where you are very much having a bad/high pain level day and you STILL force yourself to act sicker appearance wise so people take me/my pain seriously. I can’t be casual and just say “Yeah this is bad right now” and feel like they understand or aren’t rolling their eyes at me.
Just really, my life fucking blows already, don’t make me CONCENTRATE on acting sicker than I already am. Come on. I shouldn’t have to feel this guilty about existing damn it.
@picturesquehoney i feel like manic panic is such a hit or miss??? like i’ve never heard anyone say like just “yeah it’s ok” it’s either “it made me shit money and cured my terminal illness” or “it murdered my entire family and hates puppies”
I (horribly) attempted to try and draw MM characters in one of my favorite art styles, which is Soonkki’s, who created the webtoon: Cheese in the Trap. I’m very influenced by their style, especially with how I draw eyes and expressions. So yeah, when I was playing through Zen and Jumin’s route, I can’t help but see some parallels between some MM characters and CiTT, so I’ve been wanting to try and draw them in Soonkki’s style for a while… but I kind of… butchered it lmao.