just needed to turn the thing on

[Tony turns around to see Bucky down on one knee]

Tony: Oh my God. What are you doing?

Bucky: Thinking about my future. I am deeply ridiculously in love with you. And above everything else, I just want to be with you forever. So Tony Stark, will you–

Tony: Wait, wait, okay? Just–I need to remember this. Give me a second.

Bucky: Tony–

Tony: No, no, no, no, hold on. Just–I need another second, please. I need to remember every little thing about how perfect my life is, right now, at this exact moment.

Bucky: [laughing] Are you good?

Tony: Yeah, I’m good.

Bucky: Tony Stark, will you—

Tony: YES!

[Tony kisses Bucky who then pulls back]

Bucky: Marry me?

Tony: Oh yeah, yeah!

Out of all the Legends’ behaviour, I just can’t get past how - how angry I am with Martin Stein.

He knew Mick had been hallucinating Snart. He knew. Mick came to him early in the episode, saying he’s seeing Snart again, saying that he thinks it’s real - and Stein just - dismisses him. Doesn’t even take two seconds to consider whether some version of Snart is actually walking around (despite the Legion being literally composed of past versions of known supervillains, so it shouldn’t have been an entirely impossible thought) or, just as likely, that his team mate’s mental condition is deteriorating to the point where he needs serious help.

But no. Stein dismisses him.

And then, when it turns out that Snart was real and Mick, thinking him a hallucination, told him their plans, Stein is right there on the “blame Rory” train.

And the thing is? He’s the only one aboard who could have said “No, Mr. Rory has been hallucinating Snart before.” He could have said: “Mr. Rory came to me and told me he’d seen Snart again and thought he might have been real, and I dismissed him.” He could have said many things.

He chose to blame Mick.

Don’t get me wrong, the rest of the Legends acted like assholes as well, and the fact that at the end only Ray seemed to even be willing to admit that they’d behaved poorly towards Mick, well - some heroes they are. (And not too bright, either - Mick had told them straight up, that if it came to a choice between them and Len, he’d choose Len - and Sara still handed him the spear…)

The rest of the Legends were stupid and assholes this week. But honestly? Martin Stein? Is a terrible, awful, despicable excuse for a human being.

little depression thing i'm sharing

i don’t think i’m probably the only one who does this but if this isn’t something u do this is probably going to seem weird and unhealthy but that’s because it is.

when i’m depressed, my bed turns into a nest of like…100 things that don’t need to be in my bed. notebooks and clothes and drink containers. i’ll literally leave them there for ages because when i’m depressed, i don’t want to leave my bed and so i just bring everything to it and leave it there because i just don’t have the motivation to take care of anything and i honestly just do not care at all. about anything. my back and body have been killing me from just sticking to one side of the bed and sleeping awkwardly and today i finally cleared my bed off and changed my sheets into nice silkier ones and i get to sleep in my full bed tonight rather than just the corner i’ve allowed myself to have.

it’s a small thing but it’s the only bit of motivation to do anything healthy and nice for myself that i’ve had in a while so i wanted 2 share. i’m gonna try to clean my room tomorrow and clear out my clutter. i think i’m ready to stop letting my space go to shit. i still really don’t care that much but i think sometimes self care is doing shit you don’t want to do because you know it’ll be better for you in the end. egh

I just turned 37.

I want this to be the year I become more unapologetic than ever before about who I am, what I want and need and the things I stand for.

I want this to be the year I stop getting triggered about my one big issue. I’m not getting triggered any fucking more about this bullshit. I am the wolf queen, not some fucking bitch who gets triggered by fucking men.

Lastly, I need this to be the year I stop letting fear about my back keep me from doing things I love.

Calling all members of the FFFEP!! We have T-Minus ??? hours until We Know™ and I made a promise to another beloved member that if things don’t turn out well that I’d have Emergency Floofs ready for her! Buuuut that was before I realized I’d still be at work and then there’s a chance I’d actually be busy (for once) and may be unable to provide Emergency Floofs when necessary! But we ARE a Fox Family (and we have our adopted Henke Seesturs, Alpha Trash, etc. etc!) so we could turn this into a family effort? Supportive Emergency Floofs for and from everyone!

One more thing I noticed

At the moment when Jesus tells them that Richmond is taken by New Frontier Clementine turns away, closes her eyes and does breathing thing just like Sarah did in S2E2 during her panic attack

It’s a great headcanon to think that she remembered and learned from Sarah how to cope with this moments (I mean, Sarah is the only source where she could see and learn it). 

Now I need to crawl back to my lair of ugly sobbing (;_;)

glorify the ordinary. romanticize the casual. walk down a runway in sweats. find beauty in nothingness. create music out of silence. love the blemishes. kiss the imperfections. treasure tangled hair. memorize names of authors. honour the living. notice the little things. appreciate empty skies. turn the mundane into memories. profess your love to the sunrise as much as you do to the sunset. if we can worship the theatrical, we can worship the plain. acknowledge the reverence of the unembellished as much as you do of the extravagant.

a necklace does not need a neck to be admired, just as art does not need a gallery.

To be a bit more coherent, today BT UK seems to have turned on parental controls automatically. On the light setting (which blocks things that reference pornography, drugs, alcohol and “tastelessness”) AO3 got scooped up in the mix. (I feel this is a bit of a damning summation of AO3′s content, but I guess it’s covered)

However it should be noted that fanfiction.net WAS NOT blocked by this same filter.

To get past it, you need to be the account holder. I just went and turned parental controls off, because please. It’s meant to take 2 hours for it to take effect, but we will see. You can add exceptions “safe sites” etc if you would rather, but when I tried it told me I wasn’t the account holder (I was.) So I dunno what’s going on there.

Changing the DNS settings on your PC doesn’t work either. What a way to start my day. Blocked by bloody BT of all things.

ETA: For now BT does seem to have agreed to let me turn OFF parental controls, but if you’re not the account holder things might get tricky.

thsoneperson  asked:

So this isn't really a question, but more of a rant. This morning I was at the bus stop and I asked this girl why she was already dressed out for gym. She told me she was uncomfortable changing in front of (and I QUOTE) "fruity, gross girls". This hurt me because I know this is how a lot of people feel. But I've never checked anyone out in the locker room. And I know it happens but the idea that she said queers are gross is just a terrible thing to say. Okie, I needed to get that out. Bye ♡

Aww I’m so sorry you had to hear that. 😢 I assume your in either middle or high school? But honestly the girls (or guys) that say that stuff in those grades turn out to be the gayest of the gays. Like I remember a girl from my middle school. Swore up and down she was straight and being gay was “gross” “disgusting ” or “unnatural” but I look at her now and she has a girlfriend and they’ve been dating a couple of years now. Some people just hide behind words because they’re too scared to show who the really are. Maybe she won’t discover later on that she likes girl maybe she’ll be straight forever but for her to say that she doesn’t want them to look means she had to look too. Because how would she know someone was looking if she was focused on herself or changing and not looking at them? Don’t let her, or anyone else bother you though. People say and do stupid things when they are young, and say and do even more stupid things when they get older. Don’t worry about it it’s life. They’ll hopefully learn.

-Pansexualfire

anonymous asked:

I know this is supposed to be religion based but I really need advice, & some prayers rn. So quick summary, but my whole class is talking about me behind my back due to unfair circumstances, they are also being hypocrites & would do the same thing I did (another group did but is putting the blame on me anyway) So now I can think in a way that's slightly selfish but true or just stick with the unfair circumstances so my whole class does not turn against me. Help I feel so alone, i can dm off anon

Hi friend,

I’m so sorry this is happening to you. As for advice: first of all, I think you should talk to God about this. Talk to Him and ask Him for guidance and for His Will to be done. Ask Him for strength and courage. Ask Him to help your classmates (and you) to all grow closer to Him and to trust and love Him with all your hearts and all your souls and all your minds. 

My thing is always communication, but I do imagine it would be hard to address your entire class at once. Perhaps you could talk to one or two classmates about this? I’m not sure of the details exactly, so I can’t say much more than this (though do feel free to private message me), but talking is always good, if only to clear things up and make sure that they are aware of how you feel. I wouldn’t say it needs to be made into a thing, (and know that you are not going to be able to stop them talking about you behind your back, so just keep doing you and focus on Him and focus on glorifying Him) but it’s always important to stand up for yourself. 

Sending so many prayers your (and their) way, love.

Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice. Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you. - Ephesians 4:31-32

For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you, but if you do not forgive others their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses. - Matthew 6:14-15


All my love,

S. 

i tried to reach out to a Dude i know about his depression/substance abuse yesterday bc i feel like i may have enabled him and also bc #same and also bc i thought we had specifically similar experiences but i was very, very conscious of the fact that if i did that i needed to view him and his experiences as their own thing and not view myself as a savior or him as mine, and be aware of the fact that like, while we’re both Depressed and want to be Happy his Happy might be different from my Happy even if our Depresseds are similar, AND THEN it turned into him mansplaining to me for like 8 messages about how exercise works and how it can help depression and assuming my issues were the same as his and im just so tired of everything and i want to tell him that he was mansplaining but im probably just overreacting/being averse to the idea of exercise bc im a contrarian asshole who hates health. 

the-frustrated-muggleborn  asked:

It's no problem that you've turned anon off. You being comfortable and your mental health on your own blog and with your own inbox is the most importand thing :)

Thanks, love. I’m sure they’ll be back up again before long, but I just kind of need a break right now.

let dan and phil make money without complaining 2k17

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Results from the last couple streaming sessions and some more practice. I’m really rusty lolllll need to stop playing so much games and start drawing again

Started with me just wanting to draw Deadlock McCree, then the rest turned into a dumb sequential thing of Present!Hanzo meeting Past!McCree. Idk, up to you if you want to imagine it as a de-age or time travel trope, I just wanted to draw dumb faces :’)

UPDATE: Now with a sort of sequel HERE

a CP ficlet, as promised

(idea courtesy of @echoing-artemis, who said CAPTIVE PRINCE BACHELOR AU which then turned into UNREAL AU in my head because let’s face it, in any situation like this, laurent will still be full of machinations.)

***

When Damen laces his hands together, the left thumb is on top. Laurent fixes this detail with a look that is, as it were, a warm-up for the look he’s about to direct at Damen’s face. Damen is perched on the edge of the plush, over-quilted, impeccably white satin bedspread, elbows resting on his spread knees. He is crushing some of the red rose petals. Laurent makes a mental note to send a production assistant in here with fresh ones before they film the individual segments after the cocktail party.

Someone knocks at the closed door and says, “Um, I think–”

No,” snarls Laurent, wasting the first and most icily searing few seconds of his expression on the door. Silence follows.

“All right, what is it?” Laurent demands of Damen. “Is it drugs? Do I need to send someone out for some cocaine? Do you have a fucking headache? Has a soft-hearted AD whom I will summarily fire snuck you your phone, and you’ve found out that your cat’s died?”

“No,” Damen says, apparently to all of the above. After a moment he adds, in a tone that Laurent can’t parse, “I don’t have a cat.”

“Then what the fuck is wrong with you? I’ve seen potato salad with more vivacity than you’re showing out there.”

“It’s all so–staged,” Damen says, with distaste.

Laurent manages not to roll his eyes, but the violence with which he wishes he were rolling his eyes causes dull pain to gather behind them like a stormcloud.

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hello! this is my first attempt to share my tips with you. i sometimes struggle with just not being in mood to study, but i’ve noticed specific things that help me, so here they are

go for a power walk - i find that fresh air helps clear your mind of lazy thoughts and change of the environment is nice, especially if you’ve spend the whole day inside

call your study buddy - (if you have one) tell them you have troubles feeling motivated to study today. words of encouragement from your friends do wonders!  

turn off electronic devices - unless you need it for your study, switching your phone/laptop off might be a good idea. it’s so much easier to avoid getting distracted and pointlessly scroll through instagram for hours

remind yourself of your goals - look at your vision board / list of goals. it’s important to understand that those won’t happen unless you work for them

make an action plan - write out a to-do list and make sure to break down complicated tasks into smaller and easier ones. you will feel more accomplished as you’re completing the task

power nap - maybe you’re too tired and overloaded with work. in that case you will feel more focused if you take a short nap and come back to your study session later

1.. 2.. 3.. go! - rule my friend shared with me. basically, you imagine the task you want to do and then count to three and start doing it. after three seconds your mind comes up with excuses and you’re less likely to even start

that’s it! if you have any tips, feel free to add on. hope you find it helpful and have a nice rest of the day!

You know there’s a lot of talk about removing toxic relationships/friendships from your life and that’s absolutely important but sometimes life is a little more lowkey than that.

Don’t cling to friendships that have reached well past their expiration date. Longevity is not synonymous with quality. I’m not saying you should just drop people when things get stale or anything of the sort. But people change as they grow older and that sometimes means growing apart.. You can and likely will still care about them and that doesn’t have to change–but be ready to move on when it’s time.

But you know what you don’t need to do? Don’t cling to a ‘friendship’ just so you can say you’ve been friends for X amount of years. Don’t stick around in friendships where you’re always the one who maintains/initiates contact or always has to be the one to make the plans. If you’re always the one making any sort of effort whatsoever, something’s wrong. 

Don’t be afraid to start over, you’d be surprised at how freeing it actually is.

But seriously ...

so many things make so much more sense - or seem so very different in the new light that they are shed in, now that we know about Yuuri’s little …. cough cough … last year after-gp-final’s gala.

Like … Viktor at the airport …

“A commemorative photo? Sure.”

After this …

… he probably expected a different reaction entirely.

God, Yuuri! You probably ripped the man’s heart out by just turning around and leaving. Look how genuinely happy he is to see you. This isn’t his fake for-the-media-smile. He wants this photo as much for himself as he wants it for you. Probably to hang it on the wall in his appartment (or on his bedside table haha). I bet he would’ve asked for Yuuri’s mobile phone number next lol.

He must’ve been crushed because … why is Yuuri suddenly acting so cold towards him? Why? Has he done something wrong? 

Edit: Damn! I’m sorry, I got it all wrong. This wasn’t the airport - they were still at the venue. Thanks to @a3107 and nonnie to point this out to me lol

And he kinda looks at Yuuri expectantly. Like he’s asking: “Are you happy now? That’s what you wanted, right?” 

Well, yeah, that’d what I think now, haha. Before, he might’ve looked just a teensy-weensy bit arrogant? 

But, unfortunately, Yuuri doesn’t remember. Or fortunately lol. Otherwise he’d probably have died from embarrassment …

“Can you show me what it is soon? Your true eros?”

He’s seen a glimpse of it already. He wants more!!!

Ahh, this annoyed me to no end - and im still not a big Chris-fan and probably will never be – BUT(T) … he probably thought Yuuri and he were on a level of acquaintance that allowed such a … um … specific way of approaching him. And i have to say I understand him a little better now lol

namjoon truly doesn’t deserve the shit he gets from the world he takes everything to heart and thinks too much and just wants to do good by others and to be able to love himself. he’s earnest and genuine and has so much love in his heart, he just wants to be a good person. he really takes in all criticism and really turns it over in his head for ages, asks mentors about it, goes out of his way to educate himself to avoid hurting others. it’s dumb bc i dont really know but i can just kinda feel it from the way he talks, the things he talks about things, the way he carries himself? he’s just a good person. the world needs more people like him.

I just want you to know I’ve realized things. I loved you. Really loved you. But you can’t keep doing the same thing over and over until you hurt me, even if you don’t mean to. And I’m tired. I’m tired of having to forgive you all the time. I hope you learn from this. You can’t just love someone and leave them hanging. You need to prioritize them, love them, give them time. You did those, but they didn’t last. It turned out all that was left of you was a shadow. I was loving a shadow of a man I used to know.
—  hanzelwrites