just love cry me a river

Did you have to do this?
Anatomize me, rip
Resolve, a hunter’s cry
Like ballads, impale my
Strength, shred me with those eyes

Feed me droplets of futures
Like grapes, like I’m a queen
Drizzle me in caramel love traps
Like fingers dipped in rivers
Like a never seen summer
Like I haven’t just died
Bursting pyre of only yours

—  @katrinnac
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“We know that night was 24 years of constant joy.” — Steven Moffat of the Doctor and River’s last night 

 "What a night that was.“  Indeed. The night the Doctor managed to show River Song she was loved and worth it, and pushed away all her demons and insecurities. 

  • Doctor Who: Hey, you love River Song, right?
  • Me: Yeah!!! She's one of my favorite characters!! And I love her relationship with the Twelfth Doctor!!!
  • Doctor Who: Here let's just remind you about how the Doctor spent twenty-four years with her just to let her go after that time was up, knowing that he was going to meet her for the first time but she would also die in the process. And let's just show that the Doctor is Not Okay.
  • Me: How about you fuck right off.
How NCT Survived a Zombie Apocalypse
  • Taeil: totally prepared. understands how the zombie mind works. knows the zombies' weakness. knows which place is safe. everything went smooth after
  • Hansol: knew about zombies from all the anime he watched. knows how to handle zombies
  • Johnny: was with Ten. tells Ten what to do. Ten saves the both of them
  • Taeyong: went along with taeil. offered to make food for the both of them which was nescessary for survival
  • Yuta: escaped the city. fled to the mountains. zombies never went there
  • Kun: disguised himself as a zombie. becomes a double agent. killed the zombie leader. was proclaimed a hero
  • Doyoung: was inside the library during the breakout.stayed safe because of the library's lockdown
  • Ten: told by Johnny do disguise himself as a devil. scared the zombies away
  • Jaehyun: took refuge in the water(creek, ocean, pool, etc.). stayed there until all the zombies were eliminated
  • Winwin: went to join kun as a double agent. has kun's back. slays zombies while being disguised as a zombie. also proclaimed a hero
  • NCT Dream: were fast af in hoverboards which pushed the zombies to their limit. zombies died due to exhaustion

So last night I came out to my mom as genderfluid. At first she seemed confused, but after I explained it, she asked “are you just coming to terms with it now?” I explained I’ve known for years. She was baffled why it was so hard for me to come out and say it because she didn’t feel it was a big deal. She says to me, “I’ve always known you were born female and male. Sometimes you look like a boy; and that’s not a bad thing. You’re handsome. You’re beautiful. Everyone knows. Everyone can tell by looking at you, but everyone loves you the way you are.” Hearing her say this to me made me want to cry a river of the happiest tears I’d ever shed in my life.

Can we just take a moment to appreciate what happened?? The Doctor had to listen to his wife, the woman who was always and completely forgiven, the woman who was made to kill him and he married anyway, the woman whose distress calls he always responded to– he had to listen to her announce and prove that she genuinely didn’t believe he loved her while affirming just how much she loved him. Just look at his face. Look at him. It just about kills him. He had no idea she felt that way. That she actually believed he didn’t love her and yet loved him so much regardless

He listened to that, and he heard her. What does he do? What does he do?? He goes and takes the diamond she married and builds an entire restaurant just for her with it. He orders the best seats in the house. He finally fulfils that promise to take her to the Singing Towers, something he’s been avoiding for centuries because it will be one of the most painful experiences of his life and he knows it. He’s been running from it for so long but he finally, finally stops running and faces his fear and pain directly because he’s facing her. And how could he not? He’s just learnt she thinks he doesn’t love her. He can’t say it much louder than this.

anonymous asked:

hilda i just remembered the first time i watched tws i was with some family and when steve said "im with you 'till the end of the line" i went "aWWW" and started tearing up and thEN when bucky dragged steve from the river i said "he saved his best friend" and started crying and everyone looked at me like i was crazy but idc bc steve and bucky are in love and steve would give up everything if bucky asked him to and vice versa😩😩

ummMM m mmME!!! bucky really didn’t have to do that but HE DID… he fuckign pulled him out the water…………………. and then they had the NERVE to add a parallel to that same scene in cacw… that was fucked up @the russo brothers

the signs as the neighbourhood songs

Originally posted by learntotrusttt

aries: as long as you notice
I’m hoping that you’ll keep your heart open
I’ll keep mine open too
so, so, I’ll probably take you aside
and tell you what’s on my mind
but you, you’ll just keep it inside
probably tell me that you’re alright
- Prey

taurus:  oh, she knows what I think about
and what I think about
one love, two mouths
one love, one house
no shirts, no blouse
just us, you find out
- Sweater Weather

gemini:  say my name, say my name
if no one is around you, say “baby, I love you”
if you are not running
say my name, say my name
- Say My Name/ Cry Me a River

cancer:  so, she put his heart in a bag, he wouldn’t ask for it back
he didn’t want her to cry, she didn’t want to be sad
she said, you better not leave me
this shit’ll be fucked for days and weeks and months
- Flawless

leo: I’m sick and I’m tired too
I can admit, I am not fireproof
I feel it burning me
I feel it burning you
I hope I don’t murder me
I hope I don’t burden you
If I do, I do
- The Beach

virgo: I think I worry a lot
I need to take it easy
I got this anxious feeling
but it goes away for a minute
when I’m with you breating
- Cry Baby

libra: I don’t think that we should be around each other
when you’re in the room, you get my eyes
you open your mouth, I’m hypnotized, oh oh
I can make you laugh until you cry
you know you got all my attention
- Single

scorpio:  you’re a doll, you are flawless
but I just can’t wait for love to destroy us
I just can’t wait for love
your only flaw, you are flawless
but I just can’t wait for love to destroy us
I just can’t wait for love
- Flawless

sagittarius:  I’m thinking we should ride
to a place that we don’t know
to a place where no one’s seen us before
I’m thinking, you and I
better just go with the flow
last thing that we should do is go slow
- Lurk

capricorn:  and all I am is a man
I want the world in my hands
I hate the beach
but I stand in California with my toes in the sand
- Sweater Weather

aquarius: I think I found hell
I think I found something
I think I found something in my TV screen
I think I found out that I have nothing
that I have nothing in this place for me
- Female Robbery

pisces:  ask me what I’m thinking about
I’ll tell you that I’m thinking about
whatever you’re thinking about
tell me something that I’ll forget
and you might have to tell me again
it’s crazy what you’ll do for fame
- Daddy Issues

The Beatles {Sentence Starters}
  • "I'm always thinking of you."
  • "I get shy when they start to stare!"
  • "You know you look so good!"
  • "I'm so happy when you dance with me."
  • "You'll never know how much I really love you."
  • "I've got every reason on earth to be mad!"
  • "If I fell in love with you, would you promise to be true?"
  • "Picture yourself in a boat on a river."
  • "I could never really live without you!"
  • "Don't want to cry when there's people there."
  • "You're the only love that I've ever had."
  • "I can't believe it's happened to me."
  • "I've just lost the only girl I had."
  • "Please, don't spoil my day."
  • "Do you want to know a secret?"
  • "When I'm home, everything seems to be right."
  • "It's been a hard day's night."
  • "I got something to say that might cause you pain."
  • "I don't care too much for money."
  • "Did you have to treat me, oh, so bad?"
  • "Why am I so shy when I'm beside you?"
  • "Tell me why you cried."
  • "Is there anybody going to listen to my story?"
  • "If I catch you talking to that boy again, I'm gonna let you down."
  • "Please, remember how I feel about you."
  • "A love like ours could never die!"
  • "Money can't buy me love."
  • "Please, don't wake me."
  • "You don't realize how much I need you."
HC: KBTBB Guys Find Out MC Cheated *Ota Kisaki*

READ THIS BEFOREHAND: http://otome-voltage-obsessed.tumblr.com/post/117051659777/cheating-on-ota-teaser

Theme song: Cry Me A River by Justin Timberlake

You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn’t know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn’t think that they would come crashing down

You don’t have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him,
Now there’s just no chance, for you and me, there’ll never be
And don’t it make you sad about it

His reaction to when he finds out about your infidelity:

”It’s true,” you whimpered, “It’s all true.”

The moment your knees hit the wooden floor, your tears escaped in floods from your bloodshot eyes. Your heart was breaking from pain of your betrayal. How could you ever be unfaithful to the man you loved? No matter how lonely or neglected you ever felt, he didn’t deserve it.

Ota could feel his heart freezing over, his love for you being all but consumed by a new emotion. Hatred. How dare you betray him, after all he had done for you! He never treated you poorly and he was always trying. Always trying to maintain the relationship with you, always trying to make you happy, always trying to hold it together. But he knew, he painfully knew, that sometimes trying was never enough.

The very thought of his efforts being met with such a betrayal made the anger within him bubble up from the depths of his soul. The rash emotion spread through him, until it reached every inch of his being. 

And now, seeing you kneeling before him, your arms wrapped around your torso as you sobbed pathetically, no emotion came. He felt as though the entire atmosphere of his studio had become colder, as if death had come to claim the remnants of his love for you. 


He was reproached by the dramatic show you were putting on. Your whole body was shivering and tense, as if you were waiting to be struck by him. As if you were an inferior dog who had misbehaved. It made him sick. 



“O-Ota, I’m so s-sorry,” you sobbed, “I promise, I broke everything off this morning. It won’t ever happen again.  I love you, I love you so-”

“Just shut up.” He snaps, cutting you short. 

You clenched your eyes shut and bowed your head even lower, his tone was commanding and void. 



“Don’t you dare insult me with anymore of your lies.” Ota spats, your heart beating wildly with fear.

His shoes clicked loudly on the perfect wooden floor, the steps stopping only a few inches in front of you. He crouches down, placing a single, slender finger underneath your chin and raising your face to look him directly in the eye. He stares at you with stone cold eyes, causing you to shiver.

“I expect you and all your things to be removed from my studio and my apartment by tonight.” Ota tells you firmly, “We are over.”

Hot tears pooled in your eyes, “Ota, please…” you whimper helplessly.

Ota’s eyes narrow into a glare as he rips his hand away from you and stands tall, his glare piercing you with fury, “Get your things, and get out.” 

You bite your lip to stifle a heartbroken sob as Ota brushes past you, walking out the door and slamming it after his departure.

In that moment, you could not control your tears. Sobs wrenched themselves from your lips, the grief you felt for the love you had single handily destroyed. The love you now knew could never be repaired.

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Rules: List 5 OTP’s from 5 fandoms and tag 10 people to pass it on to

I was tagged by @thesongandthesunset. Thanks. :)

1. Twelve x River, Doctor Who (Love this pairing so much. In fact, everytime I hear Taylor Swift’s “Wildest Dreams” I think of them and I cry.)

2. Sherlock x John, Sherlock (I mean, come on! Although, if they would ever just get together, I don’t think the story would be as exciting…I like the chase.)

3. Tormund x Brienne, Game of Thrones (My favorite red hair beast man with what I wanted to be when I grew up = me, I am their love child.)

4. Severus x Lily, Harry Potter (Because they were magical together, and James was a git)

5. Daryl x Carol, The Walking Dead (Both damaged goods that hold each other up for support)

I am tagging: @girl-in-the-tardis @aurora-gallifreytimelady @alinajocelyn @blue-moon-cat @fieldsxofxoak @joffreyish @ladyofdragonflies @riverstwelve  and anyone else who wants to do it.

Okay, here it is: the analysis for the bloopers video - FINALLY!

So this is a bit blurry, but everyone keep in mind the size of the gap

No comment on this

Yes Joe, lean on Caspar for no particular reason, that’s right

Look at their happy little faces I’m done

Look how they are leaning against each other I’m crying

Caspar please I just dried my tears

Look at Caspar I cannot handle this much love in the morning

I think the Jaspar fandom needs its own river, for all the tears we cry about Jaspar

Yes Caspar move Joe closer to you

Remember the gap from the beginning?

Yeah it’s gone now

Caspar inspecting Joe’s forearm

Caspar: Wait when we do… uh… *hand gestures* what’s it called?

Let’s just have a little look at that sentence

He says “we” as in you and me as in you, Joe, and me, Caspar

Okay fine

He says “do”, not did or have done or would do, but “do” as you would for a thing happening regularly (or at least these are the grammar rules applying to simple present right)

Okay, carrying on

Joe: *hand gestures that leave no doubt about what he means* Head?

I FUCKING CANNOT EVEN WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

NICE ASSOCIATION THERE JOSEPH

LIKE

This is the first thing that comes to your mind when Caspar says “when we do” and does these hand gestures

YEAH NICE JOE NICE

Well done

Thank you for leaving no doubt

Let’s all try and calm down a bit by having a look at Caspar leaning onto Joe, laughing

Little Lamb laughing at everything Little Pudding says

Josh: I really wanted to get involved

Caspar: Yeah, you wanted the top line in the description *nasty laugh*

Sorry Josh, darling, you should have known that the top line in Caspar’s description is always reserved for the beautiful thatcher

You alright there, Caspar

Wow, so many things happened in three minutes and twenty-eight seconds, still trying to get to terms with everything

Just wow

To see the other analyses I have done, check out the masterlist!

Some Jelena Feels for you.

In 2009, Justin sang One Less Lonely Girl to his celebrity crush Selena Gomez, they met not even 2 months earlier. He was 15 years old, she was 17 years old.

In 2011, Justin sang Favorite Girl and Cry me a River at the concert of hi girlfriend Selena Gomez. They started dating not even a year before. It was after her 19th birthday, he was 17 years old .

In 2014, Justin Bieber went to an event in Texas, accompanied by Selena Gomez, who everyone thought to be his ex but now it’s unsure. He dedicated As Long As You Love Me to his “Baby”. Justin was just 20 years old and Selena was 21 years old.

In 2015, in a strange November night, Justin Bieber dedicated a song to his ex girlfriend Selena Gomez, who he hadn’t seen in months. That song was My Girl. They were broken up, but their feelings were there. He was 21 years old, she was 23 years old.

Say My Name/Cry Me A River
  • Say My Name/Cry Me A River
  • The Neighbourhood
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Say My Name/Cry Me A River - The Neighbourhood

Because this is my very first post in terms of music recommendations, I took a lot of time to really think about what I wanted to recommend first and I finally decided on The Neighbourhood’s mashup of Say My Name and Cry Me A River (which seems a bit funny now considering that my first song recommendation is actually a cover of two songs).  The Neighbourhood is one of my favorite artists; I’ve listened to their album I Love You. close to a hundred times, and I’m not even exaggerating—iTunes shows you how many times you’ve played a song (also I was beyond excited when Wiped Out! was released, but I’ll save songs from their albums for another post at another time).

This mashup fits their sound really well, and I just love the way they incorporated elements from each song while still making the cover uniquely theirs.

I think there’s two sides of ‘loving yourself.’ There’s loving yourself on the inside, and on the outside. The inside is your true self; your personality, your passions, what makes you shrivel your nose in annoyance, what makes your eyes sparkle in awe, what makes you laugh so hard your stomach hurts, what makes you cry a river, what makes you…you. Then there’s the outside; your facial features, your body type, your hair, etc. I love myself, on the inside. I like to believe that I’m a good person, I’m funny, I have a great taste of music and that I’m genuine. I love myself. I’m working on loving myself on the outside though, because my body is a home and I’ve got to start loving this home just the way it loves me. I hope one day I love myself on the outside just as much as I do on the inside; because I’ve seen people who love themselves on the inside and outside, and man….they’re unstoppable. I hope you all get to experience that feeling one day, and never go back; truly falling in love with all of yourself.
—  some midnight thoughts I’ve been having this week