just looking at him dead makes me want to cry

UNDERTALE starters
  • “…But nobody came.”
  • “I… I’ve changed my mind about all this. This isn’t a good idea anymore.”
  • “YOU! You’re standing in the way of everybody’s hopes and dreams!”
  • “I don’t want to break their hearts all over again. It’s better if they never see me.”    
  • “Despite everything, it’s still you.”
  • “Ah, the cactus. Truly the most tsundere of plants.”
  • “Go ahead. Prepare however you want. But when you step forward… I will KILL you.”
  • “It’s me, [name].”
  • “Wow! We haven’t even had our first date and I’m in the friendzone!”
  • “It pains me to say this, but… you should probably never come back here.”
  • “Maybe looking at this nice lamp will help you.”
  • “There is nothing left for us here. Let us erase this pointless world, and move on to the next.”
  • “They thought that he had killed the child.”
  • “Quit looking at me with that stupid expression. You’re pissing me off.”
  • “We’re all counting on you, kid. Good luck.”
  • “Nice day today, huh? Birds are singing, flowers are blooming… Perfect weather for a game of catch.”
  • “You can certainly find better than an old man/woman like me.” 
  • “I do not know if this is pathetic or endearing.”
  • “Oh. My god. I didn’t expect you to show up so soon! I haven’t showered, I’m barely dressed, it’s all messy, and…”
  • “You’re way better at dating than I am.”
  • “Get dunked on!”
  • “This is the power that the humans feared.”
  • “They must be here, playing a joke on me. I’ll just wait until one of them admits it…”
  • “…You really like hot animals, don’t you?”
  • “It was nice to meet you. …Goodbye.”
  • “On days like this, kids like you should be burning in Hell.”
  • “Remember. DON’T kill anyone. …I can’t believe this is a REAL thing I have to remind you.”
  • “…Why are you still here? Are you trying to keep me company?”
  • “You should be smiling, too. Aren’t you excited? Aren’t you happy?” 
  • “Don’t worry, my little monarch, my plan isn’t regicide. This is SO much more interesting.”
  • “What makes you think you’re in control?”
  • “Never come back here. You are not welcome.”
  • “Why does someone as great as me have to do so much to get recognition?!”
  • “You made your choice long ago.”
  • “Don’t you realize that being nice just makes you get hurt?”
  • “So you finally made it. The end of your journey is at hand.”
  • “I didn’t cry! I just… caught something in my eye!”
  • “You know what would be more valuable to everyone? IF YOU WERE DEAD!”
  • “Look. [Name] didn’t come to the meeting today. Say what you want about him/her/them. H/She’s/They’re weird, naive, self-absorbed. But [name] has NEVER missed a meeting. And no matter what time you call him/her/them on the phone… Night, day, afternoon, morning… He/she/they ALWAYS answers within the first two rings.”
  • “Anything you want to do is important enough. Even something as small as reading a book, or taking a walk… Please take your time.“
  • “[Name] hated humanity. Why they did, they never talked about it. But they felt very strongly about that.”
  • "If you… If you think I’m gonna give up hope, you’re wrong. ‘Cause I’ve got my friends behind me.”
  • “Perhaps we can reach a compromise. You still have something that I want.”
  • “Always wondered why people never use their strongest attack first.”
  • “No matter the struggles or hardships you faced… you strived to do the right thing. You refused to hurt anyone.”
  • “This is why I never make promises.”
  • “ …Why? Why are you being… so nice to me? I can’t understand. I can’t understand! I just can’t understand… “
  • “Honestly, fighting you IS pretty fun… So even if you ARE a sicko, I’ll take it!”
  • “Maybe you’d be better… at not killing anyone? Crazy idea, huh? Let me know how that one goes.” 
  • “Did I ever tell you about the time [name] flirted with me?”
  • “Now, I understand acting in self-defense. You were thrown into those situations against your will.”
  • “You’d better watch yourself, kid. Things are lookin’ real bad for you.”
  • “Are you ready? If you are not, I understand. I’m not ready either…”
  • “Oh my God! Will you two just smooch already?”
  • “Don’t you get it? There’s no such thing as happy endings. This is all that’s left…!”
  • “The internet! I’m quite popular there!”
  • “Do you think even the worst person can change…? That everyone can be a good person if they just try?”
  • “Don’t worry about it. Most of us have tried to kill [name] at one time or another.”
  • “Wowie! You did it! You didn’t do a violence!”
  • “Not everything can be resolved by being nice.”
  • “Don’t kill, and don’t be killed, alright? That’s the best you can strive for.” 
  • “Oh no! You’re meeting all of my standards!”
  • “Anime is real, RIGHT?!”
  • “Maybe you’re wondering if I ever get tired of winning… Wanna see my answer?”
  • “Sorry, I do not have much to say. It was nice to hear your voice, though.”
  • “This is all just a bad dream… and you’re NEVER waking up!”
  • “Down here, it’s kill or be killed!”
  • “I can’t come back. I just can’t, OK?”
  • “I so badly want to say, ‘would you like a cup of tea?’ But… You know how it is.”
  • “Would you smooch a ghost?”
  • “The truth is… [Name] wasn’t really the greatest person.” 
  • “Well, if I were you, I would have thrown in the towel by now. But you didn’t get this far by giving up, did you?” 
  • “You’re not really human, are you? No. You’re empty inside. Just like me.”
  • “Are you bored? I should have given a book to you. My apologies. Why not use your imagination to divert yourself?”
  • “I’ll hold victory in front of you, just within your reach… and then tear it away just before you grasp it.”
  • “Come on! Step forward and let’s end this!”
  • “Don’t you get it? This is all just a GAME.”
  • “Are those two robots…?”
  • “If you have some sort of special power… isn’t it your responsibility to do the right thing?”
  • “Stop plaguing my life with incidental music!”
  • “Self-defense? Please. You didn’t kill them because you had to. You killed them because it was easy for you. Because it was fun for you. Do you think it was fun when I found out…? Do you think it’s fun when people’s family members never come home? Is that fun? No. “
  • “I wish I had eight legs… so I could wear FOUR pairs of hot pants!”
  • “The more you kill, the easier it becomes to distance yourself. The more you distance yourself, the less you will hurt. The more easily you can bring yourself to hurt others.”
  • “I can’t go to Hell. I’m all out of vacation days.”
  • “They just sort of showed up one day and…asserted themselves. The town’s gotten a lot more interesting since then.”
  • “Our king is really bad at names.”
  • “If it weren’t for you, I would’ve never gotten past him. But now, with your help, he’s DEAD.”
  • “Then why’d you kill my brother/sister?”
  • “I’ve done everything this world has to offer. I’ve read every book. I’ve burned every book. I’ve won every game. I’ve lost every game. I’ve appeased everyone. I’ve killed everyone.”
  • “What did you do to him? …What did you DO to him?!”
  • “…I don’t have the heart to tell her what you did. Do you know how she’d react?”
  • “You didn’t even need my help, which is great, ‘cause I love doing absolutely nothing.”
  • “I’m smiling and I hate it!”
  • “Do you wanna have a bad time? 'Cause if you take another step forward… you are REALLY not going to like what happens next.”
  • “If we’re really friends… you won’t come back.”
  • “Did you really think I was gonna be satisfied… killing you only ONE time?”
  • “I remember when I first woke up here, in the garden. I was so scared. I couldn’t feel my arms or my legs…”
  • “Even after all this time, you’re still the only one that understands me.”
  • “Why do I always get the freaks?”
  • “It’s possible that you may have a problem.”
  • “What a terrible creature, torturing such a poor, innocent youth…”
  • “I’m nineteen years old and I’ve already wasted my entire life.”
  • “If you’re so scared, why do you keep winking?”
  • “Don’t you have anything better to do?”

One day Danny meets a newly-formed ghost. Said ghost knows nothing about ghosthood or being dead and is understandably quite upset. Danny takes the time to comfort the ghost and help her get used to her new existence. He takes her flying around town, shows her harmless ways to have fun, that sort of thing. She soon starts perking up a little, but she’s still really sad about leaving her loved ones behind. Just the thought of them grieving for her makes her want to cry.

“Will they be okay?” she asks.

“Sure,” Danny tells her. “They’ll miss you a lot, but for all of history people have managed to go on with their lives after losing someone. It’ll be hard, but they’ll be okay.”

The ghost looks at him with her innocent, unknowing eyes. “Is your family doing okay with you dead?”

“Well,” Danny says, “my parents still miss me… BUT THEIR AIM IS GETTIN’ BETTER!”

A Dangerous Game (Suho Mafia!au fic) Chapter 12 - Red

Warnings: blood

Ch. 1, Ch. 2, Ch. 3, Ch. 4, Ch. 5, Ch. 6, Ch. 7, Ch. 8, Ch. 9, Ch. 10, Ch. 11, Ch. 12, Ch. 13, Ch. 14, Ch. 15(M), Ch. 16, Ch. 17(M), Ch. 18, Ch. 19, Ch. 20, Ch. 21, Ch. 22, Bonus Chapter  


The color of passion, fresh apples, spring flowers, roses….and blood.

Looking down at my shaking hands which were stained red; my clothes, my shoes, my arms, my face…it all had red….

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Yuri Plisetsky deserves the world

If anyone ever tries to tell me that Yuri Plisetsky is heartless and rude, is immediately dead to me.

Look at him. JUST LOOK AT HIM. He’s CRYING after his FS routine. And to my perspective he could be crying for numerous reasons.

  1. He’s put his sweat and blood into his senior debut and all of his routines he just wants to let it all out because he’s just SO FUCKING TIRED.
  2. He’s thinking about his loved ones, and how he will make them proud. He’s thinking about his grandfather, Otabek, Lilia and Yakov, Yuuri and Victor. He wants them to look at him and see his efforts.
  3. This probably got him so emotional, he was probably thinking about his past, something we don’t know a lot about.
  4. He just wants his efforts to be payed off, even after Yuuri’s flawless skating.
  5. He was so passionate about getting Yuuri to not retire, heck, he probably even IDOLISED YURI FROM THE BEGINNING. He didn’t want Yuuri to retire.
  6. Overall, he put so much energy to this routine, because he wanted to send a message to all his loved ones. He wanted his loved ones to see what he’s capable of, and MOSTLY JUST WANTED THEM TO BE PROUD OF HIM, AND THAT’S ALL HE EVER WANTED.

And his efforts DID PAY OFF IN THE END. Just look at how proud Otabek looks here:

That’s right. Now look at the others: HIS GRANDFATHER.

He’s SO SO SO proud. Now look at Lilia and Yakov:

Lilia is LITERALLY smiling. When have we ever seen her smile? Now, lastly look here:

Yuri is finally recognised for his efforts at the end of his senior debut. Yuri’s love has grown so big over the year, and he just wants to show it to those people. And now those people acknowledge the love Yuri has for them and are THRILLED OF HIS DEVELOPMENT, BECAUSE THEY LOVE HIM BACK.

And Yuri deserves it. Because he has worked so hard.

Y u r i    d e s e r v e s    t h e    w o r l d.

Daryl x Reader - Loss (30 Days series)



–> DAY 1

–> DAY 2

–> DAY 3

–> DAY 4

–> DAY 5

–> DAY 6

–> DAY 7

DAY 8: Death of someone close

–> DAY 9

So, I want to do this challenge with the pairing “DarylxReader”.

I’ll try to upload a story everyday, I hope you like it!

–> Requests are open by the way

Fandom: The Walking Dead

Pairing: Daryl x Reader

(This chapter take place during season 3)

Warning: angst and fluff


Merle and Michonne were gone, and since everybody knows that Merle works for the Governor, we couldn’t help but worry.

“ I can’t believe Merle did something like that” I said  while walking with Daryl toward his bike.

Since we notice Merle and Michonne disappearance, almost everyone starts to prepare for the research.

“Well, it’s not that our group has a really good relationship with him” says Daryl.

“Well he’s an asshole”

At that he stops and turns looking  at me, grinning:

“You better watch your mouth sunshine, he’s still my brother”.

With that said, he get on his bike.

I get on too, circling his waist with my arms and laying my head on his back… I really like feeling this close to him.


While we’re running along the road, I can’t help to think about what Daryl told me about his past.

How could Merle be related to Daryl? They’re so different and, even if Merle did a lot of bad things, Daryl will never give up on him.

He doesn’t talk about his feelings and shit like that but I could read it on his eyes: despite everything he’ll always care about his brother.

Daryl abruptly stops the bike: “(Y/n) look at that!”

A little up ahead from us, there were some kind of building with a lot of walkers roaming around:

“There are a lot of walker… do you think they took shelter in there?”

“I don’t know, Merle is really impulsive, he definitely would fight all those walkers rather than hide, anyway let’s take a look”

Nodding, I get off  the bike and take out my machete while Daryl get ready with his crossbow.

“Are you ready sunshine?”

“Yes, let’s go”

So we spend time taking down all walkers that came near us, we fight and fight until we were covered in blood and guts.

“Hey Daryl, look at that”

most walkers I took down were killed with gunshot, they didn’t seem dead for long time and that was strange.

Even if I call him, Daryl didn’t come to me so I turn around, ready to call him again when suddenly I understand why he ignored me.

Daryl was standing still, crying.

He was looking at a particular walker, that slowly was making his way toward my man.

I get ready to take it down when all of sudden I recognize that walker: It was Merle.

He has a bullet wound on his heart like the other walkers.

I take Daryl hand into mine: “Do you… do you want me to put him out of his misery?”

“Nah… I’ll do it” Daryl sobbed and start walking toward Merle.

At first he just push him away, still crying, then, when Merle fall on the ground, Daryl takes his knife and stabs him on his head.

However his brother was already dead, Daryl start to cry and screaming in rage, stabbing Merle’s head repeatedly.

I rush toward him and I finally hug him, he bury his head into the crook of my neck, still sobbing loudly

“Sssh… I know baby, I’m here”

Seeing him like that broke my heart, I really wanted to cry but I had to stay strong for him. ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………..

When we got back at the prison, Daryl didn’t say a word and walked into our cell while I tell the others what happened earlier.

I also beg them to leave Daryl alone, he needs time to mourn his brother.

Later that night I walked to our cell; Daryl was laying on our bed, looking at the ceiling with red puffy eyes.

“Hey… you need to rest”

“I know…it’s just… I see him every time I close my eyes”

He sobbed again, so I decide to lay besides him, and hug him.

He looked like a little child: “Daryl, we will get through this together, I’m here for you”

He didn’t answer, he just lay a little kiss on my neck.   

“I’ll always be by your side” I whisper before falling asleep.


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Tested Part 2/ Gabe

A/N: So I felt like I could make a part two of tested so I hope you guys like it and yes there will e a part three.

Warnings: Make out sessions, sex talk?

After Gabe had found out he was surprisingly not that different towards you he actually was asking you about werecoyote’s. The two of you were laying on your bed and the two of you were in the middle of a heated make out session. Gabe was hovering over you and the two of you were kissing passionately as your hands where in his hair. One of his hands went from you cheek down your body to your hip and he put his hand under your shirt and he started to kiss your neck.

“Well know I at least know why I could never give you hickey’s.” He said with a smirk as he pulled away from you.

You just rolled your eyes and pulled him down again connecting your lips again. Gabe wanted to take of your shirt but you stopped him before he could.

“Mm….Gabe stop.” You said taking his hand away.

“Oh I’m sorry I uh I just thought…” He said embarrassed as he pulled away from you and sat up.

“No no..Gabe.” You said with a little laugh.

“I want to I really do but my parents are home so.” You said sitting up and leaning your head on his shoulder.

He turned to look at you with a smirk and leaned in again and started to kiss you again.

“So you really wanna do this?” He asked when he pulled away.

“Yeah I really do.” You said with a smile.

Yes you and Gabe have never done it before you didn’t feel like you were ready yet and also you didn’t really wanna do that with him when he didn’t know who you really where. But now that he knew and now that you were ready you wanted to but your parents were home so that would be awkward.

“I can wait for a time that your parents aren’t home and also I’ve always planned on making out first time together a special night.” He said with a smile as he stroked you cheek with his hand.

“I’m so happy that you don’t care about me being a werecoyote. I wouldn’t know what I would do without you.” You said looking at him with a smile.

“I wouldn’t know what to do without you either.” He said smiling.

Even though he found out what you were he was still with the hunters he was mostly with them to know what they were gonna do or where they were gonna be so that he could protect you. Of course he still did things because he needed to act like he was still a part of them. The next day you were at Scott’s house to talk about a plan on how to take on the hunters you were all talking when there were suddenly shots fired. Everyone immediately got down but sadly Melissa and Mason got hit. You got hit as well but you would heal so it didn’t really matter. After the shots had stopped and you knew that the hunters were gone you got Melissa and Mason to the hospital. You were just scared because if the hunters knew you were there and you were completely fine they would know that you weren’t human. At school Liam had dragged Gabe into the locker room and he was having lots of trouble controlling his anger. Liam pushed him on the ground and looked at him.

“I don’t know anything, I swear I don’t know what happened at Scott’s house.” Gabe said as he laid on the ground scared.

“Did you know who was there? Did you know Mason was in there?” Liam said angrily as he picked Gabe up from the ground and held his face.

I didn’t know anything…” He started to say before Liam cut him of.

“Did you even know your girlfriend was there?” Liam asked him.

“W-what Y/N was in there.” He said scared as Liam turned him around and pushed him into the mirror.

“Maybe you haven noticed lately but I’m having trouble controlling my anger. When things happens to my friends I just can’t seem to help it.” He said as he pushed Gabe’s head harden into the mirror.

“Liam wait pleas. Please tell me why was Y/N there?” He asked as he was scared that he was gonna die knowing that you were in that house.

“I just get so angry.” Liam said with a growl as he pushed him so hard in the mirror that the glass began to break.

“Stop Liam, please.” Gabe said as blood started to drip down his face.

“You think I’m gonna kill you? You think we’re all killers maybe we should be.” Liam said pushing Gabe’s head further into the mirror.

You had seen Liam grab Gabe and when you heard Gabe’s grunts from the locker room you ran towards the locker room to make sure that Liam wasn’t killing him. When you saw that Liam had Gabe’s face pushed against the mirror so hard that he was bleeding you let out a growl as your claws came out and your eyes turned blue. You ran over to Liam and pulled him away from Gabe and threw him against a wall with a growl. Gabe fell on the ground. You calmed down again and your claws disappeared and your eyes turned normal. You leaned down to look at Gabe.

“Are you okay?” Gabe asked you.

“You have glass stuck in the side of your face and your asking me if I’m alright.” You said with a little laugh.

“Yeah Liam told me you were there at Scott’s house.” He said as he took your hand.

“I heal remember.” You said with a smile.

Liam stood up and looked at you. You looked at him ad stood up.

“Do you know that he did it?” Liam asked as he looked at you.

“W-what?” You asked looking at Liam.

“Yeah your boyfriend shot up Scott’s house.” Liam said angrily.

“I’ll just leave you to throw him against the wall now.” He said as he walked away.

“Is it true?” You asked as you turned to look at Gabe.

“You know I have to act like I’m still a part of them.” Gabe said as he tried to stand up.

“You know that know they now I’m not human right.” You said looking at him.

“Now they won’t because I’m the only one who knows you were there.” He said taking your hand.

“That’s what you think. Yeah I heard Monroe and she knew who was in there. She knew I was there and since I’m totally fine she knows that I’m not human.” You said sitting down.

“Don’t worry I’ll protect you believe me. Nothing will happen to you.” He said taking your hand as he sat next to you.

Later that day Gabe was in Monroe’s office because she had found out that he had lied about knowing Y/N wasn’t a human.

“So Gabe care to explain to me why you didn’t tell me what Y/N was.” Monroe said as she looked at Gabe angrily.

“I uh I…..” Gabe said not knowing what to say.

“Is it because you love her. It’s because you love her don’t you. Gabe if you wanna be a hunter you can’t fall for these mind tricks. You need to get rid of her.” Monroe said.

“W-what?” Gabe said shocked and scared.

“She a distraction for you so you need to get rid of her. You were able to kill Edgar so why wouldn’t you be able to kill her.” Monroe said looking at him.

“And until you get rid of her I don’t want you to talk to her or see her and if you do then I’ll get rid of her for you. You understand.” Monroe said looking Gabe straight in the eyes.

“Y-yes I understand.” He said looking down with tears in his eyes.

He stood up and walked out of her office. Y/N was waiting for him at his locker and she smiled when she saw him coming but when she saw the angry look on his face she knew that this couldn’t mean anything good.

“Gabe what’s wrong?” You asked worried as he looked at you.

“I don’t wanna see you anymore.” He said looking you dead in the eye.

“W-what why?” You asked confused.

“Cause of what you are I can’t be with someone like you.” He said looking at you.

“What has suddenly gotten into you. Gabe come on this isn’t you.” You said as you took his hand.

He pulled his hand away and looked you dead in the eye.

“It is me. I’m sorry Y/N but its over.” He said walking away.

“Gabe…..” You said with tears in your eyes.

You really didn’t want to cry in school but you couldn’t hold it in. One second he was okay with you and after he talked to Monroe he suddenly felt different. She must have said something to make him think like that. You just ran away out of school and just cried for hours at home. When Gabe walked away he walked towards the locker room and he punched a mirror angrily really not caring that his hand was bleeding.

Please stay with me tonight (Draco x Reader)

You can read Part 2 here!

It was two in the morning when you finally decided that you crawl out from your bed after hours and hours suffering. You went to bed early because you were tired, but when your soul is exhausted it’s not something that sleep is going to fix. You take on a big hoodie and tiptoed out from your dorm, went down the common room to the dungeon’s corridor. It was a silent but snowy night outside, so when you were on the third floor you sit up on a window sill and started staring the landscape.

Sixth year at Hogwarts, but something has always tickled your brain. You loved here, you had a lot of friends - even from other houses. And yes, it was a big deal, because most of the students was prejudiced towards the Slytherins. You hate that, because you loved your house. There were mean people in there, yes, but you also got some really good friends, even your bests. Despite of this, you decided that you’ll show that you’re not what everybody thinks of Slytherins. You were kind with others, helpful, and sometimes saved those innocent first years from your abusive housemates. Firstly they didn’t approve that much, but your tounge was sharp and your mind was quick, so after a bit time everybody decided that it’s better if they’re not messing with you. You didn’t like to hurt other people’s feelings, but your ego never lets to shut your mouth if somebody started picking on you.

As a pureblooded Slytherin, your aunt was very proud of you, although you never really cared about blood status. You tired to be kind with everyone. Like a Hufflepuff. Sometimes you were brave like a Gryffindor, you studied nearly as much as a Ravenclaw, and you were proud and ambitious like a Slytherin. And because of this, you felt you don’t fit in anywhere.

You heard footsteps in the distance, so you placed your hand in your wand, just in case.
The shape came closer, and you saw the boy’s pale face. The face that look much paler on the snowy night’s light, the face that could look even scary if his lips didn’t smirk at you when the blue-grey eyes recognised you. The face that you loved and hated to see at the same time. 

„What are you doing here, darling? It’s almos three in the morning.” - Draco asked, smirk still on his face, but also looked concerned.

„I could ask the same for you.”

„You see, I’m a prefect, so I have to. In the other hand, you should be on your bed. I should punish you…” - he winked at you, smiling. Always the jokes. You didn’t answer, you wasn’t in the mood for jokes. Especially not with your crush. Because who else could be your crush than the boy who think nobody is good enough for him? The truth is, you were hopelessly in love with him. You always had a little crush on him since your first years, but in the last two years it’s just grew bigger. It started when he accidentally caught you crying; you didn’t tell him why and he didn’t forced you, but he comforted you. From that day, you had a lot of deep conversations and he opened up to you completely. You could finally see that he has a soft side and how much he deserve to be loved. Despite of this you didn’t tell him you felt in love with him. He was too important to you now, and you didn’t want to scare him or ruin your friendship.

„Are you okay?” - he continued after you turned your head from him. You were just about to cry, and you were sure that if he didn’t stop to push you, you’ll cry. He stepped closer to you and gently put his hand on your back - it was enough you to shiver. Even if he was your best friend, he almost never touched you or hugged you in front people; he didn’t like the idea that others may accidentally realize that he has a soft side and his heart is not made from ice and stones.

„I’m okay, Draco, just coudn’t sleep. That potion test coming soon and you know, I’m overstressed and all, so I’m just came here.” - his face expression told that he didn’t believe what you said. You didn’t even believed what you said. 

„Stop it, Y/L/N. What’s happened? Is somebody hurt you?”

What’s wrong? Well, everything.

 „No, of course not. I rather going to sleep. Night!” - you climbed down from the window sill and were about to go, but Draco caught your wrist, a bit too hard, and pulled you closer to himself. He slowly make one more step closer to you and released your wrist, but a moment later his hand was on your cheek. Now you were really close to crying.

 „Sweetheart, even if you’re a good liar, I know you too well”. - Not well enough, because in that case you should know that I’m crazy for you. „So, please tell me, who hurt you?”

 „Nobody, really.” – You brushed away his hand from your face. – „Just…” - you started and looked up him in the eye, in his beautiful, grey eyes that looked like a morning sky after a big storm. His face was serious, he really cared about what you wanted to say, and it was enough for you to stop talking and hug him. He was speechless, and you hugged him so hard like you were afraid that if you don’t, you will falling.

 „Y/N…” - he wishpered, very quiet, while he was place one of his hands on your waist, and the other on your head, gently stroke your hair. „Talk to me, darling. Tell me what’s wrong.”

 The fact that he is holding you in his arms, the feeling of his touch and his gentle words melted you; you didn’t want to cry anymore, you just wanted to be in his arms.

 „I’m tired, Draco. Everybody think that I’m so pleased with my perfect life, but I’m not. And I miss you, I hardly see you nowadays. Please don’t leave me you too.” – your voice was low, and a memory of your dead family makes the tears fall out from your eyes, down on your cheek. Draco gently pushed you away with a confused look.

 „What do you mean? „Me too”?”

 You never talked about your parents to your friends. Not even with him. Now you felt you should.

 „My family…” Deep breath. „My father was an auror. He was very obsessed with capture every Death Eaters. He was way too much reckless.” – Tears falling down on your cheek, but you stayed calm. The pale boy cup your face one of his hands and wiped of your tears.

„Two years ago dark wizards killed them along with my nine year old brother.”

 There was a deep silence, and you was about to say something, when he asked you.

 „Why didn’t you tell me? Or anyone?”

 „I don’t wanted you or anyone else to feel sorry for me!” – you cried. – „I didn’t need that. I only need that you to stay close to me!” – your voice was desperate and tearful. You wonder when was the last time when anybody see you in this condition; probably sometime in your childhood.

 „Listen, love.” – his stormy eyes looking at yours, and maybe if yours wouldn’t have been tearful, you’d saw that his was full of tears too. – „I will never ever let you go. I’ll never leave you alone, you hear me? If you need me, come to me. I won’t push you ever again, love.” – he pulled you closer, kissed you on your forehead, and you couldn’t say a word anymore, just sobbing in silence. His calm voice and the way that he called you love made you relaxed. He could always find a way to comfort you.

He accompanied you back to the Slytherin common room. You sat down on a couch, pointed on a fireplace with your wand while you murmured „incdendio”. The fire warmed you up immediately. Draco was still holding your hand, since you refused to let him go even for a moment in the hallways, but now he pulled away.

„Please stay with me tonight.” – you said quickly with a trembling voice. Firstly he stared at you like he doesn’t want to, but then he smiled at you, picked up a blanket from the couch, and sat back down next to you. You pulled up your legs on the couch and placed your head on Draco’s shoulder while he embraced you and slowly stroked your arm.

„Don’t keep secrets from me, Y/N. I want to help you, and it hurts if I see you like this way. I’m so sorry that happened to you, I couldn’t even imagine… but you really shouldn’t suppress your feelings.” – he whispered, his head againts yours.

„Funny that you’re saying that, Mr. Always Express My Feelings.” You could sense that he was smiling even if you didn’t saw his face.

„Yes, very funny. Now promise me that you’ll always talk to me if something or someone hurt you.”

„Okay. I promise.”

You hated to lie to him, but no way you’ll tell you’re in love with him. There were silence after that and both of you fell asleep.

What you didn’t know is he had a very same problem with his feelings about you.


Love Can Heal (Part 9)

Originally posted by leahlahote

 Pairing:  Paul Lahote X Reader / Emmett Cullen X Ex!Reader

 Word count: 1.303

  Warnings: Depression; self-harm; pretty much stuff like that.


 Part 1

 Part 2

 Part 3

 Part 4

 Part 5

 Part 6

 Part 7

 Part 8 

 Part 10

 Part 11

 Part 12

 Part 13

 Part 14

 Part 15 (FINALE)

 Paul gladly helps me with my baggage, leaving them in his room. I took a very abrupt decision, without even asking permission to invade his space. I sit on the couch, looking at my hands and trying to forget the pain on my back. How could it hurt so bad? I was pretending to walk straight before the Cullen’s. Before Emmett. But now I just want to lay down and sleep for a year.

 “Ivy?” Paul’s voice scares me, and I slowly get up. “The bed is ready. Take your shower first so I won’t end with the hot water.”

 “I’m sorry, Paul. I shouldn’t decide to stay here without talking to you first. I will sleep on the couch.” My throat is so dry it’s hard to speak.

 “It’s a privilege to have you here. And no, you will take the bed.”

 “I feel like I invaded your house, your life, now I’m stealing your bed.”

 “Just go take a hot shower. Let me know if you need anything. We’ll talk later.” Paul takes my hand and helps me upstairs, leaving me in his bathroom.

 I’m finishing the sandwich he made me when he comes to the kitchen. I can’t understand why the vampires complain about his sent. He smells good to me. I drink what’s left of my water and look up at him.

 “Want to get some sleep?”

 “Why are you shirtless?” I raise my eyebrows. I know they don’t feel cold and stuff, but it’s creepy. I’m freezing to death and there he is, protected by his… kind? Race. I don’t even know.

 “Give me a minute. Old habits are hard to break.” He leaves the kitchen and I wait patiently. I don’t have many options anyway. Soon enough he’s back, wearing a dark green T-shirt. “Better now?”


 “Now, want to get some sleep?”

 “I’m not… I don’t know.” I stand up from the chair and walk past him, taking a deep breath to get upstairs.

 “I’m sorry if you don’t feel comfortable here.”

 “I do feel comfortable. I just feel… Lost?” I lay on his bed, facing the ceiling. I feel his weigh on the mattress.

 “Tell me.” Paul’s voice is so kind that I want to hug him, let him keep away all my sorrows.

 “Tell you what?”

 “What happened. You already told me and the wolves, but I want to hear the truth.”

 “The truth.” I repeat, breathing slowly as my heart sinks. “I was an idiot. I grew up to be an idiot and they had this party. It was my friend’s birthday. My parents allowed me to go but someone called them to say that the party was planned to be overnight. Full of alcohol and drugs and even strips. Then they forbid me to go. But it was my friend’s birthday and I wouldn’t miss that. I sneak out the house. I got to the party, and moments later the police called me. Your parents had a car accident, they said.” I try to keep my voice down, as my tears roll down my face. My hands are shaking as the memory crushes my heart again. “I just wanted to dance. I never liked to drink or these things. But all my friends were there. I didn’t care about drugs or whatever the hell, I just wanted to dance! But I… Shit, I killed them. Both got stuck in the car and a fire started. They burned to death! They burned! They suffered to the very last moment!” I scream, pressing my nails against the skin of thighs, it hurts even through my jeans. Paul takes my trembling hands on his, looking in my eyes. “It was my fault and I can’t live with this.”

 My thighs are burning where my nails touched, but I don’t care. Paul silently pulls me to him, hugging me, his hand caressing my hair.

 “They were trying to protect me. They were only trying to protect me.”

 “Just try to sleep, we’ll talk tomorrow.” He pulls the blankets over me, fixing my pillow. “Just rest now. I’ll be here to keep you warm.”

 “I can’t. How can you stay so near me when you know that I…”

 “Ivy, sleep, please.”

 My eyes are heavy and I give up. I’m glad that I’m not cold since Paul is here. My sleep is restless, and I wake up over and over again, tossing around.

 The next morning the sun is struggling to appear among the clouds. I stand at the window, looking at the top of the trees with tiny ice crystals. I feel tired like I haven’t slept all night. Paul breaks something downstairs, a glass or something, but I’m smiling.  Not because I feel happy, but because of him.

 “You’re hungry?” His voice is low so he won’t scare me. I turn around, nodding.

 “What did you break?”

 “Just a…”

 Then my phone starts ringing, too loud, and I run to answer it.

 “Is that him?” Paul comes to my side quickly, and that sudden move makes me accidentally answer the call.

 “Great, Paul. Now you’ll talk to him.” I throw my phone at him because I just can’t deal with Emmett right now.

 I run downstairs, tripping on the last steps. Paul is screaming and my hands are shaking again. Why Emmett can’t just leave me alone? All my love is being replaced by fury. If he wasn’t a vampire, I would beat the shit out of him. Then a feel something wet on my forearm, and a sting. I take off my coat to see a line of blood staining the fabric. I get up, not sure of what to do now.

 “It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s just a… very tiny wound.” I whisper to myself, throwing my coat away. “It’s okay. It’s not bleeding anymore. It’s not bleeding anymore. ”

 “Ivy?” Paul reaches me, and I can’t help but cry.

 “I tripped and hurt my arm. It’s-it’s bleeding, Paul.” He takes a look on my left arm, carefully.

 “It’s just a scratch.”

 “But it’s bleeding.”

 “No, it isn’t bleeding anymore. Come here.” Paul hugs me, and I melt in his arms. I’m crying, shaking, feeling like I can’t breathe.

 “I’m out of control.”

 “No, you’re not. You’ll be fine, I promise. ”

 “Please, please just don’t let me go now.” I beg him, my voice scruffy against his chest. I don’t want to be a bother, but he makes me feel safe.

 “I’m right here. I’m with you. ”

 It’s midday when the movie Paul convinced me to watch ends. Evil Dead, the worst horror movie I ever watched.

 “This was the worst movie I ever watched.”

 “What? It wasn’t so bad.”

 “It wasn’t so bad? It was cliché, the plot is awful, and the end almost made me slap you. ” I turn the TV off, crossing my legs on the couch. “I’m not immortal, I can’t lose two hours of my life with a movie like that.”

 “You’re overreacting. The movie was just fine.”  Paul gets up, heading to the kitchen.

 “No way. You owe me a good movie.”

 “Is there any movie you want to watch?”

 “I would give it a try. I can’t even remember the last time I went to a movie theater. ” I lay back on the couch, exactly when Paul comes back. He stares at me and I sit again, giving him space to sit.

 “Movie theater then.”


 “Tonight.” He gives me a glass of water. I’m always thirsty, and Paul is aware of that. “But I’ll be a date, do you agree?”

 “A date?” I choke, coughing violently. “I don’t know, Paul, I…”

 “Just give it a try.”

 “Why everybody is telling me that?”

 “Just say yes. ”

 “Fine, fine. Yes.”









holy shit I’m watching the first chapter of the ndrv3 playthrough and Kaede x Saihara is so strong that I’m scared. Since this is danganronpa, he’s either going to die or he’s going to betray Kaede.

ch1 spoilers & rant under the cut

Keep reading

We need some angst

[We didn’t we totally didn’t but Mod Kaede will oblige]





Also thanksssssss andromeda773 probably won’t be the same for a while for these requests tho :,)

Last words I say before I stall any longer

Fuck school

Shuichi Saihara

-He’s crying, he’s shaking, he’s being a complete crybaby he doesn’t care though
-He’s holding your hand as if it’s the end of the world, repeating the same apology under his breath
-He didn’t know that someone poisoned his tea, he didn’t know that when you warned him
-And now your unconscious barely hanging onto life
-You told him if you don’t make it survive for you, to not regret anything that happened
-But he regrets everything already and he just wants to hear you tell him it’s okay already
-The worst part about this is that he’s wearing his hat again, the hat he promised to never hide under again
-He made that promise to you didn’t he?
-He should be ashamed for doing this, but he doesn’t feel ashamed for his actions in the very least
-He just wonder how he can ever face your glance at him if you survive this
-He lowers his hat trying to hide the tears streaming down his face

Ouma Kokichi

-“Pathetic, they really sacrificed themselves for me thinking I cared! Nishnishi~ Of course that was a lie~”
-“Seriously they actually pushed me so I wouldn’t get stabbed! I feel a bit bad for my dear S/O-Chan though…”
-“That was a lie~!l
-"I hope they never wake up again actually, yeah that be one less annoyance to deal with wouldn’t it?”
-“Yeah… One less annoyance, yep.. Everyone here’s just in my way of surviving~! Haha~!”
-He’s lying to himself and he knows it
-His expression isn’t matching his words at all, he’s friggin crying and he can’t even smile
-Worse of all now he’s sounding out of character
-If that even is his real character he’s forgotten what his true nature was long ago though
-But he doesn’t bother correcting himself he just wipes the tears falling down his face
-“Jeez… If I can’t even lie how can I call myself a liar~?”
-“But that’s okay because S/O is totally gonna. survive! And once they live we can go back to normal and I can lie again!”
“Even as I liar I can tell the truth once in a while~”
-Everything just said is a lie
-(Just gonna keep posting :,) emoji’s)


-Ḣ̸͇͎̮͇̽́͝õ̶̩ŵ̶̩̤͎̫̌̋̿̄̔̾̍.̴̧̨̦͉̮̱̙̫̝̮̜͒̊̒͆̅̈́̒͝.̴̡̢͖̩̮̪̩̫͚̰͖̳͓͗͌̈͒̆̑́͛̇̀̐́.̵̢̛͓̪̩̱̬͉̜̳̘́̀̽͐̄͒̃̍̐̋̓́̕ͅ ̸̨͙̳̰̻͉̺̬͙͓̭̖͈̀̄̆̆̎͘͝s̶̟̣̹̾̈́͌t̵̡̼̤̲̠̞̟̪̗͇͕̯͉̀͒r̸̦͔̩͇̦̞̰͓͎̅̈́͌̆͛̒̎̐́̅̊̈́å̸̡̢̦̠̠̈͂̈́͐n̴̡̨̛̬̝̙̘̠̰̺̹̺͙̲͈͈̊̓̈͋̑̾̂̚g̸̠͚̪̍͊̄̂͆̋͒̍͌ë̴̛̫̬̖̗̺͙͉͉̣͎͉́̀̕ͅ
-“I’m having a malfuction? How… strange..”
-“I̵̧̦̠̤̣̝̪̗͎̳̥̻̿̈̋̄̍̏͘ ̶̧̘̙̱̙̰͔̦̹̥̲̯͙̒̔́́͋ǫ̵̘͕̘͓̰̫͖͂̚n̵̡̼̪̺͍̩͎̯̳̱̭͇̐̇̋͊̂̎́͋̔͆̕͘̕͜͜l̷̨̦̼͇̺̻̘̙̝͊̋̔̿̈̒̐̐͌͋̐͋̒͐͘y̸̻͇̟̠̪̬̫̼̗̹̬̰̰̣͍͂̔̾͊́̉͌̌̐̉̀͊̍͝ ̸̨͚̪͉̇̽̉̃̍̾̐̌̉͝h̵̢̦̟̲͇̺̗̀̈̍͛̅̂̍̈́̌́́̔͝͠͠a̶̡̫̰̪̭̰̰̥̺̤̖̰͋̎̂̑̂̚͜͜ͅv̸̳͛͑̽̌͆͗̎̚é̸̡̦̖͎̟̩̫̖̝̘̖̗͙̏͆̃̓̎́͆͑̌͊̌͜ ̷̡̳̪̭̲̼̭̙̝͙͈̙̗̜͒t̸̨̨͚̜̲̝̯̹̤͓̮̰͇͇̟͆̎̿̅͠h̶̨̨̞̭̞̻͊́̀̇̍ȩ̸̳̝̬̞̻̕͝ś̷̤͔̻̟̝̱́̇̍ế̵̱͇͕̗̈̄͌̆͗͂̔̊̈͝ ̶̮̲͈̗̟̒̒̑̎w̷̨̺̥̣̗̬̬̻̬̠̪͎̓̒͊̉̚h̴̨̧̭̝̭̣̦͔̰̝̫̞̳̀̅̈͋̎̅̽̃̓̚͘è̵̘̰̑̌̂̌͐̾̋͠͝n̴̝̰̂̓ͅ ̷̡̡̪̝̯̬͕̪̰̳͔̌͛̾͒̈͘͜͠Į̷̛͚̾́̈͠m̸̠͍̜̈́̀̏̀̃ḿ̵͓̪̯̰̻̭̥͙̰̔͋̋ ̵̙̙͓̱̹̟̭͇́̄̅͑͌ṳ̸̲̩̼͇̼̱̪̎̋̏͂͊͐̂̾͒̕̕̕n̵͍̪͐̿̈͗̓̊̎̇d̶̬̝̰̳̙̈̿͒̾̓͑̅̊̽̂̌̂͑e̶̛̯̘͉̹̰̅̀̎̔̍̉̐̈́̔͛̔̚̚͘r̷͎͖̞͍͎̈́̏̎ ̶̧̡̦̻̙͔̥̝͔̫̝̯͈̼̱̾̀̓͐̽͑̽̑͋͆̏ĕ̶̡̼̫̪̮̪͔͍͍̮̋̐͜m̷̡͈̮̞̰̮̱͎̜̹̗͈͉̪͆̐̓ͅỡ̷̡̢̲̳̥̳͔̼̲̫͋̏́͂̾́̈́̓̄̄̑̚ẗ̴̡̺̪̝̮̖͇̗̩́̅̌͒̓̈́̂̇̿̐i̸̡̯̮̞̮̝̳̜͋̽̂̔̍̌̏̑̎͆distress ̷̟̙̦̮͌̃o̴̢̫̞͙͕͙̥̯̎̈́͒̈́̈̿̋̿̿̈́̆͗̎́̿ŗ̷̧̥̣͈̖̯͉̖͔̳̌̅̏̒̌̎̌͆͘͝͠.̴̲̅.̵̡͔̖̙̬̰̬͚͓͈̼͖͋͂͊̂̿̌̀͘͠ͅ ̵̡̰̮̟̤̞͙͙͖̞͔̟̐̌̆̿͆̆̑Ä̷̢͈̬̮̦̺̘̟̭͚͆̈́͒̚ bug…
-I wonder if S/O knows what’s happening to… Me
-When Kiibo wakes up he expects to find the face of a worrying S/O, or just S/O sitting beside him happy to see him wake up
-Instead all he finds is a crying Kaede and Shuichi trying to cheer her up (which is strange)
-Why are they so sad though? And why do they seem so distressed to see him awake?
-"K-K-Kiibo-Kun…? Y-Your already awake…? I-I..”
-Akamatsu-San if you don’t want to say it I…I"
-“N-No it’s fine.. As the leader it’s my duty to tell you you Kiibo…”
-“Tell me what?”
-“S/O-San.. Died protecting you… Iruma-San had tried killing you but S/O had stopped her.”
-“But… But S/O-San died in the end… Iruma-San dead too now and now she can’t fix you so I don’t even know if S/O’s death is going to be in vain and if you die too…”
-“I’m honestly so s-sorry.. For being such a bad leader..”
-Kiibo doesn’t answer
-Instead his program crashes and he sees glitches flash before his eyes

Kaito Momota

-(Mod Kaede: I cried again…)
-He’s banging his fists on the walls angrily yelling about how he should have protected you
-It’s fucking sick that he couldn’t have even figured out how you were acting strange.
-No it’s fucking sick that he didn’t save you. What kind of boyfriend is he to let his partner get hurt protecting him?!
-In total this game’s only proving his weakness’s again. Fuck this game’s making him feel totally useless again!
-If he can’t protect you now, how are the both of you supposed to see the stars together again?
-No, no matter what there’s no fucking way that you won’t see them with him again.
-He’ll make sure of that
-So for now he just needs to look at the bright side of things, and hope for the best
-“Ain’t that right S/O?”
-(Insert dead or totally alive S/O smiling at him here)

Ryoma Hoshi


-He seriously can’t catch a break can he?
-First her now you huh?
-Why is it everything he loves end up burning because of him? Is it because he’s cursed? His luck really is the worst though…
-“Actually I believe the fact that I’m cursed
-"Really? Ryoma no fucking really?
-"It does makes a bit of sense though right?”
-Lying next to your bed, where you currently lay looking at him you give a shrug
-“Nah, it’s just the fact the world’s a fucking bitch to us all. But it’ll turn up better soon I tell you! So uh.. Please don’t blame this on yourself. C'mon?”
-“Your fucking dead”
-Pushing his hand though your stomach, it goes right through the wound which looks brand spanking new even though you died hours ago
-“Seriously how does this even work?”
-“I will admit one thing. Your conscious is fucked up for imagining me like this yes.”
-“Oh so it’s just my conscious trying to make me live..? Again?”
-“It’s (BLANK)’s fault isn’t it? Not you’re nor anybody elses So please don’t… Visit me anytime soon..”
-“It hurts”
“I know it does, but it’s okay, you have everyone else and I swear they care for you!”
-“Are you going to disappear any time soon? Please don’t say yes”
-“Well… Just remember I love you… And please live for me… That’s all I ask Ryom-”
-Saying goodbye to you as fast as your returned, you left him once more
-Groaning he takes now gone lollipop out of his mouth, before digging into his pocket for a cigarette
-It’s his last one, fuck he hasn’t done this in so long so why now?
-That doesn’t matter though he lights it before taking a puff
-It’s not long before Kaede finally finds him sobbing into your bed

Korekiyo SINguuji

-Is it bad that I purposely spell it without an H?
-And is it badder that I admit I never stop calling him that that?
-Does it maker it WORSER that I’m going to make this imagine that irony everyone hates?
-I think I made it horrible by not knowing his personality well…

-Never had he once wanted you to see his older sister, even if he spoke of the day where all of you could unite and finally meet each other
-He had never wanted it to happen so soon, it was too soon
-An innocent(?) and pure(???) soul such as yourself to die this soon because of his unholy soul
-He hadn’t deserves your affection, he doesn’t even know why you loved him
-You truly were a strange part of humanity that much he admit
-“Thank goodness, you were only injured I was frankly worried about you for a moment S/O”
-“But as much as I hate saying this, you’ve made some stupid decisions you should’ve told me beforehand so we could’ve just avoided this mess”
-“Now your stuck in bed till Tojo-San says your better which will most probably be long from now…”
-Giving a sly smile you apologize to him
-“You are genuinely the most thickheaded human being out there aren’t you?”
-“Which is fine. Now you cannot run when I try to tell you all about psychology and-”
-Even though you were stuck in bed months at least he could happily sit beside you observing you

Gokuhara Gonta

-Stop this
-Mod Kaede will NOT
-(Gonta’s soul is too pure for any type of angst AND I REFUSE THIS)

Amami Rantarou

-He’s been trying his best to help you recover
-It was his fault you even got hurt in the first place so it was the least he could do!
-Harukawa’s been telling him to stop, that it’s pointless for him to do anything now
-But he’s not listening to her he won’t allow her negativity stop him from helping you.
-(Yeah this is the best I could come with. I still suck at his character)
-So no :,)

anonymous asked:

I always see a lack of pirate Spain fanfics much less yandere ones so can I request a yandere pirate Spain Drabble? Thanks!

(I fucking love Yandere Spain! Let’s do this!)

Where had his sweetheart gone to? He walked calmly through the flames and screaming. People were dying all around him. People’s houses were burned. All their life hard work gone in the matter of minutes, just because of one girl.

He was the most feared pirate of the sea. He would get what he wanted, and if he couldn’t then he would just try harder until he had it.

Every land he stepped onto. He brought chaos and destruction. And Oh God did he love this feeling of absolute power.

But there was one thing he loved even more.


She was everything he had ever wanted in a girl, and he would have her no matter what. So here he was looking through the burning village. People’s screamimg all around him. He just blocked that out.

He hummed quietly and looked and looked, until he saw his love, crying over her parent’s dead corpses by the fire. He chuckled and walked over to her, yanking her head suddenly up by her hair, making her look at him.

“Don’t cry, Sweetheart~! If you would have just come with me in the first place then none of this would have happened~!”

She screamed at him, while crying. He just sighed and knocked her out. She was perfect. And he wouldn’t lose her to anyone. He picked her up and started walking towards his ship.

“You’re mine now, Sweetheart~”

anonymous asked:

Angst? How about the rfa+V and saeran learning that after many times trying MC lost the baby and the doctor tells them there are low possibilities to actually being able to have a baby?

Thaaaank you for this request and i hope you like it!( Don’t hate me because it’s shitty)!(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

  Please feel free to send me a feedback, if this is NOT what you wanted, I’ll do it again in no time!

Any mistakes, report to me.


  • You’ve not been feeling very well recently, so he takes you to the doctor.
  • He’s always smiling and reassuring you that everything is fine…
  • But he’s scared.
  • He knows how hard it was to get you to be pregnant.
  • Now you’re and he’s really happy about it!
  • But you’re in pain and he doesn’t like this, he’s worried about you and the baby.
  • But he has to put a fake smile on his face and say that “Everything was going to be fine”.
  • After some exams, tests, the doctor is back, with a not so happy face.
  • You and Yoosung were smiling because he was being a sweet like always, but when you both saw the doctor face, that smile fade away.
  • “…I have bad news…Your baby…Is dead…You have really low possibility to actually have a baby”
  • You froze and Yoosung froze…Some tears are falling from your eyes, but you can’t have a proper reaction, actually, you can’t even have a reaction right now.
  • “I’m sorry…" 
  • After that, Yoosung began to cry, a lot looks like all the strength he was building all fell apart.
  • He just can’t believe….He hugs you and you two are crying so much right now.
  • After that, everything was a little more difficult, you guys can try to have a baby again…Yeah, maybe you guys can do it, a lot of women already had those problems and have a child in their arms now.
  • His strength is back, he needs to be strong, look at you, you’re.
  • But maybe, at least now, the best decision is to adopt…You guys will love this child live you guys would love your own son.
  • Actually, this kid is our son now.
  • And the smiles are back again.
  • This is what he dreamed about…An adoption…
  • But his depression is getting the best of him now…You can’t trust him to take care of a child no more.


  • He’s so protective right now…!
  • It was so hard to get you pregnant, so he’ll treasure you and this prince or princess, or maybe both!
  • Zen’s just so happy right now, oh god, he’s smiling so much that his face hurts!
  • But one day you saw a little blood on your pants, you tell Zen that, for you, it must be nothing, but he’s worried.
  • He takes you to the hospital.
  • He’s worried but he’s like “Stop Zen, you’re being dramatic again”
  • After the tests and exams the doctor enters the room, Zen was singing to you, and you were laughing, he loves to make you good in hard times.
  • “I have some bad news for you guys” Zen stopped singing, and he looks at the doctor…Well, bad news…Nothing can be that bad…Right? That was what he was thinking.
  • “Your baby is dead…You have low possibilities to actually have a baby…We will have to make a surgery to take out the child from you, i’m—”
  • Zen cut the doctor out “NO!” he was saying in the verge of tears, angry at the situation, he just can’t believe 
  • “NOBODY WILL TAKE MY CHILD FROM ME, AND FROM MY WIFE! WE TAKE SUCH A CARE…! THIS CAN’T BE POSSIBLE” He was crying, angry, screaming at the doctor who was surprised by his action.
  • “ISN’T THAT RIGHT MC?!” He looks at you, this was too much for you, you know that was nothing that you two can do now, so you were crying “MC…?”
  • At that moment he realizes…How weak, he was being, look at you, you were the mother, you’re suffering and he’s like a child now.
  • “I’m sorry babe…I’m sorry…” He hugs you, and you cry on his shoulder while he was looking up, promising that everything was going to be alright.
  • All that situation didn’t change Zen, he thinks that not because something doesn’t work one time, or two, it’s going to be like that forever.
  • He’ll always try, try to have a kid with you.
  • But every day he cries because of the little princess that he hasn’t the chance to protect.
  • He failed…


  • He’s just too happy that he can actually have a family with you.
  • You made him a very, very happy.
  • But he’s concerned, it was hard to you be pregnant, so he hires a lot of doctors when you’re actually pregnant.
  • Jumin always thinks about all the possibilities, but he couldn’t even imagine that this was going to happen.
  • He came to the hospital after Jaehee informed you that something happened, that the doctor needs to have certain of one thing…
  • When he got there, he wanted to enter your room but the doctor stopped him, he was listening to you crying, he doesn’t know why, but he wants to comfort you.
  • The doctor just looked at him “Your wife lost the baby…I’m sorry…But the chances that she can have a baby one day is very low…” Jumin grabs the doctor by his coat.
  • His face, his eyes, you could read from there a lot of emotions…Sadness, frustration, pain…Anger.
  • The doctor seems surprised, but Jumin doesn’t care
  • He realizes that your cry gets louder, you were hearing his words…And probably…That was hurting you so much.
  • He pushes the doctor and enters that room, he looks at you, you look at him, he can see the pain in your eyes…
  • And you can see the pain in his.
  • After that, he realizes that you need him now…He needs to stop acting like that.
  • When you get out of that hospital after all that procedures, he’ll cry on your shoulder, letting all that he was keeping.
  • That was hard, but Jumin Han is not a quitter.
  • The doctor says that chances were very low, not nonexistent,
  • And he can’t look at the crib that you guys already purchased without crying.
  • That hurts…That hurts so much…
  • That heart that everybody thinks that he doesn’t have…It’s broken now.


  • He’ll finally have a family now!
  • Hey, look at this dad shirt i bought! Look, one mommy short and one baby shirt!
  • MC, you’re going to use this!
  • What? You think this is cringing? This is love!
  • He’s all smiles right now.
  • But when you said to him that was a little of blood coming out of you, his face is suddenly serious…
  • But after some while, he smiles “Well, i’m sure this is nothing…But let’s go to the hospital” You smile and nod.
  • But in the car, you can see he’s all serious again…
  • After those exams, those tests, the doctor come, Seven was being a dork, making you laugh…Looks like he was preparing you for something.
  • “…I don’t have good news” You two look at the doctor who sighs “…Your child is death…Was a spontaneous abortion…Your chances to actually have a baby is very low…I’m sorry…We’ll need to take the baby out of you.”
  • You start to cry, was so hard for you to get pregnant…And now you lost it? 
  • But Seven’s on the other hand…Is just serious.
  • He hugs you, letting you cry on his shoulder, you’re surprised at how much he’s strong, even in this situation.
  • Before the procedure he kissed your belly, saying the last goodbye with a sad smile on his face.
  • If you don’t want to give up, he’ll not give up.
  • You grateful at how much Seven supports you, how much he was strong.
  • Little did you know that every night he asks God why he take his child away…He cries, cries so much…He looks at a star and smile
  • “…You’re up there right now my little tomato?”


  • He’s so excited…He’s Thinking about getting his surgery!
  • Finally, everything was going on so well in his life!
  • He can’t help it to not let that smile don’t fade away from his face 24/7
  • The only time that smile fade from his face was the day that you told him that you think you need to do some exams.
  • He’s praying, praying that…That you’re not thinking that something wrong might happen…
  • Now he’s really thinking something might have happened…But he doesn’t want this…It was so hard…
  • After some exams, after some tests, the doctor says to you guys…That you lost the baby, that you have almost 0 possibilities to actually have one baby one day.
  • He listens to your crying, his vision is blurry, he thanks god for that, he doesn’t want to see your face…This was going to be so much for him…
  • The doctor is leaving the room, he’s going after him, with tears falling from his eyes, making it even more blurry “DOCTOR!" 
  • The doctor stops walking and looks at V, V stop in front of him, looking like a waterfall.
  • "Please…Say i can do anything…Please…I can’t lose my child…” 
  • “I’m sorry Mister Kim…I can’t do anything…” V got on his knees, begging “Please…Listen to my wife crying…To a mother crying…Please…!”
  • Even after all that, V knew…That was nothing nobody could do…The child is death.
  • His head was in silence, while he cries, putting his head on the ground, he’s finished.
  • When he came back to you, he’s a mess…You’re a mess, he blames himself to not come to you.
  • He hugs you, letting you cry…He’s in silence, but in his head…He’s crying.
  • His child was taken…Our child was taken.
  • His heart was taken too…
  • In the past months, he’s been really strong…You know he always cries in the night…
  • He smiles every time you talk about adoption…Or trying again.
  • But you realize one thing that you probably shouldn’t….V’s dead inside.
  • You wake in the morning every day with a fear…A fear that he was slowly going to be taken from you too.


  • He was a little concerned about all this…He was going to be a good father?
  • Stop Saeran, it was hard getting pregnant for MC…And now you’re going to be like that?
  • It was a lot of things going through his head right now.
  • He’s happy now with this, never in his life, he thought of being a dad.
  • Never in his life, he thought of being happy!
  • You make him feel better.
  • But one day you told him that you bleed a bit and you were in pain, he asks Saeyoung for help.
  • And he takes you guys to the hospital, he stayed in the car while you and Saeran go make your exams.
  • Ok, they’re finished.
  • When the doctor told you guys the news, you started to cry…He can’t believe it, he punches the wall.
  • The doctor is moving away from him, Saeran almost hit him if some securities don’t go there and hold him back “LET ME GO! LET ME GO!”
  • He just can’t believe this…Yesterday you two were having dinner, talking about the plans for this child…The names…
  • When he’s calm, the seat in a chair, closing his eyes…Wanting that this pain goes away…But it doesn’t.
  • When he goes to you, he looks at you, you’re wiping your tears, he hugs you without hesitation.
  • He’s sorry for doing that…Now he’s crying like a baby on your shoulder.
  • Saeran never fulled recovered after that, the pains is still in his heart.
  • It’s too early to talk about trying again or adopting a child.
  • He knows that you’re in pain too, but he’s so torn.
  • Every night he listens to the clock ticking, he can’t sleep.
  • All those memories and plans you two had about that child…
  • Sometimes he can’t take it and have breakdowns, you let him cry on your shoulder…He doesn’t want to seem selfish for being the one who is suffering because of this…But he can’t help it.
  • In his heart now has a hole…
  • A big hole…
  • Deep inside, he wants to join your child.
  • People have said to him that the world is beautiful…But he never got a chance to see this beautiful world.
  • But in his world…It’s always raining.
  • He’s ready to go to the paradise.

anonymous asked:

Jasper au where one of them is super drunk and accidentally admits the huge crush they've had on the other

Finding the mass of blonde curls in the midst of all the party goers is the easy part, pushing his way through the crowd to get to her is a whole different story. It takes him a lot longer than he’d expect, but when no one can hear him over the music that deafens them to anything but the beat a lot of people assume he’s trying to dance with them. By the time he does make it to where Annabeth is dancing he’s hot and annoyed and ready to go home. It doesn’t help that Annabeth is dancing with Percy and they’re looking at each other like they’ve completely forgotten anyone else exists. This just another reason he avoids going to parties, because spending the evening watching Annabeth and Percy gawk at each other is a surefire way to make him want to puke.

Finally Jason is able to get close enough to tap Annabeth on the shoulder, earning him a sharp glare as she turns her head. This is something he’s more than used to, the way her glare deepens when she realizes who tapped her on the shoulder isn’t.

Annabeth says something that Jason can’t make out over the song repetitively screaming ‘shots’ and he shakes his head. With a roll of her eyes she grabs his sleeve and pulls him away, her lips still mouthing words that make Jason’s eyes widen. She pulls him towards another room that’s no less packed or loud, and as they step through the doorway Jason understands why. Standing on a table in what should be a dining room, moving rhythmically to the over paced beat is a mess of short cropped brown hair wearing an ever familiar Hello Kitty T-shirt.

“You get to take care of this,” Annabeth yells in his ear so she can be heard over the music. “I’m tired of dealing with this every other weekend, it’s your turn.”

Jason spins to face her, eyes wide. “Me? Why do I have to deal with it?”

Annabeth lifts onto her toes and brings her lips next to his ear, “Because it’s your fault.”

She doesn’t bother to give any more explanation before she turns and storms off, slipping easily through the crowd of college students. Jason spots Percy in the background and the guy gives him an apologetic smile before Annabeth grabs him and drags him away. Alone in the mass of intoxicated pseudo adults Jason turns back to watch Piper. She’s still dancing on the table, moving in near perfect timing to the beat but Jason can pick out the sloppiness of her movements, the way her weight shifts too far one way and then another. He then spots the people with their phones out laughing and his stomach drops. His hands tighten into fists, making his way through the crowd is a lot easier now that he doesn’t bother with being nice about it.

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these days (i can’t take too much) - part eight

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Summary: Reader used to be a villain; a stone cold killer. But she doesn’t do that anymore. Helping the Avengers stop her old boss once and for all leads to a lot more than she bargained for, especially when it comes to Bucky Barnes.

Warnings: abuse, violence, language, torture, angst, death

A/N: there are some pretty graphic descriptions of torture/violence in this so pls read the warnings before you continue! let me know what you think/what you want to happen next? i’m open to suggestions ;)

masterlist - catch up on previous parts here

You are not well received when you arrive back at Avengers Tower. In fact, you don’t even get to walk through the doors before you’re being arrested right out of Bucky’s hands.

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anonymous asked:

O.K, Any ideas for an AU in which Gabriel is Hawkmoth and after Simonsayz, he realizes that Adrien is in fact Chat Noir?Then Gabriel tries to convert Adrien to the 'bad side' (like with the "It's for your mother" or "make your father proud" kind of excuses). And Adrien actually considers it? Because deep down he knows he won't always be chat noir, but as far as he can tell he'll always be an Agreste? pls fire your headcannons.

I’ve been waiting for this moment my entire life. Please feel free to add on!:

- Gabriel starts spending more time with Adrien, he eats dinner with him, takes him to movies, even rides to school with him. He starts trying to get a feel for Adrien, see where he stands, if he could be easily “converted”

- Adrien is super happy about, but he can tell something feels a little bit off. His father spending time with him out of blue? He pushes those feelings aside though, after all he’s finally getting what he’s wanted for so long.

- His father starts asking him to do things, just little things. Take Ninos favorite pencil. Leave a nasty comment on the Ladyblog. Frown at Marinette. Seeing how far he’ll go to make his father proud.

- Adrien does it but starts to feel awful after he makes Mari cry when he calls her sketches “Lame” and “Out of style”.

- He goes to apologize and finds her on the roof

- “I know you’re doing this for him. But doesn’t it strike you as odd that he’s just now spending time with you. But I get it, he’s your father. Just please don’t forget who’s had your back through and through.”

- Adrien’s left on the roof in shock. Mari’s words hurt him, but he can’t deny them being true.

- He goes home and his father welcomes him, and for a little while he forgets what Mari said.

- That day was his split shift with Ladybug, but his father asked him if he wanted to go out for ice cream and he missed it.

- Again

- And Again

- Then he finally makes it. He finds Ladybug crying, not hard just a few tears. But Chat Noir has a feeling it’s his fault.

- He goes up to her and for a split moment she looks surprised, then punches him square in the face.

- “You ASSHOLE! I thought you were dead! I thought you had grown tired of me and left! I thought you hated me, and were never coming back! You left me all ALONE! Chat, I trusted you to always have my back. But you left me to deal with 3 akumas on my own, and I never heard a word from you! You could have died, I could have died.”

- “Wait my lady…”

- “No. Chat you were my best friend. I loved you! But you left me, and that hurts like hell. Please go…not forever, just until you can start acting like the kitten I love again.”

- Adrien makes it home and tell his father everything. He tells him how badly he’s messed up, and even how Mari warned him against this. He tells him he’s Chat Noir.

- Gabriel comforts him and waits. Everything’s coming together.

- The next day at school Adrien’s a mess, but Mari’s even worse. She’s sniffling and breaks into sobs whenever she has to speak. He overhears her speaking with Alya.

- “Oh Alya! I had this friend, I would see him nearly every night. We would go on little adventures, running all over Paris. I trusted him, he was my best friend. But he just vanished for a few months, then comes back as if everything’s the same as when he left! He hurt me Alya.

- Mari runs out and Adrien follows. He finds her out front standing in the rain.

- “I’m sorry Mari. I never meant to hurt you”

- All she does is glare.

- “You can’t offer me an umbrella this time chaton”

- Adrien goes home and is surprised to see his father standing in the entry way.

- Gabriel changes into Hawkmoth and tells Adrien everything. How if he joined him he would be able to bring his mother back. How they could be a family, no pesky bugs included.

- Adrien wishes he didn’t consider it, but after all he will always be an Agreste and it seemed his time as Chat Noir was coming to a close.

- “Welcome Chat Blanc”

Jack Gilinsky - Friendzone


When your best friend gets dumped by their significant other you just want to make sure they don’t turn into a self-pitying loser who cries all day long. When I heard the news that Madison dumped Gilinsky because “her career gave her too little time to be with him” I was already almost on my was to Gilinsky’s place to start the usual after-breakup ritual he did with me so many times, but I just wanted to wait for him to tell it to me. I was expecting him to call me soon, I heard the news from a mutual friend who was in good friends with Madison and she also said that she broke up with him over the phone. How nice…

I was waiting for my phone to ring with Jack’s name and goofy face on the screen, but he didn’t. At first, I felt offended that he didn’t tell his best friend about his breakup, but then I started to worry about him. Maybe something happened to him, it was unlikely of him to not share such a huge thing.

I tried to call him several times, but he didn’t answer my calls. Then I called Johnson and he sounded like he was hiding something from me.

“Jack, this is no joke, where is he?” I asked losing my patience.

“Y/N, I swear to God I don’t know where he is. Just give him some time, okay? I’m sure he will talk to you.”

“But did I do something? I mean, I understand that they just broke up but I just want to know if he is alright, why can’t he answer the phone?”

“I don’t know. But I gotta go now. Just be patient,” he said and then ended the call.

I debated whether or not should I go over to his place, but I decided to stay where I was. I texted him once more to tell him that I was there for him and if he needed anything I was at home.

About two hours went by and from anxiety I went to totally calm and I felt offended again, that I was left out of the important things. I was about to order something for dinner when the doorbell rang. Opening the door I found Gilinsky standing in the doorway, shoulders falling forward, crying face, desperate presence.

“Oh, I though you are dead,” I said leaving him there without emotion. I walked back to the kitchen and I heard him following me.

“I know, I just had to think about a few things.” He stood next to me as I was looking at a local restaurant’s menu holding my phone in my hands.

“Like why you ignored me when I just wanted to make sure you are okay?” I asked without looking up at him.

“Y/N, can we talk? Please.”

“I think you talked to Johnson, so I’m not needed here anymore.”

“Don’t be like that.”

“Like what?” I snapped at him putting the damn phone down to the table. “I care about you, Jack, but apparently I wasn’t important enough for you to at least give me a call, that yeah, I’m still alive, I’m just crying my ass off because my girlfriend dumped me!” I imitated his voice pretending to be on the phone.

“She didn’t dump me,” he said and I was about to go on with the lecture, but then I realized what he just said.

“What? But I thought…”

“It’s complicated, let me tell you. Just please, calm down, okay?”

I nodded and we sat down to the table. He took a deep breath gathering his thoughts and then he spoke up.

“So we were talking on the phone, since she is in New York now. We got into an argument about something stupid, and we were about to reconcile when I accidently… I called her on another name, not hers.”

“What? Jack, were you cheating on him?” I asked shocked. I mean, this is what guys do when they are having an affair, they mix up the girls.

“No, I wasn’t.”

“But then how could yo-“

“I called her Y/N.”

I immediately froze. Did I hear him right? Did he just tell me that he called his girlfriend of almost one and a half year on my name? Did I just enter a parallel universe?

“What? Why would you do that?” I asked quietly and totally confused.

“Because I’m hopelessly in love with you. I tried to deny it to myself, I tried to move on and pretend I’m not, but I am. And after unintentionally exposing my feelings to my former girlfriend I realized I can’t live in this fake… something. I love Madison, but not like I love you.”

I was totally speechless, I was just staring at him with a blank face not even knowing what I was thinking about this craziness. My best friend admitted that he was in love with me and was waiting for me to say something.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” I finally asked.

“Because you always had someone, you were bragging about your current love interests who were cooler and manlier than me and… I didn’t know what to do. Then I met Madison and I thought having a relationship would solve the situation, but… I was wrong.”

I felt bad. I should have noticed that he had feelings towards me, I was a terrible friend. I couldn’t even imagine how he felt in these past few years. I even chased him into a relationship he didn’t really want.

“So, sorry for ignoring you, but I didn’t know how to tell you. Madison and I agreed on that she can tell anything about our breakup, since neither of us wanted the truth to get out.” He stood up and looking around he hesitantly glanced at me. “I think I should go.”

He turned around and headed towards the front door, but I stopped him.

“Jack, wait!” He turned back, I jumped to my feet and closing the distance between us I kissed him.

It took not just him, but me as well by surprise, but the moment we processed what was happening… It felt oddly right. I had never felt like Jack and I could be more than just friends, but as I felt his lips on mine things took a turn in me.

He had his arms around my waist and slowly pulled away looking at me confused.

“What was that? You shouldn’t do this because you feel sorry for me.”

“I did it because I wanted to. I think… I think that we should give it a chance.” I smiled at him hugging his neck. His eyes brightened up and without hesitation he kissed me.

“God, yes, thank you. Thank you, I love you.” Then he froze. “You don’t have to say it back just because I said that. I don’t want to rush you.”

I gave him a thankful look. I didn’t feel like I could say those words just yet, but it definitely felt good to hear them from him.

“And I officially escaped the friendzone,” he murmured with a proud smile before pulling me into another kiss.

anonymous asked:

I really liked your soulmate fic!!! So I was so seeing if you could write one where Ouma's about to get murdered (owo) and he locks himself in his room and writes to Amami on his arm that he's gonna die and aaaa

Angsty bleak fic time, whoooooop! 030

I Will Save You

Ouma slid to the floor, his back against the shuddering door as it creaked and cracked under the constant banging. The doorknob desperately rattled above Ouma’s head, and angry shouts could be heard, muffled from behind him. Ouma tried to slow his breath down, tried to stop himself from shaking as he looked around his bathroom for anything to use. But, the countertop was bare, and all there was a comb, his toothbrush and toothpaste. Shit! There has to be something… Maybe I can break off a pipe or something and just, defend myself… No, wait! Amami! His soul mate. Amami was bound to him, and what Ouma wrote on his skin, Amami would see! Amami would save him! I can still save myself! He’ll save me!

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Five Fingers

Fandom: Haikyuu

Pairing: Kagehina

Summary: Their relationship begins with a rivalry.

A/N: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SOBA @kidovna. Bhavna you asswipe, ilysm. Thank you for existing, and I hope you like this little present! 

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16:~ Daddy’s insane (Part 5)

A/N: Quick little thank you for your support on this story! Super short but the next chapter is the last.

Once we arrived, y/s/n quietly slipped off to bed, leaving me alone with my thought and a horrible feeling that something was wrong.

My mind was spinning. Dan’s horrible words repeating in my head growing louder each time until it felt real again. The only question that mattered to me was this, How did he become so dangerous? As i sat on my bed allowing my thoughts to overcome any chance of sleep, i tried to analyse that question. 

However each time i thought back to where i noticed the change in him i could never find evidence. There was no clear reasoning to it, no obvious answer. Was he always mad but i never noticed it until it was serious? Did i cause it and am being oblivious to that? Why? Why!?

“Mum? Are you ok?” 

My eyes shot open and i was greeted with the sight of y/s/n staring at me worriedly. I wiped away at the bottom of my eyes, noticing the tears i had unconsciously cried.  

“Huh, oh yeah, i’m ok sweetie, go back to bed.” 

Y/s/n sighed sadly and walked out of the room.

“Night mum.”

“Goodnight baby.” 

I laid back on the bed and closed my eyes again, hoping for some sort of sleep. Slowly my body relaxed and my mind calmed down, surrendering to the sweet relief of sleep.

When i awoke in the morning, i still had the pit in my stomach from the night before. I couldn’t put my finger on it though. I kicked my legs over the side of the bed and stood up making my way to the kitchen to make breakfast. 

Normally by this time in the day y/s/n would be up and talking with his friends but he wasn’t. Instead he was sat on the sofa just staring into space. 

“Sweetie? You want breakfast?” 

He shook his head and kept looking in front of him.

“Whats wrong?” 

He suddenly started crying, I rushed over and cradled him in my arms. 

“What happened?” I asked feeling scared. Y/s/n never cried in front of me or anyone.

He lifted his head and looked me dead in the eyes. The dark shade of brown showing fear. 

“It’s Dad…He’s coming…”