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Here it is, sorry it took me so long! <3

Disclaimer : okay, YES, it’s written at the first person. I understand it’s not for everybody and it’s different from what I usually do. But I felt like writing it this way!;

Warnings : Some cursing, but mostly some angst and some fluff. 


I’m not in the mood for anything today. I look at the time and minutes seems like hours. You could tell I’m bored but I think I’m just worried. About everything and anything.
There are rumours. The tension at the Ministry of Magic it’s at its worst. Everybody is divided. The Dark Lord have returned?
Nobody believe it.
Or nobody doesn’t want to believe.
I don’t know what is the difference anymore. I used to believe some things that weren’t true. And I used to discard some truths.
So, I feel like I don’t want to get involved. Not yet.
But there’s something wrong, I know it. I’m giving up. I just need to get some fresh air. I can’t focus on anything.
When I get home, there’s a few pile of mail next to my door. I roll my eyes.
My parents are probably worried about me. But I don’t feel like writing to them right now. I just want to be left alone.
I remember the last time I saw them. It was two years ago, I think.
‘You sure you are okay honey?’
‘Yes, mum. I’m fine.’
'But he’s out and I know he broke your heart!’

My mum never had it when it came to reassuring me. Nor my dad.
'I wonder how that deranged man escaped. I always told you he was trouble, that Sirius Black!’
I sigh. Not writing back today.
I feel like there’s this heavy weight on my shoulders. I’m useless.
There’s a knock on the door.
Who the hell could it be? 

I open it. My boss, Alastor Moody, is standing right in front of me. I’d be afraid if I didn’t know him. He’s pretty scary looking. But he’s a fine man.
'Y/L/N, care to explain to me why you left early? I wanted to talk to you.’
I roll my eyes and open the door for him to enter the house. He steps in it but doesn’t go far.
'Well, I’m here now. What did you want to tell me?’
'We should sit’ he says, pointing to the living room.
I’m so not in the mood. If he tells me I need to track down some bloody alleged Death Eaters, I think I’m going to boil with rage.
'You’ve been hearing about what’s been going on lately, you know that the Dark Lord is back.’
'Oh, cut the crap, Moody. I told you I didn’t want to do anything about it until proven!’
'You'are an Auror, Y/L/N, god damn it!’ he shouts at me. 'You should be concerned. What’s going on with you?’
I sigh. I don’t know what to say.
'Maybe I shouldn’t have became an Auror.’
His face twists with anger. I know he tries very hard to not scream at me.
'You are a brilliant woman, Y/N, you’re quick, you’re smart and you’re great at what you do. Your powers are thrilling. But you need to set your game straight again.’
'I’m just tired, okay?’
He shrugs.
'I didn’t only came to see how you felt. There’s something you need to know and… you can’t refuse. We need you with us.’
I frown my eyebrows.
'We’ve been gathering some people lately-’
'Let me finish. I’ve been putting a sort of team together, to be prepared if the time comes when we need to fight the evil-’
'What are you talking about Moody?’
He looks at me seriously.
'I wish you to come with me tonight, there’s a reunion at our quarters.’
'Your quarters? Does the Ministry knows you’ve been doing that?’ I ask, shocked.
He shakes his head. 

'They wouldn’t approve, you know it. But come with me tonight, you’ll know what’s going on better if you see everybody.’
'Merlin, Moody, do you know in which position you’re putting me? What if we get caught?’
'We won’t. Just follow me.’
'Right now?’
I’m so mad. I don’t want to follow him. But he’s my boss. But I don’t want to go against the ministry, even if I know there’s something going on that is beyond what they expect. We disapparate in front of my door to reapparate to a place I’m not sure I ever saw before.
'Where are we?’ I ask.
He doesn’t answer. He just freaking knock on the ground and the whole street starts shaking.
Okay they’re really organized. That’s some deep magic. Hiding a place that way means they used a secret keeper. They really don’t want to be discovered by the wrong people…
A house appears between two others, it’s gloomier than the other ones. It’s not inviting at all.
We step on the porch. Moody glances at me, looking embarrassed.
'I need to tell you one more thing’ he says, almost whispering. 'You know I don’t care about any of your little love stories, but there’s somebody inside that house, well, the house belongs to him, that might make you feel like running your way back outside. But be smart, don’t run. Just hear him out.’
Before I can even realize what he just said, he opens the door and pushes me inside. I hear him shutting the door behind us as I try to adjust my eyes to the darkness of the hall.
If outside I thought it was dreary, nothing compares to the way it’s cold inside. The place is in poor condition. I can hear voices at the end of the hall. I turned away to look at Moody. He shakes his arms, telling me to start walking.
'Moody, before I go in there, just tell me where the hell I am-’
'Shh’ he whispers. 'Don’t talk until we’re past the curtains.’
He points to me the wall where velvet curtains seems to be hiding something.
Odd. I’m too irritated to wait for an answer.
'Merlin’s Moody, I swear if you don’t tell me-’
'STAINS OF DISHONOUR, BLOOD TRAITORS!’ screams a voice in front of me.
I look at the portrait, spitting at me with pure disdain. The woman in the painting looks enraged.
I hear movement in front of me and my heart jumps in my chest. I feel like running to the door but somebody prevents me to do so. I try to escape Moody’s arms as I reach for my wand. The cacophony of all the people moving around me and the screams from the painting is unbearable.
'Let me go!’ I shout to Moody but he’s stronger than I am. I finally grab my wand and point it at him. He steps few feet away. 

'What is this?’ I say, pointing my wand at everybody. 'Where the hell am I? Why am I here in the first place?’
I point my wand at faces I haven’t seen in a long time. Nymphadora Tonks, one of my colleagues, tries to calm me down.
'Y/N it’s okay, you’re not in danger.’
But I can’t look at her. I’m only staring at him. He haven’t really changed. He has still the same silver eyes. He looks older, but aren’t we all? My gaze moves to the man standing behind him. I never thought I would see him again as well. Not standing beside Sirius. Remus Lupin is trying to reassure me with his peaceful expression.
'Y/N’ he says, but I point my wand at him. 'I know that’s a lot to take on but we thought you wouldn’t come if you knew he was going to be here. We need to talk to you.’
'I have nothing to say to you’ I shout, shaking with rage.
'Y/N, it wasn’t me’ whispers Sirius with a cracked voice.
The sound of it makes me feel weak. How much time has it been since I heard it?
I can’t tell anymore. I thought I didn’t forget the sound of it. But I was wrong, wasn’t I?
'Just… come and sit with us?’ asks Remus, pointing at the room behind them. 'We made some tea and there’s butterbeer if you want some…’
'I just want to leave.’
Moody pats my shoulder. 

'Come on Y/N, let’s talk, just you and I. Sirius, mind if I use the drawing room?’ says Remus.
Sirius nods and point the room to his left. I try to not look at him while I go inside. Still shaking, I sit on the tiny couch next to me. Remus sits in front of me.
'I know you’re mad-’
'You don’t say.’
He sighs.
'He’s innocent, Y/N. He didn’t do it. It was Peter.’
My face is blank.
'Do you honestly think I am mad because I thought he did it, Remus?’ I say, feeling tears coming to my eyes. 'I am freaking angry at him because he got himself in all that mess, because he didn’t think for a second about anyone than himself! Because he just ran to his own loss! He spoiled everything.’
I’m crying right now and I hate myself for it. I swore I would never cry because of Sirius ever again.
Remus hesitates, then touch my knee.
'Let him talk to you maybe?’
I shake my head.
'I can’t.’
But Sirius is already in the room. I close my eyes. I want to punch him in the face. I want to scream at him, how much he made me miserable. How much he fucked everything up. 

I hear Remus getting up and leaving the room, while Sirius sits in front of me.
'Y/N look at me’ he says.
But I can’t. I just can’t.
'I know this is a lot, believe me, when I heard Moody wanted to bring you here I thought… I was so nervous.’
I can’t face him. I can’t do that.
'But I’m so relieved to see you… You look good.’
I finally turn and face him.
You look good? Really Sirius? We don’t see each other for over than a decade and you tell me you look good?’
He scoffs.
'Damn it, Black. You haven’t changed at all.’
He wipes my tears away and smile. My heart melts.
I never forgot him, did I? After all this time and here I am, feeling like a teenager again, like the first time we ever kissed.
'Some things never change’ he replies, taking my chin between his fingers.
I look down.
'You can’t do that’ I tell him.
'Do what?’
'You just can’t erase all those years by sweet talking to me. Do you know how it felt? Did you ever thought about me? How I had to cope without you? How I had to forget everything we had planned for our future because of your recklessness?’
He frowns his eyebrows.
'You, you, you! What about me? Do you think I was happy there? I was miserable Y/N! Knowing I was thrown away for something I didn’t do! I had just lost my best friend and his wife, but I knew that their son, the one I swore I would protect with my life, was now on his own? Did you think about that? About the dementors surrounding Azkaban day and night, making me relive over and over again that horrible night when James and Lily were killed? Making me think about the fact I would never get to talk to you again? Underfed and poorly dressed, knowing that everybody I cared for thought I was a murderer? What did you have to do? Go back and live with your parents? To your poor spoiled little life?’
My jaw falls. 

'Excuse me? You did this to yourself! YOU ran after Peter, YOU decided to fight him before the Aurors came there! YOU left me!’
He shakes his head.
'You can’t blame me for living my life while you were away! I thought I had lost you forever! Then I hear that you escaped. You didn’t even tried to write to me!’
'I wanted you to be happy! I didn’t want to show up into your life again and wreck your existence!’
'You wrecked it the minute you left that flat of yours to chase Peter, Sirius!’
I was in full tears now. I knew everybody was probably hearing us quarrelling.
'And I am sorry, you know I am, are you?’ he said, stepping in front of me.
I threw myself in his arms and pressed my body on his.
'I missed you so much’ I said, crying in his arms.
'I missed you too, love. How did I miss you’ he replied, sliding his long fingers in my hair.
He put my face up in his hands and stared longly into my eyes. I pressed my lips on his.
It felt like home.

Dirty Imagine #6 - HOTEL ENCOUNTER - Part ONE (For Luisa

Justin’s show last night was awesome. In fact, it was the best night of my entire life, and I was already having concert withdrawals – I wanted to relive the experience again and again. It was the morning after the concert now though, but as I woke up I smiled realising that I had the day off work. I had booked in for a day off so I didn’t have to get up early the morning after the concert, I figured I would have no voice anyway. What was I going to do with the day? Just as that thought popped into my head, my phone vibrated, a text message from an old friend of mine.

It read “Hey Luisa, I know we don’t talk that much anymore but I thought you’d want to hear about this. I know you’re a huge Justin Bieber fan and guess what! He’s staying at the hotel I work in. The managers didn’t tell us because they didn’t want us to spread it, but I was working last night when he came in after his show. He’s still here today but he’s gone out for awhile. There are no girls here because the media said he was staying at The Hilton Hotel in the city, but I guess it was a bluff. Anyway, don’t tell anyone I told you”. 

Wow. I couldn’t believe what my eyes were reading. I had already contemplated going to The Hilton in the city today to try and catch a glimpse, but it was an hour and a half train ride, I had no idea if he would even still be here, and I didn’t even know if the media were right about where he was staying.

My mind was made up now though, I had to go to the one my friend worked at. Especially if nobody else knew he was there, I might actually catch a glimpse of him! I wasted no time. I had a shower then got dressed. I picked something a bit raunchy. Even though I knew it wouldn’t matter, I still wanted to look sexy for Justin. He turned me on so much. I chose a red g-string/thong and a slim black dress that stuck to my curves. I had been blessed with decent sized boobs, a thin waist, but most of all a big ass, so I always got extra looks when I wore something that stuck to my curves – not to be cocky. I boarded the train and arrived at the station at 10:30. This hotel was a 10-minute walk, so it wasn’t long until I was there. It was a very nice hotel. My friend said Justin was still out, so I waited outside at the entrance to the garage. Justin left in a van, so he would have to return to the hotel via this garage entrance.

I stood there in the hot sun – it was the hottest day all summer. I could have waited in the air con in reception, but I didn’t want to miss him arriving. I had been standing out there for 30 minutes and was beginning to lose hope. Maybe he had gone out for the whole day sightseeing, and he wouldn’t be home ‘till night. As I started contemplating leaving, a black Mercedes van rolled up on the street and indicted to turn left into the driveway.

Suddenly my heart skipped a bit and I felt my legs turn to jelly. That had to be him. All the windows were completely blacked out. I didn’t want to annoy him or be rude by standing on the driveway blocking the van, so I brought a small poster I made simply reading “I love you Justin”. I stood to the side and held the poster up as the van went by, beginning its decent to the garage. I tried looking in as it passed me but I couldn’t see in. The van stopped suddenly and the sliding door was pulled open.

There he was. He hopped out by himself, wearing shorts and a singlet. I froze. I was so overcome by emotion and I felt tears roll down my cheek. I don’t even know why I was crying; I was just so overcome.

“Hey how you doing?” he said, as he approached me smiling.

I couldn’t say anything, instead I just ran towards him and hugged him. The first thing I noticed was that he was so hot up close. His biceps were big, and smelled really nice and he hugged me so tight, I felt so safe.

“Looks like you’re the only one who figured out I was here” he said smiling.

“I hope you’re not busy I just, I.. I –“

“No no no, not at all!” he interrupted.

“What’s your name?”

“Luisa” I replied.

“Very nice to meet you Luisa” he said, smiling.

It was a different smile though. It wasn’t just a ‘happy’ smile, it was like… a cheeky smile. And as he said it I saw his eyes travel up and down my body. I was always very good at picking up when boys were checking me out, and he definitely was. I was beginning to relax, but this made me nervous again. Not just nervous… Excited, happy, turned on. Everything.

We chatted for a bit about the show last night and I took a photo with him. The next words out of his mouth were: 

“It’s so hot today, do you want to come upstairs for a drink of water or something?” 

I think I almost fainted. WHAT had he just said to me? I couldn’t believe it.

“Oh my god, are you serious? Really? I mean, YES! Of course, but wow! I can’t believe this” I said, still in shock.

He laughed. “Jump in”.

The next thing I knew I was in an elevator with Justin and his security guard. We arrived at the top floor – the penthouse, and went to enter his room. His security guard followed, as I guess would be the protocol anytime he has a guest over, but Justin stopped him.

“All good man, I’m fine” he said. 

The security guard nodded, and walked down the hall way. Justin explained to me that his security, plus Scooter, and other assistants had their own room, so Justin could have alone time.

“Its just me and you Luisa” Justin said with a wink.

Just when I thought my heart rate couldn’t get any faster, then he goes and says that and winks at me!

We stood at the bar, made from marble and chatted some more as Justin poured me a drink. It became clear to me that Justin was still checking me out and hitting on me. His voice was so seductive when he did it, and just the look he gave me. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t getting wet. I decided I wasn’t going to let Justin do it all though, so I returned serve.

“I saw you checking me out downstairs by the way” I said with a wink. 

Justin smirked. “Sorry, you’ve just got really great boobs. And that ass? Oh my god!” he said, slapping my ass hard as he said the last word.

I jumped, not expecting it. It was actually quite a hard slap, but I was so turned on by it.

“Oh my fucking god” I said. 

Justin looked at me, almost scared, not knowing whether I was happy or angry, not knowing whether he had crossed a line. 

“Slap my fucking ass again!” I said, as his worried look turned to lust. Something changed in his eyes, and suddenly he looked dark, and hungry for more. Just that look made me wetter, as he complied with my request and slapped my ass again, even harder, making it jiggle.

I let out a soft moan. 

“I’m going to take a shower” Justin said.

“Want to join me Luisa”.

I barely had a chance to nod before Justin picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. He was so strong. He fireman carried me all the way to the bathroom, which was the most luxurious bathroom I had seen in my life. He put me down in the bathroom as he ran the shower. He turned to me and pulled my slim black dress down, so it was at my ankles. I stepped out of it, now wearing only the red thong and a bra. He removed the bra to reveal my young, perky B cup breasts. He kissed my mouth in what can only be described as the best and most passionate kiss of my life. Our tongues tangling, tasting Justin Bieber’s own saliva. He moved away from my mouth and moved down my neck. He sucked on several different spots of my neck, as I let out a moan. He continued down to my breasts, cupping one before licking the nipple. He licked at it around in circles, while looking up at me, making eye contact with those hungry eyes.

“I’m so fucking wet Justin”.

He paused for a moment. “I thought you were an innocent young woman, but you aren’t are you? You’re a dirty dirty girl Luisa”.

“That’s right” I said, now beginning to enjoy taking control. “Ever since I’ve been a fan of you I’ve wanted to fuck you. I finger myself at night just thinking what it would be like for Justin Bieber to fuck me”.

I could tell by his face he was now getting very horny. But if I couldn’t tell by his face I could tell by his pants. Jerry was beginning to push against his pants, screaming to be let free. He saw me looking.

“You want Jerry huh? Get on your knees Luisa” he said.

I complied, now too horny to muck around any longer, I just wanted to feel jerry. He now had full control over me. I was on my knees on the bath rug in front of the shower, looking up at Justin with puppy dog eyes. He removed his pants and shirt so it was just his white Calvin’s, with his hard dick line now clearly visible and looking for a way out. He walked up against me, so his dick was just an inch from my face. I went to pull his Calvin’s down with my left hand before he slapped it away.

“Did I say you could see Jerry?” he said angrily.

“No Justin” I replied.

“No I didn’t. Bad girl, you need a smack. Stand up and bend over”. I stood up and complied with his request, leaning over the sink with my ass in the air. WHACK. He smacked my ass again, leaving a red handprint.

“Back on your knees”.

He began rubbing his dick through his undies right in front of my face, teasing me. Eventually it must have got too much for him too, because he pulled his Calvin’s down making rock hard Jerry spring up, hitting me in the face.

“Now come in the shower, and suck Jerry”.

I complied. Justin stood under the water and I got on my knees under the water, looking up as the water rolled off his abs. He was so hot.

“Open your mouth Luisa” he ordered. 

I opened wide and Justin pushed his dick down my throat, making me gag almost immediately. I began sucking. Slowly at first, licking the tip, and then licking his balls. I returnedto his shaft and fit as much I could in my mouth and began sucking faster. I was still struggling with his size, but I loved fitting as much in as I could and looking up at Justin, watching the water pour off him. 

“Fuckk yeah Luisa. Suck my dick. You like having your idol stuffing his dick inside you? Huh?”

I nodded my head as I kept sucking, now picking the pace up even more. 

I could tell Justin was getting close to cumming, as he started thrusting his hips towards me, burying his dick in my mouth deeper than before. 

“Uhhh fuck! Luisa, You’re going to make me cum!” He moaned, hot water still pouring down both of us. “I want you to swallow every drop of my cum Luisa, you dirty girl!” I again nodded, as I couldn’t say anything with a mouth full of Justin’s cock.

Justin kept thrusting, moaning loud, before holding his thrust against my face, as deep as possible. He let out a huge moan as I felt his first wave of cum shoot against the back of my throat. He shot more and mores spurts of his warm cum in my mouth, and it tasted so good. I swirled the thick liquid in my mouth for a bit, taking in the fact that I had a mouth full of Justin Bieber’s cum, before swallowing every last drop. He ordered me to stick my tongue out as he held jerry above it and squeezed out the last few drops. I swallowed them down too.

“My turn to make you cum” he said. 

This is the end of part ONE. There will be another part within 24 hours, leading directly on from this, so stay tuned.


Green Day
DCU Center
March 17, 2017

I don’t even know how to start explaining how amazing it was to go to this concert, to see my idols in person. There’s just something magical about it, being so close to them (i was in the pit) while being surrounded by people who appreciate them as much as you do. Time ceases to exist and its cliché how you feel stuck in the moment and you never want it to end. I can honestly say that this was one of the best nights of my life so far. I want to go back and relive it again and again. Maybe I can see them again. Here’s hoping.

WHAT TIME IS IT? ONE OK ROCK! [2014 LA show fan account]

In which: 

  • the stage hand trolls 
  • i get whiplash 
  • tomoya wants an american girlfriend
  • toru’s tongue makes hearts stop
  • taka is a jumping bean 
  • my side of the audience is sassy
  • there is much head banging and jumping
  • “something is fishy here”
  • taka is a pervert 
  • my heartbeat literally changes to match the bass
  • ryota looks at me ?? !!!
  • was this concert real omg 

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