just so we could see what he was up to

You know you’re fucked when you’re only 15 but yet it feels like the world could end right there and you would be fine with it. It’s fucked when girls and boys are so young but so depressed, so heartbroken. Feelings fuck you up, i remember when i was only a little girl and i had this whole life ahead of me and all I wanted was a boyfriend. And now after having one, I don’t understand why I needed one, it’s messed me up. Emotionally and physically, I am fucked.

He was the type of boy you could just see yourself lasting forever with, and that’s exactly what I did. He teased me so much that I used to sook about it, but that didn’t matter because at least he was making me smile in some way. He cared so deeply, and he was so sensitive even though everyone I knew saw him as this big tough guy. He was gentle, he was romantic, it was like we were 23 and just madly in love. Our relationship was beyond what you would expect at such a young age, but we were just so maturely in love. But that’s the thing, i’m not 23, i’m so young and now i’m heartbroken and it’s not as simple as going out every night to get him out of my head. I have to sleep early because of school, i have to go to school, I have to study and commit to all of my commitments and it’s impossible to get him out of my mind. He wasn’t just my boyfriend, he was genuinely my best friend and sometimes we fought as best friends would. But no matter how we were fighting, we fought as hard as we could for each other because that’s what love does to you. But one day i guess he just decided to stop fighting, and it wasn’t like I was expecting it. We always swore we would fight for each other, fight for the relationship, fight for our fucking love but he didn’t want too anymore. He didn’t want me anymore, and i can say with all my broken heart that killed me. It’s the worst thing to wake up happily in love and then go to bed broken because you’ve lost the reason why you even got up that day. He said he lost feelings, but I can’t place when. When did he lose feelings? With all of that sweet talk, the kisses, the texts, the calls, the hugs, everything and at some point he somehow started to lose feelings. And it hurt and surprised me so much because everyone knew that he was crazy about me. I saw parts of him that he would never dare to show anyone, we were so comfortable with each other and we allowed each other into our hearts but for some reason he just didn’t want that anymore. I can not place that all in my head, how you can suddenly lose interest in something you once loved. And it wasn’t like the hurt stopped there, no a month later he found himself with another girl. Making all the memories, the love, the jokes, that we were once doing. And the weirdest thing is, everyone around him can see that he doesn’t love her. Not the way he loved me at least. And i can’t seem to process the thought of why you would throw away a diamond for a fake one. Why would you throw away your perfect girl for someone who doesn’t even come close? Fuck, she’s not even pretty and yet i feel like i have to compete with her. And every month goes by, and they are still going strong and for some reason my brain still can’t process it. I still can’t believe that he’s moved on from me because love doesn’t just go away. You can’t just get rid of love because you don’t want it anymore, feelings don’t leave when you ask them too. So what is he doing with her when he can be with me? I’ve never been the girl to wait for someone, i always want to try with everyone but for some reason i am constantly drawn to him, as if he’s truly made for me and i think he is. I think he’s the love of my life and maybe i’m just not his. But when you love something you don’t just let it go, you fucking fight like crazy for it and i can promise everyone i would never go down without a fight. Okay maybe he’s happily in love with her, but what about me? What about my love for him? That doesn’t just go away, that doesn’t get excluded so fuck society and their expectations. Fuck everyone who thinks i won’t succeed. I know what I want, and i’ve never been so determined to get it.

Ok so one time when Bear was about 1 we were cuddling on the couch, it was pretty cold in our house so when I got up to talk with my mom i covered him with a blanket. When I finished my conversation i turned around and see him like this. He literally came looking for me so we could cuddle some more. I dont care what anyone says this is one of the cutest and best photos of Bear because it shows his baby side. I just love him so much!!!

Context: In our Earthdawn campaign, we were tasked with recovering the scattered pieces of a dismembered god. One was inside a temple in the jungle and as we approached, we discovered an elephant-sized tiger with two faces sleeping outside of it.

Me (elementalist): Well our Scout has Silent walk. I have this spell, Balloons of Mist and I could attach them to everyone and he could just tow us silently past the monster, what do you think?

(No one had a better idea so I proceeded to summon the balloons and prepared to attach them)

Wizard: Wait, wait… what if you attached them to the tiger?

Me: Um… sure, we can try that, but it’s not my fault if it wakes up.

(I roll to see if I can beat the monster’s spell defense and do, despite my history for abominable rolls at crucial moments. It’s a physical monster, it has poor magical resistance. The first balloon doesn’t wake it and I proceed to attach all of my balloons, but it’s not enough to lift it. Our leader also knows elementalism, so he gamely casts more balloons and attaches them. We’re already in it, might as well go all the way)

GM: You attach the final balloon and the monster finally leaves the ground. As it does so, it wakes up, but there is nothing it can do. You watch as it floats up and away over the trees, trumpeting angrily.

Me: You know, our leader’s balloons will last longer than mine, so when mine run out, it won’t even fall to its death, it’ll just float gently to the ground…

Wizard: imagine having THAT come floating down on your campsite.

So, I was just re-watching this episode and this thought came to mind. This is the first time Isak actually chooses to interact with Even, the guy he’s been having feelings for, the first time he chooses to follow him and thereby it’s probably the first time he’s indulging his feelings. What strikes me the most about this scene is the way Isak handles himself. Even offers him a cigarette and we can clearly see Isak reaching for it, but then his hand changes and he ends up picking the cigarette in another way. We could say that it’s probably because he was trying not to get burn, but I like to think it is actually a much more complex gesture. The fact is that they’re hands would touch and Isak is not in the point of his sexuality where he’s comfortable with that yet. So, subconsciously he picks the cigarette in a way that they’re hands won’t touch. If you start thinking about how on the last episode there’s a scene where Isak takes the ‘weed’ away from Even and their hands linger, being the first time they in fact are “holding hands”, I think that it makes this scene so powerful because it’s almost a single way of showing character development. Of how Isak is so much more comfortable with being himself after all that time.
Or maybe I’m crazy, who knows…

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Dating Dallas Winston would include…

- Sleeping over at Buck’s

- The gang thinking you are just another Sylvia at first

- Earning Dallas’s trust and respect

- Only calling him Dallas when you are angry

“Dallas Winston!”

“Oh come on, what did I do this time doll?”

- Becoming friends with the gang after they see that you are legit

- Dallas getting jealous at the smallest things

- You getting jealous when Dallas starts flirting with other girls

- Getting angry when Dallas is dismissive of your feelings

- Getting upset when he gets arrested

- Skirt lifting

“So I was thinking that after the movie we can- DALLAS!”

“What?”

“Stop flipping my skirt up you perv!”

“Oh please doll, you know I love the view.”

- Hickies just everywhere, places people would see them and places only the two of you could see

- Visiting Dallas while he is in the cooler

“What did you do this time Dal?”

“Don’t worry about it doll, I’ll be out before ya know it.”

- Getting mad at Dally and flirting with Socs to get back at him

- Him reluctantly giving hugs whenever you ask

- Waking up to see your hips covered in small bruises

“Really Dally? You just have to leave your mark don’t you.”

“You’ve got to admit, you look real nice with ‘em.”

“Oh shut it. You know what this means right.”

“What?”

“You aren’t gettin’ nothin’ until these heal.”

“What! No that’s not fair!”

“Deal with it.”

- Trying to get Dallas to take you out

- Dallas trying to mess with you under the table

- Having to stop wearing skirts in public

- Coming to the conclusion that you will never be able to stop him from looking for trouble

- Dallas constantly trying to seduce you

“Come on doll, we could go back into my room and have some real fun.”

“What are you doing?”

“What does it look like?”

“It looks like you’re sticking your hand up my skirt.”

- Sex in Buck’ car

- Sex anywhere and everywhere

- Safe sex because neither of you want to deal with a kid

- Dallas making midnight trips to buy condoms

- Contemplating whether or not he was just using you for sex

“Why should I follow you upstairs? So you can have a good fuck before sending me on my way again?”

“What are ya talkin’ about?”

“Stop lying to me Dallas. This means nothing to you, but why must you hurt me?”

“You’re acting crazy doll. Come upstairs, we don’t have to fuck if you don’t want to.”

“Really?”

“Yeah, come on broad, you know I won’t kick you to the streets after you give me what I want. I’m not that much of a dick.”

- Dally beating everyone who looks at you in a weird or suggestive way

- Patching him up after rumbles even when he’s being stubborn and insisting he’s fine

- Forcing him to dance with you to a slow song that you picked from the Jukebox at The Dingo

“No.”

“It’ll be fun.”

“Not in front of everybody. I gotta look tuff.”

“I don’t care. Dance with me.”

- Stealing his jacket when he takes it off and making him run after you to get it back

- Play fights that actually gets you hurt because he doesn’t know how to go easy

- Being the only one in the relationship who says the words “I love you”

“I love you.”

“I know ya do doll.”

*sigh* “Seriously?”

“What?”

- Dally showing he loves you but never admits it.

- Poison And Wine by The Civil War lyrics’ “I don’t love you but I always will.” being the anthem of your relationship because he swears he doesn’t love you but he always will love you

- Begging Dally to say I love you and him walking out because he can’t because he is scared

- Getting upset when he leaves you and getting your clothes packed to leave but him coming back and kissing you

- Taking what you can get because you believe he will never say it

- Finally taking that he will never say it or ask you to marry him

“I ain’t that kinda man, doll.”

“You aren’t that kinda man or are you too scared?”

- Dally grabbing your arm when you try to leave after sex

- After awhile you start catching Dally staring at you during the weirdest times

- Late night forced cuddles

- Dallas surprisingly being a great boyfriend, once you earn his trust


Ended up being rather long and I am not even sorry

-C and J

anonymous asked:

in your opinion, what were the yoonmin moments that you think most obvious? (sorry my english isnt good)

endplate king: yoongi and jimin were ruthless to one another, but you could still see how soft yoongi is for little jiminnie

stop coming up to my bed: self explanatory

this whole interview: i feel like this was the first time we properly got to see some sort of change in ym’s relationship since they’re just so playful here, jimin’s so casual with yoongi and yoongi shows a lot more affection towards him than he usually does (and also yoongi comforting/praising/massaging jimin after he gets cut off at 06:38 is gold)

chicken dates: not just the fact that they go on chicken dates together, but jimin was so weird about it when he mentioned it

you know / i know: tae and hobi were teasing him as usual but then jimin was so shy and soft and ??? what does yoongi Know that jimin can’t say on camera

i spent all night talking with jiminnie: look at him smiling so fondly,,, and the dvd caption makes it even better: ‘they’re stuck together every day, why do they have so much to say (to each other)’

i once went to suga hyung’s house: we all joked that he would and then he really DID

mama 2016: they were so playful the whole night and the only time they separated was when they were on stage…

yoongi not being able to stop talking about how hot jimin is: also self-explanatory

the way jimin missed yoongi during his absence: nobody asked him to carry around the stand/fan in his place but he did anyway. and he was so happy to have him back too 

min yoonji: this whole episode was just wild and he was so flustered the whole time

All the conservatives defending Trump are like “just give him a chance.”

First off, you all got dragged kicking and screaming into Obama’s presidency. I’ve seen so many people say (literally) “when Obama won, I shut up and let him see what he could do.” No. No you didn’t. You posted conspiracy theories about his birth certificate until Obamacare came around, and then you literally shut down the government to stop him from doing anything.

But the other point is, you don’t just “give” someone a chance as President of the United States. That’s something they should have to earn. Trump hasn’t done anything that would qualify as “earning” his shot from millions of Americans. So excuse us as if we aren’t exactly accepting him with open arms.

even though I don’t need an excuse to post gifs of Sebastian Stan, I think todays events just make me want to post so many it clogs up dashboards so we don’t see all the other crappy posts about this.

so here goes. 

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yes I could have tons more but this is enough for now. I think you get the point. I love Sebastian Stan so much and just want him to be happy and he makes me so freakin happy! 

kind of theory

so, in first pic we see them outside, on balcony ,drinking and kissing. I can imagine soft kisses after Magnus said something and Alec kissed him. They are just enjoying each other

it started to get more passionate, so Alec took their glasses and put them on table. i can imagine this scene to go several ways. We can see that it looks like Alec is taking his hand of the chair, for a)touch Magnus while kissing or what i think b) he is about to stand up and take magnus inside 

because i think that this behavior had to had some kind of “foreplay” and that could be that what happened on balcony.

So if i’m by any chance right, there is no chance that i will survive monday 

THE OA THEORY

OK I HAVE A REALLY GOOD THEORY THAT CAME TO ME IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS (I literally saw the word Homer and this just appeared)

So we know that Scott went missing along a different time span than the OA, and Homer did too. The reason the boys were questioning the story was because they didn’t add up… but what if they didn’t need to?
There is a theory circling around about how the original 5 and the second 5 are on different timelines, represented by French looking in the mirror and seeing Homer while he was in Cuba. French had never seen Homer before, so how could he know what he looks like? Also why would he see him while he was in Cuba? I believe that while French is looking around the OA’s house is (in a different dimension) Homer in Cuba.
My theory is that Hap’s basement is in a different timeline.
Scott /DID/ get kidnapped (I believe they said in 2004)
But once he entered Hap’s basement the time changed.
This is probably out there, but if it were true that would mean Scott got home safely.

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You want to put some kind of explanation down here before you leave?  We’re being punished by the Creator. He visited a curse on us. So that man could look at… what Hell was like. Maybe He didn’t want to see us blow ourselves up, put a big hole in the sky. Maybe He just wanted to show us He’s still the Boss Man. Maybe He figure, we was getting too big for our britches, trying to figure His shit out.

Day of the Dead (1985) - George A. Romero

Remote-kink?

Small drabble to bless your friday, I hope you have a great weekend!

Imagine fighting over the remote with Dean

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Length: 329 Words.

Warnings: Remote!

Originally posted by acklesjensen

Enjoy!

“Dean, that isn´t funny anymore!”, you said and Dean thought that the fake pout on your face looked simply adorable.
“Oh, but I think it´s very funny. In fact, I think we should do that more often”, he teased, just to rile you up.
You raised your eyebrows: “We should fight over the remote more often? Is that like a new kink I haven´t heard about yet?”
He chuckled and dangled the black device right out of your reach: “No, but it could turn into one. For example you could use sexual favors to earn your right for the remote.”
“Oh is that so”, you said, and he saw the immediate change in your attitude, “well, then let´s see what I can do that will prove me worthy.”
You stepped forwards and he met you in the middle pulling you in for a kiss.
The kiss was passionate and as always you did exactly the things that made his brain turn to jelly.
By the time your lips parted for the first time and he felt your hand sliding down his belly, he was already breathing heavily and full of need.
“I never thought that this would work”, he said, meaning it and suddenly you made a quick move and snatched the remote out of his hand: “Well, it did for me”, you informed him.
Suddenly your touch was gone and he stood there like an idiot in the middle of the motel room, aching hard and a little dizzy, while you dropped down on the bed and turned on the tv.
“You men are so easy to manipulate”, you teased, your eyes never leaving the screen and despite his sexual frustration he had to grin.
He liked that you could play games and win them too.
Now you looked up: “Why are you still standing there? We´re watching a chick flick.”
Still grinning, he walked over and cuddled up next to you.
Man, did he love this woman.

I’m so confused as to what actually seeing it in person is supposed to do? We have a play by play of the scenes from multiple people and perspectives, we have pictures, we know EXACTLY what happens, what more “context” could there be?!?

Why does seeing it in person change anything?

He was dressed up to be a joke for a few minutes in a way that was fat shaming and making light of alcoholism. He gets knocked out. Again.

The established maxims of True Love in the OUAT universe were shoved aside for a pointless laugh. They just undermined the entire concept of True Love finding each other no matter what and still being drawn to each other.

Emma couldn’t even say out loud what the real Hook means to her. They “kind of live together”.

Hook was basically just wandering around the episode contributing nothing in both realms. But yay Captain Charming scene and yay Captain Cobra Swan hug I guess.

Belle is even worse off, she’s just dead.

Hook is in no way critical to the episode, his appearance served no purpose other than to get a laugh from gross subject matter, and CS have now broken the pattern of being in love in every universe.

Robin is a supposedly a different character completely but Regina still loved the other version of him. Why? Because they LOOK the same?

So Emma isn’t attracted to a different version of Hook because he’s older and fatter but Robin has a completely different PERSONALITY and Regina still risks everything to bring him to Storybooke.

And August, who abandoned Emma and SENT HER TO JAIL is once again retconned into being some noble guy who gave her hope.

Cool story bro. Fuck off with this nonsense.

Character Details: Ronald’s Watch

While on Campania, we get a close up look at Ronald’s watch.

It’s an interesting timepiece as it’s not only anachronistic, but this is a very expensive watch. Unless Shinigami are paid very well for their work, it would be difficult for him to even afford such a watch. Since we see it so closely, it seems it might be important to his character. So what could this watch say about him?

First off, this watch if very trendy, so it shows that Ronald is fashionable and concerned with his appearance. He’s not just with the times; he’s ahead of them. He also likes to be noticed as this watch is sure to drawn attention.

Secondly it is, as I said, anachronistic. This could be another hint that the entire shinigami realm is with it’s watches, lawn mowers, and chainsaws. Perhaps their entire realm is outside of time, or maybe it has to do with Ronald himself.

Next, it’s an expensive watch and it’s hard to see how Ronald might be able to afford it. This might mean that he was always someone who attempted to live beyond his means or that he might have been someone who didn’t have to be concerned with the price of things. It might also mean that he’s the type to spend his money on something frivolous while having to do without essentials. 

Lastly, it shows that Ronald is very focused on time - more so than someone like Grell. In fact, while Grell might talk about things taking too long or having to cancel an appointment, she doesn’t talk much about time itself. William complains about overtime, but just mutters honestly and does it anyway. Ronald is very concerned with getting things done on time. He does his job well, but he’d really prefer to avoid overtime. He might view his existence like a punishment, and he’s like a prisoner just counting down the days. He simply might be more aware of the passage of time.

Thoughts?

New Arc Prediction

I think the new arc is going to focus a lot more on the problems with self-sacrifice, and how fighting to the point where one is living scar tissue is no way to be a successful hero. 

it’s been touched upon numerous times by Aizawa, doctors, Inko, etc.

Now we have this:


Most likely a reference to pushing himself past his limits so often that he was forced to end his days as a hero prematurely.

Sir obviously admires All Might, and probably wanted the best for him too. I could definitely see them “breaking up” because Toshinori refused to follow his advice and take breaks from hero work to rest. Even Nedzu chastises Toshinori for not resting when he knows his limits.

Even Mirio looks like he knows a bit about that (his smile fades, while Izuku just looks confused)

Then Mirio looks at Izuku’s scars when he asks him what kind of hero he would like to be

He knows Izuku needs to really solidify his plan of action, otherwise he’s going to end up destroying himself in an attempt to reach a fantasy goal. 

It’s like saying, “I need to be better,” but not really knowing how to become “better” like what is that standard? Who decides? Everyone has their limits and Izuku needs to learn his.

Plus Ultra is about going beyond, but not to the point where you kill yourself.

Izuku needs help and guidance, and Mirio sums it up here:


Good luck my boy!

Fire and Ice (Part 3/?) (Bucky Barnes x reader)

Part 2

“(Y/N).”

“Hmm?”

“(Y/N), wake up.  I think we need to talk about this,” Steve answered your sleepily hazed voice plainly enough to easily come off as rude, and it sounded like he didn’t care.  When you slowly opened your eyes with the full expectation of seeing him standing over you with the frustrated look that you were just so fond of, it wasn’t what you got; instead, he looked almost livid.

“What could I have possibly done now?  I was asleep.”

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I learned today from my forensics professor, who is the cutest nerd I’ve ever met, that he has to test every single sample of Methamphetamine that comes into his lab. Not because there’s any doubt it’s a drug, but whether it’s structure is levo or dextro. One is a stimulant drug, the other isn’t. But get this. Dextro methamphetamine is a ingredient in Vick’s Vapor Rub. Meaning you could stick some in a test tube and extract dextro meth from it.

Which got me thinking. It doesn’t do anything to humans, being that we’re levo, but what if it just DESTROYS dextro races in terms of functionality. I can just imagine Shepard coming down with a serious fever, and Garrus running around not knowing what to do so eventually he just calls her mom. Momma Shepard just waves him off, tells him “put some Vick’s up her nose and she’ll be fine”. The last anyone sees of Garrus for the remainder of the day is him stumbling up to Shepard’s cabin to break Chakwas’ quarantine. 

The following morning, Garrus doesn’t come to breakfast or report for duty. The scuttlebutt gets to be R-rated before anyone starts to worry. Chakwas storms up to the cabin ready to lay into Garrus for disturbing her patient, only to find him sprawled across the floor, high as a dang KITE. He’s been awake for at least 36 hours.

Shepard is breathing easier though. 

abloodneed replied to your post “the only thing i feel robbed of is that we never got to see magnus’…”

this is exactly what i was thinking, all of the snarky pissy things he could have said, all of the pure salt, and the way victor would have danced and the way magnus would have shut him down, what a thing of beauty

ALL OF THIS this is just the perfect description for how i imagine it. like, Victor is just a bit smoother than the usual Shadowhunters, but at the same time Magnus is nearly impossible to trip up; he just doesn’t fall for that shit because he’s so good with words himself. i would’ve killed to see what their little talk went like and what angle magnus would have played up.

like, how much of the bare minimum did he tell? i don’t think he would have lied because none of the others would know to match his story, and he didn’t do anything illegal anyway. but i like to think he was as unhelpful as possible. just, i was minding my own business and then we got jumped by shadowhunters. you mean circle members. no, they were shadowhunters, just like you.