve stayed my best friend, even when i’m unbearable. i don’t know what i’d do if you weren’t in my life. i keep telling you this, but if you asked me to i would find a way to fling myself into the sun for you. you’re such a beautiful and fantastic person n i am so Blessed to be your friend. every time i hear you laugh, i am reminded that there are reasons to live. your smile is able to make my terrible mood completely flip. just being in your presence can cheer me up. you are so full of love and you do so much for all of us. n ur also so heckin cute. i really don’t know how you do it. stop being so cute wtf. you are the most amazing bean. i’m so glad i’ve gotten to experience so many things with you. i love the adventures we’ve gone on and the memories that come with them. idk how you feel about it but you are my soulmate. 100%. we were meant to be apart of each others lives. n if you don’t agree this might be a lil embarrassing for me. i know i’m being a Soft Bitch but sometimes i need to be sappy to remind you that how much you mean to me. instead of writing a book on what i love about you, i’ll chill out.
i love you so much, ben! i hope your 18th birthday was a fantastic one!
if there’s one thing i hate abt tumblr it’s the depression memes. Like i get it it’s a coping mechanism and yeah i used to reblog them too a lot and laugh at them but now i’m just trying to recover so hard, i don’t need that kind of negativity? I don’t want to see it i don’t want to think about them